I Can Be A Monster Sometimes

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 44 People

    Thinking back on choices I've made truly amazes

    me that I have not been chopped up and left in a ditch somewhere. I have struggles with two aspects of myself since I can remember. Reckless masochistic inclinations vs outrageously paranoid thinking. I'm reflecting on a particular event when I was asked to meet someone online...
    merrygentry merrygentry
    31-35, F
    Feb 10, 2014

    So please forgive me

    and let's focus on my finer points, my happier moments and learn to love the beast within.
    Julanix Julanix
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jan 4, 2014

    I am monster all of the time.

    Just be careful not to surprise me if you ever meet me in real life. Just a warning ☺ you'll regret it.
    Helloblah17 Helloblah17
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Apr 7, 2014
    voslung voslung
    36-40, M
    Aug 12, 2014

    Sometimes out of the blue I have these strong

    mental images of being murdered. Having my head smashed in with a lead pipe and the feel of someone's hands playing around with my intestines and organs while I am still conscious. The best is just the site of my own blood especially all over someone. I don't understand it but I...
    merrygentry merrygentry
    31-35, F
    1 Response Feb 11, 2014
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