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I Can Be Bad Sometimes

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    I'm Not Proud.

    Now like my twin I'm a good girl - well most of the time - but I can be bad sometimes. As a kid I deliberately destroyed one kids remote control toy as I couldn't stand him! And put tacks on school chairs blaming others for the inevitable upset caused. I do sometimes struggle...
    CarolineBelinda CarolineBelinda 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 24, 2009

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    Irresistible

    Irresistible you could not deny It only took the glance of my eye Alluring words, a smile not to miss You melted with that very first kiss My advances you could not resist Boundaries crossed That led to bliss Chances taken on my demand When I wanted you You were at hand In a...
    Roxanne1960 Roxanne1960 51-55, M 1 Response Jul 17, 2012

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    Sometimes....

    No, I'm being honest here! Completely honest. :-) I am generally a good girl. I keep myself out of trouble (mostly), I don't aim to harm others (normally), and I pretty much keep to myself. But... when people cross me, I am no angel. NO, I don't do physical harm or anything like...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jul 7, 2009

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    Lust

    I have issues with my sensuality as it gets me into trouble at times. When I start to feel that energy in me rise I know it is time to go hunting and find a sexual partner to share an evening with. My sexual fetishes are quite unique as I am into sadism and severe bondage. I...
    MoonFlower11 MoonFlower11 31-35, F 5 Responses Apr 11, 2010

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    Being Good Is Too Good to Last

    There is no way I could ever be a total bad girl. I think leather and piercings and tattoos all over your body is lame. I don't want to drive a motorcycle or hook up with 10 different guys each night. I just want to get drunk, grind on a couple guys, and maybe...
    immaheidi immaheidi 18-21, F Jul 8, 2009

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    Good Or Bad...

    My mother use to recite this poem to me, often, when I was a little girl. I have no idea where it comes from and never bothered to ask her. But,it does sums me up nicely: There was a little girl, With a little curl, Right in the middle of her forehead. When she was good...
    FaeNeDaeX FaeNeDaeX 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 18, 2010

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    I Have My Moments

     i have had some really bad moments.earlier this year i caught my brother stealing from me.i got so mad that i hit the support beam to the porch.i moved it several inches.but in doing so i broke 2 of my knuckles.i never told my parents why.i just don`t think it would be good...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 Oct 12, 2009

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