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I Can Be Cruel

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    My Words Are Cruel

    I can say really mean things when I'm angry or fed up with someone, especially my sister. I'm not really violent, I don't punch people, but I sometimes say harsh things. And my abandonment to family makes me cruel, considering they love me and I reject there attention and love. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 19, 2011

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    I Can Be Cruel

    There are times when I just can't help myself but be cruel. I won't care what you think, I'll say whatever I want no matter if its the hard truth, I guess its pretty bad because its a part of me that I never show or really am. I've never purposely verbally attacked or am mean to...
    Marowit Marowit 22-25, F Jan 10, 2009

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    Only

    ...If you push me too far and force me to be.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 2 Responses Oct 14, 2009

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    Insane

    I can be cruel in an insane way. When I'm really upset I'll probably curse you out, and throw things, and scare you without meaning to. It's not really something I'm proud of...
    LifelessSource LifelessSource 18-21, F Apr 1, 2011

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    Eventually I moved on from birds to frogs.

    I would catch frogs and do one of two things. 1. Break their jaws and then slowly pull their organs out through their mouth. It was painful for the frog, fun for me. After I would squeeze the head until its eyes popped out. 2. Break one of its legs and then throw it back in...
    OnlyALotInsane OnlyALotInsane 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 5, 2015

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    It's True

     sometimes, i view people as a game. i get so weird sometimes. its a game to me. can i get them to like me? can i get them to hate me? can i annoy them? can i make them laugh? can i? its like. I'm just testing what I'm capable of,and im using people to find out. i find how...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Nov 22, 2009

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    When I was a young child,

    maybe 5 or 6, I used to climb up trees and find birds nests with eggs in them. I would collect the eggs and hide in a bush along the rode. From that bush, I would hurl the bird eggs at passing cars.
    OnlyALotInsane OnlyALotInsane 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 5, 2015

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    To Be Kind?

    Probably not. But I will be cruel sometimes, and sometimes it's to show you that you can't trust me. That is not something I'd advise; trusting me. I don't know how to explain. I feel bad and remorseful and guilty for what I do and say sometimes, but there are moments when I...
    itworkedintheory itworkedintheory 31-35 1 Response Oct 13, 2012

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    When I was between the ages of 7-11,

    I moved on from bird eggs. I would scout out bird nests and wait for the babies to be born. Then I would climb up the tree and push the nest out. If any of the birds lived, I would snap their necks.
    OnlyALotInsane OnlyALotInsane 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 5, 2015

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    I used to throw rocks at squirrels

    and seagulls. Typically it would miss them, but 1 out of 4 times, it would hit. I never hit them hard enough to kill them, just enough to break a bone or stun them. Then I would walk over and pull out my lighter. I would simply light them on fire and watch them make their pained...
    OnlyALotInsane OnlyALotInsane 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 5, 2015

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    if you try to get me into doing things I dont

    want to then i can be pretty cruel physically and if you try to pick on me with your lack of logic it doesn't end well verbally if you are a horrible person I will send you to hell personally as a blessed gift. :)
    Remi4ever Remi4ever 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 5, 2015

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    Observation Not Blame

    My grandfather was cruel to my father. He was not his son. His son was son of my grandmother, who came to Canada from Ukraine, poor, desolate Her first husband was killed in the revolution. Which revolution?  I don’t know  I know is that he was a teacher...
    amadea amadea 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 6, 2010

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    I just called someone a piece of trash

    and cancer when they told me to shut up...does that make me bad? I hope they don't report me or something because they were being rude to me in the first place...
    gorgeusgirlSky3 gorgeusgirlSky3 13-15 Aug 5, 2015

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    But only when it's justfied,

    ie: a person being cruel to me , when I might well return the favour. I wouldn't be cruel to somebody who has treated me with respect.
    theotherusernamesweretaken theotherusernamesweretaken 26-30, M Aug 5, 2015

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    I Have Demons to

    Facing your inner demons is very important, if you want to make the best of your life. Letting the sun shine on all your darkest sides, is purifying, and a way of letting go of them. I am a person in very much control of myself, so when I encounter obvious stupidity and...
    TheForce TheForce 31-35, M 1 Response May 5, 2008

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    I Can Be Cruel

    I can be cruel,If I have to,Don't like it,Prefer not to be,But sometimes,You have to do,What you have to do.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Mar 3, 2012

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    Watch It!

    I can be cruel but most of the time I don't want to be. It's just some people bring out the worst in me, but then again they ask for it anyway. The worst you could do to me is lie.I can't take that ****.
    Euonia Euonia 22-25, F Jun 2, 2012

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    I'm usually really nice

    and sweet, but if someone does something or says something to me that hurts or is mean, I turn into a *****. I honestly don't even control this, it's like instinct to fire back and make them hurt. I think it might be my protective walls just keeping me safe.
    MarcyMay MarcyMay 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 5, 2015

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