I Can Be Very Intense And Focused

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    Thomas Emyle My Boy<3

    Agust of 2010 i found out was pregnant,and it filled me up with so much exciment My Fiance and i already have a girl and we really hoped for a boy, My fiance is in U.S Army meaning he had to leave home he had training in South Carolina, i kept him updated with the pregnancy...
    Tommymyangel Tommymyangel
    18-21, F
    Apr 9, 2011

    Please Don't Take Offense...

    It's not you. It's my obsession. My craft calls me. Draws me in. My art is my addiction. My obsession. I build it. My energy is put into it. My dreams. My life. So friends, even relatives get pushed aside. Only my kids can rise above my focus on what I do. On what makes...
    1nourmindseye 1nourmindseye
    31-35, M
    Sep 18, 2011

    I Love My Best Friend

    My best friend has been there for me through thick and thin and i love her for everything she has done for me. In a sense if she wasnt by my side then i wouldn't still be here. i love her so much and could go on and on about all the stuff she has done for me. She is more like...
    armystrong21harding armystrong21harding
    31-35
    Feb 20, 2012

    I learned to get over sht quick.

    Whether I have to forgive you, whoop your *ss, or forgive you.. I'm over it and refocused 💯
    TicToxic TicToxic
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jul 20, 2015
    AliasSapien AliasSapien
    18-21, M
    Jan 14

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    JordanTheLost6 JordanTheLost6
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 20
    I hate calling him Dad because there's a difference in being a father and being a dad; He definitely ain't my dad. It just ****** me off when I clean up after him and he goes to my...
    Stormeyes Stormeyes
    18-21, F
    Apr 20
    Get this song out of my head. Grisi variation. I have to learn it and now I'm going to dream about that variation I swear. I also can't remind you after EP closes to positively...
    FieryWolf FieryWolf
    16-17, F
    Apr 19
    I'm trying to write this paper but I can't!! I'm so tired I'm Layin in bed. I can't focus
    Flowerpower5678 Flowerpower5678
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 19
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    cancerbae cancerbae
    13-15, M
    2 Responses Apr 19
    I wantbto have too intense sex .. And too long and too often...
    blushedcheeks blushedcheeks
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Apr 19
    I just can't accept it. We've been through almost everything, we dealt with so many problems, had a million fights and many times when we tried to end it. But we still loved each...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 19
    "And it feels like I am just too close to love you There's nothing I can really say I can lie no more I can hide no more Got to be true to myself And it feels like I am just too...
    infie infie
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    My dad has cancer and it's hard to sit there and play it cool When really i know I can do nothing to help him It's almost like I am losing a battle But he is trying to stop...
    sunzoshi99 sunzoshi99
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    I think one of the reasons I'm so nice to everyone, and caring is because I know all to well how it feels to be depressed/bullied/pathetic and useless. I know the feeling of...
    CannibalisticUnicorn CannibalisticUnicorn
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    I really want to love you. I want to feel every inch of my body crying out for you. I want to have eyes just for you, I want to love you with my soul and heart. I wish I could...
    ChrisErizo1 ChrisErizo1
    31-35, M
    3 Responses Apr 18
    its odd how it happens. you open up to people. you trust, you care and they care too. but then it happens. you realize you start holding back because you dont care to cause pain...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    Apr 17
    Time goes by, But pain is still here deep in my heart. Someday it rains, another the sun shines bright, But everything looks so grey to me now. I knew that some would win and some...
    livingdeadsoul61 livingdeadsoul61
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 17
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    arhg arhg
    36-40, F
    1 Response Apr 17
    I cant make new friends at my school. I've been with my current friends for years and I love them. But this girl I know she told me that I am antisocial at some point. It made me...
    raspberri raspberri
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 17
    I have a teen age daughter that is getting ready to move away for school and it breaks my heart. We have always been so close and over the course of the last year we have had so...
    Helpless24 Helpless24
    41-45, F
    1 Response Apr 17
    I just realized one day that I like him again and its killing me I know I will never have him, he already likes someone else he is someone I can never reach, can I just delete all...
    girlpandaaa girlpandaaa
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 16
    It's great that life is unfair! Because it means you can get more than you deserve! I see so many people who only focus on the unfairness when it's not in their favor. So often...
    GoneRogue GoneRogue
    41-45, M
    Apr 16
    I honestly have been feeling like I want to cry lately... except that I can't. As in I physically can't. The tears don't come. At most a few tears come out but I need a really...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 15
    Home and school have been two different dimensions for as long as I can remember. I've never had anyone be so close of a friend that I can tell them my family struggles. I feel...
    nevergoingtousethis nevergoingtousethis
    16-17, F
    Apr 15
    I struggle day to day to not do it. I would go to my family, but I know what theyre gonna say. I would go to my friends, but I don't want to bother them, they might have more...
    CrazyfatCatLady CrazyfatCatLady
    18-21, F
    Apr 14
    When I hear a guy lost a battle to cancer, that really did bother me, that that's a term. It implies that he failed and that somebody else that defeated cancer is heroic and...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 13
    When you die, it does not mean that you lose to cancer. You beat cancer by how you live, why you live, and in the manner in which you live. Stuart Scott
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 13
    There's absolutely no reason for me to breathe in fresh air all day long when I can breathe in thick cigarette smoke instead! Sucking as hard as I can on a lit cigarette and...
    MirandaSummers MirandaSummers
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Apr 13
    My whole life I have always been very slim and never had to worry about putting weight on. I never dieted and didn't do any formal exercise. These past few months however things...
    Pixiepickle89 Pixiepickle89
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 12
    Why do I always go through this. You know when you really care about someone and they mean everything to you. Those people who impact your life unexpectedly. I fell in love with...
    Thelostsoulslasthope Thelostsoulslasthope
    13-15, F
    Apr 12
    I was a young, intelligent, motivated kid growing up aspiring to become a Computer Engineer. But as time passed, problems rose between my parents turning into dark days. I've been...
    SoulMadness SoulMadness
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 12
    Asian here. My parents immigrated from the East where there are many abusive parents, South Korea! My parents said they want me to enjoy whatever job I work, plus to live fully...
    cracked8urface cracked8urface
    18-21
    Apr 11
    I want to say. This is a really dumb group. And those who know me very well...I don't really get upset at very many things. This is a rare exception. Get turned on or attracted...
    drooniedat drooniedat
    41-45, M
    Apr 11
    ive been taking addictive pain killers for over 3 years on and off, and now im taking like 20 a day and just make any excuse to take them. i tried hard to stop yesterday and didnt...
    Lee1616 Lee1616
    31-35, M
    1 Response Apr 11
    Nine important facts to remember as we grow older: Number 9 - Death is the number 1 killer in the world. Number 8 - Life is sexually transmitted. Number 7 - Good health is merely...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 11
    How can I stop worrying and ruminating about past mistakes? Also how can I not care when people don't accept me?
    bettyboop777 bettyboop777
    36-40, F
    Apr 11
    My childhood was not happy as everyone remembers it but it was full of all the abusive you can imagine which impacted my future and all my life I am trying to run from it and not...
    remains27 remains27
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Apr 11
    Day Day Day Day Day Day Day Day Day Day Day Day Day Day Day Day Lights off Days lost Crying on my bed Heart beats slowly I'm tryna clear my head but I ain't talking I'm not even...
    stephanie751 stephanie751
    13-15, F
    Apr 10
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    EkuV EkuV
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 10
    "Dark Paradise" http://youtu.be/aazb8Rt31nk All my friends tell me I should move on I'm lying in the ocean, singing your song Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ahh That's how...
    ToughKitty ToughKitty
    31-35, F
    Apr 10
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    HungryHannah HungryHannah
    18-21, F
    Apr 10
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    jayaselvamoni jayaselvamoni
    41-45, F
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    EridianaAndErin EridianaAndErin
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Apr 10
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    SMLMystery1 SMLMystery1
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 10
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    Melbourne1992 Melbourne1992
    22-25, M
    Apr 10
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    MorbidPeaches MorbidPeaches
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 10
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    demonsaint demonsaint
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 9
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    property741 property741
    31-35, M
    Apr 9
    I am taking chemistry and anatomy next summer. I am going to need to retake chemistry again. It is very hard and the professor does not help either. How can I study to pass these...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 8
    Ever since I was in school I had always been an outsider. I was always the weird kid that nobody talked to. I had a few friends throughout my school years but those friendships...
    Heretic9320 Heretic9320
    18-21, M
    Apr 8
    and I swim in icy cold water I was in the Royal Canadian Air Cadets in my teenswe have NHL hockey like the Americans but unlike the Americans we do not bring out our army during...
    Canuck86 Canuck86
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Apr 8
    Look, I know it can sound completely insane, but it's true. I can be sitting next to someone and hear a rude comment about the person behind us. I can hear other people speaking in...
    Bowties0stuff Bowties0stuff
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Apr 8
    I know if I told my friends that I can't get over a certain guy they would flip out but I cant take a guy out of mind even though he has done horrible things in the past.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 7
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    Mcinacann Mcinacann
    41-45, F
    Apr 7
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    LoneSouls LoneSouls
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Apr 7
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    Mrsubhash Mrsubhash
    22-25, M
    Apr 7
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    Pheeeb Pheeeb
    16-17
    1 Response Apr 7
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    Pheeeb Pheeeb
    16-17
    1 Response Apr 7
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    geeeonuh geeeonuh
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 7
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