I have already made it through this battle of waiting, wondering, not sleeping eating or getting more than 3 feet from the computer and phone....... for 18 months.
Stay strong and know that you are not alone.
My husband left the day after we were married and left for Iraq. I cant sleep, im lonely, depressed, and everyday I'm worried not knowing whats going on. I try to watch the news, but all they show is bad news! ugh! I feel sorry for those wives who lose their men to this war and...
I've had the tears, I've felt angry, alone, stuggled to eat and sleep but I think this was just me refusing to accept he has gone.
Its been 3 months and some days go so quick then other days drag so slow. But I'm so proud of him and I know now this is something we both just have...
I miss him more than anything in this world.. but the love I have for him is stronger than any deployment.... :)
He is my HERO !! One of the bravest men I have ever known..
I can't wait till August 2010!!! :)