My husband left the day after we were married and left for Iraq. I cant sleep, im lonely, depressed, and everyday I'm worried not knowing whats going on. I try to watch the news, but all they show is bad news! ugh! I feel sorry for those wives who lose their men to this war and...
I've had the tears, I've felt angry, alone, stuggled to eat and sleep but I think this was just me refusing to accept he has gone.
Its been 3 months and some days go so quick then other days drag so slow. But I'm so proud of him and I know now this is something we both just have...
I miss him more than anything in this world.. but the love I have for him is stronger than any deployment.... :)
He is my HERO !! One of the bravest men I have ever known..
I can't wait till August 2010!!! :)
I have already made it through this battle of waiting, wondering, not sleeping eating or getting more than 3 feet from the computer and phone....... for 18 months.
Stay strong and know that you are not alone.