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I Can Never Chill Out

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    I apologize for the long bible I wrote here haha. I just need to write it all down somewhere. So.. most of my life and my childhood, I had no parents or family, like a lot another...
    ninacu ninacu 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    My father was a pretty heavy smoker since the time he was a teen. A few years ago, he died from lung cancer. It was a slow painful death that i wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. I...
    ben243 ben243 22-25, M 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    My mind is in a place full of noise. Constant buzzing, full of thoughts, ruminating, contemplating. I figured that there's no use complaining on this gift/curse but it's hard to...
    Shahedansharif Shahedansharif 16-17, M 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    I wish I could forget this one memory it's been coming back on and off recently. It was something I allowed to happen that I shouldn't have. I don't really feel guilty I just feel...
    cvlt cvlt 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    Almost 30 and no girlfriend 29, in 2 months will turn 30, single, no real girlfriend. I don't socialized much as I used to and sometimes feel lonely. 12 years after I finish high...
    taiho110 taiho110 26-30, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    What if you’ve died…?Dear myI don’t really know how to call you, but I think you know what I mean…That day when I have heard you could have died my heart...
    Estranea Estranea 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    9 months ago, I fell in love with you. 6 months ago, you left me without a goodbye. 5 months ago, you went back to visit, yet I never chose to see you. 2 months ago, I saw you once...
    HeartsBlossoms HeartsBlossoms 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    I can't even talk to her. Literally every time my mom tries to make conversation with me, I'm instantly annoyed. It can be as simple as, "How was your day?" and I'll snap back at...
    MegsLynn MegsLynn 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I think that the only reason people hold onto memories so tight is because memories are the only things that dont change; when everybody else does.
    Poisonprincess2 Poisonprincess2 36-40, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I keep trying to forget what I did. The night my dad died I left the room. He was on hospice and he was at home. I hired someone to care for him 24 hours a day but I gave him...
    omgomg123 omgomg123 46-50, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I swear if my ep profile randomly gets added to ONE MORE GROUP...
    peepmoo peepmoo 18-21 4 days ago

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    Actually it's a someone. But then don't we all, really?
    LuvinKitty LuvinKitty 51-55, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    When you're forced to do time in a Psychological ward.... all of a sudden you develop an issue with doctors especially with needles. I wonder why?
    TowerJimmyDabzs TowerJimmyDabzs 31-35, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Some amazing memories of the years gone by. Dancing the night away in the rain with the love of my life and waking up to the most amazing morning. Would not trade it for anything...
    Poisonprincess2 Poisonprincess2 36-40, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I'm married to a woman i dont love and the woman i do love i let go for the sake of my famliy she waited for a year to see if i would leave my wife when i didnt she met someone...
    hikk01 hikk01 41-45, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Disowning family is rough But often needed So me does At 48 But at 49 Its a tornado of pain Rivaling what the wealthy did After they bought congress But in...
    JustBipolarMe JustBipolarMe 46-50, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    going to family day trips to the beach .when my son was born. and when I met my friend Emma when I was 13 had some good laughs. and meeting you for very first time Friday 30th of...
    deadbyaprilpromiseme deadbyaprilpromiseme 31-35, F 5 days ago

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    Join me if you want. I am bit crazy, but good at heart. I hope i will have money autumn 2016. Starting from Croatia. Daily active, night party.
    Neslanasrdela Neslanasrdela 31-35, F 5 days ago

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    Releasing my belated love of my life's things back into the universe.
    bearhug13 bearhug13 56-60, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    February 2, 1985 A thousand times today, alone, I've lived it in my mind. You took something from me, and I will never be the same way I was. It's not necessarily a bad thing...
    ZenLioness ZenLioness 46-50, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Oh sweet misery Warm as the harlots kiss, comforting as the lash, safe as a raging fire. Wrapped in the cloak of blinding dark, unseen as well as unseeing. Dangerous is this...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M Jan 28

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    Why does it seem like I can never get something right?
    Tabitha57hughes Tabitha57hughes 16-17, F Jan 27

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    Guilty. But i didn't hold on to them. I burned them.
    Triztemuneca87 Triztemuneca87 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    oops I don't mean it i just love food!
    millerrrlilyyy millerrrlilyyy 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 25

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    I've had a rough life, and large part of it is my fault. I am sure the stuff I have gone through will be with me forever. Maybe someday I will accept things as they are and be able...
    sandrawilde sandrawilde 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 25

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    I recently realised that I was gay. Coming from a country that despises homosexuality made me highly anxious about coming out as gay. My mum has never been homophobic the real...
    IuO1112 IuO1112 16-17, M Jan 24

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    I am unloved, but I choose to love deeply. (hopefully a positive tone for those that feel hopeless; and no, this is not a story of a girl who felt like she could never have love...
    notreallyici notreallyici 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 23

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    Today is the 3rd anniversary of my Grandpa's death 😪
    sagespoo sagespoo 16-17, F 7 Responses Jan 22

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    I'm sure this is something really common. I just feel like I really need to type it out. One of the worst feelings in the world, no doubt, is falling for someone that doesn't like...
    savvyjames savvyjames 18-21, F Jan 21

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    On January 21, 2013 my grandfather was in the operating room getting a simple procedure done. Little did we know he would be gone in less than 24 hours. I still remember that was...
    sagespoo sagespoo 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 21

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    "Tell Her You Love Her" Tell her a story. Tell her the honest truth You treat her better. Make sure to see it through Don't be just everything she wants Be everything she needs...
    PeacefulWarrior143 PeacefulWarrior143 26-30, M Jan 21

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    I love woman that I coincidentally met sixteen years ago. But since then both of us lost contact. We did not know how did it happen (maybe during riot was happened in our country...
    maguro6691 maguro6691 46-50, M Jan 20

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    OMG I NEED HELP LIKE RIGHT NOW! My dad keeps telling me I need to stop relying on my youth and my metabolism and work out or I'm going to get fat. I looked in the mirror and I...
    LoveisBeautiful5013 LoveisBeautiful5013 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 18

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    i miss my mom,but i thank her for the lessons learned
    Rain0069 Rain0069 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 18

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    Unhealthy and tragic, that's what our love is. But it's strong, the strongest I've ever felt. So what do do you do with that? What do you do with a love that is so strong and...
    saraandherfoxes saraandherfoxes 26-30, F Jan 18

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    Health Teeth Sanity Stability All lost Seeking help From doctors To shrink sadness And trusting them When they said This pill has proven to work
    JustBipolarMe JustBipolarMe 46-50, M Jan 17

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    I Was with a girl 7years ago for about 3years. It was amazing we done everything together i mean she liked everything i liked maybe a we bit to much but i didnt care gym, running...
    Kripper252 Kripper252 26-30 Jan 17

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    Why would I want to. I keep her prisoner in my mind. Here she is all mine, all the time. Anytime, I can close my eyes and she is here with me. Outside, I can never hold her, never...
    boldtimer boldtimer 66-70, M Jan 15

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    I am in love with my best friends brother. I have know them since 6th grade and I've always felt an affection towards his brother who is a couple years younger than us, but it was...
    Brad93 Brad93 22-25, M Jan 15

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    I have only told one person, but no one else. It is horrifying and I can't even tell y someone would do this to me. He was aweful and wanted something I was not willing to give.
    AlphaFire AlphaFire 16-17, F 4 Responses Jan 11

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