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I Can Never Chill Out

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    I've written so many letters that I can never send. I write letters when I'm sad, angry, lonely, or just need to let out emotions. I've written letters to my cousin, expressing my...
    BroadwayDreamer16 BroadwayDreamer16 16-17, F Mar 23

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    I have memories I can never forget.. It happened last year. My teacher just announced me as her favorite student infront of my classmates. I never expect it. Back to the story...
    qaseh qaseh 13-15, F Mar 27

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    Circa 1995 to 1996 1) The very first time I uttered a curse, felt really guilty about it that I cried in a corner. 2) The very first person I considered my best friend. Her real...
    kixisback kixisback 22-25 Mar 28

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    You try to block them out but they never go away for good. I'm drowning in my sorrows because I can't shake these thoughts. It's a constant reminiscence of depressing experiences...
    cyclingmaniac cyclingmaniac 16-17, M Mar 24

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    My mom's friend died two years ago in July. It is hard to believe it has been that long. Her name was Monica and she was like my second mom. She took care of me in times when my...
    hobohemian hobohemian 18-21, F Mar 22

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    to that boy, you broke my heart. you ruined me. you made me feel like nothing. I can't trust anyone anymore. I haven't loved since you. I have to see you every day. I date but I'm...
    countryanon countryanon 16-17, F Mar 22

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    Why can't I just forget every sweet thing an ex said? "I can't imagine my life without you. You're the best blah blah blah...." I didn't change, but why did you? Why did you...
    aguythatknows aguythatknows 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 24

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    Just forget me, being with me nothing good can come through. But one thing I promise is, I will never forget you. The memories we shared, that went by too fast. They're all a...
    nivanvc nivanvc 36-40, M Mar 30

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    Shaun was a nine year old boy, blind from birth. I was fortunate enough to meet with him while he was waiting for his taxi to take him home from school. He knew me by my voice. I...
    Rusham Rusham 66-70, M 1 Response Apr 8

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    To my father, who left without saying goodbye and was never there. Everyday I wonder if he's still alive and what if he died. Would I be too late? Could I live with that? I can't...
    MaryRiddle3 MaryRiddle3 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    I do this a lot on my iPhones note app. I used to write a lot to my girlfriend just to relieve stress since she has really put me through a lot emotionally. But I could never be so...
    FullofFood FullofFood 16-17, M Mar 23

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    i was raped recently and i still havent told anyone except the nurse at the hospital in hopes i would report but i couldnt. ive been going throught ptsd and im scared ill never be...
    miamine miamine 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    Sometimes you will never know the true value of a moment until it becomes a memory.
    colleenzeddy colleenzeddy 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    So I'm a guy, and I have feelings for this other guy. And all the time I wish I could just tell him how I feel but I can't. I write my feelings down on a notebook and get rid of it...
    Iamsolonely96 Iamsolonely96 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 24

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    Apart from my first language i.e Spanish, I can speak English and little of French. Since my love for world cinema, I watch a lot of foreign language movies and get fascinated by...
    Susana1985 Susana1985 26-30, F Mar 24

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    I wrote this letter about how I wanted it all to end. I thought it was going to be a suicide letter. But as I went on I realized I was writing down reasons to live. I want the...
    nicolemarie3 nicolemarie3 16-17, F Mar 26

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    My first boyfriend raped me. And it's been almost 2 years since it happened and I tell everyone I'm okay. And for the longest time I had myself fooled too. A few months ago, it...
    fobaholic627 fobaholic627 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    I wrote a letter to my mother after she died. I tied it to a balloon. I remember thinking it would help me let go.
    HiImDavey HiImDavey 18-21, M Mar 20

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    I wrote a letter to my sister in 2006 that I have not sent to her. It seems like it's a little too late now to try and mend the fence
    joyndavid joyndavid 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    I write letters all the time, not particularly to anyone, I write them to to express myself in privacy, and confidentiality
    ash5698 ash5698 13-15, M 2 Responses Mar 21

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    Yup.. I wrote a lot of letters for my ex-bestfriend.. I love her so much because she's my bestfriend.. But when she moved back to Arkansas... Everything changed.. She barely text...
    Thatssoawesome Thatssoawesome 13-15, F Mar 25

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    That sad moment when you find old conversations and memories between you and someone you don't talk to anymore.
    goldengirl24 goldengirl24 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    I have so much wonderful memories with my friends that sometimes I get lost in the past and it's hard to move on.
    sammylynn333 sammylynn333 16-17, F Mar 27

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    i want to be alone i get followed. i go in my room my sister follows! it sucks! every day it happens i wish it would stop i need privacy its like come on!
    alexaslife alexaslife 18-21, F Apr 2

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    I just finished watching Ouran Highschool Host Club and I am just sad that I am finished. I love the show and I wish they could make a season two. The main reason I like it because...
    Inlovewithtecher Inlovewithtecher 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 7

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    I was raped by a friend of the family 3 years ago...he was giving me a ride home but instead he drove to a field away from the road and started raping me...he then ****** me and...
    RedHeadBeauty123 RedHeadBeauty123 16-17, F 4 Responses Apr 9

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    My boyfriend and I are currently trying to work things out after he made out with someone else 3 weeks ago. We have been dating 2 1/2 years and live together. His is my best...
    mixedup2 mixedup2 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 20

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    I recently joined this community in hopes to get many things off my chest, and hopefully get some positivity from anyone who’s willing to listen. My name is Zach and I’m 19...
    Zach001 Zach001 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 6

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    3 years ago I was a wreck. From the constant years of bulling, teasing and hate. I grew and developed a deep inner hatred for myself. An insecurity that could not be diminished, I...
    paronari paronari 22-25, F Mar 23

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    I dated a guy for all of college and would go home every weekend to spend time with him instead of staying at my school and making college friends. I love going out and socializing...
    Love1992xo Love1992xo 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 21

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    This pretty much describes what happened yesterday. Me and this girl that I used to go to Elementary School with have been talking for a solid 3 weeks now. I learned alot about her...
    TheMasterMan1 TheMasterMan1 13-15, M 3 Responses Mar 30

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    I first this girl (Tori) on the bus I always thought she was beautiful but I never had the guts to go and talk to her. I guess this was partly because she was surrounded by her...
    larybobjinkin larybobjinkin 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 8

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    Hey hey, my my Rock and roll can never die There's more to the picture Than meets the eye. Hey hey, my my. Out of the blue and into the black You pay for this, but they give you...
    seasalticecream seasalticecream 16-17, M Apr 10

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    - Back in 2009 is when we first found out that my father had skin cancer but it didn't seem so serious so I wasn't so worried.. They talked about doing a surgery and after that...
    KickRocks KickRocks 18-21, F 1 Response 23 hrs ago

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    I'm not writing this to speak of myself ,I've done that already in my storys & confessions here I want people here to read this to know that life can change for the better...
    bob350 bob350 56-60, M 1 Response Mar 23

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    My mum is the type of mum where if I say "can you pick me up some ____?" she'll get it. But the moment I say "Mum, I need you." , "Mum, I'm not feeling good." , "Mum, I need your...
    jheyjuneice jheyjuneice 18-21, F Apr 1

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    My grandpa died from cancer and we really didn't have a really good relationship since he lived so far. But I think that's what hurts the most, the fact that I didn't have that...
    omgchapstick omgchapstick 16-17, F Apr 3

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    Someone help me, I am so scared of my parents, I hate coming home from school, my mum has grounded me for the rest of the year and I know she means it because when she says...
    lili03 lili03 13-15, F Apr 8

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    It was a chance encounter. It was only a chance encounter 294 days ago, but I cannot get him out of mind. On a whim, I took a trip up north last summer. At the last minute I wasn...
    CaliLove87 CaliLove87 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    I don't think I can forgive my husband for the way that he acted when my father got sick and passed away from prostate cancer after a 10 year battle against it. My dad was pretty...
    idk8 idk8 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    The day I found out my first love died, I didn't believe it. We were both still in high school, though he wasn't attending anymore, and it just seemed so unreal to me. It took me a...
    MichiganGirl420 MichiganGirl420 18-21, F Mar 25

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    and I will keep my crazy self here, hopefully not anywhere near him... I am irrational... I think things that are not true... I explode them in my head too... they seem so hurtful...
    WendyBlabs WendyBlabs 36-40, F Mar 31

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    Ever since the written word was invented, the spoken word has been an obsolete technology. Within the refuge of my own head, I carefully weave words together into tapestries rich...
    LordSphinx LordSphinx 13-15 Apr 2

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    How did I let myself get this low why did I let myself fall inlove with someone that's destroyed every bit of self esteem I have at only seventeen I'm broken I'm lost I'm scared I...
    Mad1996 Mad1996 16-17, F Mar 20

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    and I will never meet him again...but every time I think about him it brings tears to my eyes because I know I can never talk to him ever again and it feels like I'm missing out on...
    Silvertwilight Silvertwilight 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    My boyfriend and I have been dating for five months (friends for 9 years). A month after we started dating I took his virginity. I'm not really a selfish lover so I don't ask for...
    Chayley Chayley 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    My boyfriend and I have been dating for five months (friends for 9 years). A month after we started dating I took his virginity. I'm not really a selfish lover so I don't ask for...
    Chayley Chayley 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    recently I've lost all my friends, again. It tends to happen to me at the end of every school year. 6th grade. middle school I had one friend. highschool i started and made a lot...
    thelostgirl25 thelostgirl25 22-25, F Mar 22

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    When family and foes make a point of using opinion as fact to harm me it pleases me to correct them, it hurts when family do this, but I can't let anyone hold me down. The quicker...
    Tricke1983 Tricke1983 31-35, F Mar 23

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    I wish I did not exist at all. I am not suicidal but I also feel that I am done living. There is no point to getting up every morning to go about your day, make money, get an...
    Girlincrisis Girlincrisis 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 26

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