I Can Never Go Back

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 24 People

    Cool Robin

    Bright like the sun Devious as they come He smells of Gilette body wash Bed hard and wide I cant wait for him to glide inside legs spread wide Satin sheets anticipating the ride A familiar space i close my eyes while you watch my every move You anticipate my rise unwilling to...
    natalie343 natalie343
    31-35, F
    Jun 6, 2013

    Negative Self Image

    I'm finally starting to accept myself and see that I'm not worthless and hideous. I can never go back to the way I was before. I have to remind myself every day that I am not a bad person, and what I feel matters. It's a lot of effort but I don't ever want to go back.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit
    36-40, F
    Feb 18, 2011

    Started Us With A Lie

    you started us with a lie and it get easier to sell me a dream You pretend not to know how bleach appeared on my clothes You are blind to my bras growing feet and walking away You are dumbfounded to where my favorite things disappear to I am not stupid yet you use my illness to...
    natalie343 natalie343
    31-35, F
    Feb 23, 2013

    Imaginary Castle

    As a child, I dreamed of a castle that was owned and operated by me It was my escape from bad thoughts and feelings I was the princess the Queen was an evil witch that smiled only for appearances and to take joy in your pain, difficulties and failures I ran so many times as far...
    natalie343 natalie343
    31-35, F
    Jun 6, 2013

    Childhood

    Mind never forgets the pain from words and actions that penetrate my soul so deeply Abyss of tears fill my heart A long pause even deeper inhale Terror plagues my thoughts Nightmares invade my sleep awake in constant fear I glanced to my window objects of familiarity appear in...
    natalie343 natalie343
    31-35, F
    Mar 15, 2013

    Legs

    five little children jumping on the bed One got punished for being the heaviest negating the fact the combination caused the pipe to break Same pipe used to break and eight year old leg It took a month to heal never quite healed I waited for my parents to come neither did for a...
    natalie343 natalie343
    31-35, F
    Jun 6, 2013

    Free

    Sometimes the river runs high and deeper than the ocean floor Other times it is so low pebbles beneath my toes Birds sing to me sad love songs i can relate to the sound of aowl bellows through the air Whoooo the answer is me Fishes scamper as I move my feet move along the shore
    natalie343 natalie343
    31-35, F
    Jun 6, 2013
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