I Can Never Tell You How Badly I Was Broken

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    Lost My Mind With My Virginity

    We went to the movies for our first date. It was my very first date, like ever. At the time I didn't know him too well but he apparently wanted to get to know me. I was so nervous, I think it was probably really awkward. I was scared that he was going to want to hook up with me...
    kensf kensf
    1 Response Apr 13, 2013

    My Heart Was Put Into A Corner And Horribly Smashed, And Now He Is Thinking Of Coming Back...

    So my story starts about a year and a half, almost 2 years ago. I meet this guy online and we where crazy about each other, after a couple months I go to his place and I stayed there for a month, then when my visit was over I went home, then not even a month later i move in with...
    roxanneb111 roxanneb111
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Sep 18, 2012

    Bff Drama

     My bff stopped talking to me. he says he hates me fml
    luanymaiato luanymaiato
    18-21, F
    Oct 14, 2009

    I Can't Put It Into Words....

    I can't put my pain into words. I can't put my suffering into words. I just can't put any of it into words, its like, there are no wordfs to describe just how bad I feel broken, and how lost I really feel. Its like,  I am too broken, and broken beyond repair, and that...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Mar 7, 2010

    The Day I Lost My Dad!

    November 14th, 2002 was a major turning point in my life.  I had spent the past three months with my newborn son and dad in hospice.  After the birth of my last son, my dad's cancer started getting worse.  He was diagnosed with skin cancer in July of '00 and given...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Mar 31, 2009

    I am feeling totally broken.

    Words can't express how broken I am. I am dreading the Christmas day. I feel very awful knowing that my life is in a super mess right now. Everything is crashed. I am just hoping that we could soon go back to the Philippines and finally go home and be settled.
    mabuhayka mabuhayka
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Dec 6, 2015

    I don't like it when guys make me feel special

    but they are just playing games. They call me jealous or insecure because I don't like the fact that they have women on the side, or flirt with everyone else, or look at other women naked and have dirty chats with them. No, it just makes me feel incredibly unwanted and unloved...
    ErraticSarcastic ErraticSarcastic
    31-35, F
    Dec 6, 2015

    Lowest Low

    To have someone you care for act like you don't exist when you are standing there your heart breaking in front of them bawling your eyes out because of what they did. To try and talk to someone about stuff and they say "what is there to talk about?" To have some one get mad over...
    mzjen mzjen
    31-35, F
    1 Response Oct 11, 2013

    No matter how much I talk about it.

    No matter how much I cry it'll never be completely healed. I love you so much grandpa. I'll never forget being with you when you breathed your last a year ago today.
    katariffik katariffik
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Dec 7, 2015
    peepmoo peepmoo
    Feb 1, 2016

    I Died Inside

    i really was dead inside,i couldn`t find any reason to live.no point in life.the darkness had engulfed me.and it was so,so cold.i didn`t care about my life.i actually could reason my death being better than being alive.the things that happend,even now its hard to belive that i...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself
    8 Responses Mar 28, 2009

    Once Again !

                          True I thought that you were the one that God had given me.We had many nights of sharing dreams and hopes. Just when things seem to be going well and than came that day,that you desided not to return to what seemed to be a happy being...
    Keith46 Keith46
    46-50, M
    1 Response May 7, 2013

    Love is a pipe dream.

    I say this for a multitude of reasons: - Half the time, people don't even know what the damn thing is - People tend to confuse lust with love - People tend to have such a hard time making relatively simple decisions about love - When love goes unrequited, we tend to become more...
    Dec 6, 2015

    I can pinpoint the first crack,

    it was the deepest, and so very long ago. But the blows have continued throughout the years. The fissures are starting to show and I don't have all the Kings men putting me back together again so I guess I'm heading for total devastation.
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Dec 6, 2015

    St Patrick'S Day

    It was a year ago. I hadn't felt this much joy, happiness and love for a man in I don't know how long. You drove down to my place and we picked up your tux then went to dinner. I don't remember what we ate, I just remember enjoying my time with you and feeling so incredibly...
    CapnJacksGirl CapnJacksGirl
    41-45, F
    1 Response Mar 15, 2013

    There Are No Words.........

    To explain these scars. There are no words to describe the pain, the pieces that will forever be missing. I am still in many ways broken, but I am strong enough to carry on inspite of it. That has to count for something, doesn't it?
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Mar 30, 2009

    Once In My Life Time,

    I used to smile because I believed heaven had made you for me, I used to cry when I was happy being with you because I did not want that happiness to fade away, I used to feel sad when I was with you because I was scared one day I would wake up in the morning without you beside...
    lovelywings lovelywings
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Mar 14, 2013

    I wish we could share memories

    and emotions with each other. More than words. What we saw and what we felt.
    Godlevel Godlevel
    Dec 6, 2015

    Words can never tell how broken I am.

    If I can just show my insides, you would know that I'm more than just wrecked.
    RagingDemon29 RagingDemon29
    16-17, F
    1 Response Dec 6, 2015

    im hurting so badly inside

    and am putting alota healthcarw stuff off for my wife and,so much has been going on alota anniversarys of deaths and birthdays of my gramdmother,mother,brothers and to much more....????
    nobodys247 nobodys247
    36-40, F
    Dec 7, 2015
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 6, 2015

    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    emilyccaa emilyccaa
    26-30, F
    Dec 8, 2015

    R U Broken Heart Too? R U Alone?

    I am so happy that I found this site to share my story. I was raped and abused not by anyone but by my own friend, father and mother. But I grew up with strong feeling . I was again broken by many friends and men. i found world full of men who desires to have only sex. Still i...
    neazoi2012 neazoi2012
    Feb 20, 2012

    I am 23 years old and about to graduate college.

    I had an abortion September 3rd. There's not a day that goes by that I don't think about it. I feel like it had to have been the worst decision of my life. I feel absolutely awful, it has changed my whole aspect about life. I went on vacation to my native country and slept with...
    suelen0507 suelen0507
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Dec 6, 2015

    Life Goes On, For Some...

    Once you die inside you are trapped, unable to escape. If you are lucky a savior might bring you back, but some times they do not come in time.
    outofwonderland outofwonderland
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 18, 2012
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