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I Can Never Tell You How Badly I Was Broken

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 260 People

    Lowest Low

    To have someone you care for act like you don't exist when you are standing there your heart breaking in front of them bawling your eyes out because of what they did. To try and talk to someone about stuff and they say "what is there to talk about?" To have some one get mad over...
    mzjen mzjen 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 11, 2013

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    There Are No Words.........

    To explain these scars. There are no words to describe the pain, the pieces that will forever be missing. I am still in many ways broken, but I am strong enough to carry on inspite of it. That has to count for something, doesn't it?
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 30, 2009

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    Lost My Mind With My Virginity

    We went to the movies for our first date. It was my very first date, like ever. At the time I didn't know him too well but he apparently wanted to get to know me. I was so nervous, I think it was probably really awkward. I was scared that he was going to want to hook up with me...
    kensf kensf 18-21 1 Response Apr 13, 2013

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    My Heart Was Put Into A Corner And Horribly Smashed, And Now He Is Thinking Of Coming Back...

    So my story starts about a year and a half, almost 2 years ago. I meet this guy online and we where crazy about each other, after a couple months I go to his place and I stayed there for a month, then when my visit was over I went home, then not even a month later i move in with...
    roxanneb111 roxanneb111 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 18, 2012

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    R U Broken Heart Too? R U Alone?

    I am so happy that I found this site to share my story. I was raped and abused not by anyone but by my own friend, father and mother. But I grew up with strong feeling . I was again broken by many friends and men. i found world full of men who desires to have only sex. Still i...
    neazoi2012 neazoi2012 36-40 Feb 20, 2012

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    Life Goes On, For Some...

    Once you die inside you are trapped, unable to escape. If you are lucky a savior might bring you back, but some times they do not come in time.
    outofwonderland outofwonderland 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 18, 2012

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    Bff Drama

     My bff stopped talking to me. he says he hates me fml
    luanymaiato luanymaiato 16-17, F Oct 14, 2009

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    I Died Inside

    i really was dead inside,i couldn`t find any reason to live.no point in life.the darkness had engulfed me.and it was so,so cold.i didn`t care about my life.i actually could reason my death being better than being alive.the things that happend,even now its hard to belive that i...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 8 Responses Mar 28, 2009

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    Once Again !

                          True I thought that you were the one that God had given me.We had many nights of sharing dreams and hopes. Just when things seem to be going well and than came that day,that you desided not to return to what seemed to be a happy being...
    Keith46 Keith46 46-50, M 1 Response May 7, 2013

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    Once In My Life Time,

    I used to smile because I believed heaven had made you for me, I used to cry when I was happy being with you because I did not want that happiness to fade away, I used to feel sad when I was with you because I was scared one day I would wake up in the morning without you beside...
    lovelywings lovelywings 31-35, F 5 Responses Mar 14, 2013

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    St Patrick'S Day

    It was a year ago. I hadn't felt this much joy, happiness and love for a man in I don't know how long. You drove down to my place and we picked up your tux then went to dinner. I don't remember what we ate, I just remember enjoying my time with you and feeling so incredibly...
    CapnJacksGirl CapnJacksGirl 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 15, 2013

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    The Day I Lost My Dad!

    November 14th, 2002 was a major turning point in my life.  I had spent the past three months with my newborn son and dad in hospice.  After the birth of my last son, my dad's cancer started getting worse.  He was diagnosed with skin cancer in July of '00 and given...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 31, 2009

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    I Can't Put It Into Words....

    I can't put my pain into words. I can't put my suffering into words. I just can't put any of it into words, its like, there are no wordfs to describe just how bad I feel broken, and how lost I really feel. Its like,  I am too broken, and broken beyond repair, and that...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 7, 2010

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    This one caught me. I thought, of course not! Then realized I do it nearly every day. I haven't said it first in at least a decade. He asked years ago why that was. I said it's all...
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    Yeah. I cant say I love someone if I don't mean it, its a word that I don't throw around!
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    Don't be a perv Plz don't be like hey babe seriously No like super personal questions unless I can trust you Plz no homophobia (I'll send u to hell)
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    I'm a little scared, though, that I may do that too easily, and that people would take advantage of me as a result. I dunno...
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    I hate everything right now.
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    Anybody who is everybody I'll tell you how it is, I don't bull **** nothing
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    ForTheFallen to me is like how Jesus was trying to save the lost souls. I too am a lost soul but at the same time I will fight for those of us who have gone astray in the hopes we...
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    I'm so sick and tired of people asking me what's wrong with me or why I'm upset or them wanting to know what the goes on with me. I'm not going to tell you, I can't say anything...
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    I tell the truth no matter what. In today's world, most people expect you to come up with some story but no I just tell it how it is. I rather have a smooth path than a rugged one...
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    I no you are going through a really rough time of it at the moment but no matter how much you keep pushing me away I will never leave you I will always be there to support you. I...
    Sirwithherkey Sirwithherkey 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 19

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    I wrote her one more poem today and dropped it in the mail to tell her how I feel... Actually, I thanked her for the inspiration she stirred in me, the emotions and feelings she...
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    I hate the way my parents especially my dad thinks he has control over my future. I'm sick of the way he's always telling me how I should live my life but he seems to have...
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    I saw her picture. Face faded from too many years of drinking and grief. Her incandescence dimmed as much from loss as the suffering her put her through. When I knew her, the...
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    i want to tell you that i need you to help me so i can make my dream come true which is to buy some house equipments for my familly i know it mind sound a little bit weird for a...
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    Funniest thing about my name, it's written 4 different ways on 4 important papers, and government issued ID. When someone ask for my "legal" name, I truly respond, "Hell, I don't...
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    1. I love to write and read books. I've always been a great writer. 2. I love when guys write me notes telling me how they feel about me. I find it très romantic. 3. I would...
    bemyforeverlove97 bemyforeverlove97 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 17

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    "I'll never change" "you can trust me" "I'll always be here for you"
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    Trust me I would never hurt you I want to be someone you can count on
    Gwall1234 Gwall1234 36-40, F 2 Responses Feb 17

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    Will Tell You 10 Things About Me 1. i have bed wetting 2.i cant swim 3. i still use pull ups and diapers 4. i use a life jacket 5. i have special needs 6. i hate dentists 7. i...
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    Today I've been snowed in most of the day (except for a walk up to the apartment offices and a brief conversation with the people who work there) and I am bored out of my skull. So...
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    1. It'll all be okay. 2. I will never hurt you. 3. I love you.
    mightymouse69 mightymouse69 16-17, F Feb 17

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    Looking back to time when I was child and now as an adult,So many people come and go.We cant listen what we cant understand.There is always a mystery.One thing is for sure things...
    ThisIsMeYeah ThisIsMeYeah 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 18

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