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I Can Never Tell You How Badly I Was Broken

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 259 People

    I Died Inside

    i really was dead inside,i couldn`t find any reason to live.no point in life.the darkness had engulfed me.and it was so,so cold.i didn`t care about my life.i actually could reason my death being better than being alive.the things that happend,even now its hard to belive that i...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 8 Responses Mar 28, 2009

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    Lost My Mind With My Virginity

    We went to the movies for our first date. It was my very first date, like ever. At the time I didn't know him too well but he apparently wanted to get to know me. I was so nervous, I think it was probably really awkward. I was scared that he was going to want to hook up with me...
    kensf kensf 18-21 1 Response Apr 13, 2013

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    I Can't Put It Into Words....

    I can't put my pain into words. I can't put my suffering into words. I just can't put any of it into words, its like, there are no wordfs to describe just how bad I feel broken, and how lost I really feel. Its like,  I am too broken, and broken beyond repair, and that...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 7, 2010

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    Bff Drama

     My bff stopped talking to me. he says he hates me fml
    luanymaiato luanymaiato 16-17, F Oct 14, 2009

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    R U Broken Heart Too? R U Alone?

    I am so happy that I found this site to share my story. I was raped and abused not by anyone but by my own friend, father and mother. But I grew up with strong feeling . I was again broken by many friends and men. i found world full of men who desires to have only sex. Still i...
    neazoi2012 neazoi2012 36-40 Feb 20, 2012

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    The Day I Lost My Dad!

    November 14th, 2002 was a major turning point in my life.  I had spent the past three months with my newborn son and dad in hospice.  After the birth of my last son, my dad's cancer started getting worse.  He was diagnosed with skin cancer in July of '00 and given...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 31, 2009

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    St Patrick'S Day

    It was a year ago. I hadn't felt this much joy, happiness and love for a man in I don't know how long. You drove down to my place and we picked up your tux then went to dinner. I don't remember what we ate, I just remember enjoying my time with you and feeling so incredibly...
    CapnJacksGirl CapnJacksGirl 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 15, 2013

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    Once Again !

                          True I thought that you were the one that God had given me.We had many nights of sharing dreams and hopes. Just when things seem to be going well and than came that day,that you desided not to return to what seemed to be a happy being...
    Keith46 Keith46 46-50, M 1 Response May 7, 2013

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    Lowest Low

    To have someone you care for act like you don't exist when you are standing there your heart breaking in front of them bawling your eyes out because of what they did. To try and talk to someone about stuff and they say "what is there to talk about?" To have some one get mad over...
    mzjen mzjen 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 11, 2013

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    Life Goes On, For Some...

    Once you die inside you are trapped, unable to escape. If you are lucky a savior might bring you back, but some times they do not come in time.
    outofwonderland outofwonderland 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 18, 2012

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    Once In My Life Time,

    I used to smile because I believed heaven had made you for me, I used to cry when I was happy being with you because I did not want that happiness to fade away, I used to feel sad when I was with you because I was scared one day I would wake up in the morning without you beside...
    lovelywings lovelywings 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 14, 2013

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    There Are No Words.........

    To explain these scars. There are no words to describe the pain, the pieces that will forever be missing. I am still in many ways broken, but I am strong enough to carry on inspite of it. That has to count for something, doesn't it?
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 30, 2009

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    My Heart Was Put Into A Corner And Horribly Smashed, And Now He Is Thinking Of Coming Back...

    So my story starts about a year and a half, almost 2 years ago. I meet this guy online and we where crazy about each other, after a couple months I go to his place and I stayed there for a month, then when my visit was over I went home, then not even a month later i move in with...
    roxanneb111 roxanneb111 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 18, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    This is to my love and my friend. I had deleted my account (seems like it takes days to actually do it), but now you have cut off all other channels of communication, so I will...
    ToughEddie ToughEddie 36-40, M 2 Responses May 22

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    I hurt you I'm sorry I made mistake I will pay for it I love you, I can't forgive my self I almost picked up that razor and tried, but I couldn't and i never can I promise I...
    iamalonewolf iamalonewolf 13-15, M 1 Response May 5

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    to experience jealousy is to experience love. love is so painful when it's complicated but what real love isn't? otherwise how would we know if it's true love if it's too easy? the...
    meetmeinthepouringrain meetmeinthepouringrain 22-25, M 1 Response May 19

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    If you like this experience God is with you everyday and guess who else is here... Me I love you so much God bless
    sillyrose1994 sillyrose1994 13-15, F May 18

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    1. You won't get my attention by being a disgust pervert. 2. You won't get my attention if all you talk about is your girlfriend and relationship problems. 3. You won't get my...
    OrochimaruSama92 OrochimaruSama92 22-25, F 6 Responses May 5

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    No, I really don't want to see your penis.
    Ellytheoutcast Ellytheoutcast 13-15, F May 5

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    Sending me random **** pics won't get my attention that gets you blocked. Being mean to me or my friends. Sending messages about sex won't get my attention. Friending me I get...
    holehearted79 holehearted79 31-35, F 7 Responses May 6

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    You won't get my attention by: 1. Being perverted and asking me if I want to "sit on your lap". Like really? Someone actually asked me that. Gross. 2. Asking me if I want to...
    Lucytoooo Lucytoooo 16-17, F May 6

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    here's a list not in any particular order: I don't like winey people, I'd rather not see hr privates, and...
    DML2451 DML2451 22-25, M May 6

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    Trying to message me about sex and other nasty crap. I'm happily married. Some people may not care about that but I do. I am here to help and relate to new people.
    jamielove7777 jamielove7777 26-30, F 1 Response May 6

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    ~1 Corinthians 13:4-7~ Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily...
    kayblue kayblue 36-40, F 2 Responses May 19

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    To The Girl Who Replaced Me, Please Take Care Of Him! Dear Replacement, There are a few things I think you should know, as you are now the object of his affection. Don’t let it...
    RedHwaiting RedHwaiting 18-21, F 2 Responses May 17

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    As a young woman growing up, I always liked guys that were my skin color even though I would've loved to be with a White guy, I just didn't pay much attention to them because I...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    I'd love to tell you my story of love and loss and love again A heart that has been broken many times, but is strong and still beats for one Love that I cannot break away from...
    Dance4Me Dance4Me 26-30, F May 15

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    I want to tell you something that I feel needs to be said. I love Mother's Day for the reason it's meant to be. Growing up, I had no mother. That's not something that bothers me...
    EyeDontGiveAHoot EyeDontGiveAHoot 36-40, F 10 Responses May 10

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    I read post from ever so underestimated teens and I realise how intelligent they are how they are in the frontier where looking back they are innocence and ahead they are not. I...
    isaidenough isaidenough 36-40, F 1 Response May 14

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    “You Were Never Really Mine To Begin With” When you simply live your life in a way that makes you happy, it would never as necessary to actually care about what’s going to...
    AeonFlux21 AeonFlux21 22-25, F 1 Response May 5

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    lets see. ..1) when I was a kid, I would want some candy at the store, and my mother, and she said we had that I home.I get home, asking where the candy was, and my mother asked...
    omss omss 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    I will. You may not like it, you may like it. You may think I was too blunt or I was not blunt enough. I don't know what you want me to do or say exactly but I don't care...
    EurydiceKallos EurydiceKallos 18-21, F May 8

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    Who would know you best or more. I plauge not of my own understanding. A well holds water not to weep sorrows. For care of one alone is not to grieve. So lightly within to share...
    NotHooray NotHooray 56-60, M 1 Response May 20

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    Throughout life you will meet one person who is like no other. You could talk to this person for hours and never get bored, you could tell this person things and they will never...
    hangonthere hangonthere 22-25, F 8 Responses May 9

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    There are a few things about myself that I will never tell anyone, but there is absolutely nothing that I have been told in confidence that I will tell about another person. They...
    dontyouunderstand dontyouunderstand 18-21 May 15

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    Ok lets see: 1) i am 18 years old 2) i am asexual, and easily made uncomfortable by things that are overly sexual. 3) i joined this site in hopes of talking to new people with...
    Dinosaurinthebigcity Dinosaurinthebigcity 18-21, F 2 Responses May 22

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    JIBANKRISHNA OR DIAMOND THE HOLY GHOST AND MY DIARY OF DIVINE DREAMSIndication of starting of new phase of austerity360). 14th July, 1979. Saturday. Early morning dream: I was...
    Dipakda Dipakda 66-70, M May 10

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    1. I'll never leave 2. I'll never hurt you 3. You can trust me A lot of people have made these promises. All of these people broke them, in the worst way they could.
    dontyouunderstand dontyouunderstand 18-21 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Wondering if other will think the same as me or tell me if I'm crazy. There is this person who would always post really rude comments to women who were hurting in an abortion...
    MissJessieGurl MissJessieGurl 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    1. The person I really am, and the person I pretend to be for the general public are very different. 2. I suffer from chronic depression and an anxiety disorder, both of which I...
    MissThomas MissThomas 18-21, F 3 Responses May 19

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    For so long as I remember you, I can never sleep I'm afraid that I may see your face if I begin to dream. For so long as I hold on to you, I can never rest I know that in my sleep...
    PorcelainGrenade PorcelainGrenade 13-15, F 1 Response May 4

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    So I'm going to be turning 21 in a few months so I figured I'd share 21 things about myself. 1. I was born two months early 2. Half of my first name is from a color my mom...
    NaturallyPeculiar NaturallyPeculiar 18-21, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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