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I Can Never Tell You How Badly I Was Broken

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 261 People

    My Heart Was Put Into A Corner And Horribly Smashed, And Now He Is Thinking Of Coming Back...

    So my story starts about a year and a half, almost 2 years ago. I meet this guy online and we where crazy about each other, after a couple months I go to his place and I stayed there for a month, then when my visit was over I went home, then not even a month later i move in with...
    roxanneb111 roxanneb111 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 18, 2012

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    I Can't Put It Into Words....

    I can't put my pain into words. I can't put my suffering into words. I just can't put any of it into words, its like, there are no wordfs to describe just how bad I feel broken, and how lost I really feel. Its like,  I am too broken, and broken beyond repair, and that...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 7, 2010

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    Lowest Low

    To have someone you care for act like you don't exist when you are standing there your heart breaking in front of them bawling your eyes out because of what they did. To try and talk to someone about stuff and they say "what is there to talk about?" To have some one get mad over...
    mzjen mzjen 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 11, 2013

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    St Patrick'S Day

    It was a year ago. I hadn't felt this much joy, happiness and love for a man in I don't know how long. You drove down to my place and we picked up your tux then went to dinner. I don't remember what we ate, I just remember enjoying my time with you and feeling so incredibly...
    CapnJacksGirl CapnJacksGirl 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 15, 2013

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    I Died Inside

    i really was dead inside,i couldn`t find any reason to live.no point in life.the darkness had engulfed me.and it was so,so cold.i didn`t care about my life.i actually could reason my death being better than being alive.the things that happend,even now its hard to belive that i...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 8 Responses Mar 28, 2009

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    Life Goes On, For Some...

    Once you die inside you are trapped, unable to escape. If you are lucky a savior might bring you back, but some times they do not come in time.
    outofwonderland outofwonderland 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 18, 2012

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    Bff Drama

     My bff stopped talking to me. he says he hates me fml
    luanymaiato luanymaiato 16-17, F Oct 14, 2009

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    The Day I Lost My Dad!

    November 14th, 2002 was a major turning point in my life.  I had spent the past three months with my newborn son and dad in hospice.  After the birth of my last son, my dad's cancer started getting worse.  He was diagnosed with skin cancer in July of '00 and given...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 31, 2009

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    Once Again !

                          True I thought that you were the one that God had given me.We had many nights of sharing dreams and hopes. Just when things seem to be going well and than came that day,that you desided not to return to what seemed to be a happy being...
    Keith46 Keith46 46-50, M 1 Response May 7, 2013

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    Once In My Life Time,

    I used to smile because I believed heaven had made you for me, I used to cry when I was happy being with you because I did not want that happiness to fade away, I used to feel sad when I was with you because I was scared one day I would wake up in the morning without you beside...
    lovelywings lovelywings 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 14, 2013

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    There Are No Words.........

    To explain these scars. There are no words to describe the pain, the pieces that will forever be missing. I am still in many ways broken, but I am strong enough to carry on inspite of it. That has to count for something, doesn't it?
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 30, 2009

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    Lost My Mind With My Virginity

    We went to the movies for our first date. It was my very first date, like ever. At the time I didn't know him too well but he apparently wanted to get to know me. I was so nervous, I think it was probably really awkward. I was scared that he was going to want to hook up with me...
    kensf kensf 18-21 1 Response Apr 13, 2013

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    R U Broken Heart Too? R U Alone?

    I am so happy that I found this site to share my story. I was raped and abused not by anyone but by my own friend, father and mother. But I grew up with strong feeling . I was again broken by many friends and men. i found world full of men who desires to have only sex. Still i...
    neazoi2012 neazoi2012 36-40 Feb 20, 2012

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    This is the first one I've written like this. As a draft, but to be displayed in public to gain views and support. So here goes. I'm fed up. Truth be told, I really truly am. Our...
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    One time, our family was doing a cook out and my dad had a pigs brain in his hand he said to me sister "pearl, look how small this pigs brain is" she yelled at him and said "daddy...
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    1. I live in Hobart, Tasmania, Australia. It's a small place, gets a little boring at times but it's chill, and I'm happy to call it home. 2. I dye my hair a lot. It used to be...
    Kakakarotcake Kakakarotcake 18-21, F 16 hrs ago

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    1: I'm 19 and Mauritian. 2: Starting college in August 3: i dated once and he was the wrong one 4: i can't wake up in the morning 5: i love to travel with my best friend 6: my...
    Camille96 Camille96 18-21, F 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    Thank you...the unexpected invite last night, though somewhat overdue, was a highlight of my weekend. I was energized with excitement, I don't recall the other times, of when I was...
    iCuriousBabe iCuriousBabe 41-45, F 7 Responses 1 day ago

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    1. I don't take compliments very well. 2. I don't eat chocolates and ice creams unless it's the time of the month, i do eat them. A LOT. 3. I am obsessed with air fresheners. And...
    raiee raiee 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    I know for a FACT You can Love someone you have only Known online. There are many people that I only Know online, that I Love very much. I have met some of the most amazin' people...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I have written many letters that I can never send. Most of them are to the man who took so much from me, and stole my childhood. I have a journal full of letters to the man who...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    How to restore broken relationships and marriage Hello to the people of this forum< Am Brooke Campbell from Texas and i can say that am the happiest person on earth since last...
    brookesweet3933 brookesweet3933 70+, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I won't be the first to tell you this. I can tell when it's about to rain, like I have ESPN or something.
    iCuriousBabe iCuriousBabe 41-45, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    [X] Smoked a cigarette [X] Smoked a cigar [X] Kissed a member of the same sex - Several times actually XD [X] Are/been in love [X] Dumped someone [X] Been fired [X] Been in a fist...
    drfate drfate 31-35, F 9 Responses 5 days ago

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    Here's 10 more things about me 1)i have never had my heart broken 2)I love sharks 3)I love the ocean 4)I take care of my mother (she's sick and won't listen to nobody but me...
    ImTheQueenFYM ImTheQueenFYM 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Hello to the people of this forum< Am Brooke Campbell from Texas and i can say that am the happiest person on earth since last week with what DR ABULU has done for me , it all...
    brookecambella64 brookecambella64 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    1. i play soccer ever since i was about five yeah its a passion of mine something i loveee an can be doing 24/7 when im bored! 2.my favorite soccer team is borussia Dortmund(my...
    Lightdreamer11 Lightdreamer11 18-21, F 15 Responses 6 days ago

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    Many years ago now I went to an event and met someone there who I felt was pretty interesting. He was a poet and artist so we exchanged info and have kept in touch sort of through...
    LaGentilleDame LaGentilleDame 31-35, F 6 days ago

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    Well, even though it's sad that I can never send them, it's at least nice to have them as memories.
    JK7448 JK7448 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    As much as I want to, I just can't, and it hurts so bad. I know I'm the one who ended it, but you're the one that broke me. Perhaps we caused each other equal pain. But the thought...
    Icrossmyheart Icrossmyheart 13-15, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I so badly want to suck a giant horse **** I fantasize about it all the time. There is horses in a field right beside my house but people would be able to see me do it and I cant...
    TonyGraham227 TonyGraham227 18-21, T Jun 29

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    50% of the time none of this feels real - The other 50% of the time everything feels so real and so close to me I have trouble coping - I really do like most people I meet, but I...
    Blancpaper Blancpaper 18-21, M Jun 28

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    Nobody is going to tell me how to raise my kids. I do what I think is best for us and our family. There are a lot of different kinds of familys in America and I can accept all of...
    MemesMama MemesMama 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 27

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    Yeah want my opinion you got it but note I'll tell you whatever my opinion is good or bad offensive or not. It's just who I am. I always give my honest opinion
    DOPEGIRLDAINA DOPEGIRLDAINA 18-21, F Jun 27

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    this whole EP thing is so hypocritical. everyone tripping over themselves to tell you how superior they are to you if you disagree. rules that make no sense and don't apply to...
    SilenceYouFool SilenceYouFool 56-60 Jun 27

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    The Most important 1. I hate the family that I live with 2. I am 5 feet tall. exactly. 3. I weigh 97 pounds. 4. I am not anorexic 5. I can't be boring if I have never texted you...
    missdramaqueen missdramaqueen 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 26

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    Well for me being new to this, I'll tell you 10 things about myself. 1. I want to remain anonymous on here. I wanna express myself. So please, don't ask for me to reveal myself. I...
    NotMyselfHere NotMyselfHere 18-21, F Jun 26

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    We met when we were seven years old. She was a creative loner who liked to draw and read. I was a hyperactive oddball that never really fit in anywhere, but tried all the same. The...
    VictimOfCircumstance14 VictimOfCircumstance14 18-21, M Jun 24

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    okay here goes 1.Im a woman obviously 2.Im small 5'1 3.I love food and so i eat a lot 4.I once dyed my hair fiery Red 5.i have 4 piercing on my left ear (will be 5 in a few...
    whatthehecc whatthehecc 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    1. I don't believe in true love 2. I always feel like I was born in the wrong era 3. To those who don't know me I may seem like I have a superior attitude , (because I don't...
    Godofblackclouds Godofblackclouds 18-21, M Jun 23

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    I'll tell you my opinon! Some people don't know what good movies are anymore! They look at these great movies like The Imitation Game and will call it boring, but then they see a...
    ThatOneN3rd ThatOneN3rd 16-17, M Jun 23

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    You know, I love you so much it hurts inside. It leaves this cold a