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I Can Never Tell You How Badly I Was Broken

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    Life Goes On, For Some...

    Once you die inside you are trapped, unable to escape. If you are lucky a savior might bring you back, but some times they do not come in time.
    outofwonderland outofwonderland 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 18, 2012

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    My Heart Was Put Into A Corner And Horribly Smashed, And Now He Is Thinking Of Coming Back...

    So my story starts about a year and a half, almost 2 years ago. I meet this guy online and we where crazy about each other, after a couple months I go to his place and I stayed there for a month, then when my visit was over I went home, then not even a month later i move in with...
    roxanneb111 roxanneb111 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 18, 2012

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    Lost My Mind With My Virginity

    We went to the movies for our first date. It was my very first date, like ever. At the time I didn't know him too well but he apparently wanted to get to know me. I was so nervous, I think it was probably really awkward. I was scared that he was going to want to hook up with me...
    kensf kensf 18-21 1 Response Apr 13, 2013

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    Lowest Low

    To have someone you care for act like you don't exist when you are standing there your heart breaking in front of them bawling your eyes out because of what they did. To try and talk to someone about stuff and they say "what is there to talk about?" To have some one get mad over...
    mzjen mzjen 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 11, 2013

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    Bff Drama

     My bff stopped talking to me. he says he hates me fml
    luanymaiato luanymaiato 16-17, F Oct 14, 2009

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    The Day I Lost My Dad!

    November 14th, 2002 was a major turning point in my life.  I had spent the past three months with my newborn son and dad in hospice.  After the birth of my last son, my dad's cancer started getting worse.  He was diagnosed with skin cancer in July of '00 and given...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 31, 2009

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    Once Again !

                          True I thought that you were the one that God had given me.We had many nights of sharing dreams and hopes. Just when things seem to be going well and than came that day,that you desided not to return to what seemed to be a happy being...
    Keith46 Keith46 46-50, M 1 Response May 7, 2013

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    St Patrick'S Day

    It was a year ago. I hadn't felt this much joy, happiness and love for a man in I don't know how long. You drove down to my place and we picked up your tux then went to dinner. I don't remember what we ate, I just remember enjoying my time with you and feeling so incredibly...
    CapnJacksGirl CapnJacksGirl 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 15, 2013

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    Once In My Life Time,

    I used to smile because I believed heaven had made you for me, I used to cry when I was happy being with you because I did not want that happiness to fade away, I used to feel sad when I was with you because I was scared one day I would wake up in the morning without you beside...
    lovelywings lovelywings 31-35, F 5 Responses Mar 14, 2013

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    I Died Inside

    i really was dead inside,i couldn`t find any reason to live.no point in life.the darkness had engulfed me.and it was so,so cold.i didn`t care about my life.i actually could reason my death being better than being alive.the things that happend,even now its hard to belive that i...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 8 Responses Mar 28, 2009

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    There Are No Words.........

    To explain these scars. There are no words to describe the pain, the pieces that will forever be missing. I am still in many ways broken, but I am strong enough to carry on inspite of it. That has to count for something, doesn't it?
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 30, 2009

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    I Can't Put It Into Words....

    I can't put my pain into words. I can't put my suffering into words. I just can't put any of it into words, its like, there are no wordfs to describe just how bad I feel broken, and how lost I really feel. Its like,  I am too broken, and broken beyond repair, and that...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 7, 2010

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    R U Broken Heart Too? R U Alone?

    I am so happy that I found this site to share my story. I was raped and abused not by anyone but by my own friend, father and mother. But I grew up with strong feeling . I was again broken by many friends and men. i found world full of men who desires to have only sex. Still i...
    neazoi2012 neazoi2012 36-40 Feb 20, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    I wish I could tell you about my feelings, but I can't for some obvious reasons. If only things were different...
    Mjey Mjey 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    The truth is I can't get it out. Mostly I'm afraid you'll take it the wrong way. I know you're fragile too but will never admit to it. Why can't we just talk about it? At what...
    oddnelly oddnelly 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    I love all of you so muchI love all of natureI love this whole planetI love u most of all!!!
    Skoph Skoph 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    1. I love books. 2. Building computers is one of my passions. 3. I hate my current job but I don't know what I want to do for work. 4. I love driving. 5. I want to get my pilots...
    ghostinrdg ghostinrdg 18-21, M Apr 4

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    Hey everybody! I'm Troy and I'll tell you 20 things about myself! 1. I make YouTube videos 2. I love music (I have 11,000 songs from very different genres!) 3. I'm really good at...
    TroyAlexanderTheGreat TroyAlexanderTheGreat 18-21, M Mar 27

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    Believe me when i tell you this you dont have to not many people are going to see this anyways. i would like to share. Me now still a kid still going through school having to face...
    BenDenRiv BenDenRiv 13-15 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Last night I received an email from my ex.. I can't stop myself reading it over n over again.. it was beautiful.. she brought me to all the beautiful corners of our love.. they all...
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i 70+, M 4 Responses Apr 7

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    1. I live video games and anime and they are always part of my life in one way or another :3 2. I'm essentially the class clown kinda girl and will do whatever I can to make you...
    NapalmNinja NapalmNinja 18-21, F Mar 29

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    1. I am creative. 2. I am sensitive emotionally. 3. I am into details and can express myself really well, some say I am rather eloquent and articulate. 4. I am very friendly... it...
    blankcheck4urhart blankcheck4urhart 36-40, F Apr 5

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    1. I'm a proud Canadian girl (if you cannot tell my my moniker) 2. I speak two languages 3. I love my job and have never been happier with my career (no, it's nothing salacious...
    canadagirl0101 canadagirl0101 31-35, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Hey everybody! I'm Troy and I'll tell you 10 things about myself! 1. I make YouTube videos 2. I love music (I have 11,000 songs from very different genres!) 3. I'm really good at...
    TroyAlexanderTheGreat TroyAlexanderTheGreat 18-21, M Mar 27

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    I'll never tell on anybody. I once got punished for something the neighbours son did, but apart from him no one else knows. He was very grateful and we are good friends now.
    RJH16 RJH16 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 31

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    Once upon a time a daughter complained to her father that her life was miserable and that she didn’t know how she was going to make it. She was tired of fighting and struggling...
    blinkon12 blinkon12 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    What ever we talk and what ever you say I'll never tell! Would you do the same? 😳 another secret!
    Oceandock19 Oceandock19 41-45, F 3 Responses Apr 16

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    This is I never tell! But well people I will tell, and it's not a secret either. I finally went to the nude beach yay! And did birthday suit! 😳 my first and it's not going to...
    Oceandock19 Oceandock19 41-45, F 8 Responses 3 days ago

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    It's like one day we were talking on the phone, saying how we just couldn't wait any longer to hold eachother, to see eachothers face again without a computer screen holding back...
    pillsofdiamond pillsofdiamond 13-15, F Mar 28

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    Mmm i would never tell I won't eat a lot of pork! But bacon hehehe!
    Oceandock19 Oceandock19 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 16

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    1. My name is Nikki(please quit asking me lol) 2. I believe there is room for improvement in everything, 3. I get a feeling of abandonment quite often, 4. I do not like sushi, 5. I...
    NikkiBaby1698 NikkiBaby1698 16-17, F Apr 13

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    "Im leaving now" Stays online "I love you" Says the same thing for someone else "You mean so much to me.." Always talking about everyone else.. gone for days.. doesnt talk much "I...
    RawrrItsAlexa RawrrItsAlexa 18-21, F Apr 5

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    10 Facts About Me 1. I have the coolest kid on the planet. She is 4 and is a superhero Princess. 2. I will FINALLY graduate in May with my Bachelor's Degree in English. 3. I...
    badwolfbb1987 badwolfbb1987 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    1. brb 2. i'll never leave you 3. i love you
    deaddreamergirl deaddreamergirl 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    Ha! I finally discovered why I can never keep a job. It only took 3 career counselling/trauma counselling sessions. Seems the abusive traumatic childhood has seeped into my work...
    singlemom1254 singlemom1254 36-40 Apr 13

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    I am honest and open with my opinion but of course with respect and I don't mind if you have a different opinion. But when you want ot hear my opinion about something I will tell...
    Julia1600 Julia1600 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    You and I We don't wanna be like them. We can make it till the end. Nothing can come between You and I.. Not even the Gods above. can separate the two of us. No nothing can come...
    RebeccaMontero RebeccaMontero 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 30

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    1: I live in a very sheltered small seaside town, where everyone knows everyone 2: I am a survivor and victim of years of sexual and physical abuse from my dad 3: my favourite...
    naturallyhappy naturallyhappy 16-17, F Apr 15

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    We didn't get together. It was an 'almost' romance. He gave me every reason to doubt him from the start. He told me how hot other girls are, he left photos of him and his ex all...
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    I don't ask for or desire much in life. It's easy to get over a broken heart if someone breaks my heart because I see the good in so many things. My heart gets broken a lot but I...
    blankcheck4urhart blankcheck4urhart 36-40, F Mar 30

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    1. I am youngest of five kids 2. All our names start with the letter M 3. I am very close to both my parents. 4. I am a widow 5. I am the mother of two boys 6. I have been able to...
    thecowboysdaughter thecowboysdaughter 41-45 13 Responses Apr 10

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    Three things you are looking forward to: 1. Painting with paint, charcoal, cray-pas 2. Radio Disney Music Awards 2015 (this weekend) 3. Nick Jonas music tour upcoming List ten...
    blankcheck4urhart blankcheck4urhart 36-40, F 5 days ago

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