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I Can Never Tell You How Badly I Was Broken

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 265 People

    Once In My Life Time,

    I used to smile because I believed heaven had made you for me, I used to cry when I was happy being with you because I did not want that happiness to fade away, I used to feel sad when I was with you because I was scared one day I would wake up in the morning without you beside...
    lovelywings lovelywings 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 14, 2013

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    I Died Inside

    i really was dead inside,i couldn`t find any reason to live.no point in life.the darkness had engulfed me.and it was so,so cold.i didn`t care about my life.i actually could reason my death being better than being alive.the things that happend,even now its hard to belive that i...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 8 Responses Mar 28, 2009

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    The Day I Lost My Dad!

    November 14th, 2002 was a major turning point in my life.  I had spent the past three months with my newborn son and dad in hospice.  After the birth of my last son, my dad's cancer started getting worse.  He was diagnosed with skin cancer in July of '00 and given...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 31, 2009

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    R U Broken Heart Too? R U Alone?

    I am so happy that I found this site to share my story. I was raped and abused not by anyone but by my own friend, father and mother. But I grew up with strong feeling . I was again broken by many friends and men. i found world full of men who desires to have only sex. Still i...
    neazoi2012 neazoi2012 36-40 Feb 20, 2012

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    I Can't Put It Into Words....

    I can't put my pain into words. I can't put my suffering into words. I just can't put any of it into words, its like, there are no wordfs to describe just how bad I feel broken, and how lost I really feel. Its like,  I am too broken, and broken beyond repair, and that...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 7, 2010

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    Lowest Low

    To have someone you care for act like you don't exist when you are standing there your heart breaking in front of them bawling your eyes out because of what they did. To try and talk to someone about stuff and they say "what is there to talk about?" To have some one get mad over...
    mzjen mzjen 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 11, 2013

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    Once Again !

                          True I thought that you were the one that God had given me.We had many nights of sharing dreams and hopes. Just when things seem to be going well and than came that day,that you desided not to return to what seemed to be a happy being...
    Keith46 Keith46 46-50, M 1 Response May 7, 2013

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    My Heart Was Put Into A Corner And Horribly Smashed, And Now He Is Thinking Of Coming Back...

    So my story starts about a year and a half, almost 2 years ago. I meet this guy online and we where crazy about each other, after a couple months I go to his place and I stayed there for a month, then when my visit was over I went home, then not even a month later i move in with...
    roxanneb111 roxanneb111 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 18, 2012

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    St Patrick'S Day

    It was a year ago. I hadn't felt this much joy, happiness and love for a man in I don't know how long. You drove down to my place and we picked up your tux then went to dinner. I don't remember what we ate, I just remember enjoying my time with you and feeling so incredibly...
    CapnJacksGirl CapnJacksGirl 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 15, 2013

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    There Are No Words.........

    To explain these scars. There are no words to describe the pain, the pieces that will forever be missing. I am still in many ways broken, but I am strong enough to carry on inspite of it. That has to count for something, doesn't it?
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 30, 2009

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    Bff Drama

     My bff stopped talking to me. he says he hates me fml
    luanymaiato luanymaiato 16-17, F Oct 14, 2009

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    Life Goes On, For Some...

    Once you die inside you are trapped, unable to escape. If you are lucky a savior might bring you back, but some times they do not come in time.
    outofwonderland outofwonderland 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 18, 2012

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    Lost My Mind With My Virginity

    We went to the movies for our first date. It was my very first date, like ever. At the time I didn't know him too well but he apparently wanted to get to know me. I was so nervous, I think it was probably really awkward. I was scared that he was going to want to hook up with me...
    kensf kensf 18-21 1 Response Apr 13, 2013

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