I Can Not Be Loved

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 46 People

    I have tried an tried again to be what he wants.

    I can never be. The moment I have any happiness. He has to crush it. Why do I not just go away? Six foot under cant be that bad. No hurt, no chest crushing pain, no loneliness, no more being not enough. All I ever wanted was to love and be loved. Why is that to much? Why am I...
    Txwoman123 Txwoman123
    46-50, F
    Feb 22, 2015

    No One Does...

    Not my family, and certainly not anybody else. I'm useful when they want a guy and I help them make it happen, even if I don't want to. I'm convinced that I cannot be loved, at least not for long periods. Maybe a short spurt, and it's over. I heard them say they didn't love me...
    drcynic drcynic
    26-30, M
    3 Responses Dec 26, 2007

    I'm not asking for much.

    I just want to know what it feels like to be loved back. What do all of my friend have that i don't? I seem to lack something, but it's impossible to tell what it is.
    WhiteRiceWithChicken WhiteRiceWithChicken
    18-21, M
    Apr 15, 2014

    People Have Tried

    And one way or another, I have pushed them away, going to such lengths sometimes that the only emotion they can ever have left for me is hate and disgust.
    SisBoomBah SisBoomBah
    26-30, F
    1 Response Mar 5, 2008
    daphnie37 daphnie37
    41-45, F
    May 26, 2014
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