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I Can Not Remember the Last Time I Was Happy

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 175 People

    The best nigh with someone

    that I love but no lover to gether
    piper0909 piper0909 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 17, 2014

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    Friends?

    Things were so different back then. I used to have friends who I can hang out and chat with. We do loads of crazy stuff and believe me, I thought I have found true friends who I can rely on in this lifetime. However, all good things always come to an end. Now my close friends...
    neverahappyperson neverahappyperson 22-25 1 Response Jul 16, 2013

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    I Hate Myself

    I am 41 years old and i can not remember when i was last happy or at least not depressed.  I have had so many medical problems that i have survived i wish i have not.  I can go months with out anyone calling me i am so lonely i look around and see other people that are happy or...
    kenp69 kenp69 41-45, M 2 Responses Apr 16, 2011

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    For a while I was so unhappy in my relationship

    but now that I'm single I feel alot better than I thought I would:$
    Canadiangirll27 Canadiangirll27 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 15, 2014

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    Lonely....

    All of my good friends and my boyfriend are in the grade above me, ( I'm in 7th), and they all went away on a class trip for the next four days. Today at school.... I can't remember when I'd been so depressed. I felt like crying out all day, but it's like I had no tears left. I...
    monkey2852 monkey2852 13-15 May 27, 2010

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    When Will I Be Happy?

    I don't think I'm ever truly happy. This sounds ridiculous but if I am laughing or smiling sometimes something in my heart tells me that I shouldn't. And then I feel guilty for the glimpse of happiness I got. For some reason I feel like I don't deserve happiness. If I'm having...
    jennieee jennieee 31-35, F Sep 18, 2010

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    36 Years and Now What

    My husband of 36 years is obsessed with cars.  This is not the first time, when the children were young I begged him to stop because of the cost of this hobby, so he did.  About 10 years ago, children grown at this time, he visited the doctor because he was not feeling...
    Zoie Zoie 51-55 1 Response Apr 13, 2008

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    Nope

    Does true happiness exist? Or are we lying to ourselves? 
    Mdear Mdear 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 19, 2011

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    I Am Weary of Being Unhappy.

    I work, and I work some more.  My husband ignores me, my friends don't call anymore because I am always working, and I feel lonely and isolated even though I am surrounded by people all day long.  I feel frightened that I will never be happy again.  I hope tomorrow...
    getrealintn getrealintn 51-55, F 1 Response Jan 19, 2007

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    Sigh .......

    I do not remember the last time I was happy. I do not know how to talk to people, I am a very boring person, thus I lose friends easily. People who hang out with me initially and get to know me, suddenly stop hanging out with me and leave me. Soon enough I see them hanging out...
    pushedaround pushedaround 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 27, 2012

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    Sadness

    i am socially isolated. you're guidlines pressure me into this. Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetuer adipiscing elit. Aenean ligula odio, feugiat id, sagittis vel, fringilla eget, erat. Nunc nec mauris eget libero pulvinar ultrices. Nullam sit amet tellus. Donec rhoncus...
    cohosh cohosh 31-35, M 3 Responses Oct 7, 2006

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    Life is so simple. Yet I have made it

    so complicated, and have become as such, that I feel just so...Empty. I joined the military in 2011 after completing my Associate's in Lib Art. Before then I was put to work at age 14 and just became less happier with every passing year. I feel selfish for thinking that due to...
    cmb235 cmb235 26-30, F Dec 17, 2013

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    Funny

    Happiness is a funny thing. Once you have it, there's really nothing else left. you're happy. end of story. getting to be happy is a tragedy of it's own. you starve yourself, spend lots of money, fry your skin, dye your hair, buy new things. it's a new hell of a life you've put...
    ALovelyRose ALovelyRose 16-18, F 1 Response Jul 30, 2007

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    I feel alone most of the time

    because i dont have friends ive been rejected Many times that now i am afraid of Being myself
    TeraVenus TeraVenus 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 23, 2014

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    Still Tryin'

    I can't really remember what it feels like.  Now I've never expected or thought that anyone is happy all the time, but I've always been envious of people who feel contented some or most of the time.  Mainly because I'm just curious what it's like.  I don't know...
    AppleJelle AppleJelle 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 25, 2009

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    I've had many friendships that I cherished very much that I just had to walk away from because it was all take and no give. It's not that I expect everyone to drop everything and...
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    scoobie2412 scoobie2412 41-45 2 Responses Feb 8

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    xForgottenOne xForgottenOne 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 11

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    simplyafriend simplyafriend 41-45, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I probably laid in my crib because I was a baby... And it was night where I live when it happened xD
    xForgottenOne xForgottenOne 18-21, F Feb 13

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    I was at work in London. The whole office watched events unfold live on TV/web. Horrible.
    wheesht wheesht 51-55, M Feb 13

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    ephub123 ephub123 26-30, M Feb 9

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    mmn6134 mmn6134 22-25, F Feb 5

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    Hotspur1948 Hotspur1948 66-70 Feb 5

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    I see all you younger and it makes me think about what I went through. Break ups, he said she said, fake friends and trying to fit in somewhere. Well I never fit in anywhere but...
    TheVirginRapids TheVirginRapids 18-21, F Feb 12

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    I'll be frank. I. Can't. Remember. My. Childhood. At. All. Sure there are bits and pieces of memories (such as losing my best friend and stealing) that's still somewhat fresh in...
    AoRagdoll AoRagdoll 13-15, F Feb 14

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    It's been over four years and I still have flashbacks to that terrible time. Four years.....four long years......I am healing, or at least that is what I tell myself. I am in...
    survivorthrujesus survivorthrujesus 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 9

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    He walks in silence...alone.His heart is broken and shattered.He lives but only with the painful memories of what he's missing.The days are long. He watches the time remembering...
    Mendmyheart Mendmyheart 46-50, F Feb 17

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    The youngest age I can remember of pooping my pants was when I was 4 we had just moved into our new house which we still live in to this day and for what ever reason I remember...
    Mushypanties12 Mushypanties12 18-21 1 Response Feb 4

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    I recently posted about my experience with divorce and how since leaving this man I am much happier. I do find myself when I am in a quiet place alone all the horrible things he...
    amylove90 amylove90 22-25, F Feb 2

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    her name was Sam, that wasnt her really name but she hated her really bame and just went by Sam. she had a lot of self hate, depression and selfharm problems. me living in indiana...
    andylovesyou23 andylovesyou23 13-15, M 2 Responses Feb 3

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    I hate my husband and don't even remember the last time I even liked him. He's SO annoying and I can't stand to even be around him anymore. His moronic actions and things he says...
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    These past few days, I've become more and more interested in Starseeds, Incarnated Angels, Elementals, and the like. I have done my research throughout the internet and, although...
    marustarseed marustarseed 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I cant remember when i started doing this, but i have always loved being naked. I have been on naked bike rides, but very shorts ones. This started by being naked at my house...
    nightlover666 nightlover666 22-25, M Feb 1

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    I will always remember his smile that could cause pain on my cheeks for whenever he does it, it makes me smile too and I like it. I will always remember his eyes that I couldn...
    LAithought LAithought 22-25, F a week ago

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