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I Can Not Remember the Last Time I Was Happy

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 175 People

    When Will I Be Happy?

    I don't think I'm ever truly happy. This sounds ridiculous but if I am laughing or smiling sometimes something in my heart tells me that I shouldn't. And then I feel guilty for the glimpse of happiness I got. For some reason I feel like I don't deserve happiness. If I'm having...
    jennieee jennieee 31-35, F Sep 18, 2010

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    The best nigh with someone

    that I love but no lover to gether
    piper0909 piper0909 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 17, 2014

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    Nope

    Does true happiness exist? Or are we lying to ourselves? 
    Mdear Mdear 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 19, 2011

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    Funny

    Happiness is a funny thing. Once you have it, there's really nothing else left. you're happy. end of story. getting to be happy is a tragedy of it's own. you starve yourself, spend lots of money, fry your skin, dye your hair, buy new things. it's a new hell of a life you've put...
    ALovelyRose ALovelyRose 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 30, 2007

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    I feel alone most of the time

    because i dont have friends ive been rejected Many times that now i am afraid of Being myself
    TeraVenus TeraVenus 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 23, 2014

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    Still Tryin'

    I can't really remember what it feels like.  Now I've never expected or thought that anyone is happy all the time, but I've always been envious of people who feel contented some or most of the time.  Mainly because I'm just curious what it's like.  I don't know...
    AppleJelle AppleJelle 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 25, 2009

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    36 Years and Now What

    My husband of 36 years is obsessed with cars.  This is not the first time, when the children were young I begged him to stop because of the cost of this hobby, so he did.  About 10 years ago, children grown at this time, he visited the doctor because he was not feeling...
    Zoie Zoie 51-55 1 Response Apr 13, 2008

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    Lonely....

    All of my good friends and my boyfriend are in the grade above me, ( I'm in 7th), and they all went away on a class trip for the next four days. Today at school.... I can't remember when I'd been so depressed. I felt like crying out all day, but it's like I had no tears left. I...
    monkey2852 monkey2852 13-15 May 27, 2010

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    Sigh .......

    I do not remember the last time I was happy. I do not know how to talk to people, I am a very boring person, thus I lose friends easily. People who hang out with me initially and get to know me, suddenly stop hanging out with me and leave me. Soon enough I see them hanging out...
    pushedaround pushedaround 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 27, 2012

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    I Hate Myself

    I am 41 years old and i can not remember when i was last happy or at least not depressed.  I have had so many medical problems that i have survived i wish i have not.  I can go months with out anyone calling me i am so lonely i look around and see other people that are happy or...
    kenp69 kenp69 41-45, M 2 Responses Apr 16, 2011

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    I Am Weary of Being Unhappy.

    I work, and I work some more.  My husband ignores me, my friends don't call anymore because I am always working, and I feel lonely and isolated even though I am surrounded by people all day long.  I feel frightened that I will never be happy again.  I hope tomorrow...
    getrealintn getrealintn 51-55, F 1 Response Jan 19, 2007

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    Sadness

    i am socially isolated. you're guidlines pressure me into this. Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetuer adipiscing elit. Aenean ligula odio, feugiat id, sagittis vel, fringilla eget, erat. Nunc nec mauris eget libero pulvinar ultrices. Nullam sit amet tellus. Donec rhoncus...
    cohosh cohosh 31-35, M 3 Responses Oct 7, 2006

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    Friends?

    Things were so different back then. I used to have friends who I can hang out and chat with. We do loads of crazy stuff and believe me, I thought I have found true friends who I can rely on in this lifetime. However, all good things always come to an end. Now my close friends...
    neverahappyperson neverahappyperson 22-25 1 Response Jul 16, 2013

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    For a while I was so unhappy in my relationship

    but now that I'm single I feel alot better than I thought I would:$
    Canadiangirll27 Canadiangirll27 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 15, 2014

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    Life is so simple. Yet I have made it

    so complicated, and have become as such, that I feel just so...Empty. I joined the military in 2011 after completing my Associate's in Lib Art. Before then I was put to work at age 14 and just became less happier with every passing year. I feel selfish for thinking that due to...
    cmb235 cmb235 26-30, F Dec 17, 2013

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    When I was like 12 or eleven, my grandmom and poppy use Ta watch me a lot me and my brother. We would spend whole summers at there place for what I can remember. I remember playing...
    Mardiez Mardiez 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    I not only remember where I was that horrific day in which many criminal acts of theft, murder of nearly 3,000 persons, most of which were Americans, and many other felony criminal...
    olderfemalesunbathing olderfemalesunbathing 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 13

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    Remember When Life Was Choosing What To Wacth On Tv
    goodnites25 goodnites25 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    I remember some things. Most I've blocked out, some stuff is still in my mind. I didn't have a "bad life" growing up but it wasn't all sunshine and rainbows either. I was bullied...
    EarthyLocks EarthyLocks 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 12

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    Is it sad so that the only time I ever remembered bawling like a baby was when my cat was put to sleep? I mean, I lost most of my family coming out of the closet, My boyfriend...
    Iamlyingtoyou Iamlyingtoyou 22-25, M Mar 6

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    Walked in to my parent's room, everyone was home. dad was home with walking pneumonia and we had just flipped it from the three stooges to breaking news on our 20" box tv. I...
    Hunnylovie Hunnylovie 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 6

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    Well I was 1. Not sure if that counts as remembering. I remember a little bit. I was at home with my mom watching cartoons, think it was Teletubbies (I don't know how I watched...
    Give2Schitts Give2Schitts 13-15, T 2 Responses Mar 9

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    I was in a 5th grade English classroom in Pennsylvania. The teacher got a phone call and started crying, she had recently moved from NYC to PA, the entire school district closed...
    beebeexoxox beebeexoxox 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 8

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    At the time, I worked at AON Corp. on the 97th floor of Tower 2. When Tower 1 got hit, my boss told us to get out of the building, which we did. While we were in the stairwells...
    brandonjohnson11 brandonjohnson11 51-55, M 3 Responses Mar 13

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    I should hope I remember. I was in the Pentagon.
    RoadFlasher RoadFlasher 41-45, M 2 Responses Mar 19

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    I was two and my mother was walking me to pick up my older cousin from her school. It was about 2pm and my nonna phoned my mum and said that a plane has gone into a building in New...
    tugboatcaptain tugboatcaptain 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 9

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    I have always liked tickling. I realized it was a turn on when I was about 12 years old. I only enjoy being the tickler. I have found that there's nothing more fun for me than to...
    tickler90 tickler90 22-25, M Mar 11

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    It's the worst time to cancel on someone because they are ready for you
    JK7448 JK7448 18-21, F Mar 19

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    Me too. I was at school, and I led my friends in prayer.
    maemae208 maemae208 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 8

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    I was visiting my mother with my two year old daughter on a rare trip without my husband. We had flown, even though it was only a five hour drive because my daughter cried so much...
    lovevolves8 lovevolves8 36-40, F Mar 19

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    Was operating- came into lounge to see second plane hit the second tower- lots of health care workers standing- had to go outside to regain my bearings...had other people waiting...
    scratchitharder scratchitharder 46-50, M 5 days ago

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    im not doing well here so this is goodbye my friends nothing will change my mind but i will miss the friends ive made here you know who you are this is not the area for my...
    tklover tklover 51-55, M 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    Ugh, work has been disappointing lately. I need a good tickle session to take my mind off it : /
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 5

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    I find tickle very erotic and have never had an experience where I have tickled a helpless pretty woman. I would very much like try. One day I hope I find my ticklee.
    LovesSoftFeet73 LovesSoftFeet73 22-25, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    2nd grade. In a classroom watching terror unfold on a small tv screen.
    OneWithTheSkies OneWithTheSkies 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 9

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    While many people watched the towers fall on their televisions, I listened to them fall on the radio... while passing my road test!
    davemelc davemelc 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 9

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    I have been mistaken a few times. When I was a teenage athlete I was mistaken three times! I was so ashamed and yet liked it as well. The first time I was casually asked to join...
    Surreycrossdresser Surreycrossdresser 36-40, M 2 Responses Mar 17

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    I believe it's possible and at times I do miss my close relationship with one of my college friends. I met him in hawaii and we hung out a couple of times, he had this thing about...
    jbm1984 jbm1984 31-35, F 10 Responses Mar 18

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    So you want to learn time travel. It's really not that hard to do. I've done it many time in my life. I must first tell you that it's not much fun most of the time. So please make...
    JSUNJ JSUNJ 36-40, M 20 hrs ago

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    I fell in love at first sight 8 years ago and every year after that until now has been affected by that. We met in college as he was preparing to graduate in a year and I was just...
    wanderer89 wanderer89 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    When I was around 15 years old I was abducted by aliens...I think. It's very difficult for me to differentiate between a super realistic and vivid dream or real life in this...
    eod13x eod13x 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 3

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    All Ive ever wanted was a father. Someone I could talk too, who would be protective over me, whom I could count on to intimate the boy I bring home, who I could go to a father...
    lookingtovent lookingtovent 18-21, F Mar 7

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    1.) What would you name your future daughter? Alexis 2.) Do you miss anyone? Yeah 3.) What if I told you that you were attractive I would think you were lying 4.) Ever...