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I Can Not Remember the Last Time I Was Happy

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    Friends?

    Things were so different back then. I used to have friends who I can hang out and chat with. We do loads of crazy stuff and believe me, I thought I have found true friends who I can rely on in this lifetime. However, all good things always come to an end. Now my close friends...
    neverahappyperson neverahappyperson 26-30 1 Response Jul 16, 2013

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    When Will I Be Happy?

    I don't think I'm ever truly happy. This sounds ridiculous but if I am laughing or smiling sometimes something in my heart tells me that I shouldn't. And then I feel guilty for the glimpse of happiness I got. For some reason I feel like I don't deserve happiness. If I'm having...
    jennieee jennieee 31-35, F Sep 18, 2010

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    Funny

    Happiness is a funny thing. Once you have it, there's really nothing else left. you're happy. end of story. getting to be happy is a tragedy of it's own. you starve yourself, spend lots of money, fry your skin, dye your hair, buy new things. it's a new hell of a life you've put...
    ALovelyRose ALovelyRose 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 30, 2007

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    Nope

    Does true happiness exist? Or are we lying to ourselves? 
    Mdear Mdear 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 19, 2011

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    I Am Weary of Being Unhappy.

    I work, and I work some more.  My husband ignores me, my friends don't call anymore because I am always working, and I feel lonely and isolated even though I am surrounded by people all day long.  I feel frightened that I will never be happy again.  I hope tomorrow...
    getrealintn getrealintn 51-55, F 1 Response Jan 19, 2007

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    I feel alone most of the time

    because i dont have friends ive been rejected Many times that now i am afraid of Being myself
    TeraVenus TeraVenus 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 23, 2014

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    Life is so simple. Yet I have made it

    so complicated, and have become as such, that I feel just so...Empty. I joined the military in 2011 after completing my Associate's in Lib Art. Before then I was put to work at age 14 and just became less happier with every passing year. I feel selfish for thinking that due to...
    cmb235 cmb235 26-30, F Dec 17, 2013

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    Sigh .......

    I do not remember the last time I was happy. I do not know how to talk to people, I am a very boring person, thus I lose friends easily. People who hang out with me initially and get to know me, suddenly stop hanging out with me and leave me. Soon enough I see them hanging out...
    pushedaround pushedaround 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 27, 2012

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    The best nigh with someone

    that I love but no lover to gether
    piper0909 piper0909 13-15, F Dec 17, 2014

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    I Hate Myself

    I am 41 years old and i can not remember when i was last happy or at least not depressed.  I have had so many medical problems that i have survived i wish i have not.  I can go months with out anyone calling me i am so lonely i look around and see other people that are happy or...
    kenp69 kenp69 41-45, M 2 Responses Apr 16, 2011

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    Sadness

    i am socially isolated. you're guidlines pressure me into this. Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetuer adipiscing elit. Aenean ligula odio, feugiat id, sagittis vel, fringilla eget, erat. Nunc nec mauris eget libero pulvinar ultrices. Nullam sit amet tellus. Donec rhoncus...
    cohosh cohosh 31-35, M 3 Responses Oct 7, 2006

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    For a while I was so unhappy in my relationship

    but now that I'm single I feel alot better than I thought I would:$
    Canadiangirll27 Canadiangirll27 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 15, 2014

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    Lonely....

    All of my good friends and my boyfriend are in the grade above me, ( I'm in 7th), and they all went away on a class trip for the next four days. Today at school.... I can't remember when I'd been so depressed. I felt like crying out all day, but it's like I had no tears left. I...
    monkey2852 monkey2852 13-15 May 27, 2010

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    36 Years and Now What

    My husband of 36 years is obsessed with cars.  This is not the first time, when the children were young I begged him to stop because of the cost of this hobby, so he did.  About 10 years ago, children grown at this time, he visited the doctor because he was not feeling...
    Zoie Zoie 51-55 1 Response Apr 13, 2008

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    Still Tryin'

    I can't really remember what it feels like.  Now I've never expected or thought that anyone is happy all the time, but I've always been envious of people who feel contented some or most of the time.  Mainly because I'm just curious what it's like.  I don't know...
    AppleJelle AppleJelle 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 25, 2009

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    Somewhere, Someday, at some point, and it could be a time that you are happy with a partner, heartbroken by a lover, happily married or recently divorced, someone will enter your...
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    My Mum was the spanker in the family. My Dad left us when I was young so Mum did the bring up. Her boyfriends never spanked but they were often there and that always felt more...
    StrictSingleMother StrictSingleMother 41-45, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    My Mum was the spanker in the family. My Dad left us when I was young so Mum did the bring up. Her boyfriends never spanked but they were often there and that always felt more...
    StrictSingleMother StrictSingleMother 41-45, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I came to realized today how much my Valentine’s Day sucks all the time. My first ever boyfriend (which is my ex now) never gave me flowers, nor chocolates and other...
    Fr0z3nY0gurt Fr0z3nY0gurt 70+, F 6 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    This is most likely my final and last post on EP. My body burns and aches because all the pain I'm holding in. I feel like if i don't let it out somewhere, I'm going to crumble...
    Krchan2 Krchan2 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I remember every time my parents hit me every time except this one. I guess I either blocked it out or it was because I was too young,I remember other beatings from this time in my...
    Kitty1997 Kitty1997 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    The last time I used this app was years ago, I was eighteen I believe? I met someone several years my senior, and I just loved the attention she gave me. I hope she's happy now...
    Mickey889 Mickey889 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I have been using the law of attraction to start manifesting my passions to become my job (I want to be a rapper)and I have been writing down goals and ways to market myself so I...
    Nocloudshere Nocloudshere 31-35 3 days ago

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    I use to take my dog to the dog park at least 2 times a week for a while to socialize her more with other dogs, I think she was 5 or 6 months at the time and I did that until she...
    Sable25 Sable25 22-25 3 days ago

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    School was over at 2:10pm, and exactly at 2pm, the principal announced something horrible had just happened to the entire school. He was referring to Sandy Hook. I was in biology...
    ACMJC ACMJC 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    This Sunday I was informed that my cousin who has been battling cancer for almost 15 years passed away at the very very young age of 20. She got to graduate high school, learned...
    PandaaMee PandaaMee 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    This Sunday I was informed that my cousin who has been battling cancer for almost 15 years passed away at the very very young age of 20. She got to graduate high school, learned...
    PandaaMee PandaaMee 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    Abducted/ Paranormal experiences since childhood. My great grandmother told my grandmother that she has seen 3 grey aliens on the balcony. So it seems to be a problem within my...
    ascone ascone 22-25, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    "Happiness is the meaning and the purpose of life, the whole aim and end of human existence." Aristotle said this more than 2,000 years ago. And it still holds true today. What is...
    nivanvc nivanvc 36-40, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    For a long while my life was a screwed up mess. I had some problems that i let fall on some people I talk to here on EP and I particularly let them hurt a very special lady I met...
    boldtimer boldtimer 66-70, M 6 days ago

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    When I was 14 I started to talk to this guy who was 17 at the time . I started to have strong feelings for him m eventually I fell in love with all of him. We never got to date I...
    tendieve tendieve 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I broke NC and called ex-mm. I don’t have any regrets. It had been 10 days. A lot of time to reflect. What I found was that I hated that our last interaction was angry words...
    Tullia1510 Tullia1510 46-50, F 7 Responses a week ago

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    I was in training at a retail company when an employee came in blurting out bits and pieces of news. I remember walking out onto the call center floor and no one was talking. Very...
    CriticalSpaces CriticalSpaces 41-45, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    Well I have always loved high heels as far back as I can remember. When I was about 8 years old my cousin moved in with us she was 10 years older than me. Boy I loved that when she...
    Pickenann Pickenann 56-60, M Feb 5

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    I'm just going to start from what I can remember, good or bad. So the first thing I can remember is preschool. I remember learning the song duck duck goose & wheels on the bus. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 3

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    #1: What would you name your future daughter? Myla #2: Do you miss anyone? Sometimes #3: What if I told you that you were pretty? :) thank you #4: Ever been told 'it's not you, it...
    MissClaire38 MissClaire38 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    How did my mother ALWAYS know where I was and when i was up to no good??
    Lloorrii2 Lloorrii2 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    Ok this statement couldn't be more true. My post is going to be a confusing one.. As some of you have read my past posts I seem to still love someone who clearly doesn't want me...
    Beanbella Beanbella 31-35, F 4 Responses Feb 1

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    Everything was perfect like a fairy tale, but the nightmare was born. I remember that suddenly became very bright white and I have lost a significant part of my memory in my mind...
    Szolnok71 Szolnok71 36-40, M Feb 1

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    A DOG THAT CAN READ - www.thedoctorstv.com/videos/can-you-teach-your-dog-to-read
    TNTandCHOCOLATE TNTandCHOCOLATE 31-35 Jan 31

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    I was always a target. A student who didn't know me from a can of paint, but noticed me being nice to someone nobody talked to would always bullying. it grew to the point where...
    Tatiana163 Tatiana163 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 31

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    I am extremely ticklish ESPECIALLY on my soft, sensitive, size 10.5 bare soles ;) Message me if you want to see pictures or videos of them being tickle tortured!
    dewnOEWF dewnOEWF 18-21, M