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I Can Not Remember the Last Time I Was Happy

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    Lonely....

    All of my good friends and my boyfriend are in the grade above me, ( I'm in 7th), and they all went away on a class trip for the next four days. Today at school.... I can't remember when I'd been so depressed. I felt like crying out all day, but it's like I had no tears left. I...
    monkey2852 monkey2852 13-15 May 27, 2010

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    For a while I was so unhappy in my relationship

    but now that I'm single I feel alot better than I thought I would:$
    Canadiangirll27 Canadiangirll27 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 15

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    When Will I Be Happy?

    I don't think I'm ever truly happy. This sounds ridiculous but if I am laughing or smiling sometimes something in my heart tells me that I shouldn't. And then I feel guilty for the glimpse of happiness I got. For some reason I feel like I don't deserve happiness. If I'm having...
    jennieee jennieee 26-30, F Sep 18, 2010

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    36 Years and Now What

    My husband of 36 years is obsessed with cars.  This is not the first time, when the children were young I begged him to stop because of the cost of this hobby, so he did.  About 10 years ago, children grown at this time, he visited the doctor because he was not feeling...
    Zoie Zoie 51-55 1 Response Apr 13, 2008

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    Life is so simple. Yet I have made it

    so complicated, and have become as such, that I feel just so...Empty. I joined the military in 2011 after completing my Associate's in Lib Art. Before then I was put to work at age 14 and just became less happier with every passing year. I feel selfish for thinking that due to...
    cmb235 cmb235 26-30, F Dec 17, 2013

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    I Hate Myself

    I am 41 years old and i can not remember when i was last happy or at least not depressed.  I have had so many medical problems that i have survived i wish i have not.  I can go months with out anyone calling me i am so lonely i look around and see other people that are happy or...
    kenp69 kenp69 41-45, M 2 Responses Apr 16, 2011

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    I feel alone most of the time

    because i dont have friends ive been rejected Many times that now i am afraid of Being myself
    TeraVenus TeraVenus 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    Sigh .......

    I do not remember the last time I was happy. I do not know how to talk to people, I am a very boring person, thus I lose friends easily. People who hang out with me initially and get to know me, suddenly stop hanging out with me and leave me. Soon enough I see them hanging out...
    pushedaround pushedaround 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 27, 2012

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    Still Tryin'

    I can't really remember what it feels like.  Now I've never expected or thought that anyone is happy all the time, but I've always been envious of people who feel contented some or most of the time.  Mainly because I'm just curious what it's like.  I don't know...
    AppleJelle AppleJelle 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 25, 2009

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    Friends?

    Things were so different back then. I used to have friends who I can hang out and chat with. We do loads of crazy stuff and believe me, I thought I have found true friends who I can rely on in this lifetime. However, all good things always come to an end. Now my close friends...
    neverahappyperson neverahappyperson 22-25 1 Response Jul 16, 2013

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    Nope

    Does true happiness exist? Or are we lying to ourselves? 
    Mdear Mdear 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 19, 2011

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    I Am Weary of Being Unhappy.

    I work, and I work some more.  My husband ignores me, my friends don't call anymore because I am always working, and I feel lonely and isolated even though I am surrounded by people all day long.  I feel frightened that I will never be happy again.  I hope tomorrow...
    getrealintn getrealintn 51-55, F 1 Response Jan 19, 2007

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    Funny

    Happiness is a funny thing. Once you have it, there's really nothing else left. you're happy. end of story. getting to be happy is a tragedy of it's own. you starve yourself, spend lots of money, fry your skin, dye your hair, buy new things. it's a new hell of a life you've put...
    ALovelyRose ALovelyRose 16-18, F 1 Response Jul 30, 2007

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    Sadness

    i am socially isolated. you're guidlines pressure me into this. Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetuer adipiscing elit. Aenean ligula odio, feugiat id, sagittis vel, fringilla eget, erat. Nunc nec mauris eget libero pulvinar ultrices. Nullam sit amet tellus. Donec rhoncus...
    cohosh cohosh 31-35, M 3 Responses Oct 7, 2006

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    I can remember bring born. I decended from above in the sky and noticed hundreds of others of all ages decending with me..like rain falling. Next thing I knew, I was in the...
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    More and more I find myself wondering why I can't stand the thought of ME. It's a very hard thing to come to grips with.
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    Well I was trying to go with a girl last year, I told my good friend everything about her. After a while, I introduced my friend to that girl. After talking with her for 4 months I...
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    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 5 days ago

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    coochiecoo5 coochiecoo5 26-30, F Jun 28

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    my "first time" is just my first time making out, but it was with a 17 year old & I'm only 14 & i don't know I just wished it was with someone I actually loved.
    maddielovee maddielovee 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 6

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    1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? Kinda. It was like a last name of a great grandparent. 2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? I think Tuesday? 3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING...
    RjMommy245 RjMommy245 22-25, F Jul 10

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    This will be my most personal story. It's not just about me, but I figured I should put everything in one place. This will be long, so anyone who actually wants to take the time to...
    lonachan lonachan 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 7

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    This will take a bit. 1. What would you name your future daughter? Leah Eryka _______ 2. Do you miss anyone? I have no reason to miss anyone 3. What if I told you that you were...
    DarkSoulInsaneHeart DarkSoulInsaneHeart 13-15, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I don't know if he was necessarily my first crush, but he's the first one that I can remember. Kind of hard to forget, as I was pretty obsessed over him. He was one of my...
    brittanys13 brittanys13 22-25, F 20 hrs ago

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    Just when I think I'm strong, he pulls me in and makes me feel weak. I've done so well to try to get over him. My heart has been aching for him as he's been going through a tough...
    Musicalangel13 Musicalangel13 31-35, F 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    I was beaten by my older brother, he was 3 years older than me and bipolar. He was a great brother when he wasn't mad at me, take me fishing, bike riding and all that stuff...but...
    phil2014 phil2014 18-21, M 13 hrs ago

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    1:Is there a boy/girl in your life? I'm single as a.......... single person 😳 2:Think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them? *thinking* thunk! Yes :) I forgive...
    Cozy01 Cozy01 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 28

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    Turning from an optimistic person to a pessimist. Imagine if i'd go back to last year, this pain would not be there, the pain of feeling used and exploited. Over and over again...
    Xyanii Xyanii 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? Kind of, I think. My name is Jonathan which is a derivative of John which is English for Johannes – my father’s name. 2. WHEN WAS THE LAST...
    JWLakey JWLakey 41-45, M 1 Response Jul 9

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    1: What would you name your future daughter?Amaterasu (not really). I have no idea.2: Do you miss anyone?Yeah.3: What if I told you that you were pretty?Thanks?4: Ever been told...
    Ridiculousity Ridiculousity 18-21 Jul 1

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    1: What would you name your future daughter? Abrielle 2: Do you miss anyone? Yes 3: What if I told you that you were pretty? i would thank you 4: Ever been told “it’s not...
    Borntobedevilcute Borntobedevilcute 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? Yes. My name came from a singer. Chyna Philips 2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? Monday. It was my worst day ever. 3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR...
    chynnese chynnese 18-21, F Jul 10

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    1: What would you name your future daughter? I have a few ideas, there for my noggin only, he he ;) 2: Do you miss anyone? All the time 3: What if I told you that you were...
    DanBurnett DanBurnett 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 11

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    1: What would you name your future daughter? Liliana 2: Do you miss anyone? All the time 3: What if I told you that you were pretty? I would assume you were highly intoxicated 4...
    tristessastar tristessastar 22-25, M Jun 30

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    1: What would you name your future daughter? Ariella 2: Do you miss anyone? Yeah, I miss my grandpa like hell. 3: What if I told you that you were pretty? Oh thanks ^-^ 4: Ever...
    superkitty17 superkitty17 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 1

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    1-What was your favorite food when you were a child? Mcdonalds (I ain't fat though) 2-What’s the #1 most played song on your iPod? I don't have an iPod but, on my phone it's...
    sashakimi4 sashakimi4 18-21, F Jul 1

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    1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? Nop 2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? June 2nd 3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? Very 4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? Fish 5. DO YOU...
    Innocence28 Innocence28 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 12

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    1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? yes. Well I have two first names; one is from the names of my parents combined, the other one is from the name of Mary. 2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME...
    Ranessa Ranessa 16-17, F Jul 12

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    1: What would you name your future daughter? I don't know, but I like the names, autumn, sunny, and ellie 2: Do you miss anyone? Yes. Very much. 3: What if I told you that you...
    loveyourselfalwaysxx loveyourselfalwaysxx 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I wish I wasn't always feeling like someone less than equal. I wish I was out of the relationship I am in now, and in a relationship with a person who could love me for me. When I...
    Momma1985 Momma1985 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 28

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