Post
Experience Project iOS Android Apps | Download EP for your Mobile Device

I Can Not Remember the Last Time I Was Happy

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 176 People

    Funny

    Happiness is a funny thing. Once you have it, there's really nothing else left. you're happy. end of story. getting to be happy is a tragedy of it's own. you starve yourself, spend lots of money, fry your skin, dye your hair, buy new things. it's a new hell of a life you've put...
    ALovelyRose ALovelyRose 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 30, 2007

    Your Response

    Cancel

    For a while I was so unhappy in my relationship

    but now that I'm single I feel alot better than I thought I would:$
    Canadiangirll27 Canadiangirll27 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 15, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I feel alone most of the time

    because i dont have friends ive been rejected Many times that now i am afraid of Being myself
    TeraVenus TeraVenus 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 23, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Still Tryin'

    I can't really remember what it feels like.  Now I've never expected or thought that anyone is happy all the time, but I've always been envious of people who feel contented some or most of the time.  Mainly because I'm just curious what it's like.  I don't know...
    AppleJelle AppleJelle 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 25, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Am Weary of Being Unhappy.

    I work, and I work some more.  My husband ignores me, my friends don't call anymore because I am always working, and I feel lonely and isolated even though I am surrounded by people all day long.  I feel frightened that I will never be happy again.  I hope tomorrow...
    getrealintn getrealintn 51-55, F 1 Response Jan 19, 2007

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Nope

    Does true happiness exist? Or are we lying to ourselves? 
    Mdear Mdear 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 19, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Sadness

    i am socially isolated. you're guidlines pressure me into this. Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetuer adipiscing elit. Aenean ligula odio, feugiat id, sagittis vel, fringilla eget, erat. Nunc nec mauris eget libero pulvinar ultrices. Nullam sit amet tellus. Donec rhoncus...
    cohosh cohosh 31-35, M 3 Responses Oct 7, 2006

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Sigh .......

    I do not remember the last time I was happy. I do not know how to talk to people, I am a very boring person, thus I lose friends easily. People who hang out with me initially and get to know me, suddenly stop hanging out with me and leave me. Soon enough I see them hanging out...
    pushedaround pushedaround 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 27, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    36 Years and Now What

    My husband of 36 years is obsessed with cars.  This is not the first time, when the children were young I begged him to stop because of the cost of this hobby, so he did.  About 10 years ago, children grown at this time, he visited the doctor because he was not feeling...
    Zoie Zoie 51-55 1 Response Apr 13, 2008

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Life is so simple. Yet I have made it

    so complicated, and have become as such, that I feel just so...Empty. I joined the military in 2011 after completing my Associate's in Lib Art. Before then I was put to work at age 14 and just became less happier with every passing year. I feel selfish for thinking that due to...
    cmb235 cmb235 26-30, F Dec 17, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Lonely....

    All of my good friends and my boyfriend are in the grade above me, ( I'm in 7th), and they all went away on a class trip for the next four days. Today at school.... I can't remember when I'd been so depressed. I felt like crying out all day, but it's like I had no tears left. I...
    monkey2852 monkey2852 13-15 May 27, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Hate Myself

    I am 41 years old and i can not remember when i was last happy or at least not depressed.  I have had so many medical problems that i have survived i wish i have not.  I can go months with out anyone calling me i am so lonely i look around and see other people that are happy or...
    kenp69 kenp69 41-45, M 2 Responses Apr 16, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    When Will I Be Happy?

    I don't think I'm ever truly happy. This sounds ridiculous but if I am laughing or smiling sometimes something in my heart tells me that I shouldn't. And then I feel guilty for the glimpse of happiness I got. For some reason I feel like I don't deserve happiness. If I'm having...
    jennieee jennieee 31-35, F Sep 18, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Friends?

    Things were so different back then. I used to have friends who I can hang out and chat with. We do loads of crazy stuff and believe me, I thought I have found true friends who I can rely on in this lifetime. However, all good things always come to an end. Now my close friends...
    neverahappyperson neverahappyperson 22-25 1 Response Jul 16, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    The best nigh with someone

    that I love but no lover to gether
    piper0909 piper0909 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 17, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Related Experiences

    I remember when I was happy 2 years ago but I was so caught up in someone who didn't care about me and now lost the person who did :(
    mzgirl mzgirl 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 26

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I was in school pre-k I remember heading out with my class. We were heading out outside. I didn't know but today I do lol. My teacher rushed us out the room. If you didn't have...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 22

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I was a sophomore in high school. School was in session at the time. I can't remember what class I was in but when it happened The teachers brought tv's into every classroom so We...
    jamielove7777 jamielove7777 26-30, F 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I didn't really grow up with mobiles or internet when I was a child. I first used the internet in 2007 When I was 13 and I got my first phone in 2009 (but never used phones much...
    Dreamprojector Dreamprojector 18-21, F Apr 20

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I know exactly where I was on 9/11/01. I was in labor and had twins that day in a local hospital. I called my family physician early that morning after my water broke. He...
    computerfemale computerfemale 41-45, F Apr 20

    Your Response

    Cancel
    When I woke up, it was on the television, and spent more than usual time in the living room that day. Next day was a work day and learned how this janitor guy who was a little bit...
    Demosteen Demosteen 36-40, M Apr 21

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I was at my parents house, my Dad was on a flight home from Boston, they had to land at the closest airport since the FAA told all the planes to land. He was able to find a place...
    jdamselfly jdamselfly 36-40, F 11 Responses Apr 21

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am a young, hot, merciless mistress from London. Looking for a ticklee who can handle my tortures
    Porsche913 Porsche913 18-21, F Apr 19

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I was at work doing dispatch, when I started getting calls back to back as if something was going on..calls from ny. it was very scary and sad. a very sad. day.
    lackoftrust1 lackoftrust1 36-40, F Apr 20

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I was 16 and at my ex bfs house. Justin. he showed me a picture of Osama Bin Ladin and told me he was responsible for this.
    Ang012685 Ang012685 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 21

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Senior year in Colonial High School in Orlando, FL. I was walking in to my English class which was our 2nd period of the day, and it was on TV. One tower had already been hit. Our...
    username407 username407 31-35, M 1 Response Apr 21

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Me too..a little nostalgic
    happyattimes happyattimes 36-40, M 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I NEED A TICKLE FIX! HIT ME UP IF YOU LIVE NEAR DC OR WANNA TICKLE CHAT
    TickleLover188 TickleLover188 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 8

    Your Response

    Cancel
    in kindergarten. at a friends house watching batman forever. they switched the tv over to the news and we saw the plane crashing into the first tower.
    gracelessanddumbfounded gracelessanddumbfounded 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 21

    Your Response

    Cancel
    usual occurrence after being around my damn family
    simplylone simplylone 18-21, M 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Don't worry this will be a rated G story. When I was 13 I had ultrasound for my back and my neck also hot packs at my doctor's office. Because l have scoleois and lordosies in...
    doublesalhcow doublesalhcow 36-40, F Apr 9

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I’ve always put so much of my anger onto my dad and how he treated me, but sometimes I think that is misplaced. First, I don’t have a pity party for myself most of the time...
    EverlyAnn EverlyAnn 31-35, F 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I ended things with this mm but we live so close to each other. So it's been hard to not see him. But we do still talk and last time was in the park. He had this grin on his face...
    stupid28 stupid28 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 24

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Hi Friends, I am going to tell you about my love experience. I need your prayers to fulfill my wish. I believe you nice people will not comment any bad thing. Now I am 27 years...
    MeriMyau MeriMyau 26-30, M Apr 12

    Your Response

    Cancel
    2:55am. Only 4 cigarettes left. Wait. Make that 3 plus what's left of the one I just lit up. Walking about 8 blocks to the gas station, Marlboro 100s, 5.74 out the door. Special...
    smokingrocks1 smokingrocks1 56-60, M 1 Response 1 hr ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Don't get me wrong, I love my parents. It's just... sometimes (most of the time) I wish they would get divorced. My mum is easily pissed off and my dad constantly shouts and swears...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 9

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I was ready to die. I just couldnt take the pain anymore. I held the knife tightly and put it up against my throat. I decided to take one last look back at the past. I remembered...
    ForeverJashinist ForeverJashinist 18-21, M Apr 19

    Your Response

    Cancel
    EP wouldn't let me copy and paste the questions so I had to write them out and type them again :( anyway here goes: 1: What would you name your future daughter? I'm not sure if I...
    PinkChocolate00 PinkChocolate00 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 17

    Your Response

    Cancel
    1. Do any of your parents like any of the music you like? Yeah, my dad likes Christian mainstream music and he likes Mariah Carey's Christmas cd. My mom likes Celine Dion, and a...
    blankcheck4urhart blankcheck4urhart 36-40, F Apr 21

    Your Response

    Cancel
    1: What would you name your future daughter? I like the name piper:) but i was thinking jade marie:) 2: Do you miss anyone? Yes 3: What if I told you that you were pretty? Laugh...
    PreponLovato PreponLovato 18-21, F Apr 17

    Your Response

    Cancel
    A lot of people don't believe me when I tell them as a kid I got the cane in school .I got the cane a few times at junior school .I only remember I think it was maybe the last one...
    nakednudist nakednudist 46-50, M 1 Response Apr 7

    Your Response

    Cancel
    So this is quite a long story, read it if you dare..I'm not sure if I could say I'm in love but I have definitely had this person on my mind for the last few years..every since I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 9

    Your Response

    Cancel
    http://pinkelephantsisters.blogspot.com/2015/04/weight-loss-journey-goodbye-april.html I have been a little lax on my blogging this week. Nothing too exciting is happening. I am...
    KandyFoxx KandyFoxx 31-35, F 1 Response