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I Can Not Remember the Last Time I Was Happy

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 175 People

    I feel alone most of the time

    because i dont have friends ive been rejected Many times that now i am afraid of Being myself
    TeraVenus TeraVenus 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    Life is so simple. Yet I have made it

    so complicated, and have become as such, that I feel just so...Empty. I joined the military in 2011 after completing my Associate's in Lib Art. Before then I was put to work at age 14 and just became less happier with every passing year. I feel selfish for thinking that due to...
    cmb235 cmb235 26-30, F Dec 17, 2013

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    Sadness

    i am socially isolated. you're guidlines pressure me into this. Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetuer adipiscing elit. Aenean ligula odio, feugiat id, sagittis vel, fringilla eget, erat. Nunc nec mauris eget libero pulvinar ultrices. Nullam sit amet tellus. Donec rhoncus...
    cohosh cohosh 31-35, M 3 Responses Oct 7, 2006

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    I Hate Myself

    I am 41 years old and i can not remember when i was last happy or at least not depressed.  I have had so many medical problems that i have survived i wish i have not.  I can go months with out anyone calling me i am so lonely i look around and see other people that are happy or...
    kenp69 kenp69 41-45, M 2 Responses Apr 16, 2011

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    For a while I was so unhappy in my relationship

    but now that I'm single I feel alot better than I thought I would:$
    Canadiangirll27 Canadiangirll27 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 15

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    Nope

    Does true happiness exist? Or are we lying to ourselves? 
    Mdear Mdear 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 19, 2011

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    36 Years and Now What

    My husband of 36 years is obsessed with cars.  This is not the first time, when the children were young I begged him to stop because of the cost of this hobby, so he did.  About 10 years ago, children grown at this time, he visited the doctor because he was not feeling...
    Zoie Zoie 51-55 1 Response Apr 13, 2008

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    Funny

    Happiness is a funny thing. Once you have it, there's really nothing else left. you're happy. end of story. getting to be happy is a tragedy of it's own. you starve yourself, spend lots of money, fry your skin, dye your hair, buy new things. it's a new hell of a life you've put...
    ALovelyRose ALovelyRose 16-18, F 1 Response Jul 30, 2007

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    Sigh .......

    I do not remember the last time I was happy. I do not know how to talk to people, I am a very boring person, thus I lose friends easily. People who hang out with me initially and get to know me, suddenly stop hanging out with me and leave me. Soon enough I see them hanging out...
    pushedaround pushedaround 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 27, 2012

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    Lonely....

    All of my good friends and my boyfriend are in the grade above me, ( I'm in 7th), and they all went away on a class trip for the next four days. Today at school.... I can't remember when I'd been so depressed. I felt like crying out all day, but it's like I had no tears left. I...
    monkey2852 monkey2852 13-15 May 27, 2010

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    Still Tryin'

    I can't really remember what it feels like.  Now I've never expected or thought that anyone is happy all the time, but I've always been envious of people who feel contented some or most of the time.  Mainly because I'm just curious what it's like.  I don't know...
    AppleJelle AppleJelle 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 25, 2009

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    Friends?

    Things were so different back then. I used to have friends who I can hang out and chat with. We do loads of crazy stuff and believe me, I thought I have found true friends who I can rely on in this lifetime. However, all good things always come to an end. Now my close friends...
    neverahappyperson neverahappyperson 22-25 1 Response Jul 16, 2013

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    When Will I Be Happy?

    I don't think I'm ever truly happy. This sounds ridiculous but if I am laughing or smiling sometimes something in my heart tells me that I shouldn't. And then I feel guilty for the glimpse of happiness I got. For some reason I feel like I don't deserve happiness. If I'm having...
    jennieee jennieee 26-30, F Sep 18, 2010

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    I Am Weary of Being Unhappy.

    I work, and I work some more.  My husband ignores me, my friends don't call anymore because I am always working, and I feel lonely and isolated even though I am surrounded by people all day long.  I feel frightened that I will never be happy again.  I hope tomorrow...
    getrealintn getrealintn 51-55, F 1 Response Jan 19, 2007

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    I was in the first grade. I walked home that day and turned on the tv. I live in a different time zone, so I don't know what was happening in US at the real time. But all of the...
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    crossproduct crossproduct 41-45, F Nov 9

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    lacey42 lacey42 41-45, F 2 Responses Nov 16

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    in my first grade class room confused at what was happening, but it was that moment that for the rest of my school years i was called a terrorist for the simple fact that i was...
    Bayzoo Bayzoo 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 3

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    Caught myself growling while eating. That means happy Over a muffin. Lol. Knew i was poor but a muffin ?????? Lmao.
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I turned on the TV at work thinking it was just a bad airline disaster and it just kept getting worse
    Will0108 Will0108 36-40, M Nov 9

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    I was in the 5th grade when this happened. My teacher turned on the news when he heard what had happened
    DorkyGuy90 DorkyGuy90 22-25, M 2 Responses Nov 13

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    I was a PFC in the Marine Corps, a little over a year in and was part of an "early crew" team to conduct ammo issue to infantry units while the rest of the unit was at PT (physical...
    Krank82 Krank82 31-35 3 Responses Nov 14

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    yes, I was on my way to work. I was in high school gym class the day THEY killed Kennedy
    basicbear basicbear 66-70, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I was feeding my 2 month old son at 6:30 watching the news report about the first tower being hit when I witnessed the second plane hit the second tower. I screamed for my sister...
    JJjenniejones JJjenniejones 41-45, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    renting a room in an old country shack.
    racistdick racistdick 41-45 2 Responses Nov 8

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    HandSomeDevilYouWillWin HandSomeDevilYouWillWin 41-45, M Nov 13

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    I wish I could make every single person live in happiness, including myself. I wish for a smile <3
    nikitaslife nikitaslife 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I was sexually and physically abused by my dad from as far as I can remember until I was 12. Then I was physically and mentally abused by my step father until I was 17. My mom...
    sada9999 sada9999 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 13

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    My earliest memory was when I was about 5yrs old little girl & the last time was when I was 20 yrs old but as I got older the worse it got. My Dad was never around I've never met...
    Floyd77 Floyd77 36-40, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Do you remember, as a kid, the first time you went really fast on your bike, and it felt like you were flying, or the first time you got both wheels off the ground, and how you...
    ColetteR ColetteR 22-25, F 5 hrs ago

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    I went through grades 1-6 fearing the paddle greatly. I heard many kids take 3 loud pops in the hallway in elementary school, just hearing it was scary to me. When I entered middle...
    trent74 trent74 36-40 2 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    I am really clinically depressed, been int he hospital multiple times, feel suicidal everyday because I don't want to get married, have kids, or be a caregiver. My mom has...
    Emeraldisles5 Emeraldisles5 18-21 20 mins ago

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    I had a best friend. We were friends for 8 years. This past week I've noticed that she has been distancing herself from me. I was always there for her when no one else was there...
    Candice321 Candice321 13-15, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    24th post. Before anyone reading this thinks my life has been just one bad thing after another, I'm going to set the record straight. Many of the years of fun were only marred by...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    My mother died last night at 9:25 of cancer. I knew it was coming and was able to be with her as she took her last breaths. But it is hard thinking that she won't be at my...
    Lazzer13 Lazzer13 18-21, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    Doesn't everyone remember their first love? Looking back it was really sweet, but at the time I remember thinking it was the real-deal and we'd be together for ever. Towards the...
    Mick672 Mick672 41-45, M 2 Responses Nov 7

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    1) What was the last picture you took with your phone? Ice cream.. 2) Do you know any big gossipers? Nope..I stay away from them. 3) Have you been pulled over by a cop? Err..yes...
    sarabal sarabal 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 11

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    10 likes 100 questions 1. Last hug: saying goodbye tonight to my friend after meal out 2. Last phone; my friend was lost so her 3. Last text message: . My mum😂 4. Last song...
    britgirl111 britgirl111 16-17, F Nov 8

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    1. Last hug: My sister at her wedding last year 2. Last phone; My sister, can't remember what it was about though. 3. Last text message: I don't text. ._. 4. Last song you heard...
    Friability Friability 18-21 Nov 8

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    Haha why not its a nice calm evening 1.) What would you name your future daughter? I always liked the name Enaya 2.) Do you miss anyone? More then one 3.) What if I told you...
    TheKingWizard TheKingWizard 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 10

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    I lost my father to stomach cancer when I was 14. He began to feel pain in his stomach about 1.5 years before his death. The pain strengthened form month to month. Unfortunately...
    alexalan alexalan 56-60, M Nov 15

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    ....and now it's haunting my life to a staggering degree. I was just turning 21 and living in hell due to a mistake I made involving dropping out of college to pursue the girl I...
    cyclone80 cyclone80 31-35, M 1 Response Nov 10

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    I can't remember when was the last time I smiled and truly felt blessed and happy deep down. I've always had to lie to myself. I'm not happy, I'm not perfect... and I can't deal...
    Theworldisminenow Theworldisminenow 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 13

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    Some Trivia About Me 1. Name? LMNOP 2. Male or female? Lady. 3. Were you named after anyone? Nope. 4. Does your name mean anything? Yes, eternal ruler. 5. Nick Names: I don...
    Ellemenope Ellemenope 26-30, F 3 Responses Oct 29

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    17th post...Let me start this post with a little apology. I take antidepressants, and they have kept me from, metaphorically speaking, pulling the trigger. But one of the downsides...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Hey guys. I need help & advice. So i have a boyfriend, he is amazing, he loves me very much and he cares for me like crazy. We had been together for 8 months, but a person got in...
    iSimplyWish iSimplyWish 26-30, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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