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I Can Not Remember the Last Time I Was Happy

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 175 People

    The best nigh with someone

    that I love but no lover to gether
    piper0909 piper0909 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 17, 2014

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    I Am Weary of Being Unhappy.

    I work, and I work some more.  My husband ignores me, my friends don't call anymore because I am always working, and I feel lonely and isolated even though I am surrounded by people all day long.  I feel frightened that I will never be happy again.  I hope tomorrow...
    getrealintn getrealintn 51-55, F 1 Response Jan 19, 2007

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    36 Years and Now What

    My husband of 36 years is obsessed with cars.  This is not the first time, when the children were young I begged him to stop because of the cost of this hobby, so he did.  About 10 years ago, children grown at this time, he visited the doctor because he was not feeling...
    Zoie Zoie 51-55 1 Response Apr 13, 2008

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    Friends?

    Things were so different back then. I used to have friends who I can hang out and chat with. We do loads of crazy stuff and believe me, I thought I have found true friends who I can rely on in this lifetime. However, all good things always come to an end. Now my close friends...
    neverahappyperson neverahappyperson 22-25 1 Response Jul 16, 2013

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    For a while I was so unhappy in my relationship

    but now that I'm single I feel alot better than I thought I would:$
    Canadiangirll27 Canadiangirll27 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 15, 2014

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    Nope

    Does true happiness exist? Or are we lying to ourselves? 
    Mdear Mdear 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 19, 2011

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    When Will I Be Happy?

    I don't think I'm ever truly happy. This sounds ridiculous but if I am laughing or smiling sometimes something in my heart tells me that I shouldn't. And then I feel guilty for the glimpse of happiness I got. For some reason I feel like I don't deserve happiness. If I'm having...
    jennieee jennieee 31-35, F Sep 18, 2010

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    Funny

    Happiness is a funny thing. Once you have it, there's really nothing else left. you're happy. end of story. getting to be happy is a tragedy of it's own. you starve yourself, spend lots of money, fry your skin, dye your hair, buy new things. it's a new hell of a life you've put...
    ALovelyRose ALovelyRose 16-18, F 1 Response Jul 30, 2007

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    I feel alone most of the time

    because i dont have friends ive been rejected Many times that now i am afraid of Being myself
    TeraVenus TeraVenus 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 23, 2014

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    I Hate Myself

    I am 41 years old and i can not remember when i was last happy or at least not depressed.  I have had so many medical problems that i have survived i wish i have not.  I can go months with out anyone calling me i am so lonely i look around and see other people that are happy or...
    kenp69 kenp69 41-45, M 2 Responses Apr 16, 2011

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    Still Tryin'

    I can't really remember what it feels like.  Now I've never expected or thought that anyone is happy all the time, but I've always been envious of people who feel contented some or most of the time.  Mainly because I'm just curious what it's like.  I don't know...
    AppleJelle AppleJelle 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 25, 2009

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    Sadness

    i am socially isolated. you're guidlines pressure me into this. Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetuer adipiscing elit. Aenean ligula odio, feugiat id, sagittis vel, fringilla eget, erat. Nunc nec mauris eget libero pulvinar ultrices. Nullam sit amet tellus. Donec rhoncus...
    cohosh cohosh 31-35, M 3 Responses Oct 7, 2006

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    Sigh .......

    I do not remember the last time I was happy. I do not know how to talk to people, I am a very boring person, thus I lose friends easily. People who hang out with me initially and get to know me, suddenly stop hanging out with me and leave me. Soon enough I see them hanging out...
    pushedaround pushedaround 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 27, 2012

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    Lonely....

    All of my good friends and my boyfriend are in the grade above me, ( I'm in 7th), and they all went away on a class trip for the next four days. Today at school.... I can't remember when I'd been so depressed. I felt like crying out all day, but it's like I had no tears left. I...
    monkey2852 monkey2852 13-15 May 27, 2010

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    Life is so simple. Yet I have made it

    so complicated, and have become as such, that I feel just so...Empty. I joined the military in 2011 after completing my Associate's in Lib Art. Before then I was put to work at age 14 and just became less happier with every passing year. I feel selfish for thinking that due to...
    cmb235 cmb235 26-30, F Dec 17, 2013

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    brownzugar brownzugar 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 5

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    I was in my 8th grade english class in New Jersey. the whole class was silent while fox news was showing live footage of what was happening just 40 minutes away from us. When the...
    eggman667 eggman667 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 18

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    I Remember back when i was young and I couldn't wait to get outside . back in the days when i never had to worry about anything. I was always happy and I couldn't wait to get...
    EnjoyTheSilenceX EnjoyTheSilenceX 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    How come on here you gotta choose from the experiences. Ok anyways actually I had the best nap while waiting for my doctor appointment in the car. For some reason I was surrounded...
    toniyl toniyl 36-40, F 4 Responses Jan 8

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    I was in 8th grade American History. Period 4. I had just walked in the room and the teacher had it on his tv in the back of the room. I thought it was an accident and then I saw...
    HorseGirl21 HorseGirl21 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 9

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    had an accident whilst on tour in iraq. came back and was put on tablets, i had a bad reaction to them and had a siezure now my memory is jumbled and bits are hard to remember
    firedragon71 firedragon71 41-45, M 2 Responses Jan 12

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    But no I'm not happy ANYONE that was friend with me please add me back name was Shaun765 I am really Pi**ed off with ep I did not do nothing and get deleted well I did do some...
    shaun7654 shaun7654 13-15, M Jan 4

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    I liked an 14 yr old girl called Cathy, she showed me her boobs when I was 9 and I was so jealous. She was so pleased with her new look and I was so jealous. I had been trying to...
    Lin79 Lin79 31-35, T Jan 12

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    I was in 3rd grade, but as I live on the west coast, it was around the time I was getting ready for school that I heard about it on the television.
    html92 html92 22-25, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Ive loved it ever since me and my cousin used to play hide and seek in the woods if you got found you were ******** naked tied up and tickled for as long as the other wanted if you...
    ronaldleaper ronaldleaper 51-55, M 1 Response Jan 18

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    I was at work in Michigan but had lived in upstate New York before that. After the first plane hit, I said we are under attack but no one believed me until the 2nd plane hit. I was...
    ldehaan1 ldehaan1 56-60, F Jan 4

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    I was in school and I was really young but I knew that it was a act of terrorism
    Hottim101 Hottim101 18-21, M Jan 4

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    Lmao oh yea that's right I'm still young haha
    teenworldgonebad teenworldgonebad 13-15, F Jan 6

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    I blame my cousin she tortured me when we were kids now it's like if I could relive those days XD
    Princeofnothing Princeofnothing 18-21, M Jan 9

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    No idea I this is weird but I have.. I've always found it adorable tickling my past girlfriends, just randomly crossed my mind while reminiscing
    LukeShaggyJones LukeShaggyJones 18-21, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    My best friend, from age about 16 to 21, although I have known him for my entire life; died this past Friday. I have been trying to think of if I should write about it or not...
    milehighHeartbreak milehighHeartbreak 31-35, M 5 days ago

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    I just got a call from my mom. My aunt will not be making it out of the hospital. She could pass away tomorrow...They are taking all the tubes and stuff out of her so her 7 year...
    BananaSmoothiee BananaSmoothiee 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 2

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    I am happy because the guy I like wants to hang out again! A little short notice He said he really misses me and wants to see me thursday or Friday today was Thursday and sadly I...
    Justbeingmeok Justbeingmeok 18-21, F Jan 15

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    So I really don't know how to talk about this, because I really never have went this deep into it due to fear. But for the past year I have been isolating myself and reliving it...
    mentallytortured mentallytortured 18-21, F 58 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    My New Years Eve was supposed to be spent working a large house party, but instead I spent New Years Eve being waited on hand and foot and treated like a Queen. I met some of the...
    miryam57 miryam57 56-60, F Jan 4

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    Today is the last day my best friend, who came from Florida, will be here in the Middle East, she's going back home tomorrow. Since the time she arrived I had been trying to get...
    psychedelicblues psychedelicblues 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 12

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    Worst day of my life was March 2nd 2005... The day I lost my father... I was 3 years old... I remember this so clearly I was standing in by the front door looking out.. I saw him...
    JillianLovesLOL JillianLovesLOL 18-21, F a week ago

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    1: What would you name your future daughter? No intention of conciveing kids. 2: Do you miss anyone? No 3: What if I told you that you were pretty? No reaction 4: Ever been...
    MichaelS41074 MichaelS41074 36-40, M 1 day ago

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    Last year I wrote a lot about my disgruntled feelings of living in Australia and frankly I realise no where is going to be utopia but I do believe some places synergise better with...
    ha40 ha40 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    I grew up in the north of England in the 60s, early 70s. Unlike today, when corporal punishment is often regarded as inappropriate punishment for children, in my youth it was very...
    billjacko billjacko 61-65, M 1 Response Jan 11

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    1: What would you name your future daughter? I have no idea. That would be up to her father as well...maybe? I don't know. 2: Do you miss anyone? Almost always 3: What if I told...
    loveVSlust loveVSlust 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    So many woman has been the other woman. I sympathize with them, because I used to be the other woman. I will never judge no one negatively, but I would just like to share my story...
    Samysam Samysam 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Online Relationship Anxiety II: The Update Hi everyone at EP. I hadn't been in Experience Project overly a year and there's a lot to talk about. But first...I want to talk about...
    Gonzobdd Gonzobdd 18-21, M Dec 28, 2014

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    Friday... the last date night with my husband, and the last time we would ever have sex together, also the last time I would have sex with anyone for six years, I was high and...
    b1tch2u b1tch2u 31-35 1 Response Jan 12

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    When I'm happy I become completely silly. I remember when I was young people would always tell me to stop laughing because I would think everything was so funny. As I got older...
    toniyl toniyl 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 19

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