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I Can Not Understand The Relationship Here

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 2 People

    I Wrote This In 2007, I Was Living In Medical Housing After Another Breakdown, Thought I'd Share.

    He is more vast than the sky, and the love He gives is much. Not there before her naked eyes, yet close enough to touch What spreads the light upon ones day, and cast dark upon another? What brightens the path that leads the way, yet blocks it for the other?He answers in His...
    Laragn Laragn 41-45, F Feb 25, 2012

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    Wrote In 2007 In Hospital Housing (darker Moments)

    A seed Has it been planted yet? Will it grow if I nourish it? If I relinquish fear and conquer madness, can a blossom replace a weed?   Banished from my own garden, Hidden by my own fears. A seed harvested from deep within will cultivate from tears.  This feeling deep in my gut...
    Laragn Laragn 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 25, 2012

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