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    The Intensity Of Life

    Here I sit at the bedside of my best friend and confidente. The rhythmic shaa shoo of the oxygen generator along with the water bubbling inside the cylinder that is providing him with moist oxygen blend in with the Soundscapes music channel I have on. A eucalyptis and mint...
    Isodorapink Isodorapink
    51-55, F
    Apr 3, 2013

    That Sums It Up-part 2

    Life is so ironic sometimes. My ex J and I went kayaking last week. As I said in my last post, he has extensive small cell cancer, the most aggressive type. As we each settled into our kayaks, I said “Aren’t you going to wear your life jacket?” “No,” he said. “I...
    Isodorapink Isodorapink
    51-55, F
    Dec 13, 2012

    My Husband And Soul Mate

    On the 29 July this year my husband was diagnosed with an aggressive form of cancer and was given days to weeks to live. On the 30th September at 8:30pm he passed away. Just 8 weeks i had with my sweetheart after hearing that terrible news. I don't know if i am still in shock or...
    mezmo1 mezmo1
    46-50, F
    1 Response Oct 30, 2013

    Mother Has A Tumour

    My mother is in hospital. She has a Tumour in her head. They only found it last week after a scan. She was complaining about the feeling in her left side (leg and hand). I am on the other side of the world, I am flying home tomorrow to be by her side. She is only 66. She is in...
    Tokyotrader Tokyotrader
    31-35, M
    1 Response Dec 6, 2012

    Cancer In You And Me

    Cancer in you and me Your rage, anger, aggression toward me are always there in the back of my head. I wish I can burry them deep down under the earth and stay there forever!!! But I can't....they keep coming back I wanted to forgive you, but I can't I wanted to move on, but I...
    hannapaulina hannapaulina
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Nov 26, 2012

    Weird Dream

    i had this dream last night i was with 4 or 5 people, one of them was someone famous but in the dream we made a lot of money and we were going to hide it but than some people tried killing us but we defended our selves and i had a knife, the whole dream we were at a boat house by...
    barazandeh barazandeh
    18-21, M
    Oct 10, 2011

    R.i.p

    My mum oassed away of cancer and i am rele scared that i will die from it because i have had a abdominal problem lately and that is what my mum had then they told her that it was goul stones which they said to me but her supposed goul stones turned out to be cancer   R...
    unwrittensuicide unwrittensuicide
    16-17, F
    1 Response Feb 22, 2010

    My Son Has Brain Cancer

    Dear all, I'm looking at the page and wandering were to start. Firstly, I'm feeling pretty good. I've started a new job mid January. My employer seems quite happy with my work to date and my position looks good for on going long term employment. My son seems to be coping well...
    Shan072 Shan072
    36-40, M
    4 Responses Jun 27, 2012

    My Dad and Grandfather

    2008 and 2009, the most awful time of our lives. I found out that my dad was diagnosed with Nasopharyngeal carcinoma cancer. He had a  lymph node on the side of his neck. But anyways he went for chemo in 2009, about 2 months ago, we found out that chemo and radiation...
    MisAmiga MisAmiga
    41-45
    4 Responses Sep 30, 2009

    My name is Wendy Brimm ,

    i am from Vegas here in united state, i wish to tell you all, how i find a doctor that cure me from SKIN CANCER WITH HERBAL CANNABIS OIL, i had cancer for three years , i was on internet that very day when i saw a comment of a lady called MARIA KATRINA from united kingdom...
    wandybrim wandybrim
    51-55, F
    Jul 15, 2014

    My Daddy Died

    A month ago my daddy died. He had been battling a rare form of cancer. I miss him so much and wish he was here. At least now I know he isn't in pain anymore.
    Rainbowgirl4Ever Rainbowgirl4Ever
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Apr 27, 2013

    Cancer Research

    Although I don't have cancer, the research by Dr. Burzynski intrigued me and thought the more people I tell the faster he can get though the FDA trials and save lives. I did have a brother in law die from cancer. When the found it, he was already stage 4. He was a heavy smoker...
    Brahma57 Brahma57
    51-55, M
    2 Responses Oct 23, 2012

    My Mom Passed Away Last Week - T Lymphoblastic Lymphoma

    My mom passed away on 15th September 2013, after a brief struggle with an extremely aggressive manifestation of T lymphoblastic Lymphoma. She was diagnosed at stage 3 on march 2013. She had no visible symptoms till mid February. She noticed swellings around her neck and a mild...
    KausikV KausikV
    22-25, M
    1 Response Sep 23, 2013
    crosscountry35 crosscountry35
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 4, 2015

    I have had cancer. I went to the dr

    and they found a cyst so I went in to have it removed. when I woke up from surgery they took me to my room they didn't tell me anything so I asked my husband if it was cancer. he was crying and said yes. I had ovarian cancer. I talked to an oncologist who said I needed...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 4, 2013

    My Dad Has Stage 4 Cancer

    My dad just found out May 10 2013 he has advanced stage 4 small cell lung cancer. Since then he has tried 2 different chemo's and both didn't work. From May 10 to June 15 his tumor had grown 5 %. They can't do radiation cause of where the tumor is. He has his chest wall drained 4...
    alisonbrook alisonbrook
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Jul 17, 2013

    Why?

    I don't know how to begin to write, but I I guess this is a way to release my pain, frustration, heartaches, and everything in between! I am dealing with my hubby of 12 years with a bladder cancer stage 4. He was diagnosed 2 years ago with this terrible cancer. Oh how I hate...
    hannapaulina hannapaulina
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Nov 12, 2012

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    When I hear a guy lost a battle to cancer, that really did bother me, that that's a term. It implies that he failed and that somebody else that defeated cancer is heroic and...
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    i'm at hospital now.waiting for the nurse calls my name. hope i can get good result. wish me luck
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