I Cannot Find Happiness

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 116 People

    Happiness Doesn't Really Exist in my life.

    There is ups and downs shure is, but the peak of something actualy working is nothing like the valleys och pure darkness. Every were I look I'm just seeing things that sadens me... cant even look at other people or read the paper. But then.. does one really have to find...
    lillasandra lillasandra
    26-30, T
    Dec 3, 2013

    I Can Find Happiness In a B...

    I can find happiness in a bar of chocolate... i can find happiness in party with friends... I can find happiness in the sun shining... i can sometimes find happiness under my couch or in the closet! but happiness that lasts on and on forever amen? not yet but ill keep trying!
    earthangelz earthangelz
    18-21, F
    Sep 12, 2007

    Yes,on the Dancefloor,watching...

    yes,on the dancefloor,watching my kids play sports and talking to brody
    binfamous binfamous
    26-30, F
    Feb 25, 2007

    Been Awhile Since I've Fel...

    Been awhile since I've felt really happy, but then again I'm one of those never totally satisfied types of ppl. Always one more challenge, one more hurdle or whatever.
    dmwinchester dmwinchester
    36-40, M
    Sep 12, 2007

    Yes, I cant find happiness. FTR, I have no girlfriend, that lives near me, people around me are dying, and People just dont give a ****.
    MrHavok MrHavok
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Feb 25, 2007

    In Fact, I Was Just Telling a ...

    In fact, I was just telling a friend this last night.  I'm always a step or more below happy.  I live my entire life just being content.  I suppose content isn't so bad.  Some people live very miserable lives.  But it really leaves me feeling as if there...
    theophania theophania
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 24, 2007

    Okay, Sometimes I Am Happy....

    Okay, sometimes I am happy. I can appreciate the small things in life and sometimes I cry out of simple happiness. But all the time I feel that this is all only temporary. I don't think I'll ever find the true happiness I want for my life. And that is such a depressing feeling...
    GothGrrrl GothGrrrl
    18-21, F
    Apr 16, 2007

    I Cannot Find Happiness

    I cannot find happiness because happiness is made not found.   I am happy I have my health.   I am happy for my abilities.   I am happy I have a roof over my head.   I am happy to still be alive.  I'll be happier when I find my soulmate. 
    aquarius3 aquarius3
    Jan 28, 2012


    I want to be happy, but I don't want to be merely content or blasé. Is that possible?    " 'We have invented happiness,' says the last man, and he blinks." from Nietzsche's Thus spoke Zarathustra
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses Mar 9, 2008

    It`s Out There Somewhere Just ...

    it`s out there somewhere just keep your eyes peeled
    whatuppeeps whatuppeeps
    22-25, M
    Feb 25, 2007

    I Am Happy..but In This House ...

    I am happy..but in this house how can i find it!?!?!
    justme2007 justme2007
    18-21, F
    Apr 16, 2007

    I live a southern soap opera!

    I was born a year or so after my parents lost their first born, a nine year old daughter, after a long incurable illness.  Its safe to say that my mother was understandably depressed.  Of my two other older, living sisters, one says she was a good mother up until...
    LucyLoo LucyLoo
    36-40, F
    May 4, 2007

    What Is Happiness?

    Happiness... Everyone is different. Different things makes us happy.But does a lot of us know what real happiness is?Real happiness is when you feel happiness in your heart. It's when you can almost cry because of joy or something.
    iHatshepsut iHatshepsut
    22-25, F
    May 25, 2011

    Utter Misery

    It's your life! Maybe when you become so miserable you'd rather be dead than live on, you will become willing to at least try to choose happiness or whatever you believe is better than your misery and unhappiness. It's your life!
    jimrich jimrich
    70+, M
    1 Response Feb 6, 2011

    I really do want happiness

    but I don't really think I've ever experienced pure happiness but I've been searching for love as well not just in other people but in myself too
    JadaSN JadaSN
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 2, 2014

    Happiness Is Family

    To me happiness will result in rooting myself with a family and continuing life as has been done for many years.  Unfortunatly this requires that which I find so difficult to obtain.  A companion.  A lover.  An eternal friend.   
    marines6300 marines6300
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jan 6, 2008

    I've Given Up Look...

    I've given up looking for happiness, it will find when the time is right. I do have occasions when I feel I may be happy but it soon disappears, maybe it was just wind lol!
    31-35, F
    Sep 12, 2007

    Not Permanent.

    I do find happiness every now and then. But then something's happening and it's all just breaking down and in the end I have to find it all over again. It never hides at the same place, I always have to find the map first, then take every step the map recommends and eventually I...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Mar 9, 2008

    It'S Within Ourselves, Somewhere

    I won't talk too much on this subject.. I can not find happiness, but what I believe to be true is that it is within each of us. Not in others, or things, etc.. Only in ourselves...
    juzlivin juzlivin
    31-35, F
    Mar 31, 2013

    I Have Been Feeling This Way F...

    I have been feeling this way for months n years! But since my best mate joined my place of work i have started to feel happier each day n actually wake up most days now with a smile on my face!!! I still get down but she is always there to cheer me up!
    sazead sazead
    22-25, F
    Apr 16, 2007

    Haven't Obtained It Possibly Never Will Obtain May Not Be Possible

    I know what it takes for me to be happy however a lot of that thus far has been denied to me... I can not force anyone....I can not force anything...I can only control myself but I can't force myself to be happy... I am not even capable of pretending to be happy anymore. I have...
    GoldMishra GoldMishra
    22-25, F
    Sep 13, 2012
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