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I Cannot Get Over the Bad Thing I Have Done!

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    I should have moved out the second I turned 18, but I was trapped by my own fear and the emotional control he had over me, and I stayed for another three years. When my mom finally...
    TrueBlue94 TrueBlue94 18-21, F 6 hrs ago

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    I just can't do it. When I read someone's story or question and they are using the wrong verbs and just simply murdering the English language I have to skip over it. If I don't I...
    GoldenHeart69 GoldenHeart69 22-25, F 5 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    As some of you who have been following me probably guessed, I've been a little down in the dumps recently. It's a long story but the long and short of it is that I've never felt...
    AthenaJones AthenaJones 36-40, F 12 Responses 1 day ago

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    I think people often underestimate what depression does to a person. I go from externalization/narcissism in dissociative states to internalization/depression. In other words; I...
    Outdoctrination Outdoctrination 18-21 2 days ago

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    For as long as I can remember—even as a kid—I have had violent fantasies (and even dreams and have been able to manipulate my dreams, but another story for a different...
    JadeKnight JadeKnight 26-30, T 2 days ago

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    Today was the worst day ever. This lady made me feel less of a person.
    Kandy08 Kandy08 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I get "naughty" and want to be bad, and do bad things. It's because I feel bad about myself. And doing bad things makes me feel better. Weird, I know.
    noaht43 noaht43 41-45, T 2 days ago

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    I often read about people who are in dysfunctional families, who have or are suffering from emotional, physical, mental abuse. I can tell you that you cannot continue to function...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 days ago

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    I love people watching. Generally it tends to happen when I'm eating out on my own and wifi/3G is bad. But I've always been fascinated by the way people carry themselves. You can...
    AthenaJones AthenaJones 36-40, F 8 Responses 4 days ago

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    A lot has happened over the last decade. I got married to who I thought would be there for me forever, had my caring, nurturing soul exploited to make her feel like royalty. I...
    Rdmthoughts Rdmthoughts 31-35, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Hi there. Sorry for my English .I never thought I could ever bring myself in such a difficult situation. I'm living with my boyfriend for a year now. He is divorced from his ex...
    Itsmelaa Itsmelaa 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    This has been happening for a long time now. I tried to talk to my friends and family, but they've never really actually talked about it. (Please excuse any confusion or awkward...
    ohgodijustneedausername ohgodijustneedausername 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I do and I don't it's the things that get underneath my skin that I have a hard time getting over. The things that just kick your butt and are hard to accept.
    hal84 hal84 26-30, M 6 days ago

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    i wish i could say i care. i wish i could say i have faith in this little planet. but i don't. this world is full of killers. the people who care are too far apart to make a...
    danielfrost1995 danielfrost1995 18-21, M a week ago

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    Hallo everybody. I'm not sure if i have APD, because my doctor said i have BPD. Well, i never get angry on people, i don't change my opinions about them, and i don't change often...
    Almano1008 Almano1008 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 25

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    I do not feel like I belong here. I feel to good and too bad for the world. I think there are a lot more bad things in the world than good. I often have felt like good things in...
    Maybeincubus Maybeincubus 22-25, M Jul 24

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    I feel like complete and utter crap. Everything hurts, and it's a result of me having this binge eating disorder thing for the majority of my life. Personally, I think it's kind of...
    philosocrastinator philosocrastinator 22-25 Jul 22

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    This site clearly says to "please respond with authenticity, support, and respect." It's absolutely ridiculous how people try to justify being a jerk for the sake of throwing their...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    I love when I'm happy and I try my hardest to remain that way. Because when I get angry/sad my mind fills up with every little bad thing quickly. I become someone who I depise to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jul 22

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    I am an overthinking control freak when it comes to my life. I can give up power anywhere else except for myself. Some people don't see that as a bad thing, but I do. I just can't...
    AverageJane123 AverageJane123 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    So i thought my teenage years were the most exciting and difficult years of my life... It's to my regret to report that i was wrong its not my teenage years that were exciting and...
    BlueFloraKae BlueFloraKae 18-21, F Jul 21

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    Well, I am a Lucid Dreamer, have been for a long time. So much so that it's been five years since i've had a true nightmare because I'll simply turn around and walk away from...
    ProcessOfBecoming ProcessOfBecoming 18-21, T 1 Response Jul 21

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    Just got news friend's only daughter passed away due to some complications of the heart.May she rest in peace.Prayers for her parents.
    whitesunshine87 whitesunshine87 51-55, F 3 Responses Jul 21

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    i know shouldn't but in a way it satisfy me and making me feel confident
    linadabaghie linadabaghie 13-15, F Jul 21

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    As I drown in my loneliness, Loose time in the salt of my tears, I long and ache to feel just one loving caress, A kiss that fills my soul, until it erupts with passion. Loneliness...
    wanthimtoNEEDme wanthimtoNEEDme 41-45, F 2 Responses Jul 21

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    U & Me forever this way www.nidhisuraj.com There are so many Love Stories in this world. Few stories become so famous but few are unsaid and been buried with time. Few...
    evan003 evan003 18-21, F Jul 21

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    I am a generous person. I help others. Yet, bad things keep happening to me. Lately, it has been one bad thing after another. I just do not understand why. It can't be to "make me...
    justme1999 justme1999 41-45, F 5 Responses Jul 20

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    F.u.c.k.i.ng, F.u.c.k Fuckty F.u.c.k!
    SunshineH13 SunshineH13 22-25, F Jul 20

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    How do you even lucid dream? I'm just wondering and is it a good thing or a bad thing XD
    Emsickles Emsickles 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 20

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    If there was a god why does he allow bad things to continuously happen to good people! We just found out my brother's girlfriends step father has cancer. She is the most amazing...
    Daniellevn Daniellevn 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 20

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    I've been thinking about this a lot recently, so hopefully writing about it will get it out of my mind. I don't really know where to start. First of all, just for some background...
    brint0n brint0n 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 20

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    Someone once told me, "You have to get up and find the beauty of the world." And they were right. The world is a horrible place. Life in itself is pretty crappy. Chance brings you...
    SupermanReturns SupermanReturns 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 19

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    I hate it when this happens :( like what happened to my EP friend Steve :( He is a genuine lovely fella who was mis-lead by a troll into sending pics of himself to , what he...
    workinggirlkelly workinggirlkelly 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    Bad dreams over and over I just have to get it out... Had another bad dream last night... it seems that I dream about my momster and Golden Child brother every other day... and it...
    Misstaco Misstaco 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 17

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    My life revolves around things I cannot control. Including things I SHOULD be able to at my age. It caused me to self harm for years. It wasn't until recently I realized I self...
    thisfruitloop thisfruitloop 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 16

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    See I have a high sex drive and it's not a bad thing I love it.Sex with women is always new and exciting so what's not to love about it but i do believe that some times sex should...
    chloecall1999 chloecall1999 16-17, F Jul 16

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    I was abused until the age of 24 (almost 25), and when I left the house my mom was finally able to have the courage to divorce my dad. She tried to get custody of my younger sister...
    LyraAlluse LyraAlluse 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    ... I have had depression for as long as I can remember. When I started school I was always the odd man out; In grade school no one really liked me because I was quite, played with...
    deniseee deniseee 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    Lately , I've been trying to cover up my feelings a lot, most of them consist of social anxiety and everything feeling surreal, and anger/ irritation that can't be relieved...
    athenalovlies athenalovlies 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    specially when it keeps happening
    elisef elisef 51-55, F Jul 12

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    In my group of friends this story involves 3 people, a girl, and guy, and me. Now a guy likes a girl but a girl is not into a guy AT ALL but rather into guys like me. I’m good...
    nightcrawll3r nightcrawll3r 22-25, M Jul 12

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