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I Cant Bear the Thought of Another Year Like This One

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    I Wouldnt Survive Another Time

    2011.The year when i left my mum to live with my aunt and uncle,The year when my sister tried committing suicideThe year i tried committing suicideThe year when i saw my sister skin and bonesThe year I cut everydayThe year when my best friend tried committing suicideThe year my...
    UmbraEyes UmbraEyes 18-21, F Mar 14, 2012

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    Is It Possible To Live 10 Years In 1?

    This feels like it's been the longest year of my life. Illness, my daughter's surgery, my father's second stroke, postponement of meetings and a wedding.........gaining back a lot of the weight I lost due to stress and illness. The heat is keeping me from being able to workout...
    DieKatzeSchreibt DieKatzeSchreibt 41-45 Jul 17, 2011

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    The First Part

    This year has been truly special to me, yet if I could divide it into two installments, the first part, I would never wish to revisit again, but have had to, as I needed to go through a great deal of it to get where I am now.  The first part was very much filled with...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 27, 2008

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    Lonely

    My friend moved and I have been crying since. I have another friend!! She made fun of my friend that moved!! I stopped being friends with her when I thought of all the times she hurt my feelings and became friends with people who hate me or people i do not like!! She would...
    Peachie66 Peachie66 13-15, F Feb 2, 2011

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    Not Anymore, Please.

    this year has certainly been hell for me. thinking about all the fights, all the shouting, all the tears and all the pain.... i really can't believe how do i make it alive. sometimes i felt like jumping out of the window from the apartment that i lived in, but nah.... i can't...
    LovelessAdvocate LovelessAdvocate 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 19, 2010

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    No Way...no How

    I don't know if I have the strength to go through another year like this one. I'm not even sure if I have the strength to finish this year...I am scared to death to see what it has in store for me. Between bad decisions, bad luck, bad relationships, bad surgery and bad sickness...
    purpleriz purpleriz 46-50, F 6 Responses Jul 28, 2009

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    That's Why I'm Trying To Change

    Because this year has left me exhausted.Like woah.So tough.And people have it far worse, of this I know.But I am emotionally drained and refuse to let myself live another year like this one.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25 3 Responses Apr 15, 2011

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    Life's Been a Little Bit Rough On Me.

    The last couple years have been a whirlwind of hell  for me.  Leaving one job to move to a town I didn't want to live in to take care of someone I didn't want to live with.  Then I ended up taking a job I hated, and living in a house that was falling apart, and had...
    BlasphemousAngel BlasphemousAngel 31-35, M 3 Responses Jun 24, 2009

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    It's like the new version of this year is the most important and a half hours to get my life easier for me I have no clue what? The only one of those who don't like me but you. I...
    TheAvenue TheAvenue 18-21, M 3 hrs ago

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    Because you are a boy were the words of my mum
    EvaMarie1406 EvaMarie1406 22-25, M 3 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    i cant accept that i like girls..
    yan2 yan2 18-21, F 7 Responses 2 days ago

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    I will tell my what my disability is.. I have a learning disability with a TMI.. Witch is traumatic brain injury and PST chronic PST and depression and anxiety.. People like me...
    wawbanunagway wawbanunagway 31-35, F 3 days ago

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    Freeelectron Freeelectron 51-55, M 3 days ago

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    bushra28 bushra28 26-30, F 10 Responses 3 days ago

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    His name is Ruskin, and my grandma made him for me... When I was a baby I would talk to him all the time, I was about 7 when my dad got home from jail and Ruskin was nowhere to be...
    xXverlorenXx xXverlorenXx 22-25, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    There isn't anyone who knows my true hopes and dreams or the way my heart aches or the times I've walked days as a ghost. Pain is a torrential threat bearing down on me like a...
    InspireMeZilly InspireMeZilly 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    If I wear a dress and wear my hair girly and it hurts no one ... So what, happiness is all that matters
    Dryermaniac Dryermaniac 46-50, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    In My Ears And In My Eyes Seven The woman with the bag of popcorn was still sitting on the camp chair. She wore a scowl on her face - evidently she didn't care for seven young...
    MaryJanine MaryJanine 61-65, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    You can, you just have to be prepared for the reactions u'll get. U will have to take some negativity. But u can and if u want to u should. But it shouldn't have to be like this...
    darkspiritwolf darkspiritwolf 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I'm a 15 year old sissyboy who secretly wears his 17 year old sisters bra panties bikini lingirie tights leggings dresses skirts tank tops gowns heels lipstick skinny jeans heels...
    sissyboyteen sissyboyteen 13-15, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    im 14 and cant tell if i like being fat or not i weigh 120 pounds and am 4 feet and 7 inches so that adds to my plump look. Also how icant tell is when im with friends im self...
    penguinluv penguinluv 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    What do you do when you outlive all your goals? Do you just pick a few; some easy ones for short-term goals and some crazy ones for the long term? Do you take it to a committee...
    RoadPoet RoadPoet 41-45, M 6 Responses 6 days ago

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    I tried over the years several times, throwing away many pretty clothes only to go get more and more, i realized and accepted the inner feminine girl in me and that i am and want...
    alexiswcd alexiswcd 56-60, T 8 Responses a week ago

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    I don't have a favorite anime, but my favorite anime soundtrack is easily canta per me by yuki kaijura. As for my favorites, I'm certain they would include the tatami Galaxy...
    MeadowLark4 MeadowLark4 18-21 Jan 31

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    I love dressing up as a princess. now I need someone to treat me like one.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 30

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    In My Ears And In My Eyes Three Mommy came crashing through the damp grass, swinging a huge locust stick. For a minute, I thought she had abandoned her no-spanking rule and was...
    MaryJanine MaryJanine 61-65, F Jan 30

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    In My Ears And In My Eyes One The shock and sting of Marie's blow - she always hit hard - was followed by anger and tears. "I'm gonna TELL," I quavered, putting my hands behind...
    MaryJanine MaryJanine 61-65, F 1 Response Jan 28

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    MEDICAL TIP: If you or someone you know are suffering from itching and/or rash problem (especially where the sun don't shine) or any other part of yer body then the simple solution...
    Sazzio Sazzio 26-30, M Jan 26

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    is name is (initials) Z.T, my first love/boyfriend ..we met when i was 14? (young silly love, didn't get really serious until i reached my Sophmore year) and dated until after i...
    anonymouskiwi anonymouskiwi 22-25, T Jan 26

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    is name is (initials) Z.T, my first love/boyfriend ..we met when i was 14? (young silly love, didn't get really serious until i reached my Sophmore year) and dated until after i...
    anonymouskiwi anonymouskiwi 22-25, T 1 Response Jan 26

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    is name is (initials) Z.T, my first love/boyfriend ..we met when i was 14? (young silly love, didn't get really serious until i reached my Sophmore year) and dated until after i...
    anonymouskiwi anonymouskiwi 22-25, T Jan 26

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    OK I bet all of you think whatever im going to say is weird but... I had(have?) a crush on my neighbour who lives across me. Like we live on the same floor and our room windows...
    xoabelxo xoabelxo 18-21, F Jan 25

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    Not Me!You’ll not emasculate me!Oh I’m well aware of how modern society and liberal ideology …..Feminism, have conspired to cut the very nuts off the last of us...
    Extant1 Extant1 51-55, M 2 Responses Jan 24

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    The reason behind the beard: When I was a senior in high school, my dad got real sick they told him he had cancer and 6 months left. I'd been trying to grow a beard early in high...
    bigmountain1 bigmountain1 51-55, M 1 Response Jan 23

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    Wearing this! Wearing only THIS!!(p.s. owned by Elizabeth Taylor, gift from Richard Burton)
    Fastolff Fastolff 56-60, M 1 Response Jan 23

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    And she told me she feels the same. More than LIKE.
    Mathsman Mathsman 61-65, M 1 Response Jan 22

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    After spending years of my life with my aunt as Rachel her niece. It has become difficult to continue after I lost her last year. For people to judge me on why I am happy to...
    rachelsparrow1964 rachelsparrow1964 51-55, T Jan 22

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    Pigs On Ice Part 2 So, here we are, imprisoned by yet another one of nature’s abundant blessings. Actually, this time it’s three abundants – snow, rain, and ice. This...
    betsysmiles betsysmiles 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 21

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