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I Cant Bear the Thought of Another Year Like This One

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    I Wouldnt Survive Another Time

    2011.The year when i left my mum to live with my aunt and uncle,The year when my sister tried committing suicideThe year i tried committing suicideThe year when i saw my sister skin and bonesThe year I cut everydayThe year when my best friend tried committing suicideThe year my...
    UmbraEyes UmbraEyes 18-21, F Mar 14, 2012

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    Lonely

    My friend moved and I have been crying since. I have another friend!! She made fun of my friend that moved!! I stopped being friends with her when I thought of all the times she hurt my feelings and became friends with people who hate me or people i do not like!! She would...
    Peachie66 Peachie66 13-15, F Feb 2, 2011

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    No Way...no How

    I don't know if I have the strength to go through another year like this one. I'm not even sure if I have the strength to finish this year...I am scared to death to see what it has in store for me. Between bad decisions, bad luck, bad relationships, bad surgery and bad sickness...
    purpleriz purpleriz 46-50, F 6 Responses Jul 28, 2009

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    Is It Possible To Live 10 Years In 1?

    This feels like it's been the longest year of my life. Illness, my daughter's surgery, my father's second stroke, postponement of meetings and a wedding.........gaining back a lot of the weight I lost due to stress and illness. The heat is keeping me from being able to workout...
    DieKatzeSchreibt DieKatzeSchreibt 41-45 Jul 17, 2011

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    The First Part

    This year has been truly special to me, yet if I could divide it into two installments, the first part, I would never wish to revisit again, but have had to, as I needed to go through a great deal of it to get where I am now.  The first part was very much filled with...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 27, 2008

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    Life's Been a Little Bit Rough On Me.

    The last couple years have been a whirlwind of hell  for me.  Leaving one job to move to a town I didn't want to live in to take care of someone I didn't want to live with.  Then I ended up taking a job I hated, and living in a house that was falling apart, and had...
    BlasphemousAngel BlasphemousAngel 31-35, M 3 Responses Jun 24, 2009

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    That's Why I'm Trying To Change

    Because this year has left me exhausted.Like woah.So tough.And people have it far worse, of this I know.But I am emotionally drained and refuse to let myself live another year like this one.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25 3 Responses Apr 15, 2011

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    Not Anymore, Please.

    this year has certainly been hell for me. thinking about all the fights, all the shouting, all the tears and all the pain.... i really can't believe how do i make it alive. sometimes i felt like jumping out of the window from the apartment that i lived in, but nah.... i can't...
    LovelessAdvocate LovelessAdvocate 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 19, 2010

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    I think I can admit it now. I am in love with another woman the one I can never have. She is family. Not blood family but the in-law.I like the way she looks, the way she walks...
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    I was six years old. I barley remember anything from those years but... that night is so clear. its been 7 years and I just still cant believe it happened. my cousins are my...
    scarlettmarie scarlettmarie 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I feel like people get upset with me with every decision that I make. I don't know if it's me or what?
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    I feel like anything I do is wrong. How can I fix that ? It's hurting me emotionally. I just wish I knew.
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    One time in school, back before my stalking days, there was this one teacher who I REALLY hate now, but that is a different story... He was a different kinda teacher, young, most...
    MARAVELOUS MARAVELOUS 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    So i have finished another year of school 1 year left to go D: means i wont be able to wear my uniform again :(
    XxChloexXx XxChloexXx 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I've always want to meet one direction but it will never happen I'm saving money for backstage pass for next year or the year after I hope I get enough moneyπŸ˜€πŸ˜†πŸ˜…πŸ˜”
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    To me, the worst feeling in the world is the feeling of being trapped. I have felt this way for as long as I can remember. However, in one sense, I must accept that everyone is...
    DepressedDemigod DepressedDemigod 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    ****, I was so scared to hit this button. This is something that I've always wanted to do. I guess since I already where males clothing I already am to an extent. But just for the...
    DriftingLeaf DriftingLeaf 18-21 1 Response 6 days ago

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    My favorite age is 2 and I have a toy leopard I sleep with every night.and I want to be treated like a 2 year old one day. It might not come true but...its nice to dream..
    smileforme14 smileforme14 13-15, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Eli235 Eli235 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 23

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    I made a decision that cost me eternal love, joy, peace, relationship... all the good things that only Love Himself can give. I don't understand why I did it, the only answer would...
    Coloursearching Coloursearching 22-25 Jul 23

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    Well.... **** happens. I don't know, i will probably bore you with this story, but it is my story. So here it goes. (I want to apologize in advance for any spelling errors or...
    Eli235 Eli235 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 22

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    I feel like I have failed in love because I can't seem to find the right person and then the fact that When i do our relationship is only for less then a year like 6 months or less...
    Mtay222 Mtay222 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 21

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    I love Candles! Especially ones that fill the entire room with the different aromas I love. Like ones that take me back to my childhood when my grandmother would bake all day. I...
    azy88 azy88 22-25, F Jul 21

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    I'm not actually sure where I should start with everything I would like to be open and honest about everything my my relationship in the past 11 years but it's a lot for any one...
    buttermonkey buttermonkey 26-30, F Jul 20

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    That's kinda hurt, I once fell too deep and i found it impossible to shut away the acute feeling of that emotional pain, I waited all day and night, only ended up with...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    The Babysitter Murders Chapter Two Shortly after Brenda became our babysitter, my baby brother, Michael Christopher, joined the family. From the first, Daddy ignored the poor...
    MaryJanine MaryJanine 56-60, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    My boyfriend and I have been dating for about one year and one month. He is 19, I am 18, we are both very open-minded, and we are madly in love with each other. Fairytale story, no...
    aspiretobegreat aspiretobegreat 18-21, F Jul 20

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    When I was younger I'd find myself shaving my body smooth, polishing my nails and doing my face before dressing myself as femininely as possible! My mind would be blank and it was...
    amandatrane1 amandatrane1 51-55, T Jul 19

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    AutoLove0 AutoLove0 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 18

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    What the etiquette is useful for? Why the hell this even exists? Or is it just another kind of hipocricy, an innocent one, an eclipse tool for reality, a destroyer of natural and...
    sirolosirolo sirolosirolo 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    I like listening to Hip Hop & Rap music except I'm not black. I don't consider myself white as well. I consider myself Latino or brown more closely associated to Mexico. Of course...
    Noology19 Noology19 26-30 Jul 17

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    Finding someone like oneself is a never ending journey..
    Tabooish Tabooish 18-21 Jul 17

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    Alright, so I'll start at the beginning. It was my first year of middle school--sixth grade. I had recently been stabbed in the back by one of my best friends and was devastated by...
    NavyArmadillo NavyArmadillo 13-15, F Jul 16

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    This song is for all the women out there That have been lied to by their men And I know y'all been lied to, over and over again This is for y'all yo maybe you didn't break the way...
    AshleyakaPebbles AshleyakaPebbles 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 16

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    im going to this new high school next year (im a freshmen) and I know no one going to the school my friends are all going to different schools, im not even sure if those friends...
    FabulousMisha101 FabulousMisha101 13-15, M 2 Responses Jul 16

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    I've been that option to others. But no more. Actually, better idea, if you treat me as an option, that's how I'll treat you. Seems fair to me.
    usernameinneed usernameinneed 26-30, M Jul 16

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