I Can't Believe How Much That Hurt

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    Ignorance Angers Me

    For the first time in my entire time being in school I had to physically remove myself from a classroom. After listening to the "To this day project" by Shane Koyczan, my teacher lead a discussion about depression and the affects of bullying. The ignorance, the self centered, the...
    sagesbones sagesbones
    18-21, M
    1 Response Feb 25, 2013

    Saline Drips Suck.

    Okay, so I recently was hospitalized and they had to put me on a saline drip. Now, I'm not afraid of needles, even when my father told me they were going to stick a 20 gage needle into my vein on the side of my wrist. I was pretty much out of it, so I didn't care at all. But...
    ArabellaBlythe ArabellaBlythe
    22-25, F
    9 Responses Apr 19, 2009

    Ugh

    I've had several boyfriends, but my longest relationship was with Gary, which lasted 4 yrs. Thing was I found out he cheated on me twice. I'm still slightly horrified because I thought I knew him very well, but I was wrong. But that's why I second guess peoples' actions...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Oct 19, 2012

    Me Neither

    It's just a head ache, yet it feels like it can definitely kill me!
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort
    36-40, F
    3 Responses May 26, 2009

    WOW

    I was getting the kids ready to go out w/ the idiot and the baby came running up to me for a kiss. I guess her intentions were to put her hands on my face and squeeze my cheeks together but what she got was my throat. It's been almost a year since my surgery and you would think...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality
    36-40, F
    11 Responses Apr 19, 2009

    Ouch,my Back!

     i was helping my seventy five year  old neighbor.he had a trash compactor he needed moved.so being the way i am,i said i would do it.i was going along fine.then,while i was toting this old 200 lb hep,the floor gave in.one leg went through,the other caught.and i fell...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself
    36-40
    Nov 2, 2009

    Just Joining The Group

    That is exactly what I think from time to time. There have been times when the world was so full of pain that all I wanted was to disappear. Sometimes it's even hard to believe how different the reality can seem, and then it seems the only way to look at things and the only way...
    GingerishMagic GingerishMagic
    26-30, F
    Oct 17, 2012

    Lonely

    I just want to chat to someone ,nothing more, everything on the internet is about sex. I just want to exchange emails about life and find a friend.
    chattymartin chattymartin
    46-50, M
    Feb 19, 2013

    so much pain for one human

    my body s shaking , my eyes r tearing , my heart pulse s raising i only treated him well , i did everthg i could do to be together , i always ve foregiven him he finally leaves me , surrendring to life he left me with no fight , he said he did hid best wat should i do to make u...
    utopialover utopialover
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 10, 2013

    What a Shock!

    I still talk to my ex lover now and then...He's wanted to see me from time to time..However, he know's that I love my husband with all my heart and would never do anything to hurt our realtionship...Except for talking to him on the phone!  Imagine my suprise...to find out...
    tks tks
    36-40, F
    10 Responses May 26, 2009

    Ouch

    In order of increasing intensity:   Two broken fingers with the fingernails ripped off.  Went numb for half an hour; didn't realize at first the nails were gone. A broken leg.  Amazing how much that didn't really hurt. A sprained ankle.  Hurt worse than...
    EBunbury EBunbury
    46-50, M
    3 Responses Apr 20, 2009

    Eyes

    Silently I turn my gaze to you. Our eyes lock and your smiled disappeared. You looked so happy but your eyes said different. I just want to reach out and hold you. To tell you your not alone. I couldn't stand to see you like that. You were as stubborn as a mule, yet you're still...
    WingedGuardian WingedGuardian
    13-15, F
    Nov 25, 2010

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