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I Can't Believe I Love Him This Much

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    The Search Is Over......

    I joined this group yesterday, with the intent to add a story at a later time.  When I logged in today, I had a new comment on a story I had written last November, and it compelled me to write it now.  The previous story about not believing that love truly exists, but...
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor 51-55, F 1 Response Mar 25, 2010

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    My Love For Him

    all day every day all i seem to think about is him...is he okay? what's he doing? who is he with? etc. Whenever he goes out i used to think about the other females and if he is behaving himself, but now he has shown me that i can trust him. this made my love for him grow even...
    Pinkee876 Pinkee876 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 20, 2010

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    To The Point Where I'm Pained

    Missing people is a part of life. People walk in and out of others lives every day. People never really notice when someone walks out unless its a loved one. The guy i love with every inch of me, the one id give my last breath for, the one that was going to be till death walked...
    browneyegirl89 browneyegirl89 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 4, 2009

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    I Do But I Really Should Not

    He is married he is 18 years my senior. I really should not have these feelings for him I really should not love him as much as this but I do. He is there in my mind if I see him or not at any point in the day he is still in my mind. From getting up to going to bed. He comes...
    shall13 shall13 36-40, F 2 Responses Jun 25, 2013

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    He Does That Thing To Me So Good

    His love is good.  It feels awesome, surreal, I see him and I can't stop smiling.  I LOVE him.  The last weekend was perfect with him.  Spent it at his house and hit the streets of New York City for a while too.  Every time he'd look at me, said...
    yoyy yoyy 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 23, 2010

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    My Love Is Not Sexual

    Well i think i should start out by saying that my love is for my friend Levi and he is an amazing friend and he is helpful all the way to the end and always knows what to do to make things right with everybody.  He and i have been friends for a little while and i have told him...
    grimhim grimhim 18-21, M Sep 6, 2011

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    We're going through rough times right now and the amount of pain I feel about it just feels so intense.  We need to get through it.  We have to.
    yoyy yoyy 26-30, F Aug 13, 2010

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    He's Frustrating And Confusing

    I've known this guy, richard, for about a year now. I met him last year in august. Last year we got together september fourth and we stayed together for 8 months. I fell in love wit him and he wit me, we made future plans and we were completely in love. i helped him thru his...
    VixenHeart VixenHeart 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 10, 2010

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    Life Is Eternal And Love Is Immortal

    I didn't choose to love you, my heart choose you. I build my world around you, I let you be apart of my dreams and with each season that came and went my love for you grew stronger, The day you broke my heart and shattered my world I still cant believe why I love so much even...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 11, 2011

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    It Was Supposed To Be Superficial...

    Note the "Supposed". It was SUPPOSED to be a fairly meaningless relationship. It was SUPPOSED to just be someone to comfort me whil I got over my first love, who blatantly turned me down. It was SUPPOSED to be just some guy who had a crush on me, who I knew somewhat and was sorta...
    Veronica4 Veronica4 18-21, F Jun 19, 2011

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    It Amazes Me Sometimes...

    it amazes me sometimes just how much i love my fiance. its like, i didn't think i was capable of loving someone as much as i loved him. he makes my heart melt. he makes me happy just by giving me a hug, he brings a smile to my face, just by being there when i wake up. he really...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Nov 30, 2009

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    I have tried so hard to get over someone I haven't even dated ! He's just my best friend and I've liked him forever, but no matter how hard I try I can't seem to like anyone else
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    One day I'll snap and it will be so much fun!
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    It's been two years since my ex boyfriend and I broke up. I'm still not over it. He recently started dating my best friend. Everyday they hang out together and kiss and flirt...
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    3 years off and on, long distance one day hes so sweet he says he loves me the next day hes soo distant with me hardly messages me i miss how things used to be but were not...
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    I once knew a guy for a few hours then i rode him and he busted inside me. About 5min after that i meet his wife.
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    If I said I hated my life it'd be an under statement. After having all that I've ever wanted out of life twice & losing it all I'm pretty sure that there is no god or he hates me.
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    exoflower exoflower 70+, F 42 mins ago

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    The title is my life. It happened 8 years ago. Wow, I can't believe it has been that long... At 7 years of marriage and 3 kids, my husband and I became roommates... I loved him but...
    swimminginemotions swimminginemotions 31-35, F 5 Responses Mar 28

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    It sucks when you're ignored by the person whose attention is the only thing you want in the world. Ever since this girl first walked into our school, I couldn’t take my eyes...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 2

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    It sucks when you're ignored by the person whose attention is the only thing you want in the world. Ever since this girl first walked into our school, I couldn’t take my eyes...
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    DarkHappiness DarkHappiness 13-15, F 6 Responses Mar 31

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    I have a problem. Noone is listening what I'm saying, noone respects me. I have no friends, I'm lonely just because I'm honest and I can't stand when somebody tricks me. Anyway...
    anonimus124 anonimus124 41-45, F Apr 8

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    I know he's a bad guy. Kind of terrible, actually. However, I can't NOT want him. It's over. He ended it weeks ago, but I still think about him. It doesn't take my breath away or...
    CaliLove87 CaliLove87 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    I'm one of those people who strongly believe that if they want something hard enough, they can get it. However, at the same time I realize I'm not like that at all. Sometimes, in...
    LadyCinephile LadyCinephile 22-25, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    hallasholm101 hallasholm101 18-21 a week ago

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    My boyfriend and I are currently trying to work things out after he made out with someone else 3 weeks ago. We have been dating 2 1/2 years and live together. His is my best...
    mixedup2 mixedup2 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 20

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    oh dang. I'm looking at this picture of that person. I realized I hecka loved him. I don't think I do anymore because my emotions seem to have calmed down but there's a part of me...
    wackywoman wackywoman 26-30 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    DeadlyKryptonite DeadlyKryptonite 13-15, F Mar 20

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    People keep telling me I am negative. They don't know what I have to go through or what I have been through and even if they knew they’d probably say my problems are not problems...
    lonewolff666 lonewolff666 26-30, F 4 Responses Mar 27

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    Sometimes I feel like my fiancée doesn't know how much I love him. I am so in love with him. I do anything for him. I love him so much and now even more than ever. We recently had...
    Krystalgarciaa Krystalgarciaa 22-25, F Mar 25

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    I hate to stereotype God as some deity who takes pleasure in our suffering or humilation. Or God who claims to love us but does not interfere in the affairs of humans and sits upon...
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