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I Can't Believe I Love Him This Much

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 123 People

    To The Point Where I'm Pained

    Missing people is a part of life. People walk in and out of others lives every day. People never really notice when someone walks out unless its a loved one. The guy i love with every inch of me, the one id give my last breath for, the one that was going to be till death walked...
    browneyegirl89 browneyegirl89 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 4, 2009

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    My Love Is Not Sexual

    Well i think i should start out by saying that my love is for my friend Levi and he is an amazing friend and he is helpful all the way to the end and always knows what to do to make things right with everybody.  He and i have been friends for a little while and i have told him...
    grimhim grimhim 18-21, M Sep 6, 2011

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    It Was Supposed To Be Superficial...

    Note the "Supposed". It was SUPPOSED to be a fairly meaningless relationship. It was SUPPOSED to just be someone to comfort me whil I got over my first love, who blatantly turned me down. It was SUPPOSED to be just some guy who had a crush on me, who I knew somewhat and was sorta...
    Veronica4 Veronica4 18-21, F Jun 19, 2011

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    He Does That Thing To Me So Good

    His love is good.  It feels awesome, surreal, I see him and I can't stop smiling.  I LOVE him.  The last weekend was perfect with him.  Spent it at his house and hit the streets of New York City for a while too.  Every time he'd look at me, said...
    yoyy yoyy 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 23, 2010

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    My Love For Him

    all day every day all i seem to think about is him...is he okay? what's he doing? who is he with? etc. Whenever he goes out i used to think about the other females and if he is behaving himself, but now he has shown me that i can trust him. this made my love for him grow even...
    Pinkee876 Pinkee876 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 20, 2010

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    I Do But I Really Should Not

    He is married he is 18 years my senior. I really should not have these feelings for him I really should not love him as much as this but I do. He is there in my mind if I see him or not at any point in the day he is still in my mind. From getting up to going to bed. He comes...
    shall13 shall13 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 25, 2013

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    He's Frustrating And Confusing

    I've known this guy, richard, for about a year now. I met him last year in august. Last year we got together september fourth and we stayed together for 8 months. I fell in love wit him and he wit me, we made future plans and we were completely in love. i helped him thru his...
    VixenHeart VixenHeart 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 10, 2010

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    So Hard

    i really love him, but he can't see, the one he belongs with, is really just me. we smile, we laugh, i think of him in class, so much fun when we're together, i wish it would last forever. i'm lost then i'm found, when ever he's around. why doesn't he know, how can i show, i love...
    xxemoxisxlovexx xxemoxisxlovexx 16-17 2 Responses Sep 30, 2009

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    I'd Wait Forever

     In my age now I never thought I'd sacrifice evrything for a guy. How lucky of that guy, I'm willing to sacrifice my luxury just to be with him. I lie to my parents to be with him. I hurt others feeling just to make him smile and happy.I love you this much?! My goodness...
    boznicxs boznicxs 13-15, F Sep 30, 2009

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    It Amazes Me Sometimes...

    it amazes me sometimes just how much i love my fiance. its like, i didn't think i was capable of loving someone as much as i loved him. he makes my heart melt. he makes me happy just by giving me a hug, he brings a smile to my face, just by being there when i wake up. he really...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Nov 30, 2009

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    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 2 Responses Sep 30, 2009

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    We're going through rough times right now and the amount of pain I feel about it just feels so intense.  We need to get through it.  We have to.
    yoyy yoyy 26-30, F Aug 13, 2010

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    Life Is Eternal And Love Is Immortal

    I didn't choose to love you, my heart choose you. I build my world around you, I let you be apart of my dreams and with each season that came and went my love for you grew stronger, The day you broke my heart and shattered my world I still cant believe why I love so much even...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 11, 2011

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    The Search Is Over......

    I joined this group yesterday, with the intent to add a story at a later time.  When I logged in today, I had a new comment on a story I had written last November, and it compelled me to write it now.  The previous story about not believing that love truly exists, but...
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor 51-55, F 1 Response Mar 25, 2010

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    Timing is so horrible for me. My first relationship wasn't even a "relationship" because I told him I love him too early and he freaked out. Now I've finally met a better guy and...
    batjokes batjokes 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 16

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    I'm an all or nothing person. Either they are ugly but have a great personality or attractive and is a crappy person or they just don't like me. XD Why can't I find a human that...
    InvaderGashloog InvaderGashloog 70+, F 3 Responses Oct 15

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    I'm just glad I found this site. So cool can't wait to explore the rest of it!
    skinnylove22 skinnylove22 16-17, F Oct 5

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    I am recently divorced. It was quite the right decision for me. The problem is moving on and finding a decent man. I started dating someone I met on Match and we had been together...
    14nolookingback 14nolookingback 36-40, F 6 Responses Oct 16

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    I gave this guy a bj twice and hes 3 years older and hes the nicest ever and so cool and then he randomly strted ignoring me and so after two weeks, he txted to meet and we did but...
    Lonelygirl2639 Lonelygirl2639 13-15, F 5 Responses Oct 15

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    My partner is going away for two weeks for a job. I feel so heartbroken I am going to miss him terribly, He was suppose to go for longer but now it has been knocked off by two...
    Fruitbowl Fruitbowl 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 9

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    I'm having so much trouble finding someone who will actually take time to get to know me. I know I am young but it is so frustrating. It seems like no one wants someone who's...
    bnay17 bnay17 22-25 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Looking for you keeps me awake , I keep talking to none but self. My few moments of intimacy, space for self and some privacy.. How can you not hear my lonesome cry .. Why my life...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 1 Response 4 days ago

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    So far I've only met jerks, immature guys, lazy, boring, just guys who aren't great. I know there's good, no, GREAT guys out there, but its peculiar to just find one. I feel like...
    destiny0710 destiny0710 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 4

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    Like, honestly someone to love you and hold you and kiss you and want ONLY you .. I don't even think guys like that exist anymore ...
    toobreezzee toobreezzee 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 14

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    I have been a "nice guy" my whole life. I have treated women exactly the way that they should be treated and deserve to be treated, yet I have never found someone to share my life...
    CGtrojan10 CGtrojan10 41-45, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Guys like that are all over!! They just don't go for hos.
    NormalTeenGirl NormalTeenGirl 13-15, F Oct 14

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    Sorry but seriously? I can guarantee most women claiming to look for a 'great guy' or a 'nice guy' have either friend zoned them all or deemed them unworthy of their time for some...
    Anth9012 Anth9012 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 14

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    Well sometimes I feel like I always meet a jerk like I don't know why guys have to be so mean and rude to me after I get to know them. I just don't get that
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 15

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    In real life :/ Or is it that I'm too weird because I'm painfully shy and feels uncomfortable around people I find handsome. So I'll lash out using anger to hide these...
    SwanNual SwanNual 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 16

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    really hard "for me".... To Feel INSPIRED.... to Go anywhere or Do anything anymore. So, going to see the Utah Symphony Orchestra perform; Caught ME by surprise. (As an example, I...
    desireindisguise desireindisguise 56-60 Oct 16

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    It isn't. It's just that you women always go for those you like the look of rather than the content of a guys charecter!
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 3 Responses Oct 16

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    This sounds so full of bs. The reality is most women are looking for a'holes(bad boys attraction). They do not even notice awesome guys and then they create groups like this. You...
    MustKnow MustKnow 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 16

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    Let's see if you will understand.the other day I thought it was weird and just left it later in the night we (my wife and my self went to bed) later in the early hours of the...
    meatn2veg1 meatn2veg1 41-45, M 1 day ago

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    I remember being 9 years old so clearly..thinking "this is the last time I will be a one digit number", and about how fast time goes by..I'll be 50 in no time. I always tried to...
    onthisislandinthisworld onthisislandinthisworld 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 7

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    Girls, it's not that hard to find a great guy but you know what? mostly girls go after the cute, the handsome guy with six packs who is actually a 'Player" cause he has six packs...
    mahdiraza mahdiraza 16-17, M 2 Responses Oct 14

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    It's hard finding someone who great for you. When you finally meet that someone They neither taking or they last months and leave
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 14

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    Most boys my age just want to see my chest
    PuppyGirl748 PuppyGirl748 13-15, F 4 Responses Oct 15

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    Well their are guys like me that are nice. But I've dated a few women and I was always a gentleman. But they cheated on me. All of them. That's why I hate they way I look. I want a...
    Fireflames360 Fireflames360 16-17, M 2 Responses Oct 16

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    Hello girls add me I am always up for a chat with someone
    Scamp296 Scamp296 16-17, M Oct 16

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    Men are such douche-bags, no feminism intended but as a guy, I know that guys are rude, self-centered, insensitive, etc.
    Skuggington Skuggington 13-15, M 1 Response Oct 16

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    though , i've found ,i'm still thinking it's hard to find for the other. because almost all of my friend is very nice guy (but yeah.. some are socially awkward.
    Mmontag Mmontag 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 17

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    Like war, my appetite is infinite.
    CrimsonButtefly CrimsonButtefly 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 22

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    I feel helpless. It really is out of my control. I don't know if there's anything else that I can do. I'm frustrated because I had just typed out a long paragraph and it got erased...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 10

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    I am in love with my boss and she doesn't know it. She knows that I like her, due to the flowers and cards that I bought her, but I later found out that she had a boyfriend. I feel...
    marques30s marques30s 31-35, M 9 hrs ago

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    Right now, I need to focus on mending my insecurities and problems. Here are some quotes that I can relate to. I'll come back and read these every time I feel like breaking down...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F Oct 10

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    I can't do it anymore. I wanted to be strong. I don't want to guilt him. I didn't guilt him last time. He came back on his own. I only left him two messages, neither pressuring nor...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F Oct 3

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    I had this really weird, unexplainable thing happen to me over 3 years ago. I started to receive visions of this guy that I knew I have never met before but I felt like I was...
    electrapleiadian electrapleiadian 18-21, F 17 hrs ago

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