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I Can't Believe I Love Him This Much

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 148 People

    He's Frustrating And Confusing

    I've known this guy, richard, for about a year now. I met him last year in august. Last year we got together september fourth and we stayed together for 8 months. I fell in love wit him and he wit me, we made future plans and we were completely in love. i helped him thru his...
    VixenHeart VixenHeart 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 10, 2010

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    My Love Is Not Sexual

    Well i think i should start out by saying that my love is for my friend Levi and he is an amazing friend and he is helpful all the way to the end and always knows what to do to make things right with everybody.Ā  He and i have been friends for a little while and i have told him...
    grimhim grimhim 18-21, M Sep 6, 2011

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    I Do But I Really Should Not

    He is married he is 18 years my senior. I really should not have these feelings for him I really should not love him as much as this but I do. He is there in my mind if I see him or not at any point in the day he is still in my mind. From getting up to going to bed. He comes...
    shall13 shall13 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 25, 2013

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    I'd Wait Forever

     In my age now I never thought I'd sacrifice evrything for a guy. How lucky of that guy, I'm willing to sacrifice my luxury just to be with him. I lie to my parents to be with him. I hurt others feeling just to make him smile and happy.I love you this much?! My goodness...
    boznicxs boznicxs 13-15, F Sep 30, 2009

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    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 2 Responses Sep 30, 2009

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    It Was Supposed To Be Superficial...

    Note the "Supposed". It was SUPPOSED to be a fairly meaningless relationship. It was SUPPOSED to just be someone to comfort me whil I got over my first love, who blatantly turned me down. It was SUPPOSED to be just some guy who had a crush on me, who I knew somewhat and was sorta...
    Veronica4 Veronica4 18-21, F Jun 19, 2011

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    To The Point Where I'm Pained

    Missing people is a part of life. People walk in and out of others lives every day. People never really notice when someone walks out unless its a loved one. The guy i love with every inch of me, the one id give my last breath for, the one that was going to be till death walked...
    browneyegirl89 browneyegirl89 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 4, 2009

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    The Search Is Over......

    I joined this group yesterday, with the intent to add a story at a later time.  When I logged in today, I had a new comment on a story I had written last November, and it compelled me to write it now.  The previous story about not believing that love truly exists, but...
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor 51-55, F 1 Response Mar 25, 2010

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    He Does That Thing To Me So Good

    His love is good.  It feels awesome, surreal, I see him and I can't stop smiling.  I LOVE him.  The last weekend was perfect with him.  Spent it at his house and hit the streets of New York City for a while too.  Every time he'd look at me, said...
    yoyy yoyy 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 23, 2010

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    We're going through rough times right now and the amount of pain I feel about it just feels so intense.  We need to get through it.  We have to.
    yoyy yoyy 26-30, F Aug 13, 2010

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    It Amazes Me Sometimes...

    it amazes me sometimes just how much i love my fiance. its like, i didn't think i was capable of loving someone as much as i loved him. he makes my heart melt. he makes me happy just by giving me a hug, he brings a smile to my face, just by being there when i wake up. he really...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Nov 30, 2009

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    My Love For Him

    all day every day all i seem to think about is him...is he okay? what's he doing? who is he with? etc. Whenever he goes out i used to think about the other females and if he is behaving himself, but now he has shown me that i can trust him. this made my love for him grow even...
    Pinkee876 Pinkee876 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 20, 2010

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    So Hard

    i really love him, but he can't see, the one he belongs with, is really just me. we smile, we laugh, i think of him in class, so much fun when we're together, i wish it would last forever. i'm lost then i'm found, when ever he's around. why doesn't he know, how can i show, i love...
    xxemoxisxlovexx xxemoxisxlovexx 16-17 2 Responses Sep 30, 2009

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    Life Is Eternal And Love Is Immortal

    I didn't choose to love you, my heart choose you. I build my world around you, I let you be apart of my dreams and with each season that came and went my love for you grew stronger, The day you broke my heart and shattered my world I still cant believe why I love so much even...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 11, 2011

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    First of all I know I may be judged because of my age but I really need to share this with someonešŸ˜“ Im 18 and I have just finished high school. I remember the first day of...
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    I'm with a great guy and I enjoy being with him but I can't seem to feel love. There is no powerful connection for me or any sexual interest. I wish o could feel love since he...
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    I love him. Sadly can't see my self losing these feelings.
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Brock Lee. No joke. He is actually a really nice guy and a volunteer firefighter. I call him "broccoli" and he lets me even though he's heard it a million times.
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    It is so crazy how you can like/love someone for such a long time. And when you finally come up to them they don't even know your name let long that you were in the same class...
    Alex4eve Alex4eve 13-15, F May 2

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    Some old ppl are so dumb. Do you really think that young man our woman really lovesyou? They are just using you for security and experience and because they have issues. You world...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Every time something happens in my house I get blamed for it because I am the only child. And for me nothing hurts more than getting blamed for things I haven't done
    xoValentina xoValentina 18-21, F 3 Responses May 19

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    I met this guy here on EP and it took us awhile to connect because of some stupid stuff. I have to tell you that in bed he is absolutely mind blowing. I've never been with a guy...
    unchainedmelodyforu unchainedmelodyforu 26-30, F 3 Responses May 23

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    Jisu... It sounds like Jesus..
    LazarusxD LazarusxD 16-17, F 7 hrs ago

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    **** will always be the stupid name to name your child.
    krimsonlove krimsonlove 22-25, F 4 hrs ago

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    It's disgusting to see people cheer them on. For all you might know, they may just be looking for someone to tell them not to do it! I know most cutters are just mentally...
    BloodEpiphone BloodEpiphone 13-15, F 1 Response May 5

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    My husband brought home the cutest girl ever!
    kittygurl66 kittygurl66 26-30, F 1 Response May 16

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    Solange... Like really? It sounds like a REALLY gross sex toy or man thong like... EWWWWWWWWW!!!!
    EricaAudrey22 EricaAudrey22 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I am truly missing my mom! I want to embrace her and kiss her on the cheek. I can't believe my mom is no longer with me and don't say she is with me in spirit because I am not...
    bootsie85 bootsie85 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    I'm in love with my ex n I know I can't have him anymore that hurts I feel useless because I couldn't help him I wish that he would come and there could be a us again but I...
    angie314 angie314 13-15, F 1 Response May 15

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    It doesn't matter who owns the land, you pay taxes anyways. I don't want to sound offensive, but why would anyone be OK with giving up their life just so the world can keep...
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    A few weeks ago, i met the most amazing girl... i've been seeing her around at school for a while, but never really bothered to talk to her. Then, one night, by total chance, we...
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    My dad yelled at me. He says I spend too much time locked up in my room on the computer. It's not actually true, and I think that I was *this* close to being grounded probably just...
    IRemainAnonymous IRemainAnonymous 13-15, F May 22

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    I still can feel the pain in my heart from this afternoon's conversation with my hubby. No matter how reasoned out with me, no matter how rational they might sound I still can't...
    Outofnowheregurl Outofnowheregurl 36-40, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I lived with my bf for a year.. He's from Iraq and I am from South America but we both live in United States. I discovered some pics on Facebook about him and a baby which I asked...
    Alicoop Alicoop 36-40, F 5 days ago

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    So my current boyfriend and I have been together for a year, but before that we were best friends for about 5 years. He has made me feel so amazing and I love him to absolute...
    redkey123 redkey123 18-21, F 1 Response May 9

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    I've been with my boyfriend for two years. I fell in love with him for all the good reasons everyone else falls in love.. He was smart, funny, fun to be around, and we had common...
    SillySquirrel SillySquirrel 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    Why [...] do some highly educated people believe religious claims? First, smart persons are good at defending ideas that they originally believed for non-smart reasons. They want...
    FryyM FryyM 22-25, M 3 Responses May 2

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    So it started with my Boss....We worked together for almost 2 years. I was his assistant?Things started off very bad for us.I really thought he hated me.We are shall we say night...
    Soverystupid Soverystupid 41-45, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I have been with my Fiance for almost 2 years now. He was just getting out of a long relationship when we met, and I knew this. After about 9 months together, I found his phone...
    mkwright99 mkwright99 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I always overthink. I always over analyze. Every damn thing. I hate it because I feel like I'm going insane! People tell me to chill out, but sorry, I can't. My most recent...
    TheIvoryOwl TheIvoryOwl 18-21, F May 16