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I Can't Believe I Love Him This Much

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 149 People

    I'd Wait Forever

     In my age now I never thought I'd sacrifice evrything for a guy. How lucky of that guy, I'm willing to sacrifice my luxury just to be with him. I lie to my parents to be with him. I hurt others feeling just to make him smile and happy.I love you this much?! My goodness...
    boznicxs boznicxs 13-15, F Sep 30, 2009

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    My Love For Him

    all day every day all i seem to think about is him...is he okay? what's he doing? who is he with? etc. Whenever he goes out i used to think about the other females and if he is behaving himself, but now he has shown me that i can trust him. this made my love for him grow even...
    Pinkee876 Pinkee876 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 20, 2010

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    I Do But I Really Should Not

    He is married he is 18 years my senior. I really should not have these feelings for him I really should not love him as much as this but I do. He is there in my mind if I see him or not at any point in the day he is still in my mind. From getting up to going to bed. He comes...
    shall13 shall13 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 25, 2013

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    He Does That Thing To Me So Good

    His love is good.  It feels awesome, surreal, I see him and I can't stop smiling.  I LOVE him.  The last weekend was perfect with him.  Spent it at his house and hit the streets of New York City for a while too.  Every time he'd look at me, said...
    yoyy yoyy 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 23, 2010

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    My Love Is Not Sexual

    Well i think i should start out by saying that my love is for my friend Levi and he is an amazing friend and he is helpful all the way to the end and always knows what to do to make things right with everybody.  He and i have been friends for a little while and i have told him...
    grimhim grimhim 18-21, M Sep 6, 2011

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    He's Frustrating And Confusing

    I've known this guy, richard, for about a year now. I met him last year in august. Last year we got together september fourth and we stayed together for 8 months. I fell in love wit him and he wit me, we made future plans and we were completely in love. i helped him thru his...
    VixenHeart VixenHeart 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 10, 2010

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    Life Is Eternal And Love Is Immortal

    I didn't choose to love you, my heart choose you. I build my world around you, I let you be apart of my dreams and with each season that came and went my love for you grew stronger, The day you broke my heart and shattered my world I still cant believe why I love so much even...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 11, 2011

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    We're going through rough times right now and the amount of pain I feel about it just feels so intense.  We need to get through it.  We have to.
    yoyy yoyy 26-30, F Aug 13, 2010

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    So Hard

    i really love him, but he can't see, the one he belongs with, is really just me. we smile, we laugh, i think of him in class, so much fun when we're together, i wish it would last forever. i'm lost then i'm found, when ever he's around. why doesn't he know, how can i show, i love...
    xxemoxisxlovexx xxemoxisxlovexx 16-17 2 Responses Sep 30, 2009

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    To The Point Where I'm Pained

    Missing people is a part of life. People walk in and out of others lives every day. People never really notice when someone walks out unless its a loved one. The guy i love with every inch of me, the one id give my last breath for, the one that was going to be till death walked...
    browneyegirl89 browneyegirl89 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 4, 2009

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    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 1 Response Sep 30, 2009

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    The Search Is Over......

    I joined this group yesterday, with the intent to add a story at a later time.  When I logged in today, I had a new comment on a story I had written last November, and it compelled me to write it now.  The previous story about not believing that love truly exists, but...
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor 51-55, F 1 Response Mar 25, 2010

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    It Amazes Me Sometimes...

    it amazes me sometimes just how much i love my fiance. its like, i didn't think i was capable of loving someone as much as i loved him. he makes my heart melt. he makes me happy just by giving me a hug, he brings a smile to my face, just by being there when i wake up. he really...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Nov 30, 2009

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    It Was Supposed To Be Superficial...

    Note the "Supposed". It was SUPPOSED to be a fairly meaningless relationship. It was SUPPOSED to just be someone to comfort me whil I got over my first love, who blatantly turned me down. It was SUPPOSED to be just some guy who had a crush on me, who I knew somewhat and was sorta...
    Veronica4 Veronica4 18-21, F Jun 19, 2011

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    He's like a man who was so perfect, and after he shown me his real behaviour. Always his friends on first place , flirts around, complains about everything, he's never satisfied...
    Annabel1712 Annabel1712 18-21 5 hrs ago

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    My husband wants kids. I don't. I can't sleep.
    FakeIsTheNewReal FakeIsTheNewReal 31-35, F 4 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    This crazy world we live in, where its acceptable for people to do as they please without repercussions makes it very difficult for someone like myself to meet a REAL great guy...
    Plaincountrygirl Plaincountrygirl 36-40, F 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    So tired but can't sleep..
    MsStruggle MsStruggle 16-17, F 15 hrs ago

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    Omg, this sounds sort of like me and my best friend. it's just so many emotions I wabt to get out and I think this is the place to do it. I'm in love with my best friend. It's...
    Daydo99 Daydo99 16-17 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    If god exists, then he would have revealed himself to every single person in the world when the very first human beings appeared, which was at least 10's of thousands of years ago...
    rick357 rick357 22-25, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    There's a person on here called TheKeepersSecret. Holy **** their posts are terrifying and super sad. I'm not sure if it's real or maybe it's from a book or a movie but man it's...
    HannahSavannah HannahSavannah 18-21, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    A few years back, I remember finding an old, worn out book that was paperback, yet it was missing the front and back covers and the first couple pages. Of course, the curiosity...
    TenshiFox TenshiFox 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    Some time ago I posted a story called paying for love. There was a woman in my life. I saw her several weekends a year. We live in different States over a thousand miles apart. We...
    Spaneele Spaneele 56-60 2 days ago

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    Wow I can't believe that August is already here. It seems like the summer flew by very quickly and school will be starting for me in a couple of weeks. Doesn't seem like I got to...
    brianna747 brianna747 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    It's actually easy: just by being a great gal! :)
    Hornesty Hornesty 46-50, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    today i left my phone in my room and im sharing the room with my friend Ignacio but in separate beds (he wanted in the same bed but no way) so i left the room because i was thirsty...
    Romitri657 Romitri657 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Oh wow! I thought I was the weird one and considered hiring a therapist but it looks like I'm not. I've an amazing mother and had a loving father. Growing up, they took care of...
    alphabrownie alphabrownie 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    For a while, I believed that great guys only exist in books. But then: “You cannot date a boy in a book. But you can date a boy who LOVES BOOKS. And that is what you should do...
    DeuxExMachina DeuxExMachina 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Her name was Angelina. She met me when I was broadcasting on twitch tv. She came in and watched me play dead space with my buddy, she commented and left cute little emojis. I didn...
    EvoKinevil EvoKinevil 26-30, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Why do I care if he doesn't love me anymore? I wish I never fell for him I wish I didn't still love him I wish I never asked him out I just wish I could slit my throat I don't know...
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Well wtf this **** sucks. You can't control who you like and it's messed up. The guy doesn't even know I exist and I can't stop liking him. I wish if I could just forget about him...
    beautifulpain96 beautifulpain96 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Opposite: Great Girls are rare breed too, all good ones are either taken or committed or probably like girls!!!!! And then I m surprised, how come all bad boys have the best...
    simplydbest simplydbest 22-25, M 7 Responses 5 days ago

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    I am a person that loves travelling.That travells every year. I moved few years back to another country. I travel hundreds of kilometers to see my relatives and close friends...
    Jinkasai Jinkasai 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    Literally, I was just about to write a whole rant about how my week has been going so far, and half way through the almost-essay-long paragraph, I realized how whiny I was being. I...
    momochki momochki 16-17 a week ago

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    I don't believe in God. When I say it out loud, it's hard for me to understand why. I've always believed in God as a kid. I was raised that God heals all and we must pray everyday...
    Shygal3029876 Shygal3029876 18-21, F a week ago

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    I'll be 30 this October 2015, I can't believe I'll be that old. and I still don't drive..or can't drive. Its not that I haven't tried. As a teen I took driver's ed in highschool...
    DrawingDragons DrawingDragons 26-30, F Jul 27

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    I believe we all have a Batman like friend (emotionless and stotic) while i'm the Joker friend (carefree and funny), except almost nowhere near psychotic:I tried so hard, my dear...
    EternalLuckyGuy EternalLuckyGuy 13-15, M 1 Response Jul 25

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    Although I'm not one to fangirl over movie stars, singers, etc; Channing Tatum is an exception. How can you not love him!😍😆
    WonderxGirl WonderxGirl 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 25

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    You know when you think you're over it but you're really not. In October I started talking to this guy. It was weird because no one had ever shown interest in me prior to this but...
    FightingForRecovery FightingForRecovery 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 24

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    I know it was hard , me having to be away so much but I don't think I will never get over her! She took a pice of my soul with her!
    DisciplelessProphet DisciplelessProphet 36-40 Jul 24