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I Can't Believe I Love Him This Much

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 153 People

    To The Point Where I'm Pained

    Missing people is a part of life. People walk in and out of others lives every day. People never really notice when someone walks out unless its a loved one. The guy i love with every inch of me, the one id give my last breath for, the one that was going to be till death walked...
    browneyegirl89 browneyegirl89 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 4, 2009

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    We're going through rough times right now and the amount of pain I feel about it just feels so intense.  We need to get through it.  We have to.
    yoyy yoyy 26-30, F Aug 13, 2010

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    My Love Is Not Sexual

    Well i think i should start out by saying that my love is for my friend Levi and he is an amazing friend and he is helpful all the way to the end and always knows what to do to make things right with everybody.Β  He and i have been friends for a little while and i have told him...
    grimhim grimhim 18-21, M Sep 6, 2011

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    It Was Supposed To Be Superficial...

    Note the "Supposed". It was SUPPOSED to be a fairly meaningless relationship. It was SUPPOSED to just be someone to comfort me whil I got over my first love, who blatantly turned me down. It was SUPPOSED to be just some guy who had a crush on me, who I knew somewhat and was sorta...
    Veronica4 Veronica4 18-21, F Jun 19, 2011

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    So Hard

    i really love him, but he can't see, the one he belongs with, is really just me. we smile, we laugh, i think of him in class, so much fun when we're together, i wish it would last forever. i'm lost then i'm found, when ever he's around. why doesn't he know, how can i show, i love...
    xxemoxisxlovexx xxemoxisxlovexx 16-17 2 Responses Sep 30, 2009

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    It Amazes Me Sometimes...

    it amazes me sometimes just how much i love my fiance. its like, i didn't think i was capable of loving someone as much as i loved him. he makes my heart melt. he makes me happy just by giving me a hug, he brings a smile to my face, just by being there when i wake up. he really...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Nov 30, 2009

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    I'd Wait Forever

     In my age now I never thought I'd sacrifice evrything for a guy. How lucky of that guy, I'm willing to sacrifice my luxury just to be with him. I lie to my parents to be with him. I hurt others feeling just to make him smile and happy.I love you this much?! My goodness...
    boznicxs boznicxs 13-15, F Sep 30, 2009

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    He Does That Thing To Me So Good

    His love is good.  It feels awesome, surreal, I see him and I can't stop smiling.  I LOVE him.  The last weekend was perfect with him.  Spent it at his house and hit the streets of New York City for a while too.  Every time he'd look at me, said...
    yoyy yoyy 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 23, 2010

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    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 1 Response Sep 30, 2009

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    The Search Is Over......

    I joined this group yesterday, with the intent to add a story at a later time.  When I logged in today, I had a new comment on a story I had written last November, and it compelled me to write it now.  The previous story about not believing that love truly exists, but...
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor 56-60, F 1 Response Mar 25, 2010

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    I Do But I Really Should Not

    He is married he is 18 years my senior. I really should not have these feelings for him I really should not love him as much as this but I do. He is there in my mind if I see him or not at any point in the day he is still in my mind. From getting up to going to bed. He comes...
    shall13 shall13 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 25, 2013

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    Life Is Eternal And Love Is Immortal

    I didn't choose to love you, my heart choose you. I build my world around you, I let you be apart of my dreams and with each season that came and went my love for you grew stronger, The day you broke my heart and shattered my world I still cant believe why I love so much even...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 11, 2011

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    aycha aycha 26-30, F 13 Responses Dec 24, 2015

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    He's Frustrating And Confusing

    I've known this guy, richard, for about a year now. I met him last year in august. Last year we got together september fourth and we stayed together for 8 months. I fell in love wit him and he wit me, we made future plans and we were completely in love. i helped him thru his...
    VixenHeart VixenHeart 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 10, 2010

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    My Love For Him

    all day every day all i seem to think about is him...is he okay? what's he doing? who is he with? etc. Whenever he goes out i used to think about the other females and if he is behaving himself, but now he has shown me that i can trust him. this made my love for him grow even...
    Pinkee876 Pinkee876 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 20, 2010

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    Why you? Where is the man I once knew? The one who I thought would never hurt me, especially not gonna make me cry? Where is the man that I fought for? Who's so gentle and loving...
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    I'm avoiding going downstairs because it's exhausting pretending that I love my family and enjoy their company. I haven't seen or talked to them in a year and I don't miss them...
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    I'm ready to spit fire right now! So dear husband dropped off one of the girls I usually nanny for at preschool since I'm still confined to bed. Not ten minutes after dropping her...
    CherrybombBetty CherrybombBetty 31-35, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Most days I’m ok. I mean sure, just like always you do cross my mind, but today I really miss you. I came so close to sending you a message telling you so, but I know it’ll...
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    I want to hate him but I can't... So I will drown him out of my head instead.
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    A letter I swore I'd never write: I know I said I wouldn't write to you anymore... But I'm not going to send this to you so I guess I'm still ok. I just want you to know where I...
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    I'm in love with this boy with the perfect smile in the beginning when we met he was so sweet and we hung out all the time Then the popular gorgeous girl started talking to him...
    CookieTracker7 CookieTracker7 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 29

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    Just when I think, feel I have moved on, and I had, emotionally. I had been single for at least 3 months, and I got involved with someone who, unintentionally, and fell for...
    YokoOnosVision YokoOnosVision 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 26

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    I can't even tell you how much I love my online friend. She is my best friend. I know I have posted a couple things on this, but their are no amounts of words I can say that will...
    MichaelEgitto MichaelEgitto 13-15, M Jan 25

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    As of late, I got a boyfriend! He is simply amazing, with his simple features, amazing voice, and oh- his personality is favourite! I may be young, but already I can't wait to get...
    LovelyDonoght LovelyDonoght 13-15, F Jan 24

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    It's really going to happen. I mean really. I have to be perfectly honest. The eastern shore of Maryland is beautiful. It's special. The beaches are spectacular. It's also the most...
    simplysusan01 simplysusan01 46-50, F Jan 24

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    He always calls at just the right time... if the Universe put him in my life for a reason, I'd really like to know it... like right now.. How can someone be so perfect for me, yet...
    WhiteOrchid403 WhiteOrchid403 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 24

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    JamieLeedc JamieLeedc 26-30, F Jan 24

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    Pip87 Pip87 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 23

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    I'm sure this is something really common. I just feel like I really need to type it out. One of the worst feelings in the world, no doubt, is falling for someone that doesn't like...
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