I Can't Believe I Love Him This Much

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    It Amazes Me Sometimes...

    it amazes me sometimes just how much i love my fiance. its like, i didn't think i was capable of loving someone as much as i loved him. he makes my heart melt. he makes me happy just by giving me a hug, he brings a smile to my face, just by being there when i wake up. he really...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Nov 30, 2009

    Life Is Eternal And Love Is Immortal

    I didn't choose to love you, my heart choose you. I build my world around you, I let you be apart of my dreams and with each season that came and went my love for you grew stronger, The day you broke my heart and shattered my world I still cant believe why I love so much even...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Sep 11, 2011

    It Was Supposed To Be Superficial...

    Note the "Supposed". It was SUPPOSED to be a fairly meaningless relationship. It was SUPPOSED to just be someone to comfort me whil I got over my first love, who blatantly turned me down. It was SUPPOSED to be just some guy who had a crush on me, who I knew somewhat and was sorta...
    Veronica4 Veronica4
    18-21, F
    Jun 19, 2011
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    41-45, F
    1 Response Sep 30, 2009

    He's Frustrating And Confusing

    I've known this guy, richard, for about a year now. I met him last year in august. Last year we got together september fourth and we stayed together for 8 months. I fell in love wit him and he wit me, we made future plans and we were completely in love. i helped him thru his...
    VixenHeart VixenHeart
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 10, 2010

    The Search Is Over......

    I joined this group yesterday, with the intent to add a story at a later time.  When I logged in today, I had a new comment on a story I had written last November, and it compelled me to write it now.  The previous story about not believing that love truly exists, but...
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor
    56-60, F
    1 Response Mar 25, 2010

    He Does That Thing To Me So Good

    His love is good.  It feels awesome, surreal, I see him and I can't stop smiling.  I LOVE him.  The last weekend was perfect with him.  Spent it at his house and hit the streets of New York City for a while too.  Every time he'd look at me, said...
    yoyy yoyy
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Mar 23, 2010

    ...

    We're going through rough times right now and the amount of pain I feel about it just feels so intense.  We need to get through it.  We have to.
    yoyy yoyy
    26-30, F
    Aug 13, 2010

    My Love For Him

    all day every day all i seem to think about is him...is he okay? what's he doing? who is he with? etc. Whenever he goes out i used to think about the other females and if he is behaving himself, but now he has shown me that i can trust him. this made my love for him grow even...
    Pinkee876 Pinkee876
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 20, 2010
    aycha aycha
    26-30, F
    13 Responses Dec 24, 2015

    My Love Is Not Sexual

    Well i think i should start out by saying that my love is for my friend Levi and he is an amazing friend and he is helpful all the way to the end and always knows what to do to make things right with everybody.  He and i have been friends for a little while and i have told him...
    grimhim grimhim
    18-21, M
    Sep 6, 2011

    I Do But I Really Should Not

    He is married he is 18 years my senior. I really should not have these feelings for him I really should not love him as much as this but I do. He is there in my mind if I see him or not at any point in the day he is still in my mind. From getting up to going to bed. He comes...
    shall13 shall13
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jun 25, 2013

    I'd Wait Forever

     In my age now I never thought I'd sacrifice evrything for a guy. How lucky of that guy, I'm willing to sacrifice my luxury just to be with him. I lie to my parents to be with him. I hurt others feeling just to make him smile and happy.I love you this much?! My goodness...
    boznicxs boznicxs
    13-15, F
    Sep 30, 2009

    To The Point Where I'm Pained

    Missing people is a part of life. People walk in and out of others lives every day. People never really notice when someone walks out unless its a loved one. The guy i love with every inch of me, the one id give my last breath for, the one that was going to be till death walked...
    browneyegirl89 browneyegirl89
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Nov 4, 2009

    So Hard

    i really love him, but he can't see, the one he belongs with, is really just me. we smile, we laugh, i think of him in class, so much fun when we're together, i wish it would last forever. i'm lost then i'm found, when ever he's around. why doesn't he know, how can i show, i love...
    xxemoxisxlovexx xxemoxisxlovexx
    16-17
    2 Responses Sep 30, 2009

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