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I Can't Believe I'm Not Butter

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    One million drops burn my spine Back turned silenced against a rigid wall An edge that cuts so deep, but without leaving a single trace Lack thereof, deprived of a fate One million...
    chasetheweirdo8 chasetheweirdo8 13-15, M 8 Responses Feb 3

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    I can't believe it's not butter, you guys. They always told me that if it looks like a duck, if it quacks like a duck, and if it acts like a duck—it's a duck, but that just isn't...
    losingNemo losingNemo 13-15, F Feb 4

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    I invented this post title. Oh sure, this will start a gang war about who really can. I can assure you, they can't.
    itismichael itismichael 36-40, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    So....for women who ARE looking for good guys on EP, here's a group with some nice honest NON-PERVERTED guys who are looking for friends or something more. EP Link How can you...
    RationalCutie RationalCutie 22-25, F Jan 30

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    I have no hope that there are decent men out there who want anything other than sex with nothing to offer in return. I'm so sick of seeing it over and over again. They can't pay...
    btronx btronx 36-40, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    It's extremely irritating, but I simply cannot seem to attract an intelligent, ambitious, cultured and kindhearted man. All the guys I know who fit that mould are either taken...
    classicminx classicminx 18-21, F 8 Responses Feb 11

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    Talking about Mr Perfect/Right? Good looking? Well, who really wants Quasimodo? So yes, handsome... normal... no need to be Mr Universe. Hair on the head instead of the upper...
    Brokenshadowwings Brokenshadowwings 31-35, F 6 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm almost always "around" people. but I feel you need to enjoy the company in order to not feel alone :/ You can deduce that I'm not often pleased with my company or the people...
    LadyWildFlower LadyWildFlower 22-25, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I say I'm OK when I am and even when I'm not. Everything is fine! No not really. Never really. I say I'm fine because that is what is expected. If people knew half the things going...
    jrf9782 jrf9782 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 4

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    Valentine's Day has just passed. Everywhere I go, I see all these happy people, holding hands, engaging in public displays of affection. If only they knew how much it tortured some...
    forestlaw77 forestlaw77 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 14

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    I can't believe that after all this time that "nightmare" still hunts me 😐
    Hazel216 Hazel216 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    My profile picture is from my birthday all the way back from July when I was tan and had long curly hair when I looked good. Now since I'm not lifeguarding right now and it's not...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 12 Responses Feb 15

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    I can't stand being with my boyfriend any longer, but I don't know if I can leave him...I'm too afraid to let go. So this is our story: We're at a long distance relationship...
    Bitterlove Bitterlove 16-17, F Feb 10

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    I can accept that I'm not perfect but my family really can't. They want me to change and everything which gets me annoyed... I don't know have to. I'm a reject ):
    brokxnangxl brokxnangxl 13-15, F Feb 18

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    Today I'm suppose to see my friend and meet his band mates. I've been dreaming for this since I was a kid and now I have that opportunity, I'm chickening out! I don't have a great...
    bayley92 bayley92 22-25, F Jan 31

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    I think I'm slightly insomniac. I can't sleep at times even though I'm tired and I want to sleep. And it's usually when I can't that I want someone to talk to.. Just simple things...
    BellaNoches BellaNoches 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    I want to marry my sister in law but can never since I'm married to her sister
    sjgn sjgn 22-25, M Feb 9

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    Sometimes ppl say something hurts you so much, they touch the nerve directly! without they meant that I know, but why they don't think a little before they speaks, Why they just...
    ta7neet ta7neet 26-30, M Feb 14

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    I want what I can't have and have what I can't want. I saw a picture today and she looked so happy with him. That is suppose to be my smile. She's suppose to be on my lap. But she...
    UgOlLi UgOlLi 36-40, M Feb 8

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    All my life, I've always forced myself to put on a smile so that everyone knew I was this "sweet" person. No one (not even my parents) knew what I was dealing with inside. They...
    WeirdOtaku WeirdOtaku 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 10

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    I hate life my boyfriend dumped me so I have no life I just want to say I love all of you this will probably be my last post my life is horrible at school I get called names I'm...
    lovebarneyorelse lovebarneyorelse 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 18

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    I'm constantly overwhelmed by emotions I really can't understand. I guess it might be part of being a teenager. Feeling utterly lost even when I know where I am. Feeling lonely...
    shhyoudontknowme shhyoudontknowme 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    I've posted about this before, but it's still just the same. I am so in love with someone who stumbled into my life and quickly became one of my best friends in a matter of months...
    FlyAwayWithMe3 FlyAwayWithMe3 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 12

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    You know I never thought I would find something to make me feel butterflies again... I felt so lost so scared for so long after seeing the things I did and dealing with everything...
    Cbh004 Cbh004 18-21, M a week ago

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    I've yet to meet a man who can love. I truly believe that men cannot love, crush, feel, or have emotions. They are empty vessels. The men who [act] as if they have feelings is just...
    ChellyRocker ChellyRocker 22-25, F 7 Responses Feb 4

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    I don't believe in God and it isn't because I lost hope, because a tragic experience. I just believe that God is nothing more than a way to explain the unknown and hope for...
    Alexa3608 Alexa3608 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 13

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    when I'm around rude people I have to bite my tongue. Only if they could hear my thoughts.
    goodwitch011070 goodwitch011070 41-45, F 3 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    You notice I never gave up on you even though all you care about is yourself. I know it’s all about you, other people's thoughts and emotions don’t matter to you, right? Why...
    Johnviolinist823 Johnviolinist823 22-25, M 2 Responses Feb 2

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    It's not that I don't believe in them but I think it's kinda like saying "Everyone else eats grapes so im gonna eat them too even tho I hate them!"....... People forget that...
    lonewolf2323 lonewolf2323 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 15

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    SO I'm currently going through a pretty irritating and turns out lengthy divorce process. The man that I thought I would be with for the rest of my life turned out to be this petty...
    MelMel68 MelMel68 31-35, F 12 Responses Feb 17

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    People look at professional help as if it was the secret ingredient to make things better. I've been getting this so called help for a while and nothing seems to make things better...
    nuttyduck nuttyduck 18-21, F Jan 27

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    I just saw The Internet's Own Boy. And I just posted this in response: EP Link But I really want to say something else. He was broken. He had his ideals, his life, he worked on...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 2

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    Reading through this website helped me so much with my recent situation, that I felt the need to contribute somehow and hope it helps others in return. A little background about...
    guywithnoname guywithnoname 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 27

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    I don't believe in sex before marriage. I am a Christian and I truly believe that sex is a gift from God that is intended to bring a husband and wife closer together. Whether you...
    illnameitlater illnameitlater 26-30, M 2 Responses Feb 5

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    Accepting: The phrase, "time heals all wounds" has to be the biggest crock of human sludge I've ever heard. Perhaps for normal people it is so, but it certainly isn't that way...
    dontknowdontcare dontknowdontcare 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 27

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    "I wanna know what it's like, to be on the inside of love. Standing in-front of the gates, I see the beauty above" -Nada Surf Love... "People say the words, they sing the songs...
    YukaPlant YukaPlant 22-25, F Jan 31

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    I'm working my *** of for school but my marks are not that great. Everyone thinks I'm stupid, and I guess they made me believe that too. I want to pass my finals but I'm so...
    ABACDEE ABACDEE 18-21, F Feb 1

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    "Believe it or not," I typed in with a smile, "I usually come across as too shy." I pressed the 'enter' button and waited for him to respond. "Seriously?" was his reply, and I had...
    thetitania thetitania 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 2

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    It's sucks but then again I find it really unsettling that so many people can't differentiate a lie n the truth also.
    LATEENO79 LATEENO79 31-35, F Feb 4

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    I hate it when older people think that they can just mess with us younger people........Maybe you can with some us...but not all of us are stupid.....Just cuz you're old; it doesn...
    lonewolf2323 lonewolf2323 18-21, M Feb 5

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    I try. But I'm stuck in a pattern of attracting toxic people. I'm trying to break out of that. I know it starts with healing and self-love. I know I'm a good person, I'm kind...
    Undeadly Undeadly 41-45, F Feb 10

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    I put alot into my relationship with my ex and I got nothing out. I'm talking physically, mentally and emotionally. I've realised that's why I have this feeling of i can't be...
    paliglass paliglass 31-35, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I'm gonna walk that lonely and empty road for the rest of my life. I don't want to believe what anyone says. They have too be in my mind too understand how I feel. I have my own...
    Justadarkhole Justadarkhole 22-25, M Jan 28

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    Very recently, I'd say in the last 5 weeks my wife Krista and I seem to be growing distant, our love life still sizzles in bed when it happens but at times I feel like she's going...
    wetsec wetsec 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 4

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    There's this really complex feeling inside of me but I'm not depressed. But it doesn't mean either that it'll change just because 'I'll find the right person''. There's is NO right...
    indiebabe46 indiebabe46 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 5

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