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I Can't Believe I'm Not Insane Yet

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    Not Insane Yet

    Not insane yet,Can't believe it,The **** life's dealt,I wonder how!
    storywriter2 storywriter2 46-50 Sep 18, 2012

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    Although... One Can Never Be Sure

    My kind of insanity might not be your kind of insanity. Our insanity might not be the same as others their insanity. What if others are all insane, and I'm the only "normal" person on the planet? Or... It might already be reversed. But to me it would be normal, not insane...
    kimmy159 kimmy159 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 23, 2013

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    I'm Not Crazy, I'm Just A Little Unwell

    If you knew my family, you'd know I came from some pretty interesting background to begin with.  Add to that the crap I've been through and the people I've been around most of my life... throw in the fact that I'm living in a town I hate with no job, no money and still...
    BlasphemousAngel BlasphemousAngel 31-35, M 2 Responses Dec 21, 2009

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    A Sanity Clause

    Or are we just fooling ourselves? Maybe I am or possibly we all are and just don't know it. The extreme annoyance of my set of circumstances is driving me nutty. What we have gone or going through hasn't it already brought us down that road. Could be traveling in that state of...
    yrral32 yrral32 61-65, M 1 Response Mar 6, 2012

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    9-to-5

    We have a saying at the office, "You don't have to be crazy to work here.... but it sure helps!!!"
    nuje nuje 56-60, M Dec 20, 2011

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    Or Perhaps I Am Insane Bwahahahhahaa!

    EHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... insane...  Bwahahahhahaa!
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 16, 2010

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    Uh O.o

    In my family, there we so many mental breakdowns that I wonder when's my turn x.o Oh... and a suicide. They're all mad and unhappy... Sometimes I feel like some of them. Geez >.>
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 20, 2009

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    What A Day To Be Free

    so everyday i wake up and go to school and work and its like a jail. i have times where i wont see the light of day, all day . i go to work at sunrise and get off at night when the moon is high in the sky and the stars are shining.it wouldnt be that bad if i wasnt the only one...
    thatoneguy21 thatoneguy21 18-21, M Aug 26, 2012

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    My Life

    I thought I was an only child until I was 9...I'm not. I'm one of 6. I was kidnapped once. My parents divorced when I was little and my father was emotionally abusive. I met my 5 siblings when I was almost 10, saw them periodically until I was 12, and didn't see them again until...
    mcmandy65 mcmandy65 22-25 Sep 27, 2010

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    Everything In My Life Seems So Confusing....

    I never know what is what. I never know if what I am feeling or thinking is normal or right. Consequently, I end up driving myself absolutely insane. The issues are the following: 1. My ex best friend. We have been friends since we were 13, she has always lied about things quite...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 2, 2011

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    Or Am I?

    After all the crap I've been through during my life, mainly the past couple of years I am surprised that I have not gone off the deep end...or medicated at the very least. But I've been told that I just have a positive way of dealing with things and a high tolerance level for...
    WakgUp WakgUp 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 4, 2011

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    Im Not Really Sure What To Write.

    I found this site, and thought it might help get out whats going on in my head. I have a boyfriend, but he just doesn't know how to talk.i feel depressed and useless. I keep looking EVERY where for a job, but nothing works out. I have no car. No money. I keep trying and trying...
    rawrxcupcake rawrxcupcake 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 14, 2011

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    I Can't Believe

    I can't believe,I'm not insane yet,The **** life's dealt,I really wonder,How I'm not insane.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Mar 10, 2012

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    DrStrychnine DrStrychnine 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 5

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    Its... Insane

    its insane that i am not insane yet.
    EdgeCrusher EdgeCrusher 26-30, M Apr 28, 2011

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    Give It Another Few Seconds...

     Don't worry, it's coming. The equation looks something like this: 2 alcaholic parents + middle child complex - any sense of similarities with siblings + college life in general - social skills - life skills = ... me!
    4Daereen 4Daereen 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 22, 2009

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    People Want To Know Why I'm Not Insane.

    I have every right to go nuts. Bad childhood, bad parents, even a genetic disposition. But it just seems too easy. I may be a bit crazy but I'm not insane...legally.... I just think those who are insane can't handle the real world so they have to make their own. I'm not talking...
    Norealidentity Norealidentity 22-25, F Nov 23, 2011

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    Can Your Really Tell?

    Its a wild weird world we live in and I am not sure you can tell anymore?Things people do now that are so odd to because things did not use to be that way. I do not sit around playing video games or watching any kind of pay television, so I do not understand it.I can remember...
    LadyGypsy LadyGypsy 36-40, F Sep 10, 2013

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    I have just been given the opportunity to visit my very first home for the very last time. It's been sold again. The family who bought it off of us are moving again, so they've let...
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    ^^^^He* wasn't flirting he* was being friendly^^^^ The kid that I was told was flirting with me is NOT flirting with me! Unfortunately, his girl friend is harping over a nice...
    carebare124 carebare124 18-21 Apr 10

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    I'm not sure if I am but I had an old best friend that got a girlfriend and I keep acting weird like I feel awkward and just really weird. I don't like feeling this way, I want...
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    The whole religious thing and believing in God or life after death thing just totally baffles me. You may as well believe in Fairies or Aliens. That is just as bizarre. It just...
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