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I Cant Change the Past But I Can Change My Future

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    Some of you know of me some of you do not.

    . I will tell you a little about me,First of all Merry Christmas..mine is not the best but will get too that..when I was young I got mental abuse Daily as far back as I can Remember. physical some Ya my Dad punched me in the face several occasions and If I cried well then I was...
    livinkarma livinkarma 41-45, M 12 Responses Dec 25, 2013

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    stuck in problems and there is no one to help

    or even support me emotionally studies are going super bad cant understand a thing from syllabus... then pressure of teachers and family's expectations from me...my health problems family problem related worries.. and i just feel bad when family says that all i give to them is...
    loveiseverything18 loveiseverything18 18-21, F 3 Responses May 6

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    Sips Of air enter me Breathing scarce

    Ineffectively Bones heaving like lungs Skin brittle to touch Heading home I'm heading home But in the night Where no light shines Piercing lids Waking lines In the horizon of my pain A breeze and a bright wave Circling sounds oscillating loud Sputtering sparks of...
    Ymfas Ymfas 26-30, M 2 hrs ago

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    I hope you know youre the reason

    why anyone else is gonna have a hard time with me.
    Chpt16 Chpt16 16-17, M May 7

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    I could live in self pity

    and dwell on the past and be bitter my own father stole my childhood from me but I won't allow him to ruin my future as well as my past
    ChloeValintina ChloeValintina 26-30, F 3 Responses May 20

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    ^^^^ This phrase right here is

    so valuable ! I don't care if you've had a bad childhood,or a bad couple weeks or a bad year, THAT'S BEHIND YOU ! And now that you uselessly spent that time feeling sorry for yourself I hope you're going to turn to a blank page and start writing.Just because your past was bad...
    MeAndMySelf98 MeAndMySelf98 16-17, M 1 Response May 13

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    I have done a lot of stupid stuff in my life.

    But if it wasn't for that stupid stuff I wouldn't be the person I am today. The stuff I've done, I wish I could take it all back. All the lessons I have learned; I get to share with people and try to help them with their problems.
    Ladyred93 Ladyred93 18-21, F 1 Response May 20

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    And you don't know And I know It'll never be

    the same And you ain't And I'm So used to the pain And you ain't And I'm Ending this charade And you ain't And I'm Saying goodbye And you're And I'm Gonna live on, without eachother
    mattie0807 mattie0807 36-40, M 3 days ago

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    I was asked once what would I change in my life

    if I had such chance ? I thought hard about it and the only things that I found was avoiding hurting people and thanking to those who did something for me. Sometimes we hurt people without knowing it. Years later when I thought back I realized it but its late to do anything...
    laughingsoul laughingsoul 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 27

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    I did stupid things in my past

    that were really immature and idiotic but i hate when people act like a person cant change. Stop bringing up my past its over now im tryna move on but its hard when your constantly being reminded of things u did in the past.
    violinmaster242 violinmaster242 13-15, F 3 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    The awkward moment when somebody you went to

    high school with is in charge of watching you when you're admitted in a psych ward.
    KairiKipling KairiKipling 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I recently ended a brief relationship with a

    young girl. That was my problem, I dated a girl when I needed a woman. Need is not really the word I should be using but for now it will suffice. I crave more than anything to settle down and have a kid or two but it kind of sucks when you're gay living in a country where the...
    PoutingEnigma PoutingEnigma 26-30, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I have no such regrets of my past.

    They made me who I am today, but I do regret some of the decisions I made in my past. Missed opportunities. Could have had the love of my life today if only I had not behaved like a ****. Could have focused on a lot of things, but it's okay. I believe it was meant to happen...
    Dictatorse Dictatorse 22-25, M 6 Responses Jan 10

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    I start my day with a lovely breakfast.

    Then I do work like a crazy being. Perhaps, I'd love to sketch. I'd rather not reveal the other side of me. I live a double life. A life that is not so worthless, depraved but a life of made up of fantasies. I had started compulsive lying at the age of 13. I did this in...
    altasiandera altasiandera 36-40, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I do not want to be defined by my past

    so I am very careful what information I share with others. Everyday I try to make a positive impact on others and remain optimistic, that is how I want to be viewed.
    cheersfromaz cheersfromaz 51-55, F 4 Responses Nov 27, 2013

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    ncskiguy78 ncskiguy78 36-40, M 5 Responses May 16, 2014

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    I Hope

    My immediate past has been hell and most of it I screwed up all by myself. Some days I'm obsessed with thoughts of my past mistakes and I can't focus on today. I'm having a hard time forgiving myself and some days I think that I may never forgive me. It all sounds so easy but it...
    pentupfreedom pentupfreedom 46-50, M 29 Responses Jan 24, 2013

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    My Futures So Bright I Have to Wear Shades

    I can’t change what happened yesterday.  Heck I can’t even change what happened a moment ago but if I learned from it and I became a better person that is all that matters.  I have this personal philosophy that every person we meet is in our lives for a...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 38 Responses May 8, 2008

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    Betrayed

    I believe that each one of us has their own troubles and I too had my fair share of it as well. I had been betrayed by the person whom I had loved and treasured the most in my life. He spun a lie and distributed my photos without my permission and without even knowing it , I...
    Debbiechan Debbiechan 22-25, F 40 Responses Nov 12, 2012

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    Overnight the world in the UK ended

    and I am really frightened by it. This morning I was angry. I am not supposed to be political. I couldn't hold back. I erupted all over Facebook as did lots of colleagues and friends. Yesterday my stupid countrymen and women voted in a majority Conservative government...
    grommit3 grommit3 36-40, F 12 Responses May 8

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    ricardo34 ricardo34 51-55, M 3 Responses May 12

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    ncskiguy78 ncskiguy78 36-40, M 19 Responses May 22, 2014

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    Swimming downwards Facing the depth of

    darkness There is no light in my heart There is no radiance above me So I dive, deeper into the sea Where your eyes, are awaiting Fighting life from afar Breaking webs of my scars A deep thrust of salt to my wounds And I could only think of love as I push through...
    Ymfas Ymfas 26-30, M May 10

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    21 Days Sober - Don't miss Alcohol a bit!

    ! FREEDOM!! Change your mind, Change your life!
    ncskiguy78 ncskiguy78 36-40, M 7 Responses May 28, 2014

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    Here iam .. Checking the clock ,

    waiting for my colleague to take my shift . My mind went all the way to the point when i did wrong , the point that changed everything , the point that mutated the happy gene . Been six years and it never left my thoughts , and how come it will ? When it has a steady effect and...
    StillVentilate StillVentilate 22-25, F 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    I like most people have gone through some

    pretty bad moments in my past .. I have found say the last Ten Years to have taken their toll .. I went through a very rough patch with my health and consequently things turned out that I could not get through my front door from some pretty deep rooted fears that I had. My...
    saxappeal saxappeal 46-50, F 13 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I used to be abused by my dad,

    back when i was 14 and 15 years old, when my sister moved out and wasn't there to protect me... I've always had problems with my parents... my mom yells a lot, but ever since my mom found out that i'm bi, she screams at me more and more lately. My whole life, I've been treated...
    AliceaA17 AliceaA17 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I Have The Power

    We all have power in everyday decisions, whether we believe it or not. Its whether we let every decision that we make effect our future for better or for worse. I can't change any of the decisions that I made earlier to day or yesterday, all I have is now and the future. Its time...
    kjiggy03 kjiggy03 18-21 180 Responses Jun 29, 2012

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    Words Of Wisdom

    I was watching "The Voice", one of the contestant had been stalled in his career by a depressive illness,he had a wonderful voice and all four coaches turned around,one of the coaches shared his own story about having suffered with depression and another came out with these...
    berangere berangere 66-70, F 4 Responses Apr 10, 2013

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    I have rejoined the world

    after 15yrs away...some of you will know the direction I am speaking about with that. I am not the same as I was before. This is a new world and a chance to build a new life, but everytime I seem to get going...something holds me back. Im not too proud to ask for help, but after...
    LittleFingersPDX LittleFingersPDX 31-35, M 1 Response May 16

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    My parents are drug addicts.

    I spent my life watching meth destroy peoples lives. And mine. But I strive to be like my sister. She's currently in college with two jobs and still finds time to help my brother and I. I can't wait until I'm out if here and choosing my own path.
    Bearcookie Bearcookie 18-21, F 19 Responses Dec 28, 2013

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    Strange But True!

    The past is all the water that's floated under the bridge. The bridge is the here and now present. As you stand upon, and, gaze from the bridge you look into your future. The only way to change your future for the best is to begin creating a brighter much better one. Learn from...
    01Joe9 01Joe9 41-45, M 7 Responses Nov 7, 2012

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    Kaitlyn262 Kaitlyn262 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 28, 2014

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    Going Forward With Lessons From Your Past

     I found EP after an extremely great personal devastation.  And I am so grateful for this platform and the friends I have found on it.  I have been fairly sheltered all my life.  Being on board EP has been a very eye opening experience.  I have learnt...
    Hannah777 Hannah777 36-40, F 28 Responses Apr 1, 2010

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    The past is a place of REFERENCE,

    not a place of RESIDENCE.
    RedHwaiting RedHwaiting 18-21, F 9 Responses May 8

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    Living By My Own Rules Now...

    My entire life I have done whatever I can to make everyone around me happy. I have been taken advantage of, abused, raped, and left for broken. I have given up my dreams to support those around me and help them achieve theirs. I don't think there was a time in my past, where I...
    brokenangel913 brokenangel913 41-45, F 96 Responses Mar 30, 2011

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    And that's what I'm about to do.

    No matter what's necessary to achieve this goal. I'm the one and only producer of my life. Time for me to take matters into my own hands. Even if it means I'll have to do the inevitable... At this point I need to figure out the least painfull way to reach the inevitable. And to...
    mattie0807 mattie0807 36-40, M 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    There's this girl I really like

    but I'm afraid to get attached bc I'm afraid my past will Mess everything up I'm afraid the people I used to hang with will mess things up I'm afraid the things I did will mess everything up I guess what I'm asking is how do you get past your past
    Slugboy Slugboy 18-21, M May 12

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    Slowly the sun gets backback into my

    heartHealing the woundsmending the cracksdriving away the tearsSlowly the pain vanishesout of my heartMaking room for new loveshowing the real megiving me my heart backThank you pain! For showing me this is not me and giving me the chance to realize there's so much more. You've...
    mattie0807 mattie0807 36-40, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    No Regrets. The key to happiness is to always

    be looking forward while moving forward. It is important to pause and look back once in a while to learn from our mistakes or errors in judgement. We should also look back on the good to appreciate all that happened to make us who we are. By reflecting on the past, we can...
    Some1umayNo Some1umayNo 46-50, M 7 Responses Mar 20

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    There is no negativity in this world.

    There's always a fight between wisdom and foolishness
    IamPUSHPAK IamPUSHPAK 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 30

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    I am a widow at the age of 25.

    I lost my husband almost 2 months ago every day is a step closer to find serenity and knowing I cannot change the past and only move forward into the future. I truly miss my husband everyday. He will never be forgotten
    frankiejo frankiejo 26-30, F 10 Responses Dec 27, 2013

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    Everyone says that you should be aware

    if you have a problem, then you should just fix it, it's not always that simple. Because of my lying I have hurt someone who means the world to me, my boyfriend.. I love him dearly and he means the world to me, and because of my compulsive lying and now I am going through the...
    karmaismygod00 karmaismygod00 22-25, F 2 Responses May 18

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    You have to die a few times

    before you can really live. -Charles Bukowski
    Solovey Solovey 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 27, 2014

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    As much I find myself reading the previous

    chapter now and again , don't mean I want to wear the IDIOTS badge again. I take a look only to remind me how far I have come.
    Pand0rasCharm Pand0rasCharm 70+, F 3 Responses May 12

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    For quite some time now I have been struggling

    with an over riding sense of unhappiness with the state of things in my life, starting with the long term issues in my marriage.  I’ve been internally shying away from seeing this as a male mid-life crisis, due to the fact I’m not doing any of the stereotypical...
    WishfulGuy WishfulGuy 46-50, M 8 Responses Mar 23

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