My immediate past has been hell and most of it I screwed up all by myself. Some days I'm obsessed with thoughts of my past mistakes and I can't focus on today. I'm having a hard time forgiving myself and some days I think that I may never forgive me. It all sounds so easy but it...
that were really immature and idiotic but i hate when people act like a person cant change. Stop bringing up my past its over now im tryna move on but its hard when your constantly being reminded of things u did in the past.
I can’t change what happened yesterday. Heck I can’t even change what happened a moment ago but if I learned from it and I became a better person that is all that matters.
I have this personal philosophy that every person we meet is in our lives for a...
sometimes. The past is just that, history, over, never coming back however much we want it to. There is no point living in the past, even if there were really great times because if you do you waste the present which is a complete waste.
It's a lesson I'm learning, for the...
who settle into a life and are not happy saying they give up and will never be happy. Only YOU are in control of your life! It is the decisions YOU make that will change the course of your life and if you want to be loved then work towards that. I have been studying on the idea...
Bones heaving like lungs
Skin brittle to touch
I'm heading home
But in the night
Where no light shines
In the horizon of my pain
A breeze and a bright wave
Circling sounds oscillating loud
Sputtering sparks of...
thoughts...Every experience of my life is somehow new again... I find pleasure in every task, no matter how routine it is, there is a feeling inside I can't explain, I remind myself of the important things, I'm changing into the person I want to be and want to share with another...
but the future can be more frightening and uncertain, so I keep swallowing that bitter pill from the past, as it eats away at my heart and soul, erodes my zeal for life. I swallow it as it in turn consumes me whole. It keeps me down in a dark, dark pit, it fills me with a false...
There are so many Love Stories in this world. Few stories become so famous but few are unsaid and been buried with time. Few others share their love stories with their friends, while some leave them as sweet memories for themselves within their hearts and few...
This is a concept that most people forget on a daily basis. You can't change the past--a minute ago, included, is the past. So what if you can't change it? That just means you have to push forward and make the future better.
I need to remember this, myself. I may not be able to...
but two things have to occur first. We need to recognize what needs changed, and then put the change plan into action. I have many faults and this certainly does not make the top of my list, in fact I have a difficulty understanding why others see it as a fault. I have a very...
town have been abused physically, emotionally, or sexually. I got all 3 from 2 seperate figures maybe this is too much of a downer but I'd just like to talk. I want to bring people in and trust them now, but haven't really been given a reason too, the abuse left me unable to...
I used to carry a lot of baggage, I still do. I used to consider I had a "dark heart", and sometimes, I still do. I consider myself a "realist" who sees things for what they are. But my baggage is now overflowing, and now I realize that I have to lay it down. I have to learn...
struggling for years to find lasting improvement in my marriage. Sadly, our more recent issues are not improving. At our last counseling session my wife agreed when the counselor suggested we need to be in weekly sessions.
To help make this happen and survive it in midst...
“Once in a monastery two monks walked about doing their morning duties. As they passed a small bowl, filled with rain, they saw a scorpion was drowning in the water. One monk reached in to save the creature. As soon as his fingers touched the panicking Scorpion, it stung him...
To build you wings
Feel it on your skin
It is warmth
Leaking fluids of protection
When words fail
And you see nothing but darkness
It burns to breathe
It hurts belief
Through thick smog you choke
Shadows of hands and...
You have to love yourself enough to let go of bad situations or people/things that are keeping you away from your true potential and to succeed.. Life is to short to be unhappy. We are hear to grow ad love and live not just struggle.
I believe that each one of us has their own troubles and I too had my fair share of it as well. I had been betrayed by the person whom I had loved and treasured the most in my life. He spun a lie and distributed my photos without my permission and without even knowing it , I...
be looking forward while moving forward.
It is important to pause and look back once in a while to learn from our mistakes or errors in judgement. We should also look back on the good to appreciate all that happened to make us who we are.
By reflecting on the past, we can...
The tickles and breath soothes,
I feed on coming close,
I wrap you inside, a kiss holds,
These comfort springs,
The sheets our hideaway,
These powerful eyes,
Are love in disguise,
layers and layers, the outside blurs,
Heavier and heavier, hold you near,
Look at me for I was...
I lost my husband almost 2 months ago every day is a step closer to find serenity and knowing I cannot change the past and only move forward into the future. I truly miss my husband everyday. He will never be forgotten
so hard and close our eyes so tight that we can't see what's happening. Hoping, dreaming, and waiting for that day that will never come. Putting everything you have into something and not getting it back is one of the hardest things in life to deal with.
There are no band aids...
that had pics since they were erased from my desktop PC. I found pics I completely forgot about since they were taken in high school. It's been 3yrs since I graduated and it's sad that I no longer talk to those people in the pics. People that supported me at my races and would...
and so confused
Everything's in line
But I am bruised
I need a voice to echo
I need a light to take me home
I kinda need a hero
Is it you?
I never see the forest for the trees
I could really use your melody
Baby I'm a little blind
I think it's time for you to find me
I was watching "The Voice", one of the contestant had been stalled in his career by a depressive illness,he had a wonderful voice and all four coaches turned around,one of the coaches shared his own story about having suffered with depression and another came out with these...
I spent my life watching meth destroy peoples lives. And mine. But I strive to be like my sister. She's currently in college with two jobs and still finds time to help my brother and I. I can't wait until I'm out if here and choosing my own path.
I have been married for 5 years, I don't establish a career before getting married, and whatever career I choose I destroy it due to my personal life disturbances,my husband doesn't like me much because I don't help him out financially much, v had a baby recently and I don't...
but depression and horrible thoughts. I used to think that nothing in my life would go right and my whole life I would just always be depressed and that made me just want to give up. But now I feel different, and that maybe there is something bright in my future, and even though...
I will tell you a little about me,First of all Merry Christmas..mine is not the best but will get too that..when I was young I got mental abuse Daily as far back as I can Remember. physical some Ya my Dad punched me in the face several occasions and If I cried well then I was...
so bad and not even realize it?? I keep asking myself how can I be better, how can I stop making wrong to the person I love. It has become hard to rectify myself, sometimes even to apologize, because I don't know what I'm doing wrong... Am I so mean that I find wrong things...
as long as I can remember
Eclipsed pain resonates rain
Every drip on my fortunate face
Facing God I forgo fate
Only oxygen still satiates
For as long as she is alone
Bearing burden downpours
Breathing through suffocation
I've never been so harmed
Worst still, silent elation...
if I had such chance ? I thought hard about it and the only things that I found was avoiding hurting people and thanking to those who did something for me. Sometimes we hurt people without knowing it. Years later when I thought back I realized it but its late to do anything...