I Can't Control Matters of the Heart

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 154 People

    In Front Of A Fireplace...

    I dream of nights like this..   Outside, it is a frigidly cold winter night.  Inside, the room is illuminated only by the soft, flickering glow of candlelight.  Under a cozy, comforter, you and I are snuggled near a warm fire that dances wildly in a...
    luvmc11 luvmc11
    46-50, F
    14 Responses Dec 21, 2009

    Never

    We are the inevitable slaves of our own emotions
    1PrincessKai 1PrincessKai
    41-45, F
    Mar 16, 2011

    Loving

    Loving is not controlling Loving is not possessing Loving is not grasping Loving is not being fearful Loving is not hoarding Loving is not limiting Loving is letting go Loving is giving Loving is limitless Loving is having Faith Loving is Trusting...  Loving is a Precious...
    luvmc11 luvmc11
    46-50, F
    4 Responses Nov 14, 2009

    Put Me Together

    I've never fallen in love , I don't know what love is actually and that gives me the chills cuz I'm scared to die b4 I know true love
    troubleinblack troubleinblack
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jul 24, 2009

    Me And My Not So Intelligent Heart !!

    My heart rules me not my head but I am not ashamed of it...Although I  get into troubles because of this very reason but still I don't want to change myself...I am ready to live with my bitter sweet memories of falling in love rather than being wise and sensible to...
    Aliva Aliva
    36-40, F
    May 24, 2010

    The Broken Love Cup...... (short Story) (copy)

    THE BROKEN LOVE CUP   Cheryl often wondered why her grandmother has this broken cup in a little gold box in her small drawer, but never wanted to ask, in case it would upset her for some reason. However...
    Raindrop000 Raindrop000
    51-55, F
    7 Responses Mar 18, 2010

    The Space Between Friendship And Romantic Love

      *A Quote From, The Tao Of Zen The Space Between Friendship And Romantic Love:  "The space between friendship and romantic love is a very small space, and VERY few people find it. But it IS there nonetheless. If someone treats you as more than a...
    luvmc11 luvmc11
    46-50, F
    10 Responses Oct 18, 2009

    Fallen

     I can't believe I fell for him. I promised myself that I wouldn't fall in love with him because I had been hurt so badly before. We promised each other that we would stay as friends and that we would someday part. He even warned me that he can only hurt those around...
    Wasurenaide Wasurenaide
    16-17, F
    Jan 15, 2010

    Pure Love Flow

    Please let the Love that flows from my heart be pure and selfless. Please take all toxic emotions such as jealousy, fear, envy, suspicion, selfishness, resentment, and feelings for retaliation from my heart so that I may love truly and completely.
    luvmc11 luvmc11
    46-50, F
    11 Responses Sep 4, 2009

    Love Of My Heart..

    She is a joyous sunrise She is a peaceful sunset She is a magnificent symphony She is the passion of a raging ocean She is the compassion of an innocent child She is as free and wild as a tigress She is as tender as a newborn cub She is the glorious rainbow in every...
    luvmc11 luvmc11
    46-50, F
    12 Responses Sep 26, 2009

    If I Did, I Wouldn't Be In The Mess I'm In Now

    Even when you spend most of your life trying to avoid love as if it were a plague, it WILL catch you and have you at it's mercy.From there, love can either be kind to you and shower you with it's blessing.......or leave you broken and empty.You can never control who you end up...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Oct 21, 2011

    Heart Rules ...

    It's impossible for my head to rule my heart.  It's probably not wise, nor sensible to be this way but my heart rules me, that's just the way I am.  Even though I can argue with myself that I know I'm being ridiculous or that I know I'll only get hurt in the end ... it...
    womaninbliss womaninbliss
    51-55, F
    16 Responses Jan 23, 2010

    Cellular Love

    To me this is so ood , never happened b4 I started to talk wth this guy on the phone 4 hours about life music movies etc then we did somo texting we never saw each other face but our frienship came to a rael closeness I never felt b4 its been 3 weeks and I still don't know him...
    troubleinblack troubleinblack
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Jul 30, 2009

    I Am Not a Pacemaker...

    If I want someone, my heart beats wildly, I get dizzy and long to touch them. I love them and want them to see me. How and why should I control who I wish to be in love with? That's certifiable.
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman
    31-35, F
    7 Responses Jul 23, 2009

    I Am the Unique Soul

    You are a unique creature.  You are here for a purpose and that purpose is to grow into a mountain, not to shrink to a grain of sand.  You are nature's greatest miracle.  You are rare, and there is value in all rarity; therefore, you are valuable. You can...
    1Babe 1Babe
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Aug 1, 2009

    The Heart Wants, What the Heart Wants....

    The heart wants, what the heart wants, and us has human beings, really don't have any control of it. We Love who we want, and we want who we want, without having any control over our emotional, and over what is going on. There have been many times, that I have wanted to hate...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jul 23, 2009

    Pieces Of The Heart

    I like to think of myself as an intellect. I try and think through every move I make in my life. I like to think of every move as an investment. That is who I am, to the core. Unfortunately not everything in my life really seems that way. I have made some strange choices and...
    Bunnielight Bunnielight
    26-30, F
    Nov 22, 2012

    Painful Love

    I had a good friend who helped me a lot and was there for me every time I needed hem For some reason I fund my self falling in love with hem . I am a strong women never been in a situation like this before Feeling so weak and helpless I know that it's almost impossible to for...
    Mody2012 Mody2012
    31-35, F
    Oct 3, 2012

    Related Experiences

    Well, it's been a lovely time floating through Experience Project. I'd like to thank my few friends, the intelligent peeps, the fakers, the short-tempered, the perverts, etc. You...
    SlipperyHawk SlipperyHawk
    13-15, M
    Apr 21
    We were having lunch at a picnic table with the rest of the office. We were laughing and having fun.Then you said you had to go, “Thanks for the lunch, it was fun. Let&rsquo...
    CatcherInTheRai CatcherInTheRai
    26-30, F
    Apr 21
    Everything today just past me like nothing. I haven't been able to take in anything. Music just passes through me like it came and went away without any meaning to me. I don't...
    uilesd uilesd
    16-17, M
    Apr 20
    this is something crazy which a friend is going through, she asked me to help her but I don't know how to advice her..''i really don't know what to do now,I fell in love with and...
    Rosalindaag Rosalindaag
    22-25, F
    Apr 20
    this is something crazy,a friend asked for my help but I don't know how to advice her.'' I fell in love with this man who is
    Rosalindaag Rosalindaag
    22-25, F
    Apr 20
    Friends, fans and favorites, my first, and last post to EP.. If you'd like to stay in contact you can find me on imagefap, and xhamster at MistahJ and Frather_Samhain respectively...
    GrandKhtulhu GrandKhtulhu
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 20
    I hate calling him Dad because there's a difference in being a father and being a dad; He definitely ain't my dad. It just ****** me off when I clean up after him and he goes to my...
    Stormeyes Stormeyes
    18-21, F
    Apr 20
    Get this song out of my head. Grisi variation. I have to learn it and now I'm going to dream about that variation I swear. I also can't remind you after EP closes to positively...
    FieryWolf FieryWolf
    16-17, F
    Apr 19
    I'm trying to write this paper but I can't!! I'm so tired I'm Layin in bed. I can't focus
    Flowerpower5678 Flowerpower5678
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 19
    Hey, My company understand that traveling can be very expensive for most people and that why we're giving away $500 towards your next vacation. To receive your $500 towards your...
    LowPricesTravel LowPricesTravel
    46-50, M
    Apr 19
    Racists and haters are a part of the reason why I hate humanity for I will not be a part of a society that bases everything on hate and selfishness. I refuse it this world is full...
    SladeBolinLeaderofEp SladeBolinLeaderofEp
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 19
    I can't stop thinking about you so I will indulge myself and remember everything without trying to shut it out. I don't know what tomorrow brings but tonight I celebrate memories.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 19
    I like this girl in my tech school but I can't tell her because she wouldn't care. She talks to a lot of guys and craziest part is we have a snapchat and we had a great convo on...
    YourSecretAdmire22 YourSecretAdmire22
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 18
    My sleepy but I can't sleep!!!!!!!!! Someone talk to me I'm a nice person
    Ilovepigs089 Ilovepigs089
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 18
    My sleepy but I can't sleep!!!!!!!!! Someone talk to me I'm a nice person
    Ilovepigs089 Ilovepigs089
    13-15, F
    Apr 18
    I am afraid that I have been ruined forever. I have never loved anyone more. I thought he felt the same, even though he proved to me over and over again just how little I rate in...
    solost17 solost17
    41-45, F
    1 Response Apr 17
    its odd how it happens. you open up to people. you trust, you care and they care too. but then it happens. you realize you start holding back because you dont care to cause pain...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    Apr 17
    I know that their nothing more between us. It's actually over and I don't know how I feel about that.
    lisamarie829 lisamarie829
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 17
    For me I never even cared what religion anyone is in, I'll still respect them dearly. What I don't like is when people force it upon you, I'm happy with who I am I know I'm a...
    Tagstar2000 Tagstar2000
    13-15, M
    2 Responses Apr 17
    My partner of ten years is dying... I'm terrified of it all. I don't know what to do. One month ago everything appeared just right. Then in a weeks time my entire world came...
    iamvictorious iamvictorious
    36-40, M
    Apr 16
    I just wanted to write my good-bye before the closing. EP, has helped me up when I've felt down and connected me with caring people. I've made a lot of friends in just over a year...
    Benny412 Benny412
    31-35, M
    1 Response Apr 16
    I just realized one day that I like him again and its killing me I know I will never have him, he already likes someone else he is someone I can never reach, can I just delete all...
    girlpandaaa girlpandaaa
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 16
    When you know you should let go and move on... How do you keep yourself busy? How do you find that drive to get up and move forward? How do you stop comparing yourself to what is...
    ITmonkey ITmonkey
    31-35, M
    Apr 16
    what am i suppose to do when God doesn't answer my prayers. Where do I go? Who am I suppose to talk to? How do I relieve the pain?
    BrokeBandit BrokeBandit
    41-45, F
    Apr 16
    I know that life is meaningless, nothing has inherent meaning, or value, and that's not a bad thing; it should make things rather simple really, there isn't any way to do any...
    justalittlewallflower justalittlewallflower
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Apr 16
    I honestly have been feeling like I want to cry lately... except that I can't. As in I physically can't. The tears don't come. At most a few tears come out but I need a really...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 15
    Why do I care so much for a man that's not mine. When I know that I shouldn't. My heart always speaks of you, when it should be silent. It needs to learn to let go of the things it...
    lisamarie829 lisamarie829
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 15
    I become speechless when i have something i really want to say, but don't feel like I should. When this happens, it's undeniable, something is wrong. I get quiet and quickly exit...
    rottenrobi rottenrobi
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Apr 15
    (Look these up if ya don't know them!) 1. Pillowtalk 2. Texas is forever 3. She looks so perfect 4. Good girls 5. 18 6. King for a day 7. Victorious 8. 7 years (do not judge me!) 9...
    ideky1253 ideky1253
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 15
    I already got a sleep disorder I can't be without sleep now for hours because some one is snoring **** me off because I had a family member sleep Over on my room omg I couldn't...
    LucidxxShivery LucidxxShivery
    26-30, F
    Apr 14
    I struggle day to day to not do it. I would go to my family, but I know what theyre gonna say. I would go to my friends, but I don't want to bother them, they might have more...
    CrazyfatCatLady CrazyfatCatLady
    18-21, F
    Apr 14
    This one forum admin. Apparently he thought that the posts I did were rude and made him and his so called friends look stupid...they didn't need me to make them look stupid, they...
    Monstermaster13 Monstermaster13
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 13
    Can't understand myself. Don't know what to do!
    starnulf starnulf
    16-17, F
    Apr 13
    I am alone with nobody in my life who I can trust. I'm scared to live but scared to die. I don't want to live, but I don't want to cause my family that pain. or maybe it's just...
    Desperate10 Desperate10
    22-25, F
    Apr 13
    It gives me like heart disease in a sudden. Why would they do that? What have I done so I deserve that?
    waitingfornoone waitingfornoone
    26-30, F
    Apr 13
    My whole life I have always been very slim and never had to worry about putting weight on. I never dieted and didn't do any formal exercise. These past few months however things...
    Pixiepickle89 Pixiepickle89
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 12
    My feelings are so messy.I can't handle things day to day anymore.I am trying to cope but my heart and mind are fighting.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 12
    Why do I always go through this. You know when you really care about someone and they mean everything to you. Those people who impact your life unexpectedly. I fell in love with...
    Thelostsoulslasthope Thelostsoulslasthope
    13-15, F
    Apr 12
    I was a young, intelligent, motivated kid growing up aspiring to become a Computer Engineer. But as time passed, problems rose between my parents turning into dark days. I've been...
    SoulMadness SoulMadness
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 12
    I want to say. This is a really dumb group. And those who know me very well...I don't really get upset at very many things. This is a rare exception. Get turned on or attracted...
    drooniedat drooniedat
    41-45, M
    Apr 11
    How can I stop worrying and ruminating about past mistakes? Also how can I not care when people don't accept me?
    bettyboop777 bettyboop777
    36-40, F
    Apr 11
    I have some issues and I snapped at my friend now she's ignoring me. My crush/friend... I haven't figured out how I feel.. is also ignoring and my new friend type thing is mad at...
    XDeadxNxAliveX XDeadxNxAliveX
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 11
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