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I Can't Control Matters of the Heart

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 159 People

    I Am the Unique Soul

    You are a unique creature.  You are here for a purpose and that purpose is to grow into a mountain, not to shrink to a grain of sand.  You are nature's greatest miracle.  You are rare, and there is value in all rarity; therefore, you are valuable. You can...
    1Babe 1Babe 46-50, F 2 Responses Aug 1, 2009

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    Painful Love

    I had a good friend who helped me a lot and was there for me every time I needed hem For some reason I fund my self falling in love with hem . I am a strong women never been in a situation like this before Feeling so weak and helpless I know that it's almost impossible to for...
    Mody2012 Mody2012 31-35, F Oct 3, 2012

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    Put Me Together

    I've never fallen in love , I don't know what love is actually and that gives me the chills cuz I'm scared to die b4 I know true love
    troubleinblack troubleinblack 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 24, 2009

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    Fallen

     I can't believe I fell for him. I promised myself that I wouldn't fall in love with him because I had been hurt so badly before. We promised each other that we would stay as friends and that we would someday part. He even warned me that he can only hurt those around...
    Wasurenaide Wasurenaide 16-17, F Jan 15, 2010

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    The Broken Love Cup...... (short Story) (copy)

    THE BROKEN LOVE CUP   Cheryl often wondered why her grandmother has this broken cup in a little gold box in her small drawer, but never wanted to ask, in case it would upset her for some reason. However...
    Raindrop000 Raindrop000 51-55, F 7 Responses Mar 18, 2010

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    I Am Not a Pacemaker...

    If I want someone, my heart beats wildly, I get dizzy and long to touch them. I love them and want them to see me. How and why should I control who I wish to be in love with? That's certifiable.
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 8 Responses Jul 23, 2009

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    Loving

    Loving is not controlling Loving is not possessing Loving is not grasping Loving is not being fearful Loving is not hoarding Loving is not limiting Loving is letting go Loving is giving Loving is limitless Loving is having Faith Loving is Trusting...  Loving is a Precious...
    luvmc11 luvmc11 46-50, F 4 Responses Nov 14, 2009

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    Love Of My Heart..

    She is a joyous sunrise She is a peaceful sunset She is a magnificent symphony She is the passion of a raging ocean She is the compassion of an innocent child She is as free and wild as a tigress She is as tender as a newborn cub She is the glorious rainbow in every...
    luvmc11 luvmc11 46-50, F 12 Responses Sep 26, 2009

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    Pieces Of The Heart

    I like to think of myself as an intellect. I try and think through every move I make in my life. I like to think of every move as an investment. That is who I am, to the core. Unfortunately not everything in my life really seems that way. I have made some strange choices and...
    Bunnielight Bunnielight 22-25, F Nov 22, 2012

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    If I Did, I Wouldn't Be In The Mess I'm In Now

    Even when you spend most of your life trying to avoid love as if it were a plague, it WILL catch you and have you at it's mercy.From there, love can either be kind to you and shower you with it's blessing.......or leave you broken and empty.You can never control who you end up...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Oct 21, 2011

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    Never

    We are the inevitable slaves of our own emotions
    1PrincessKai 1PrincessKai 41-45, F Mar 16, 2011

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    Cellular Love

    To me this is so ood , never happened b4 I started to talk wth this guy on the phone 4 hours about life music movies etc then we did somo texting we never saw each other face but our frienship came to a rael closeness I never felt b4 its been 3 weeks and I still don't know him...
    troubleinblack troubleinblack 26-30, F 4 Responses Jul 30, 2009

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    In Front Of A Fireplace...

    I dream of nights like this..   Outside, it is a frigidly cold winter night.  Inside, the room is illuminated only by the soft, flickering glow of candlelight.  Under a cozy, comforter, you and I are snuggled near a warm fire that dances wildly in a...
    luvmc11 luvmc11 46-50, F 14 Responses Dec 21, 2009

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    Pure Love Flow

    Please let the Love that flows from my heart be pure and selfless. Please take all toxic emotions such as jealousy, fear, envy, suspicion, selfishness, resentment, and feelings for retaliation from my heart so that I may love truly and completely.
    luvmc11 luvmc11 46-50, F 11 Responses Sep 4, 2009

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    The Heart Wants, What the Heart Wants....

    The heart wants, what the heart wants, and us has human beings, really don't have any control of it. We Love who we want, and we want who we want, without having any control over our emotional, and over what is going on. There have been many times, that I have wanted to hate...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 23, 2009

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    The Space Between Friendship And Romantic Love

      *A Quote From, The Tao Of Zen The Space Between Friendship And Romantic Love:  "The space between friendship and romantic love is a very small space, and VERY few people find it. But it IS there nonetheless. If someone treats you as more than a...
    luvmc11 luvmc11 46-50, F 10 Responses Oct 18, 2009

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    Me And My Not So Intelligent Heart !!

    My heart rules me not my head but I am not ashamed of it...Although I  get into troubles because of this very reason but still I don't want to change myself...I am ready to live with my bitter sweet memories of falling in love rather than being wise and sensible to...
    Aliva Aliva 36-40, F May 24, 2010

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    Heart Rules ...

    It's impossible for my head to rule my heart.  It's probably not wise, nor sensible to be this way but my heart rules me, that's just the way I am.  Even though I can argue with myself that I know I'm being ridiculous or that I know I'll only get hurt in the end ... it...
    womaninbliss womaninbliss 51-55, F 16 Responses Jan 23, 2010

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    I cant speak, I can't write sometimes. because I am starting to shaking and feeling cold. I feel like something is sitting on my chest when I remember what I am going through...
    darklotus01 darklotus01 13-15, T 3 hrs ago

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    I'm a single mom (divorced amicably, then he died) and I can't do this anymore. I can't. I'm barely hanging on to my job. My son is extremely depressed, and I can't help him. I can...
    mombot2000 mombot2000 41-45, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    And I hate myself for not being able to let go. Here's the story; I was friends with my ex friend for 4 years and that's all we were. I never wanted to be anything more because...
    awesomefallenangel awesomefallenangel 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I didn't expect this. This wasn't in my plans. This wasn't supposed to happen, I had my heart on ice, my walls up high, all I wanted was a little fun, distraction. I wanted to feel...
    Triztemuneca87 Triztemuneca87 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I can't stand my best friend thisgirls enemy she won't leave her alone and is a jerk who cheats on people be careful who you meet I know them both in rl and know there names I will...
    Fnafgirl Fnafgirl 13-15, F a week ago

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    I can 't stand my husband I can't stand my husband etcetera....So i married a jerk .he only cares about themselves if i say anything about how i feel i get screamed at he actually...
    pink26 pink26 41-45, F a week ago

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    I feel it bubbling up inside me. This anxiety. I've lost you again. I've let you go again. You are the love of my life. But I betrayed you and lost you. So you leave every morning...
    saraandherfoxes saraandherfoxes 26-30, F a week ago

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    I can't sleep.. My brain won't shut down
    love0914 love0914 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 3

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    I've never been able to keep a job for over 2-3 years. I always seem to get ... I don't know what it is ... exacerbated. So I quit. I get fed up. I dislike authority figures...
    dmcac dmcac 46-50, F Feb 3

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    Why you? Where is the man I once knew? The one who I thought would never hurt me, especially not gonna make me cry? Where is the man that I fought for? Who's so gentle and loving...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 3

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    if mind reading were possible, the world would be in chaos... everyone has a fleeting though or two.. they have thoughts that cannot be helped, its not their fault.. what they do...
    Darasi Darasi 22-25, M 3 Responses Feb 3

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    I'm ready to spit fire right now! So dear husband dropped off one of the girls I usually nanny for at preschool since I'm still confined to bed. Not ten minutes after dropping her...
    CherrybombBetty CherrybombBetty 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 3

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    I can't even talk to her. Literally every time my mom tries to make conversation with me, I'm instantly annoyed. It can be as simple as, "How was your day?" and I'll snap back at...
    MegsLynn MegsLynn 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 2

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    I fell asleep for a couple hours after supper tonight, and now that I'm up again I don't feel even a little bit sleepy. I don't know what to do. I don't want to lie down and do...
    GreatWhiteBird GreatWhiteBird 26-30, M Feb 2

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    Okay moved out to Cali a year ago, 29 year old male. Will be back in Chicago in a few months though. Weird thing is since I've been out here I can't keep a woman's interest to save...
    matthewh1786 matthewh1786 26-30 1 Response Feb 1

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    my ex I can't stop thinking about him, I don't want to be in a relationship with him but omg I want him to put his hands all over me so bad
    smashmouth4eva smashmouth4eva 31-35, F Feb 1

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    I hate this. I was doing good for a while, then ONE night I stay up will 3 again and I screw myself. Wide awake once again, it might not be as late as it could be but still...
    GoldenHeart69 GoldenHeart69 22-25, F Feb 1

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    I am pretty sure I lost my best friend in the whole world and I just can't get over it. It has been 31 days. Our families are close, we said we were family. I don't know what to...
    Cherylestayed Cherylestayed 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 31

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    I feel like I'm surrounded by retards I tell them not to touch my stuff but they just don't listen. Now I can't find my gym clothes so that means I have to buy a new pair. I have...
    TinselCookie607 TinselCookie607 18-21, M Jan 31

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    RELENTLESSLY HAUNTED by every instance of poor judgement or just common errors. Can't turn my mind off, I just relive every single moment! Even ones looong forgotten by people who...
    HollowBravado HollowBravado 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 31

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    Most days I’m ok. I mean sure, just like always you do cross my mind, but today I really miss you. I came so close to sending you a message telling you so, but I know it’ll...
    jackflash3300 jackflash3300 36-40, M 2 Responses Jan 31

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    I can't even go a minute without factoring in the effect you had on my life. The next minute turns into hours all day where I secretly obsess over how it could have been. Instead...
    cbnfvr cbnfvr 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 30

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