I Can't Deal With This

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    I'm having a breakdown.

    I am on anti-depressants which make me numb. I've been on them 1.5 months or so, and they make me numb. The only true emotion I feel and notice is sadness. Which has led me to turn to drink, once again. I hate it. I hate life. I want everything to go away.
    arandomleprechaun arandomleprechaun
    18-21, M
    1 Response Sep 2, 2014

    When The Going Gets Tough...

    Ah... my problems right now are killing me.... I can't talk to anyone anymore... They're probably tired of hearing me vent and seeing me cry already. I'm supposed to be fine right now . Even my friends said so. It's been two months, I haven't gotten over it. i still wanna cry...
    NotBackingDown NotBackingDown
    13-15, F
    Aug 18, 2012

    I wanna go far far away

    where past and past thoughts cant follow me i need to be left alone by them and irritating people!!!!!!
    anasteel2 anasteel2
    46-50, F
    4 Responses Aug 13, 2014

    I Just Can't

    All my thoughts come back to one main one. I can't even say it, write it. I can't deal with this kind of emotionl pain, this sadness. I'll cry and bawl my eyes out. There's nothing else in my mind. I can only picture... And picture isn't what I want. I don't want to do anything.
    stripesANDsunshine stripesANDsunshine
    18-21, F
    Jul 22, 2008

    A Girl In Class

    I started college this year, and there is a girl in my class, she is very intelligent and has a great I.Q. she knows almost everything and is a genius. i really admire her a lot, and want to appreciate her, because i believe that when you like something about someone, you should...
    cindy96 cindy96
    22-25, F
    Jan 25, 2013

    Acting and Hiding

    Everyday, I wakeup to myself screaming that today will be different. I pray every night to myself or to someone out there who will listen to me, someone...somewhere. No one's listened yet. I've been feeling like this for so long. I feel sick and disgusted with myself. I hate...
    litoohun litoohun
    Nov 24, 2008

    Now against my better judgment I let my

    boyfriend take my car to dayton. I don't like it when he goes and he tells me I'm not going to be gone long but he's gone the whole day in my car doing who knows what. I remember one time I asked him if he can do a guys day out with my son. Know what he does. He takes my son to...
    miakajones2001 miakajones2001
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Dec 26, 2015

    There is so much going wrong

    than there is going right. I lost my job, my car needs an oil change, new tires, new windshield, new back glass, new hood, new trunk latch. I use to turn to god for help and lately I am losing my faith in him. My boyfriend is a marine so I barely get to see him. I mean barely as...
    ek2465 ek2465
    Aug 12, 2014

    I had a friend and former classmate.

    I hadn't seen him in a long time. Turns out, he's gone. Dead. Got hit twice by two different cars last night. He had his whole life ahead of him.. and now it's just.. he's gone.
    mkmoore mkmoore
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 11, 2014

    I Think

    I think I can I think I can I think I can I think I can I think I can (is it working yet?)
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality
    36-40, F
    Aug 15, 2008

    I Can't..

     I can't deal with this anymore... I hate it... I hate myself for making myself end up like this... I'm such a **** up and a failure... Just like my parents always told me...
    XLunaXLovegoodX XLunaXLovegoodX
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Sep 4, 2008
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