I Cant Decide What Path to Take

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    Not Know What To Do After 25 Years Of Marraige

    will complete 25 years of marriage in the next 3 months. Have they been happy? Do I really love my husband? difficult questions I dont have answers too. How will a separation affect my children who adore their father.how will it affect my parents what will I do afterwards? what...
    shab786 shab786
    46-50
    Jan 6, 2012

    Should I Try And Go For Her

    So I have been friends with this girl for a little over a year now. (Sorry in advanced for grammar, formatting errors, its 2am and I'm really tired).When I first met her I found that she was in a relationship with one of my good friends. Eventually I started "talking" to her, and...
    Bilbo3 Bilbo3
    18-21, M
    1 Response Aug 29, 2013

    To be social or just to not bother.

    I never used to know why people just didn't talk to anyone. So
    katariffik katariffik
    31-35, F
    1 Response Aug 25, 2015

    Casting: Divorcing Couples

    Are you ready to put your divorce behind you and start a fresh life? Do you and your soon to be ex, need help dividing up your significant assets amicably? Cornwell Casting and Engel Entertainment are looking for ‘wealthy’ couples with many assets in the NYC/NJ/CT area, Los...
    tinaeisnernews tinaeisnernews
    22-25, F
    May 13, 2013

    Something Needs to Change

      I will be nineteen in four days. I have been in college for 1 year now. My main goal in life is to become a rock star, or being able to make it playing my guitar. It’s the most important goal in my life right now, but at the time I graduated I wasn’t sure how...
    Arorin Arorin
    22-25, M
    Aug 2, 2008
    oaklynK7 oaklynK7
    16-17, F
    Aug 11, 2014

    Been thinking if I would stay

    as a single mom forever or find a partner.. Seriously it is hard raising my twins alone but i can't handle anymore drama, heartache and infidelty issues
    tine23 tine23
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Sep 8, 2015

    Should I Let Him Come Back Or Not?

    Well I have just joined EP and want to share my story. I am married to a man who for the past three years has been emotionally abusive towards me. When we met, the circumstances suited to his needs. I was pretty isolated from my family and able to give him all my time. I did...
    EzyBreezyBeautiful EzyBreezyBeautiful
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 15, 2009

    I Just Dont Know!!!

    i have had so much happen in my life over thepast few years, and now that i have the chance to actually try and further my own life, i just dont know what to do with it!!! i mean, im a chef just now, but not too sure if i want to carry on in my career or try something different...
    cowshed123 cowshed123
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Jul 11, 2009

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