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I Can't Decide Whether I'm Moving Forward Or Backward

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    I Can't Decide

    Help,I can't decide,Whether,Movin' forward,Or sliding back,This slippery slope,It's had to tell,All this effort,And for what?I seem to be stuck,Bogging down,What can I do?
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 24, 2012

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    Silly Humans

     There is actualy no such thing as direction or distance
    TheKingInYellow TheKingInYellow 66-70, M 2 Responses Jan 17, 2010

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