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I Can't Decide Whether I'm Moving Forward Or Backward

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    Silly Humans

     There is actualy no such thing as direction or distance
    TheKingInYellow TheKingInYellow 70+, M 2 Responses Jan 17, 2010

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    I Can't Decide

    Help,I can't decide,Whether,Movin' forward,Or sliding back,This slippery slope,It's had to tell,All this effort,And for what?I seem to be stuck,Bogging down,What can I do?
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 24, 2012

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    also, I need a job. It's frustrating. I need to get to work about two months ago. I can't decide where I even want to bother applying. I know I want something that I can enjoy...
    jsc0tzi jsc0tzi 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 26

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    great! it's 4.42AM and I can't sleep! I'm going to miss morning classes again! and then cry about it later :/
    angelcares angelcares 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 26

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    5:50 AM!! Mr Sleep..I'm waiting for u :/
    angelcares angelcares 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    I'm working my *** of for school but my marks are not that great. Everyone thinks I'm stupid, and I guess they made me believe that too. I want to pass my finals but I'm so...
    ABACDEE ABACDEE 18-21, F Feb 1

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    I wish I could say I am on EP because I want to be. But I'm here because I need to be. It is sometimes difficult for a man to admit weakness but this is the only place I can be...
    KevinAdams123 KevinAdams123 31-35, M 6 Responses Feb 10

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    I feel like the my world is slowly slipping away, like when you're about to lose consciousness. I'm losing control of life and I don't know what to do. I feel like as if my life...
    150035039m 150035039m 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 11

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    My profile picture is from my birthday all the way back from July when I was tan and had long curly hair when I looked good. Now since I'm not lifeguarding right now and it's not...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 12 Responses Feb 15

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    I'm ready to die As we speak the world keeps turning and the sun still shines bright But it's still hard to explain why Im up at night Foolishness,neglectfulness,hard-headedness...
    RichiNatural97 RichiNatural97 16-17, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    ok so the truth is I am so lost I don't even know who or what I am am I feel this way because I have always acted to be someone else and in that time u forgot who itrulley am I can...
    misprisy101 misprisy101 13-15, F Jan 27

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    I promised her not take the "easy exit"....but there is a price to keep this promise....everyday i fill my heart with anger and hatred...that's all i can think of to take my mind...
    anderlr anderlr 13-15, M 3 Responses Jan 29

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    I just can't sleep, but I'm so tired...
    NicaxX NicaxX 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 10

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    It's so cliche... but I really don't know what to do with my life. I'm in the first year of law school. I find it interesting but it's too much for me. Ikeep failing in EVERY...
    notcoolmarvin notcoolmarvin 18-21, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    Well for one I'm moving to Texas! So Summer is going to be a lot of exploring. I'm also planning on dropping three weight classes in wrestling and getting stronger. So I can be...
    mightymouse69 mightymouse69 16-17, F Feb 18

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    I'm angry that I am 24 years old and can't have children. I have survived Triple Negative Breast cancer, and since I could not afford to freeze my eggs, I have to leave it up to...
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    I'm looking forward to summer this year, I need warmth! This winter has been so cold! Don't get me wrong, I love winter. It's beautiful and all that. But I am so over it!
    HalcyonDreams HalcyonDreams 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 17

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    This isn't my first account here. I just...I don't know I can't cope with all the stuff going on in my old account. I suffer of emotional distress more often than not, and since...
    Vampyria Vampyria 22-25, F Feb 13

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    Please please, I don't wanna live anymore. Today was a terrible day, and I wish I could just delete everything from my memory that happened (actually not only today, but this whole...
    ABACDEE ABACDEE 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    Summer is going to be so much fun this year. I'm going to do a lot. Hopefully I will make my state cheerleading squad again. If I don't I'm probably just going to spend most my...
    CheerleaderEm CheerleaderEm 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 16

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    Every time I´m at something and you come behind me...brain can´t focus if I allow your hardness against me...
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    "Believe it or not," I typed in with a smile, "I usually come across as too shy." I pressed the 'enter' button and waited for him to respond. "Seriously?" was his reply, and I had...
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    I'd like to gouge out my eyes, cut off my hands, mutilate my body and damage my brain so I can stop feeling .. I can't take this... I wish people would just tell me it's ok to do...
    iamFrightened iamFrightened 18-21, M Feb 3

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    Seeing you everyday is just a reminder to me that I can't move on. I can't move onto anything in life. I'll just continue to hold onto the things that no longer exist. Meanwhile...
    nekafo nekafo 22-25, F Feb 3

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    You've pushed me to my breaking point. You try to control my life and I'm tired of it. If that's the way you are now I don't want to imagine the way you will be when we are married...
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    They Started Yesterday Morning~ All day yesterday I kept getting yelled at by everyone... I was dealing with T yelling, about this and that... And trying to keep up with...
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    I have come across so many people online that do not know how to spell. I don't understand why? I'm not talking about short cuts that people use online. I'm not talking about typos...
    LoriQ LoriQ 51-55, T 2 Responses Feb 16

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    I hate violence and I hate the fact that I'm violent. I mostly hurt only myself, cut and rip my hair off, but that's because of my BDD (body dismorphic disorder), rough depression...
    HelenTheWolfy HelenTheWolfy 18-21, F a week ago

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    I really can't understand this, I have a boyfriend since 3 years, I always feel sad or without confidence, this is horrible. I don't know what to do with me anymore and I feel so...
    weirdvegetable weirdvegetable 16-17, F Feb 3

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    I've been trying to let go of this person since last spring. I've tried so many times but no use at all. No matter how much he hurts me, no matter how much time passes, no matter...
    AmberDD AmberDD 22-25, F Feb 4

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    I am 20 years old and list for a man. I value masculinity but yet I can't find it. I had a few hook ups and cheap flings but I just want a mans touch. I love and love and just want...
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    I told him about how I was. All the awful things I think, why I can't love myself, I let him in. I guess I was too hopeful or got too attached because he walked away just like that...
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    I don't know when this feeling began, exactly, but I do know that it hasn't let up once ever since. Not even a little. We've spoken every single day for the past six months. Every...
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    so a year and a half ago I started a relationship with someone that in no way should have ever been thought of but it was and it happened and at first it started out as just sex...
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    An African lumberjack is interviewing for a job at a major logging company. The foreman decides to take a practical route and hands the lumberjack an axe. "Take a couple swings at...
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