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I Can't Do This Anymore

for anyone who feels like it gets too much at times 122 People

    Stressful times... and it's difficult

    for me to talk to others about it.
    Bcd16 Bcd16 18-21, F Jan 14

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    What's Happening To Me

    It's like I don't even know myself anymore. I'm more depressed than I was before I got sent to the hospital. I just look in the mirror, and I hate everything I see. Too much fat, so much self destruction, but I can't stop it. It's an addiction. It's my way to escape. And I've...
    IAmMyOwnEnemy IAmMyOwnEnemy 18-21, F Aug 1, 2013

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    It Is 4 Am, And I Am Online Telling Strangers About My Problems.

        Let's start by saying the obvious: I can't do this anymore. This seems to have become my personal mantra nowadays. "Ayleid, it's time to go to your therapist." No, I can't do this anymore. "Ayleid, you've missed too much school...
    Ayleid Ayleid 13-15, F Nov 24, 2009

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    I Cant Do This Any More

    Neil I cant do this any more.  Thats how i felt in 2007 when I wanted to go to bermuda, i was so sick of applying for jobs and getting turned down and everyone refusing to speak to me.  I just wanted to go away from this awful place and live with happy people.I like coming to...
    Jasminewok Jasminewok 36-40 Apr 4, 2012

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    Lost the lost of my life last night,

    almost 3 years.. Now she will be moving on an i have nothing. I want to die, suicide is defiantly on my mind cause i wont feel the pain anymore. **** my life its a waste just like i was a waste too her. I am in love with this girl, i wanted to marry her and i knew i ment that. I...
    Lonelyboy984 Lonelyboy984 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 2

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    Just Cant

    i cant do this anymore...iv tried so hard and yet iv gotten no were...i just cant do it...im breaking down...im a mess of tears and sadness...i cant do it...im at the end of the line...i just...cant...
    LelouchZero LelouchZero 18-21, T Nov 27, 2009

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    I am tired of everything.

    it's 5:53 in the morning. I've been up all night, waiting for the sun to finally come up so I can get more drugs. I know I need sleep, but i have so much on my mind so I can't. plus I'm high, so my mind is racing, mainly about life. I've spent my whole life focusing more on...
    addictionbarbie addictionbarbie 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 14

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    Life.

    I don't know how much longer I can go. I feel horrible everyday. I feel ignored, worthless, not good enough, judged, depressed; everyday. I hate it. I know it's no one's fault but my own, I don't know why I think like this, I really don't. I just feel worthless and ugly everyday...
    IAmMyOwnEnemy IAmMyOwnEnemy 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 21, 2013

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    I Mean, I Won't..

    I could, but I don't want to hurt anymore. I must choose THIS life.
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 14, 2009

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    I am due to have our third child in about ten

    weeks, but my husband loves someone else more than he loves me. He hopes to pretend to love me because for one thing, you can't have an actual relationship with a teenager who lives on the other side of the world, and secondly, he can't live without his children. So what does...
    3littlegirls 3littlegirls 31-35, F 4 Responses Feb 24

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    I have never wanted to end it more

    than tonight and I don't know why. I literally don't know what is wrong. I don't want to be me right now and I need help. Please.
    aelizabeth3300 aelizabeth3300 13-15, F 2 Responses May 15

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    Live With A Lie.

    I can no longer do what I am doing, I am lying to myself. My baby isnt going to make it, and the god honest truth is that its my fault. I have been lying to myself to protect myself, I cant do this alone. The doctor says the best thing right now is to abort the baby. I cant...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty 18-21, F 4 Responses May 16, 2012

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    I Don't Understand It...

    It doesn't matter how well I'm doing. I always end up falling. Time and time again. Whenever someone asks me if I'm alright, I always reply, "I'll get through it. I always do." I'm afraid that one of these days, I won't be able to any longer.
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 30, 2008

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    Stick a Fork In Me --- How Did the Counselling Work?

    Today was the first day hubby and I had time alone together in months. It was horrible - was than horrible.  It was disatrous. He actually asked me to just go along with everything he says and that we would get along better. He wants to start an emergency one year...
    MizzBlue72 MizzBlue72 36-40, F 9 Responses Nov 22, 2008

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    Life isn't supposed to be this hard,

    at least that's how I keep feeling. I look around and everything seems so easy for everyone else around me, they all know what they want out of life and it's all there for them. Just when I finally thought I made my decision, I realize this isn't what I want and I don't know...
    greenthunder8 greenthunder8 22-25, F Dec 22, 2013

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    Don't Ask Me

     I know,it's a nice thing to say to people.I just HATE to lie!That  overming sadness that never goes away!I can smile thought it ,but it's fake.I tell myself:I  will be OK.It always comes back. It's just a part of my life,maybe always will be?I just want to...
    happy5483 happy5483 21-25 1 Response Mar 16, 2008

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    It'll Be Okay...

    Today while being down in the dumps I read a phrase that was almost like the one in the new movie going around about: "In the end everything will be okay. If it is not okay, it is not yet the end." Here's the phrase: (((Nothing is perfect while something remains to be done...
    indigowitch indigowitch 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 23, 2012

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    I've been struggling with major depression

    and suicidal thoughts for a long time now. I really need someone to talk to.
    Hopelesslyshattered Hopelesslyshattered 18-21, F Mar 29

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    Can'T Keep This Up

    He is sitting here, pissed off at me calling me names cuz i won't buy him cigs. Seriously I have to find money for food and rent. He says I am making him ask his family for money to pay the rent, HELLO he stole all my money in the first place. I hate him so much. I want to press...
    SHAYW32 SHAYW32 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 17, 2013

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