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I Can't Do This Anymore

for anyone who feels like it gets too much at times 111 People

    Can'T Keep This Up

    He is sitting here, pissed off at me calling me names cuz i won't buy him cigs. Seriously I have to find money for food and rent. He says I am making him ask his family for money to pay the rent, HELLO he stole all my money in the first place. I hate him so much. I want to press...
    SHAYW32 SHAYW32 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 17, 2013

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    It'll Be Okay...

    Today while being down in the dumps I read a phrase that was almost like the one in the new movie going around about: "In the end everything will be okay. If it is not okay, it is not yet the end." Here's the phrase: (((Nothing is perfect while something remains to be done...
    indigowitch indigowitch 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 23, 2012

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    I Don't Understand It...

    It doesn't matter how well I'm doing. I always end up falling. Time and time again. Whenever someone asks me if I'm alright, I always reply, "I'll get through it. I always do." I'm afraid that one of these days, I won't be able to any longer.
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 30, 2008

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    I've been struggling with major depression

    and suicidal thoughts for a long time now. I really need someone to talk to.
    Hopelesslyshattered Hopelesslyshattered 18-21, F Mar 29

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    What's Happening To Me

    It's like I don't even know myself anymore. I'm more depressed than I was before I got sent to the hospital. I just look in the mirror, and I hate everything I see. Too much fat, so much self destruction, but I can't stop it. It's an addiction. It's my way to escape. And I've...
    IAmMyOwnEnemy IAmMyOwnEnemy 18-21, F Aug 1, 2013

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    Its hard not to do something you want to do

    so much, You get this needy feeling inside you. Its like your fighting hard with your inner self, i myself get this sick feeling because the wanting feeling gets too much for me in the end. I know i can't do it because iv told myself i can do this, i am strong enough to let go...
    BrokenAngel35 BrokenAngel35 31-35, F Dec 6, 2013

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    I am tired of everything.

    it's 5:53 in the morning. I've been up all night, waiting for the sun to finally come up so I can get more drugs. I know I need sleep, but i have so much on my mind so I can't. plus I'm high, so my mind is racing, mainly about life. I've spent my whole life focusing more on...
    addictionbarbie addictionbarbie 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 14

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    I Mean, I Won't..

    I could, but I don't want to hurt anymore. I must choose THIS life.
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 14, 2009

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    Don't Ask Me

     I know,it's a nice thing to say to people.I just HATE to lie!That  overming sadness that never goes away!I can smile thought it ,but it's fake.I tell myself:I  will be OK.It always comes back. It's just a part of my life,maybe always will be?I just want to...
    happy5483 happy5483 21-25 1 Response Mar 16, 2008

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    Life isn't supposed to be this hard,

    at least that's how I keep feeling. I look around and everything seems so easy for everyone else around me, they all know what they want out of life and it's all there for them. Just when I finally thought I made my decision, I realize this isn't what I want and I don't know...
    greenthunder8 greenthunder8 22-25, F Dec 22, 2013

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    Life.

    I don't know how much longer I can go. I feel horrible everyday. I feel ignored, worthless, not good enough, judged, depressed; everyday. I hate it. I know it's no one's fault but my own, I don't know why I think like this, I really don't. I just feel worthless and ugly everyday...
    IAmMyOwnEnemy IAmMyOwnEnemy 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 21, 2013

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    I Cant Do This Any More

    Neil I cant do this any more.  Thats how i felt in 2007 when I wanted to go to bermuda, i was so sick of applying for jobs and getting turned down and everyone refusing to speak to me.  I just wanted to go away from this awful place and live with happy people.I like coming to...
    Jasminewok Jasminewok 36-40 Apr 4, 2012

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    Lost the lost of my life last night,

    almost 3 years.. Now she will be moving on an i have nothing. I want to die, suicide is defiantly on my mind cause i wont feel the pain anymore. **** my life its a waste just like i was a waste too her. I am in love with this girl, i wanted to marry her and i knew i ment that. I...
    Lonelyboy984 Lonelyboy984 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 2

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    Stick a Fork In Me --- How Did the Counselling Work?

    Today was the first day hubby and I had time alone together in months. It was horrible - was than horrible.  It was disatrous. He actually asked me to just go along with everything he says and that we would get along better. He wants to start an emergency one year...
    MizzBlue72 MizzBlue72 36-40, F 9 Responses Nov 22, 2008

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    Live With A Lie.

    I can no longer do what I am doing, I am lying to myself. My baby isnt going to make it, and the god honest truth is that its my fault. I have been lying to myself to protect myself, I cant do this alone. The doctor says the best thing right now is to abort the baby. I cant...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty 18-21, F 4 Responses May 16, 2012

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    Stressful times... and it's difficult

    for me to talk to others about it.
    Bcd16 Bcd16 18-21, F Jan 14

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    I am due to have our third child in about ten

    weeks, but my husband loves someone else more than he loves me. He hopes to pretend to love me because for one thing, you can't have an actual relationship with a teenager who lives on the other side of the world, and secondly, he can't live without his children. So what does...
    3littlegirls 3littlegirls 31-35, F 5 Responses Feb 24

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    I'm 21 years old and my mom treats me like I'm 16. In my culture a girl can't leave the house until she's married. I don't really get to do anything. I go to college and come home...
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    I can't take this anymore-That's what i've been saying fot the last ten years, yet i am still here... What's my problem? I can't do anything right, I'm studying the thing i hate...
    kokica kokica 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 30

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    I can't take my life anymore... I've been through so much since I was a little girl and every time I try to be happy it gets screwed up. I lost the love of my life because he fell...
    xxersabooxx xxersabooxx 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 26

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    It sucks when you're ignored by the person whose attention is the only thing you want in the world. Ever since this girl first walked into our school, I couldn’t take my eyes...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 2

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    It sucks when you're ignored by the person whose attention is the only thing you want in the world. Ever since this girl first walked into our school, I couldn’t take my eyes...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 2

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    Ever since I can remember my parents have been fighting with each other. I can't stand it when they do. My father always gets defensive and over dramatic and says horrible things...
    RachelRosieanne RachelRosieanne 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    I recently joined this community in hopes to get many things off my chest, and hopefully get some positivity from anyone who’s willing to listen. My name is Zach and I’m 19...
    Zach001 Zach001 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 6

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    being cheated on wasn't the part that pissed me off the most though. it's more of my attitude towards people & finding it hard to trust anyone afterwards. after being cheated on...
    corona135 corona135 22-25 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Whatever what happen to me I just can't get angry anymore, and I can't hate anybody whatever he said or do to me, I'm always laughing and happy I don't know but since i started...
    Isitpossibleto Isitpossibleto 22-25, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I'm not in love with someone I can't have. There's just people I can't have.
    Plutonianbabe Plutonianbabe 16-17, F 7 hrs ago

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    I can't have him because he is taken and it is the worst feeling ever.. I hate what I am going through. All I can do is fantasize about him and it goes nowhere. I want to make my...
    Bellllaaaxox Bellllaaaxox 18-21, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I hate having to wear long sleeves. I hate not being able to wear shorts. I hate all of it. But as much as I hate it, I won't stop.. I can't.
    theoutcast66 theoutcast66 13-15, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I was about to send this to a girl, who I'm madly in love with, and who is also my best friend. But I couldn't bring myself to hit send... "I've known you for about 6 years now...
    Canonomousjay Canonomousjay 18-21, M 4 Responses Mar 30

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    I know I have to but I can't. I think it's because of fear of being lonely. Just the other day my boyfriend of 2 years said to me that we are just friends with benefits! I am...
    LemonLead LemonLead 26-30, F 10 hrs ago

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    I just don't know anymore. I feel so stupid. He has a girlfriend now. I thought we could just be friends. But his actions say all sorts of different things. People tell me...
    sandraphoenix sandraphoenix 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    The few people who know me think they know my history well, but they only have bits and pieces of the story. There are too many pathological liars out there these days, I mean, I...
    Ahmiervalentine Ahmiervalentine 22-25, M Apr 11

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    If people could read my thoughts I bet very few people would dare talk to me anymore. I got from my mothers side that we think very meanly or sarcastically but unlike my mother I...
    Konalover0210 Konalover0210 16-17, F Mar 31

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    When this happens, I tend to curl inside of my closet and just force myself to weep for hours on end. When things get too frustrating, I need forced crying sessions to get the...
    saiyuu saiyuu 18-21, F Apr 2

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    My BIL is truly a piece of work. He thinks because he's Ivy League trained, he's above everyone. He (and my MIL) have no respect for people- they say whatever they want without...
    UpsetNAlone UpsetNAlone 31-35, F Apr 6

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    I had 8 (epileptic) seizures a few months ago. Since then, I haven't been able to think straight. I can't talk without stopping to think about what word to say next. I stutter. I...
    ChloeCat19 ChloeCat19 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 13

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    I have a boyfriend thay absolutely loves me and I professed a love that its not entirely there. I do love him with my heart but im not quite in love with him as I am my ex. Its a...
    sabedoria sabedoria 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    God I try. I try all the time. And I focus on my goals too. And I try to focus on other people. Some are charming I suppose. And nice. They're not you though. All I think about it...
    lunaloves lunaloves 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I think I have slight OCD because of things such as HAVING to sort out things in shops if they are in the wrong isle and so on... but that makes my life very organised which is the...
    LizzPixie LizzPixie 16-17, F Apr 10

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    Sometimes I close my eyes and drift back to my childhood days, And call to mind those old sweet times then wander through the haze. Back to a place of carefree life in happy...
    Bonnie1934 Bonnie1934 56-60, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    JOHN MAYER LYRICs "Half Of My Heart" I was born in the arms of imaginary friends free to roam, made a home out of everywhere I've been then you come crashing in, like the...
    KortneeAnne KortneeAnne 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    I don't think I can forgive my husband for the way that he acted when my father got sick and passed away from prostate cancer after a 10 year battle against it. My dad was pretty...
    idk8 idk8 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    I can't wait for Warner weather. Swimming. Fires. Fireworks. Guns. Haha redneck summer alright. I can't wait. Oh and alcohol. I can't wait for that with all that. Minus the guns...
    Lovelyxx93 Lovelyxx93 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    Or like when they say they are going to do something and don't do it, or vice versa. My mother in law has this problem and it annoys the crap out of me. She's always complaining to...
    AjLeePunk AjLeePunk 22-25, F Mar 25

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    So. Who else is a chronic insomniac like me who hasn't been able to go to sleep normally for the past 6 years or so? I've had problem going to sleep for a long time and it's...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 25

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    I don't know if I can say I'm in love or not because in truth I haven't know her very long. I do know that I care for her a great deal. She is in a relationship though. In my eyes...
    GreenEyedFox GreenEyedFox 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    I always end up with feelings for the guys I can't have . Then there's tons of guys I can have but I don't like.. It's so annoying and I just wish for once I could like someone I...
    sammylynn333 sammylynn333 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 27

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    To be honest, I just can't stand seeing happy couples being luvy in public these days. Not that I hate luv, it's just been a hard few years. Earlier I posted bout me not trusting...
    HottRoddTX HottRoddTX 26-30, M Mar 27

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    I can't totally help you if you don't want my help or if your don't try to make this forced forced friendship work work ~_~ As my favorite band of old time Paparoach says in my...
    SquirrellyChanLuvsAcorns83 SquirrellyChanLuvsAcorns83 18-21 Mar 29

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    It's been 2 weeks now since I came out of my 5 year relationship with my boyfriend, and I've recently found out my nan has cancer. I am really struggling, and feeling severely...
    VirgoTheArtyFarty VirgoTheArtyFarty 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 1

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