I Can't Do This Anymore

for anyone who feels like it gets too much at times 364 People

    I have never wanted to end it more

    than tonight and I don't know why. I literally don't know what is wrong. I don't want to be me right now and I need help. Please.
    aelizabeth3300 aelizabeth3300
    16-17, F
    2 Responses May 15, 2014

    I feel empty. Cold. I feel broken

    and like there is nothing I can do to put the pieces back together. I've been deciding every day for the last two weeks whether or not to end it. But every day it gets harder and harder to find a reason to go on. I can't take this anymore. I feel like I'm going insane. Why can't...
    tlarue tlarue
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jun 5, 2015

    I just don't know what to do anymore,

    everything I have feared my whole life is starting to come true. I have found out I have a heart condition last year and now I just waked out of the doctors for sabot her problem, I've been getting bad gag reflux, I could have an ulcer or worse Barrets esophegos which could...
    deleted deleted
    Mar 15

    I... I just, i cant..

    . After years of having this constant and intense feeling of love. And then nothing, I felt so empty. And now, I've felt alone for more than a year. Not just "aaw, I'm alone I want love" but this gut turning feeling of emptyness. Crawled up in bed, guts turning, I can't do this...
    darkspiritwolf darkspiritwolf
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 9

    I've been struggling with major depression

    and suicidal thoughts for a long time now. I really need someone to talk to.
    Hopelesslyshattered Hopelesslyshattered
    18-21, F
    Mar 29, 2014

    I can't do this anymore!

    I am to overwhelmed! The heartache is to much to bare. I still cry! On top of that I can't even survive. I'm broke. I work so hard everyday at work to have nothing! I can't feed my kids. I've lost 10 pounds in a week because we have barely any food. I don't eat, I save it all...
    EmilyPouliot EmilyPouliot
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jan 6, 2015

    I think I'm in the dark forever

    now it's gotten to much. nothing can change me now.
    deleted deleted
    Jun 18, 2015

    I know what he wants,

    but I just can't give it to him. It would just make everything weird and complicated and probably destroy the last strand of our friendship. Or whatever this is. I just figured that we could be way better friends than what we're doing now. I'm starting not to like the fact...
    deleted deleted
    Dec 21, 2014

    This mad emotional instability inside me,

    is honestly too much to handle. I cannot live with it anymore, and to say I'm slowly dying on the inside or that I'm chocking doesn't seem to be expressive enough anymore. I feel like screaming, but at the same time I'm too energyless to scream. So I cry....I cry and wish that...
    Soligem Soligem
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 17, 2015

    A woman complain that I didn't smile

    and i got criticism. I have a whole to do list for work, while dealing with customers, my evil sis convinced my mom to not help me get into school, now my sis has 1 semester left til she becomes a nurse...I want to go to the art institute but I have no money...i lost my grandma...
    shawnbone1 shawnbone1
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 18, 2015

    Nobody gets how painful it feels,

    and I don't even know what to say or to explain anymore. Crying....no longer helps at all. Most of the time I can't even cry anymore. I just sit there and feel so suffocated with tears that won't come down and words that won't come out. I spend my days just lying in bed all...
    Soligem Soligem
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Dec 4, 2015

    I am tired of everything.

    it's 5:53 in the morning. I've been up all night, waiting for the sun to finally come up so I can get more drugs. I know I need sleep, but i have so much on my mind so I can't. plus I'm high, so my mind is racing, mainly about life. I've spent my whole life focusing more on...
    addictionbarbie addictionbarbie
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 14, 2014

    I just want to be okay.

    .. Why can't I just be okay?! I'm at the point where I just want to give up because idk what else to do :'(
    untamedx3heart untamedx3heart
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Feb 25, 2015

    I was a young, intelligent,

    motivated kid growing up aspiring to become a Computer Engineer. But as time passed, problems rose between my parents turning into dark days. I've been through a lot of emotional trauma which has affected my academics, love life, and personal emotions. MY marks in high school...
    SoulMadness SoulMadness
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 12

    Only 22. Lived life way too fast.

    Gone homeless and back. Two kids struggling in college thats putting me in a bigger debt. Tired of people telling me that ive gotten so far and not to give up. Cant find someone that wont cheat on me or get bored supposedly. No father and a missing mother. I can't just full of...
    Ashbat Ashbat
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 23, 2015

    I'm so sick and tired of holding myself

    together at school all day, just because my least favorite teacher ****** up. I get sexually abused because he ****** up. Yeah, thats got fair written all over it. Guess what the guy's punishment was? Nothing. NOTHING. I feel like breaking down and crying everyday, and no one...
    zydeko zydeko
    1 Response Feb 25, 2015

    I Don't Understand It...

    It doesn't matter how well I'm doing. I always end up falling. Time and time again. Whenever someone asks me if I'm alright, I always reply, "I'll get through it. I always do." I'm afraid that one of these days, I won't be able to any longer.
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Jan 30, 2008

    I need to get over it.

    Day in/day out. My cheerleader. Gone. My second chance at life. Gone. The reason I went through all the hell the world had to offer. Gone. She ain't coming back. Buy I just can't let go; I just can't move on. I need some serious help...
    deleted deleted
    Dec 2, 2015
    Soligem Soligem
    22-25, F
    2 Responses May 17, 2015

    i hate myself, i really do.

    i believe there is not ONE good thing about me; i'm terrible and i am ugly and i am not "beautiful" or "pretty" or "hot as hell" as i've been told. my "friends" or just some people i talk to briefly will comment on my instagram pictures, and compliment me. but i don't EVER...
    lexiclouser lexiclouser
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Dec 28, 2015

    why is it that the one thing you need in order

    to make everything better is the one thing you can't have?
    ilovenewsocks ilovenewsocks
    36-40, F
    1 Response Dec 3, 2015

    I can't survive without any social interaction

    anymore. this isolation is killing me inside. everyone always leaves me sooner or later. the last thing I had was that website. that's how isolated this shithole place is. the only contact with the outside world I had was a website. yesterday it went down. cabin fever doesn't...
    Choronzon Choronzon
    26-30, T
    1 Response May 14, 2015

    If you got the chance,

    would you fly away?
    deleted deleted
    Mar 4, 2015

    This thing called "life" shouldn't be called a

    "gift". I don't want to be in this world and just survive. I want to live. I want to experience happiness. I want to experience how it feels to want to go on in life. Why is that so hard? Why is it so hard to go somewhere with someone you love and not worry about anything and...
    lvcr lvcr
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Feb 25, 2015

    The cuts on my hips are mostly healed

    and I'm happy... But sad at the same time. I liked having them there. I'm tempted to do it again.
    aelizabeth3300 aelizabeth3300
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 10, 2015

    I hate myself. I want to die.

    Maybe I should 😭
    celinaaaa7 celinaaaa7
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 2, 2015

    they want to kick me out of my living quarters

    at college which means i won't be able to attend anymore. they've done it once and now they might do it again. i don't understand why my life has to be like this. i don't know what i did to deserve this. it's not going to make much sense, but even though i don't feel...
    Degrassi94 Degrassi94
    22-25, F
    Dec 14, 2014

    Why do I stay when all I get I'd pain?

    My brother only made my ankle worse. All I do when with parents is everything I can not to cry. They make the pain worse. Why can't I just end it, end all the pain and suffering?
    ToukaKirishima ToukaKirishima
    13-15, F
    Nov 26, 2015

    Stick a Fork In Me --- How Did the Counselling Work?

    Today was the first day hubby and I had time alone together in months. It was horrible - was than horrible.  It was disatrous. He actually asked me to just go along with everything he says and that we would get along better. He wants to start an emergency one year...
    MizzBlue72 MizzBlue72
    36-40, F
    6 Responses Nov 22, 2008

    Stressful times... and it's difficult

    for me to talk to others about it.
    Bcd16 Bcd16
    18-21, F
    Jan 14, 2014

    One of my favourite quotes,

    it is definitely worth the read!!!!! From Rocky "Cause if you're willing to go through all the battling you got to go through to get where you want to get, who's got the right to stop you? I mean maybe some of you guys got something you never finished, something you really want...
    Usmaniani Usmaniani
    18-21, M
    Jan 18, 2015
    Chloegirlx Chloegirlx
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Mar 2, 2015

    You don't care. You never did.

    You say you do but you don't. Just stop. It only hurts knowing you're only acting. You won't leave you don't want to either but you are better off leaving. Just leave me alone.
    deleted deleted
    May 2, 2015

    I feel it bubbling up inside me.

    This anxiety. I've lost you again. I've let you go again. You are the love of my life. But I betrayed you and lost you. So you leave every morning from every dream I make. I lose you every minute that passes by. I want to be free to love you but you won't have it. I'm not...
    saraandherfoxes saraandherfoxes
    26-30, F
    Feb 4

    I'm breaking.. and I'm falling apart.

    I don't want to be here anymore. I've never felt so alone, I don't know how to cope with this anymore. The only thing I see is my reflection at the end of this bottle and I don't like what I see. My eyes are sore, I ******* hate this. I wish I could just step outside and...
    BeingSara BeingSara
    22-25, F
    Mar 13

    I am finding it really hard to move.

    Smiling is so hard. Interacting with anyone is like running a marathon. I just want to run to you and scream at you. What do you want? You were my ghost for so long and now you've come back from the dead... You've come back for one moment and went back to being a ghost. That's...
    saraandherfoxes saraandherfoxes
    26-30, F
    Dec 25, 2015

    WORK! I can't do it anymore,

    physically and mentally drained yet exams are no more than 2 months away. Where do I get the energy from???
    Usmaniani Usmaniani
    18-21, M
    1 Response Mar 18, 2015

    It'll Be Okay...

    Today while being down in the dumps I read a phrase that was almost like the one in the new movie going around about: "In the end everything will be okay. If it is not okay, it is not yet the end." Here's the phrase: (((Nothing is perfect while something remains to be done...
    indigowitch indigowitch
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Mar 23, 2012

    I miss you so much, you are on my mind 24/7.

    I always wonder if you're okay, if you're safe, sleepy, hungry, happy and every emotion in between. I wonder if all you said was true. Did you ever love me ? Did you even care? Was I even important to you? Was I just a girl you used for pictures for your own satisfaction? Was I...
    lovelydisgrace lovelydisgrace
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Dec 15, 2014

    I swore I'd never let you go.

    .. As my fingers started to slip. I swore I'd hold on forever as you began to walk away. I swore I'd never love another as my eyes began to look fondly over someone else. My heart screams silently into the void where there is no one to hear its sorrow. If you see me walking...
    saraandherfoxes saraandherfoxes
    26-30, F
    Jan 8

    I feel like I am right back to

    where I was a few years ago... hating myself, wanting to cut or burn myself and to drink it all away. Wanting to close back up and never let anyone in again. What's the point in trying to keep going? What's to stop me from disappearing? Leaving this world? No one cares, they are...
    KeKeNae KeKeNae
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 12
    deleted deleted
    Mar 1, 2015

    I'm sorry to everyone I messaged.

    I shouldn't have said those things and it just put us in an akward possision when I snapped back to reality. I'm so sorry, please forgive me. ~Ashlyn/E
    Ashthewolf7601 Ashthewolf7601
    13-15, F
    Dec 28, 2014

    I can't love you right.

    I can't love you as you deserve. Please baby run away. You are better off without me. I will ruin you. This isn't a cry for help, this isn't a challenge. Please just go. I can't be with you in this state. Don't wait for me. Don't wait for me to get better because I don't...
    saraandherfoxes saraandherfoxes
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 18

    My so called best friend took the one I love

    away, the bullying total is getting to an unbearable height like at my previous schools, my cousin Kayla still makes a mess of everything, my grandmothers cancer is worsening and no one cares that I am falling apart! I've been strong for far too long I can't go on living this...
    AngelsInBlack AngelsInBlack
    18-21, F
    Dec 15, 2014

    I'm going into 7 months of shooting dope

    and yes I lost my mind. Luckily I realized It and have been trying to get it back. It took losing myself in order to know who I really am and who I'm not... my life is basically a ******* cliche
    sadvibes sadvibes
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 8, 2015

    Ivan has gotten so close to me again.

    He's checking on me everyday, he even asked for a hug. He even told me in front of pretty much the entire class "I've probably hurt you more than anyone else in this school, and I am so sorry. You know, when I found out how badly you were hurt, I wanted to kill myself. Bella...
    AngelsInBlack AngelsInBlack
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 4, 2015

    If you knew how much I would have done

    for you, but well now it's my time to get over you Damn this is going to be hard
    deleted deleted
    Mar 2, 2015

    I'm ripping off my bandaids.

    I've patched myself up and sowed up my wounds. I've rebuilt myself into a rag doll for you. This abomination I've created just to feel alright isn't my truth. I'm dropping my crutches and walking on my own. So I'm saying goodbye to you. And you. The both men in my life...
    saraandherfoxes saraandherfoxes
    26-30, F
    Feb 8
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