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I Can't Do This Anymore

for anyone who feels like it gets too much at times 323 People

    I want to take this bit of life I am living

    that dark sharp blade from a dark forbidden place it's purpose is to kill quickly turning what was flesh bone and liquid into one box of stones that last enteral and isolation becomes my prison
    martin1600s martin1600s 22-25, M Mar 1

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    This thing called "life" shouldn't be called a

    "gift". I don't want to be in this world and just survive. I want to live. I want to experience happiness. I want to experience how it feels to want to go on in life. Why is that so hard? Why is it so hard to go somewhere with someone you love and not worry about anything and...
    lvcr lvcr 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 25

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    I'm sorry to everyone I messaged.

    I shouldn't have said those things and it just put us in an akward possision when I snapped back to reality. I'm so sorry, please forgive me. ~Ashlyn/E
    Ashthewolf7601 Ashthewolf7601 13-15, F Dec 28, 2014

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    Stick a Fork In Me --- How Did the Counselling Work?

    Today was the first day hubby and I had time alone together in months. It was horrible - was than horrible.  It was disatrous. He actually asked me to just go along with everything he says and that we would get along better. He wants to start an emergency one year...
    MizzBlue72 MizzBlue72 36-40, F 7 Responses Nov 22, 2008

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    they want to kick me out of my living quarters

    at college which means i won't be able to attend anymore. they've done it once and now they might do it again. i don't understand why my life has to be like this. i don't know what i did to deserve this. it's not going to make much sense, but even though i don't feel...
    Degrassi94 Degrassi94 18-21, F Dec 14, 2014

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    I have never wanted to end it more

    than tonight and I don't know why. I literally don't know what is wrong. I don't want to be me right now and I need help. Please.
    aelizabeth3300 aelizabeth3300 13-15, F 2 Responses May 15, 2014

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    I don't know what to do anymore.

    Even my twin sister doesn't get it, and I feel like the world is pressing in on me.
    Ambermaiden Ambermaiden 13-15, F Aug 10

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    It'll Be Okay...

    Today while being down in the dumps I read a phrase that was almost like the one in the new movie going around about: "In the end everything will be okay. If it is not okay, it is not yet the end." Here's the phrase: (((Nothing is perfect while something remains to be done...
    indigowitch indigowitch 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 23, 2012

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    I'm going into 7 months of shooting dope

    and yes I lost my mind. Luckily I realized It and have been trying to get it back. It took losing myself in order to know who I really am and who I'm not... my life is basically a ******* cliche
    sadvibes sadvibes 18-21, F 1 Response May 8

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    I can't do this anymore!

    I am to overwhelmed! The heartache is to much to bare. I still cry! On top of that I can't even survive. I'm broke. I work so hard everyday at work to have nothing! I can't feed my kids. I've lost 10 pounds in a week because we have barely any food. I don't eat, I save it all...
    EmilyPouliot EmilyPouliot 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 6

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    I know what he wants,

    but I just can't give it to him. It would just make everything weird and complicated and probably destroy the last strand of our friendship. Or whatever this is. I just figured that we could be way better friends than what we're doing now. I'm starting not to like the fact...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 21, 2014

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    I am tired of everything.

    it's 5:53 in the morning. I've been up all night, waiting for the sun to finally come up so I can get more drugs. I know I need sleep, but i have so much on my mind so I can't. plus I'm high, so my mind is racing, mainly about life. I've spent my whole life focusing more on...
    addictionbarbie addictionbarbie 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 14, 2014

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    The cuts on my hips are mostly healed

    and I'm happy... But sad at the same time. I liked having them there. I'm tempted to do it again.
    aelizabeth3300 aelizabeth3300 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 10

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    Stressful times... and it's difficult

    for me to talk to others about it.
    Bcd16 Bcd16 18-21, F Jan 14, 2014

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    Soligem Soligem 22-25, F 2 Responses May 17

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    me and my boyfriend keep fighting

    but I just gave notice at my apartment to move in with him. He ignores me half way through our conversations and I feel like he doesn't really want me to move in with him. im scared he wants to break up with me which really sucks. I have been faithful to him and i love him so...
    hannah2411 hannah2411 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 18

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    I think I'm in the dark forever

    now it's gotten to much. nothing can change me now.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 18

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    I just want to be okay.

    .. Why can't I just be okay?! I'm at the point where I just want to give up because idk what else to do :'(
    untamedx3heart untamedx3heart 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 25

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    I miss you so much, you are on my mind 24/7.

    I always wonder if you're okay, if you're safe, sleepy, hungry, happy and every emotion in between. I wonder if all you said was true. Did you ever love me ? Did you even care? Was I even important to you? Was I just a girl you used for pictures for your own satisfaction? Was I...
    lovelydisgrace lovelydisgrace 16-17, F 7 Responses Dec 15, 2014

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    One of my favourite quotes,

    it is definitely worth the read!!!!! From Rocky "Cause if you're willing to go through all the battling you got to go through to get where you want to get, who's got the right to stop you? I mean maybe some of you guys got something you never finished, something you really want...
    Usmaniani Usmaniani 18-21, M Jan 18

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    This mad emotional instability inside me,

    is honestly too much to handle. I cannot live with it anymore, and to say I'm slowly dying on the inside or that I'm chocking doesn't seem to be expressive enough anymore. I feel like screaming, but at the same time I'm too energyless to scream. So I cry....I cry and wish that...
    Soligem Soligem 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 17

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    WORK! I can't do it anymore,

    physically and mentally drained yet exams are no more than 2 months away. Where do I get the energy from???
    Usmaniani Usmaniani 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 18

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    Ivan has gotten so close to me again.

    He's checking on me everyday, he even asked for a hug. He even told me in front of pretty much the entire class "I've probably hurt you more than anyone else in this school, and I am so sorry. You know, when I found out how badly you were hurt, I wanted to kill myself. Bella...
    AngelsInBlack AngelsInBlack 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 4

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    I'm so sick and tired of holding myself

    together at school all day, just because my least favorite teacher ****** up. I get sexually abused because he ****** up. Yeah, thats got fair written all over it. Guess what the guy's punishment was? Nothing. NOTHING. I feel like breaking down and crying everyday, and no one...
    zydeko zydeko 18-21 1 Response Feb 25

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    You don't care. You never did.

    You say you do but you don't. Just stop. It only hurts knowing you're only acting. You won't leave you don't want to either but you are better off leaving. Just leave me alone.
    DeadButterfly3 DeadButterfly3 16-17, F May 2

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    I started a new school in September

    and I have been hiding myself from everyone. I can't do it anymore. I am starting to explode, letting it all go
    TomboyBeth TomboyBeth 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 8

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    I hate myself. I want to die.

    Maybe I should 😭
    celinaaaa7 celinaaaa7 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 2

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    They cut off our water.

    I'm behind on rent. I hate this. This is the worst, and I refuse to deal with this anymore.
    jaydwilson jaydwilson 22-25, T 1 Response Aug 18

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    I feel empty. Cold. I feel broken

    and like there is nothing I can do to put the pieces back together. I've been deciding every day for the last two weeks whether or not to end it. But every day it gets harder and harder to find a reason to go on. I can't take this anymore. I feel like I'm going insane. Why can't...
    tlarue tlarue 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 5

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    I Don't Understand It...

    It doesn't matter how well I'm doing. I always end up falling. Time and time again. Whenever someone asks me if I'm alright, I always reply, "I'll get through it. I always do." I'm afraid that one of these days, I won't be able to any longer.
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 30, 2008

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    I'm cutting tonight when I get home.

    Perhaps, maybe, I'll end it. Who knows?
    aelizabeth3300 aelizabeth3300 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 12

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    I can't survive without any social interaction

    anymore. this isolation is killing me inside. everyone always leaves me sooner or later. the last thing I had was that website. that's how isolated this shithole place is. the only contact with the outside world I had was a website. yesterday it went down. cabin fever doesn't...
    Choronzon Choronzon 26-30, T 1 Response May 14

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    I have no clue what to do anymore

    or who to turn to... I'm just a ticking time bomb. but everyone on here probably just thinks I'm a whiny teenager... so guess I'm ****** :c
    thegroundisup thegroundisup 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    I've been struggling with major depression

    and suicidal thoughts for a long time now. I really need someone to talk to.
    Hopelesslyshattered Hopelesslyshattered 18-21, F Mar 29, 2014

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    My so called best friend took the one I love

    away, the bullying total is getting to an unbearable height like at my previous schools, my cousin Kayla still makes a mess of everything, my grandmothers cancer is worsening and no one cares that I am falling apart! I've been strong for far too long I can't go on living this...
    AngelsInBlack AngelsInBlack 16-17, F Dec 15, 2014

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    If you got the chance,

    would you fly away?
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 4

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    If you knew how much I would have done

    for you, but well now it's my time to get over you Damn this is going to be hard
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 2

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    Chloegirlx Chloegirlx 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 2

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    I'm feeling pretty raw

    and vulnerable right now, or actually more often than not. I've been coming here for years and have found a couple people that were great but things just kinda fell apart. I've come to realize it's probably me that can't keep it together. I cannot pinpoint what exactly I'm...
    idleheart idleheart 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 5

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