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I Can't Escape My Past

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    There are two types of women my mama said Women who are planted And Women who are hatched There are women who are coaxed to grow Nourished by the sun and water And There are...
    breannajust breannajust 18-21, F Feb 7

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    Everyone Has Something In Their Past! - We all have done things we may or may not be proud of! Some things we did can come back to haunt us maybe even do damage in our present day...
    thegunsmith thegunsmith 51-55, M 2 Responses Dec 11, 2011

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    To Hard - Ive tried to forget my past but its to hard.I have had so many bad things happen to me that i think bout more now.I only think of it cuz for once im finally happy,and i...
    demonicsangel2011 demonicsangel2011 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 9, 2011

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    A Good Memory - When I was 5 years old, my mother made an Easter egg hunt for me. She left those hard shelled marshmallow eggs laying around places, and each had a note attached...
    fatslut fatslut 36-40, F Mar 31, 2013

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    Haunted By My Past ... - I loved well thought I loved a man for three years he lived in the states we met 3 years priod when I was 20 , he was a player but I didnt want to believe...
    sonkamoo31 sonkamoo31 31-35 May 13, 2012

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    Small Town - When I decided to transition I knew that it would be hard while living in a small town. I thought long and hard about moving, maybe to a big town. However, my family...
    lyricaldemise lyricaldemise 36-40 Jun 12, 2013

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    I Can't Escape THE PAIN OF Childhood Abuse I WENT THROUGH - NO ONE WILL LET ME KATY AND RICK BEC AND COLM HAVE MY DIARY AND PERSONAL BELONGINGS AND EVEN POSSIBLY A BIRTH...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Jul 27, 2011

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    My Past Wont Leave. - I am always haunted by my past. There is nothing I can do to get away from thinking about it. It's always there in a dream, a thought, an action, or something...
    ohmybobbert ohmybobbert 18-21 Nov 7, 2011

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    .... - This is the main reason I don't want to feel anymore
    iminpain iminpain 18-21, M 9 Responses Jan 14, 2010

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    But That -  doesnt mean i cant change my future. no, there is still time to fix everything. :) i just have to keep believing.
    kittycat101303 kittycat101303 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 14, 2010

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    There He Is Again. - It's been 10 months, I was pretty much over my ex, so I thought. Tonight, I was over at my friends trailer, she has 5 cats & I'm allergic to them..I went to...
    mswhistle mswhistle 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 23, 2013

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    Follows Me. - Everywhere I look, there's something that reminds me of my past. So many things went on in my past, mostly bad things that I don't want to remember or relive. I'm...
    ImOkayNow ImOkayNow 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 18, 2011

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    Runaway - I've tried to run. i have tried to ditch my childhood and my teen years and just go, fast and far... leaving everything and everyone behind.. I can't hide, no where is...
    MiremebeKamaria MiremebeKamaria 18-21, F Nov 24, 2010

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    Memory - Time can pass. I can forget some of the detail of those things, but the main memories will always be present. They have been soaked into my mind, and will never fully...
    emipurple emipurple 18-21, F Oct 12, 2013

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    Fear Of Past - I DID MANY THINGS OR HAVE EXP RELATED TO MY PAST WHICH MAKE M TENSED WHY I SELECTED 4 THAT I M WORRIED 4 THEIR IMPACT ON MY FUTURE????????????????WHY GOD SELECTED M...
    love19082 love19082 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 8, 2010

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    I am so glad that no one can hear my thoughts. If they did I'll be alone in a world that can't accept the truth about themselves. And mostly death threats. 😃
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