I Cant Explain In Words How I Feel Sometimes

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    I don't know what exactly triggered my

    depression. All I know is that it hovers over me and it's negatively impacting my life. Sometimes I feel lonely, sometimes I feel angry. Sometimes I feel like I want my life to end. Sometimes I don't feel anything at all; I'm numb. And I haven't a clue of what to do. No one can...
    misanthropicpessimist misanthropicpessimist
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jul 6, 2015

    "Wish You Were Here" by Pink Floyd.

    So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell, blue skies from pain. Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail? A smile from a veil? Do you think you can tell? Did they get you to trade your heroes for ghosts? Hot ashes for trees? Hot air for...
    ZosoJimmyPage ZosoJimmyPage
    18-21, F
    May 13, 2015
    Tessa95 Tessa95
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 13, 2015

    Im not a depressing person

    but when depressing stuff happens. I dont know how to become happy.
    kikilovergirl15 kikilovergirl15
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 20, 2014

    With everything that has happened in my life,

    I don't know how to express how I feel, and it might not make sense but I don't really know /how/ to feel, I have feelings and I feel sad about things or happy, angry, ect. But.. I never know how I actually feel.. I've had to keep everything bottled up for so long that I don't...
    LunaValentine LunaValentine
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jul 15, 2014

    Love is the Purest Emotion.

    . Specially Shared wid that Special One who wud make Ur Life Magical. I feel Blessed.
    Chiru04 Chiru04
    31-35, M
    Jul 6, 2015
    PeterSp8 PeterSp8
    46-50, M
    1 Response May 26, 2015

    I feel all kinds of things.

    It's hard to feel so much at once and I never know exactly why or what is it that I am feeling. I have no idea why.
    laurenzerbe laurenzerbe
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 5, 2015

    Feelings. Ugh. Am I angry?

    Or am I hurt? Am I maybe sad? Am I cranky? Crunk? Tetchy? Um... Yeah, no, feelings are way too complicated and trying to come up with words for how I feel at all times is probably more distracting than just tracing whatever the feeling is back to the source. Happy, joyful...
    qwirkyone qwirkyone
    36-40, F
    1 Response Aug 5, 2015

    It's like all the thoughts are racing through

    my head and I frantically try to compartmentalize everything, place an order, a meaning to it all. I wanna bounce my everything whirling around in there off someone. Not for advise or reason, I am good at working through it myself and putting things back together. But to feel...
    iamnottheonlyone iamnottheonlyone
    36-40, F
    Aug 19, 2015

    Okay. I need someone to talk to.

    Who doesn't know me. I need something to occupy my mind until I go to sleep. I have this urge to do something that'll give me some instant gratification. And all of my options are really bad ones. Help, anyone?
    LolitaAngie LolitaAngie
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 7

    Annoyed. Pissed off. Living in a small town all

    people do is gossip. So bored with their pathetic lives they invent crap to talk about people, if you are seen talking to someone here, you "must be" sleeping with them. If you're gone from your house longer than a work day, you "must have" ran out on your family. Dieting and...
    sugarfoot79 sugarfoot79
    31-35, F
    Dec 27, 2015

    i am facing this for a quiet long time.

    i lately feel disinterested in doing things and i leave them in between! what should i do?
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 27, 2015

    Sometimes, I wish I could express myself using

    words to express my feelings but I'm just not very good at it. It's hard for me to find the correct words to describe accuratly my feelings. It would be a lot easier and so practical if others could feel how or what I'm feeling instead. Wouldn't that be better?? It'd eliminate...
    Astrobaby091 Astrobaby091
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Aug 5, 2015

    about to watchore nature documentaries trying

    to debate on what im in the mood for
    inlivwitwildlife inlivwitwildlife
    31-35, F
    Feb 10

    Most of the time, I would say.

    I feel too much and all of my feelings seem to conflict. So I say little. I wish I could organise my thoughts into neat and convenient little rows. I'm afraid I will never be able to. I'm secretly and deeply afraid I will feel this way forever. So much makes me happy. Why do I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jul 13, 2015

    But I Will Try

    A year ago today on November 23, 2011, I proposed to WildSpectrumArts. I whisked her away to San Francisco, California to propose. I knew that was a place that meant a lot to her and had known that if she would ever be proposed to that there is where she would like it to be. We...
    KingofSwords KingofSwords
    56-60, M
    6 Responses Nov 23, 2012

    Family returned from their vacation last night.

    its the oddest thing. i cant feel anything. its like everything is a movie. not even a realistic 3d...just flat. no one even seems to notice im there. my dreams have been exhausting and odd. my waking moments are a dull ache, i cant identify the source. i dont even have...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    Mar 31

    Exactly at this moment.

    I hate how negative I'm feeling. I just want to disappear for a little while
    RandomExistence RandomExistence
    16-17, M
    1 Response Dec 26, 2015
    XwonderlustX XwonderlustX
    26-30, F
    Mar 8

    Letting It All Out

    I am not very good with sharing my feeling, i find it hard to express how i am really feeling and when it comes out it never comes out how it is suppose to. But sometimes it just all builds up inside you and then you explode
    skyfullofdiamonds skyfullofdiamonds
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 29, 2013

    Undesirable Ignored,

    loathed, hated, unloved, unwanted, last choice, irregular, defective, dismal,dank, moldy, broken,shattered, splintered, loser, wierdo, laughingstock, bragging rights, used, fool,idiot, stupid,lazy,last sliver of crust, last rock hard frenchfry, last swig of warm beer, brackish...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    5 Responses Jan 8

    when I'm sad I choke on my words

    and when I cant talk I get mad and start making grunts and groans until I can talk.
    GaleTheSwift GaleTheSwift
    16-17, M
    1 Response Jul 4, 2015

    Yeah that's actually really normal

    for me. I hair can't find words to explain how I feel. Either because I have mixed feelings and emotions or I feel emotions that don't have a name so that can't be said with words.
    nightskyvampire nightskyvampire
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Jul 4, 2015

    There are days... like today

    where I just feel like I'm not good enough for anyone, and it's impossible for me to explain it in a way that doesn't make people feel like I just don't wanna talk to them. I admit when I get like this there are a few people that I avoid, but only because they make it worse... I...
    codenamekidnextdoor codenamekidnextdoor
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 18, 2015

    I cant explain to him

    so i rather explain to strangers that are willing to listen . This 3 yr relationship has gone up & down with my head spinning in circles . I just dont understand he has hurt our relationship once to many times . Ugh
    lovelymarie21 lovelymarie21
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 19, 2014

    I remember I was walking in the rain,

    I felt so happy but in a weird way. It was like my feet was light and magic. Yeah, really can't explain it in words !
    JuPond JuPond
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 9

    Comfortably Numb

    I've never really been able to let people in I've always believed I'm a different person to everyone no one really understands and I've always been looking for a real connection. I was a normal little girl, I never fit in with others but I had some friends when I was 12 or so I...
    1960lola 1960lola
    16-17, F
    Aug 28, 2012

    I hate being ignored.

    What's the point? Just say you don't want to talk to me. I'm a big girl, I can handle it.
    AlyssaDurham AlyssaDurham
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jul 15, 2014

    I'm the worst at this.

    Usually when someone asks my mind just immediately goes blank.
    Juliette20 Juliette20
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 25

    Have you ever read a divine book ?

    This is what it says about Mary in the Holy Qura'arn.ٍ She has a special chapter that shows her story with details. very amazing http://quran.com/19
    oh66oud oh66oud
    26-30, F
    Apr 8

    I am not motivated at all today.

    I feel like I don't have anything to get out of bed for.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jul 5, 2015
    keyheart14 keyheart14
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jul 16, 2014

    Sometimes there just isn't the right words.

    Like how much I love babe. I try to find a new and better way to tell her how much I love her everday but nothing ever feels like enough. I mean she knows I love her. And I love her to pieces but there just isn't a strong enough word to tell her just how much I can't live...
    Raptax231 Raptax231
    22-25, M
    1 Response Dec 2, 2014

    I sometimes cant express the way i feel,

    so my outlet, what keeps the darkness from devouring me entirely is to draw.
    SW33TdArkness SW33TdArkness
    16-17, F
    Dec 28, 2015

    when you know you're not the same person anymore

    but know there's still the old self left but everyone thinks that you're against them eventhough you act the same way. and you slowly lose your friends, family, and loved ones and you have nothing left to live for but still bounded by chains to the situations which changed you...
    ru661 ru661
    18-21, M
    Dec 26, 2015

    Don't Let Life Pass You By

    Enjoy Each Day Laugh Loudly Love Uncondiotonally Play Hard Work Dilligently Pursue Passion Give Lots of Hugs But... Most... of All... Drink Deeply from the Well of Life
    Ferric67 Ferric67
    36-40, M
    Sep 7, 2012

    I am taking chemistry

    and anatomy next summer. I am going to need to retake chemistry again. It is very hard and the professor does not help either. How can I study to pass these classes? What video I can watch to teach me?
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 8

    I say that I want to talk most times.

    .. But then never talk about what bugs me most. I just can't🤐
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Mar 13
    luvustill luvustill
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 15, 2014

    Right now I'm just frustrated.

    Haha not in a bad way, I'm actually happy! I can't explain this! I'm overjoyed because today I can finally say I'm happy with my life :D now I just need to help >.< as much as I can! And i be truly satisfied :) yaay !!!!
    MrsScissorhands MrsScissorhands
    16-17, F
    1 Response May 5, 2014
    PeanutButterIce PeanutButterIce
    16-17, F
    Dec 26, 2015

    I hate when I don't know how I feel.

    My life its like 'Do what I say, not what I do'. I'm tired of telling people to be strong, to believe in their selves, to trust. And I'm nothing like that. I don't believe in myself, I'm trying to be strong all the time, I don't trust in myself, I feel like I'm bothering or...
    JustAnotherGirlOnEP JustAnotherGirlOnEP
    18-21, F
    Jul 11, 2015

    I am NOT good with words

    and feelings.
    Shireene92 Shireene92
    16-17, F
    1 Response Sep 4, 2015

    When someone asks what's wrong,

    I say I'm fine, but I have those few friends that know when I'm lying. I want to tell them, but at the same time I don't. Even when I try to tell them, I don't know how to explain the pain in my heart. I hate crying, especially in front of people. It makes me feel so weak. My...
    myusername22 myusername22
    16-17, F
    1 Response Dec 7, 2013

    I'm not tired... idk what i am?

    stressed? maybe, depressed? maybe, a little isolated? maybe, idk... i really dont know...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 4

    I have a lot of emotions

    but I can't find the words to express what I'm feeling.
    Ceelce Ceelce
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Oct 26, 2014

    How can one find words to express how one feels?

    I can't.. Not today. Mostly the words would flow and I'd write them to express what I was feeling, but today, nothing.. And how can i even try to word what i feel? Coz feelings and words are so different! Feelings are like blood in the arteries...sort of gushing, making you feel...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 6, 2015

    That is one thing I wish I could change about

    myself. I have tried to improve on this, but I still feel that I'm not very good at verbalizing how I feel at times. I need to improve on this because sometimes when I have issues with people, I do not know how to explain what problem I am having and just bottle up the issue...
    JadedDivinity JadedDivinity
    18-21
    1 Response Jul 4, 2014

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