I Cant Express Myself Well

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 302 People

    It Rips Me Apart Inside

    it rips me apart inside... to feel like i always have something to hide... to feel like i never belong... to never talk, unless i'm alone.... to barely speak and have everybody stare... why the **** do i always care... im scared of talking to anyone at all... if someone makes...
    emoXkitty emoXkitty
    26-30, F
    Jul 29, 2012

    A lot of you know that I have been through a lot

    and have been waiting a long time for a man who said he'd save me from my darkest days. Well he came and he did have me in the sunshine but now it's raining again... No, it's a huge storm! Two years in and that man has broken my heart! I found him on dating sites from his email...
    AngelaBelievesInLove AngelaBelievesInLove
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 31, 2015

    Eternally Misunderstood

    A pen and paper were my best friends as a child.  As time went by pen and paper turned into monitor and keyboard.  Without these tools I would have never known the true me nor would anyone else. Even prior to the RSD I had difficulty expressing my feelings.  As a...
    AbbyNormal AbbyNormal
    31-35, F
    6 Responses Aug 27, 2007

    Self-expression is tricky--easy at times,

    but ultimately difficult. Especially when it is needed most.  For me, I can express myself well through my physical appearance hands down, but what I really want is to allow myself to shine through my writing.I find it most difficult to write.  Many things run in and out of...
    TheFadingAuthor TheFadingAuthor
    18-21, F
    Jan 4, 2014

    Most of my attempts at this

    either fall flat, or I turn tail before it even goes anywhere.
    almaera almaera
    22-25, F
    Apr 18, 2014

    I'm Always Like That

    It makes me sound rather obtuse. Or mayhap I am thick and just don't realise it. At least the internet often affords me the benefit of time to think over what I want to say and how I wish to express it. And even then, I can still find it hard. It seems that the older I get, the...
    ForestSong ForestSong
    18-21, F
    Aug 9, 2010

    I think I've finally figured out the reason

    for this. Thinking back, whenever I tried to express an opinion to my family, show concern for something, or tried to explain why I felt insulted over something, I find that I've often been criticized for them. When I tried telling them that what they were saying about someone...
    almaera almaera
    22-25, F
    May 23, 2014

    Expressing Myself Is Hard

    I can't even express myself to me. I have so many emotions and thoughts waiting to burst out, but they come out all scattered...if that makes sense. Its as if I am reliving my childhood of not being allowed to express myself, except this time I really have trouble expressing...
    windark windark
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 25, 2010

    I Feel Like I Should Be Mute.

    Most of what I say is forced out garbage meant to only further conversation and get the person to like me. That mode just turns on automatically. And it's no wonder it doesn't work. It works in the short term maybe, but I don't make any real friends talking the way I do. I went...
    deleted deleted
    Jan 15, 2012

    I'm Working On It

    I love to write but have trouble getting my thoughts out. It's mostly because of a learning disability I have. For the most part I can talk out what I want to express, but I often get it garbled and confused. Human language, bah. But it's nice to come here and hang out and write...
    AngelaDark AngelaDark
    31-35, F
    1 Response Nov 27, 2007


    It depends on the context, but I am usually at a loss for words in sticky situations. I hate that people take my silence as indifference, when nothing could be further from the truth. Sometimes I literally just don't know what to say, and rather than word vomit, I like to digest...
    deleted deleted
    Mar 21, 2013

    **** you you ******* fucktard.

    ... How's that for expressing myself? And Oh yeah.... Go to hell.
    AngelaBelievesInLove AngelaBelievesInLove
    26-30, F
    Sep 1, 2015

    No matter how hard I try,

    I can never find the right words..
    yazminromero yazminromero
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Dec 15, 2013

    It's Like Being Mute

    Imagine being able to speak freely about anything until someone asks you how you feel about something, then having your brain completely shut down and losing the ability to use words and instead just staring blankly at someone wanting to communicate but forgetting the words...
    talktolabomb talktolabomb
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 28, 2010

    Of Course I Am A Brat

    Today I bitched a little on facebook and as a result some girl went off on me and unfriended me. Never really talked to the girl, knew her from high school, saw her on campus every now and then, no big deal. But the first words of her rant were "You are a brat". Of course I am...
    xbreathexmusicx xbreathexmusicx
    18-21, F
    Jan 19, 2013

    Mixed Up

    whenever i stand infront of audience i get confused what to say I am absent minded Cant give crisp answers of sms ,daily talk,cant talk longer on phone
    saadkhalid1 saadkhalid1
    Nov 19, 2008

    I feel like if I try to be myself around people

    I'll be judged. So I tend to just be really shy and go by unnoticed.
    sammylynn333 sammylynn333
    18-21, F
    May 5, 2014


    I guess it is because I am really shy, this place helps, it is much easier to express onesself anonymously. I often get left with the feeling that people havent grasped what I am trying to say, or I dont say anything at all.
    csouls csouls
    36-40, M
    Jan 12, 2012

    Fksj;;lksj K;ljsdal;kjlafs J?

    Give me lots of time, a keyboard and a monitor to hide behind and I do alright... (although frequently descend into verbose, dense and frequently incomprehensible ramblings) In the real world, a better approximation would be...
    TheTardyDodo TheTardyDodo
    31-35, M
    5 Responses Jul 31, 2007

    Its Hard

     sometimes to find the right words or say the right thing at the right time when i want to... :/ and even then it still might come out wrong or not loud enough :/ my friends tell me i always seemed pissed off before they got to know meh and then they learned that was my...
    kittycat101303 kittycat101303
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Dec 16, 2009

    I Suck At This.

    THAT is the understatement of the century. I totally absolutely SUCK at expressing myself well. Heck, i can't even tell my mom how much i love her, show my friends i care or tell my boyfriend i adore him. I have been like this since forever. It's frustrating to see myself...
    frootiee frootiee
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Nov 8, 2011

    My Struggles

    Well im just a 14 year old girl but im very wise. I hold everything in though. Everyone says i need to tlk to a counciler but i dnt like being in tht pasion. I mean sitting in her cold office seeing her stare at you saying, "well what seems to be the problem?" i mean...
    Lonely86 Lonely86
    13-15, F
    1 Response Aug 11, 2009

    My friend (who I have some history with) wants

    to talk about something personal. I would've been somewhat okay with this, until he told me he wants to speak in person. I am really not looking forward to this. I hate having these conversations in person, especially if the issue at hand involves me. I feel so pressured to...
    almaera almaera
    22-25, F
    May 5, 2014

    I am a hairdresser, my job requires me to talk.

    Most of the time I use the wrong words, it comes out sounding wrong, or I stutter so badly. My face gets beet red, and I just feel like an idiot.
    Shelbyinshambles Shelbyinshambles
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 21, 2014

    okay so i dont know how to put this.

    the past year or so i have noticed i cant word things properly.. i get words all jumbled up like right now im thinking the word jumbled isnt the right word to use .. its all in my head what i want to say pretty much but i cant seem to word it out properly also if im having a...
    pinkglitteress pinkglitteress
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 20, 2014
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