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I Can't Fight It Any Longer

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    The depression has grabbed a hold of me, and everything that I have. Its grabbed me by the legs and has pulled me down to the ground. My Depression is beating the crap out of me right now, I scream for help, but no help comes, because my scream is nothing compared to the loud...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 31, 2009

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    Had first serious bout of anxiety and depression in my early 20 s ,managed a semblance of functional living until late 20 s ,self medicated with heroin which at least gave me something to get out of bed for and now in my late 40 s with a mentally ill addict 19 year old daughter...
    lezstar lezstar 46-50, M 1 Response Oct 1, 2010

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    Help! So there's this guy I really, really like. He lives 4 hours away, but my crush on him is intense, so I'm committed. He's given lots of signs that he likes me - he wants to...
    thelupine thelupine 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Today, I finally mustered up the courage to tell my crush that I liked her. (Yes, my crush is a she.) Since I only get to see her in my fourth period class, I thought I had plenty...
    SimplyConfusedd SimplyConfusedd 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I don't wear makeup or keep up with the latest trends. I don't collect shoes. I dress practically & smartly & I guess that's why I don't have any female friends (or friends period...
    selina1986 selina1986 26-30, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    My best friend and I decided to get each other valentine's gifts as a joke. We gave them to each other today because we won't see each other in time for valentine's day. We got...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Well, technically I do. Many people would think I have quite a lot, but in reality I can't think of ONE person that's genuinely there for me. My friends don't know any of my...
    EverlyLeex EverlyLeex 18-21, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I... I just, i cant... After years of having this constant and intense feeling of love. And then nothing, I felt so empty. And now, I've felt alone for more than a year. Not just...
    darkspiritwolf darkspiritwolf 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I'm a single mom (divorced amicably, then he died) and I can't do this anymore. I can't. I'm barely hanging on to my job. My son is extremely depressed, and I can't help him. I can...
    mombot2000 mombot2000 41-45, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    When I read a book or see a film that inspires me my first thought is to seek out the people in it meet them, have them like me, even need me and love me. Since I can't replace...
    colorbuff colorbuff 51-55, F 5 days ago

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    I'm ripping off my bandaids. I've patched myself up and sowed up my wounds. I've rebuilt myself into a rag doll for you. This abomination I've created just to feel alright isn't...
    saraandherfoxes saraandherfoxes 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    And I hate myself for not being able to let go. Here's the story; I was friends with my ex friend for 4 years and that's all we were. I never wanted to be anything more because...
    awesomefallenangel awesomefallenangel 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I can 't stand my husband I can't stand my husband etcetera....So i married a jerk .he only cares about themselves if i say anything about how i feel i get screamed at he actually...
    pink26 pink26 41-45, F Feb 4

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    I feel it bubbling up inside me. This anxiety. I've lost you again. I've let you go again. You are the love of my life. But I betrayed you and lost you. So you leave every morning...
    saraandherfoxes saraandherfoxes 26-30, F Feb 4

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    I've never been able to keep a job for over 2-3 years. I always seem to get ... I don't know what it is ... exacerbated. So I quit. I get fed up. I dislike authority figures...
    dmcac dmcac 46-50, F Feb 3

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    Why you? Where is the man I once knew? The one who I thought would never hurt me, especially not gonna make me cry? Where is the man that I fought for? Who's so gentle and loving...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 3

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    I can't even talk to her. Literally every time my mom tries to make conversation with me, I'm instantly annoyed. It can be as simple as, "How was your day?" and I'll snap back at...
    MegsLynn MegsLynn 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 2

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    I fell asleep for a couple hours after supper tonight, and now that I'm up again I don't feel even a little bit sleepy. I don't know what to do. I don't want to lie down and do...
    GreatWhiteBird GreatWhiteBird 26-30, M Feb 2

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    Okay moved out to Cali a year ago, 29 year old male. Will be back in Chicago in a few months though. Weird thing is since I've been out here I can't keep a woman's interest to save...
    matthewh1786 matthewh1786 26-30 1 Response Feb 1

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    I have a ex boyfriend. It was pretty much over. But I hope to help the girls and women in need one day. Me and him? We broke off then get together then broke off then again. Yea...
    sxyylove sxyylove 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    Most days I’m ok. I mean sure, just like always you do cross my mind, but today I really miss you. I came so close to sending you a message telling you so, but I know it’ll...
    jackflash3300 jackflash3300 36-40, M 2 Responses Jan 31

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    It's hard. Loving someone so much, with all your heart. Loving them so much that it physically hurts you when they are away. Loving them so much that they never leave your mind...
    Thelostsoulslasthope Thelostsoulslasthope 13-15, F Jan 30

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    February 2, 1985 A thousand times today, alone, I've lived it in my mind. You took something from me, and I will never be the same way I was. It's not necessarily a bad thing...
    ZenGrrrlLioNESS ZenGrrrlLioNESS 46-50, F 2 Responses Jan 29

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    I'm in love with this boy with the perfect smile in the beginning when we met he was so sweet and we hung out all the time Then the popular gorgeous girl started talking to him...
    CookieTracker7 CookieTracker7 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 29

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    Basically I'm looking for a girl who I am hopelessly in love with, the part that is tricky is that, I have a hard time remembering names, I forgot her name. Also she, last time I...
    TinselCookie607 TinselCookie607 18-21, M Jan 28

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    everyone's negative sometimes. it isn't like i'm going to dump a friend for having a bad day or anything. i am so sensitive to others' moods, though; i feel like when someone is...
    astrifer astrifer 22-25, F Jan 28

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    My pomperdoodle Angel is slowly dying. Ive had 2 dogs die in the past 5 years. All she does is drink water. She wont stop. She constantly urinates in the house and, my mon yells at...
    MidnightLunaRose MidnightLunaRose 18-21 Jan 25

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    I'd do anything for this woman. there's so much going on in her life that she can't be with me. I want her to know I love her and I'll always be here for her. I love you!!
    cda2331 cda2331 41-45, M Jan 24

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    I can't stop thinking about you. My craving for you has become double fold! You’re on my mind from the time I wake up to the time I go to sleep. Today, I felt you, in my most...
    jan25 jan25 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 24

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    I moved to Austin with a lot of excitement. New job, cool new city to explore and a whole new state I'd never really experienced. Now since I've lived here for 3 years, I can...
    princessadora princessadora 36-40, F Jan 24

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    I was just blamed for being raped, because I didn't report it at the time. I was called selfish because I never said anything, and for the fact that I didn't tell the guy raping me...
    Singlemother78 Singlemother78 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 24

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    So we have been best friends for 10 years but over the last 2 years things have started to change. We fell in love but we can't be together not because of anyone else but of our...
    JamieLeedc JamieLeedc 26-30, F Jan 24

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    I was watching this show called What Would You Do, a reality show where actors act out a situation in a public place and reactions to them are recorded and interviewed. There...
    theguywiththeredhair theguywiththeredhair 18-21, M 12 Responses Jan 23

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    Harming yourself is the worst choice. Why? Because you don't end pain like that, NOR deal with it like that. Pain is there for a reason. We learn from it. It's life telling us...
    Grace2U Grace2U 66-70, F Jan 23

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    Why i always find myself in trouble even if I didn't do anything, I don't get people , they want to do something and when I do it they don't like it, why did you asked on the first...
    tukie14 tukie14 13-15, F Jan 22

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    I'm sure this is something really common. I just feel like I really need to type it out. One of the worst feelings in the world, no doubt, is falling for someone that doesn't like...
    savvyjames savvyjames 18-21, F Jan 21

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    i have friends and a boyfriend too but at times i'm in such a situation where i don't know where to express myself,all stuff i wanna say just keeps floating in my mind,there are...
    beautyndbeast beautyndbeast 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 21

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    I can't take this life I'm living I hate that I can't tell anyone anything I can't wine about things whoever is reading this I'm sorry....I just want a drink and a cigarette so bad...
    Tomboy2501 Tomboy2501 13-15 3 Responses Jan 21

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