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I Cant Fight My Heart

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    Where Was Your Conscience?

    How did you hide yourself so well? I dont know who you are or even who you were.. WHERE WAS YOUR CONSCIENCE? i was mesmerized by your touch, entwined with your Soul, manipulated by the depths of our connection, blinded by passion...I was In love...but WHERE WAS YOUR CONSCIENCE...
    hwood773 hwood773 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 1, 2012

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    Loved and hated. Bad combo. Happened to all of us. Well many of us. I will speak for me. All my ex bfs let me down. Broke me down. That's why I hated them for hardening my heart...
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    Me and my boyfriend have been together for almost 10 months and he is literally the love of my life. I am extremely happy but when we fight its bad. We've both given each other...
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    The day i was born i lived in a poor house.My dad was a drunkard.my mom has to work instead of my dad. 5 years later i got a little sister.Till that day i didnt got any love.my mom...
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    I will start by stating what's the problem. I have a girlfriend u see. We've been dating for 1 year and 3 months now but i still cant get over the fact that she kissed another boy...
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    my mom died last month its an empty weird feeling. everything is different. i am lonely and yet i dont want to be around anyone. i am beyond sad....but i am ok. i spent the last...
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    Always brought up my sons to scrap. taught them how to fight at a very young age - let them fight it out - only intervened when it got really bad. At the age of 10 they joined a...
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    My heart is having the control of my body     mind is fighting with my heart but no luck My heart gets the control of my eyes,      wants to close, and think about you...
    fastandfamous fastandfamous 36-40, M Jan 13

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    This site seems great for sharing experiences and getting advice from people who go through similar problems, so here I am to tell my story. I don't know where else to turn, so...
    WanderingWraith WanderingWraith 18-21, F Jan 18

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    She wanted to rid herself of the past, rid herself of the weight being carried around every day. Never have been one to share true raw emotions with others, but rather smile and...
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    I just broke up on New Year's day. I had been with him since Oct 9, 2013. He had been my unbelievably very good friend since Feb 2007. He's very intelligent and sensitive...
    UN1V3RS3 UN1V3RS3 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 2

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    Well since Sunday with my dad passing I cant feel nothing I don't eat sleep and I have my whole family not talking to me because I keep pushing anyone that cares about me away I...
    monica0215 monica0215 51-55, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    stayed up late watched a movie, went to bed... ugh.. tossed and turned for a good 5 minutes and now im wide awake. 12.45 at night right now as I write this.Nothing unusual there...
    everydayisagoodone everydayisagoodone 31-35 Jan 13

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    I haven't been sure if I wanted to write about this.... I haven't been in any state of mind to do so... For I broke my own heart and it's been broken by so many things over the...
    Orangerocket Orangerocket 31-35, F 6 Responses Jan 18

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    I'll keep you in my heart thats for sure.Because i love you so much i know that i cant propose you,because you love someone else and i dont want to be the third person.And i know...
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    omg it bothers the crap out of me. I CANT STAND IT!!! i dont understand why people smoke, people think its cool -_- yea its sooo cool when your dying from a lung disease or heart...
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    Fightless Bird dying is like flying both are a leaving of the trebled life laid out on this earth with half measured hearts and spoon fed thoughts. With love reserved for...
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    It seems like the last couple of days since my dad lost his job my parents have been fighting SO much. It breaks my heart..
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    I can't sleep tonight. Too many memories gone so very bad. I know we needed to end, but why did you have to make it so hard for me to let you down gently. Months have passed, and I...
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    VAN MORRISON WILL HEAL ANY AILMENT OR HEARTACHE!!! ZAKK WYLDE (PRE-BLS, DURING, OR SOLO) SINGS TO EVERY WORD OF MY SOUL....
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    Wow, Can you feel my heart by Bring me the horizon. I thought I was the only person that could relate to that line. Love it.
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