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I Can't Find the Words

Silence is the death knell that comes with a closed mouth and a closed heart 112 People

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    I haven't been in the mood to write. I feel like I'm hanging on a fence in the dark and not sure which way to go. I feel excited about some things in my life and at the same time.....I feel like I'm abandoning others. I am unsure of myself more than at any other time in my life...
    theredlady theredlady 41-45, F 4 Responses Oct 28, 2009

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    A Lot! Every Story And Every Day

    When I even Meditate, Contemplate and get Pensive. When I compose and write every Story. And a lot of them are only half done the way I would like them to come out to be, or else they too don't ever get Posted here. Spell Checker's doesn't help me find my words. And sometimes...
    ChakraSolipsismMGP ChakraSolipsismMGP 56-60, M Nov 13, 2011

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    I Never Can

    i never can find the words . i have a hard time talking alot of times . and i just stumble . like uh can you do . it sounds horriable . another  nerological issue discovered.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 20, 2010

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    Yay! ????

    I have this feeling all bubbling up inside of me... I want to shout it out. It makes me feel like flying and laughing and I don't know what it is. It's been building up for a couple of days and it's got me all antsy inside. I feel like a little kid waiting for recess.
    theredlady theredlady 41-45, F 3 Responses Oct 25, 2009

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    Where Am I?

    There is a blankness to my existence. I have purpose, I know, but what it is, I haven't a clue. I have my children. I have my business. I have friends. I have family. But where am I? In the larger scheme of things I sit here and ponder it and have no words to describe myself.
    theredlady theredlady 41-45, F 2 Responses Jul 22, 2009

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    I

    I miss.......everything....
    theredlady theredlady 41-45, F 13 Responses Aug 7, 2009

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    Death By Tractor

    At 4:15 today we got the call. My brother in law was killed, the tractor he was using to pull logs on his land rolled over and crushed him. Shawn has been with my sister since they were 14...they made me an awesome nephew who is 9 now. I call him 'Lil'. 'Lil's' Dad had cleaned...
    mybirch12 mybirch12 36-40, F 5 Responses Nov 24, 2013

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    Have you ever felt so out of place ?

    Like you dont belong to any where you go .. Nobody seems to understand .. No where feels right . Even your home . Have you ever felt like you want to silent everyone , even the love of your life ? You want to stare at him without saying anything .. Hear his soft breaths and...
    sweetembrace13297 sweetembrace13297 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 11

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    There Are No Words Left In Me....

    I can't find the words to tell how I feel.It seems that they have left me.All I do now is cry when I need to speak or vent my feelings, the words do not come out.Only tears. I do it in church or at night,sitting alone out on my porch. My friends in my town don't seem to...
    theredlady theredlady 41-45, F 3 Responses May 17, 2009

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    Words Are My Friends.

    I love them, and they have saved my life in the past. Now I feel unlike ever before... without the possibility to find the words to explain how I feel, and why. I thought I lost the man I loved, and had accepted it with grief and dispair, and now out the blue, just like he came...
    sweetmeisje sweetmeisje 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 8, 2010

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    Still Speechless

    The words are stuck in my brain. They linger there and tantalize my tongue, but they won't come out. I don't know why. I'm sad. Can't seem to find an even keel. Don't know what to do or where to go. Too many friends and no one I can talk to. Don't know what to say. Tired of the...
    theredlady theredlady 41-45, F 11 Responses May 26, 2009

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    Stuck In A Situation

    I'm stuck in a winless situation. I don't need to win, but the situation is dire. It is not healthy. it does not flourish love is a great thing. but loving yourself may be better.
    enough1 enough1 36-40, F Jul 22, 2013

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    Nothing So Say

    have so many storiesbut nothing to saymy mind is a blankjust fields of decayall gone down the sinkwith a winkand a blinki watchhypnotisedwith shallowdazed eyes.no focus to writeon this dreary nighthave nothing to sayno fervour to prayit is . as it ismy soul feels no blissbut then...
    shenightowl shenightowl 51-55, F 1 Response Jul 14, 2012

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    It Is All Too Big!

    life! Can't find the words! who can? the mystery, the majesty, the pain and dissapointment. what the hell is it all about? i wonder my hands in the kitchen sink' washing the dishes,  on a crisp monday morning. then I see him in the tree. and i hear him singing with such joyful...
    shenightowl shenightowl 51-55, F 2 Responses Jul 3, 2012

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    No Words But a Person

    There's no word to even explain how my life is, how at times I can be so happy and full with joy, and at other times jealous or arrogant most of the time aggrevated, there's no word or words that can explain how I feel at times, the only possible thing I can think of is God why...
    sleepingangel sleepingangel 16-17 1 Response Aug 17, 2009

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    Wordless

    i have no kind of words for a lot of things but mostly life. life to me is a pure and delicate krystal that if drops to the ground is over. but i cannot find the words to describe how wonderful and joyous our lives can be, its quite hard. and specialy if you have suck great...
    ashingdreams23 ashingdreams23 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 9, 2010

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    Some Borrowed Words From Long Ago

    Not too discrete Are the words she speaks While she sits and passes the time A thing once died Now is revived And guides her broken heart......
    theredlady theredlady 41-45, F 4 Responses May 18, 2009

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    Words In My Heart

    There are words in my heart that I cannot get out. They are trapped. Stuck fast in the mud that is my fear. I love and hate, am indifferent, yet concerned. I don't want to go too far or give false impressions. So I stay quiet with exception to those who bring them out. Their gift...
    theredlady theredlady 41-45, F 5 Responses Sep 2, 2009

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    Something I Want To Say

    There's something I want to say. I read the stories with their sadness, anger, revelations and opinions. I read of happy times and bad times or times that maybe shouldn't be shared....lol. I want to comment on them all. They are all very good and interesting. The problem is that...
    theredlady theredlady 41-45, F 4 Responses Oct 8, 2009

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    Here I Am

    Here I am, down.....again. There is no reason. There is no rhyme. I just am. Just when I think I'm fine. I can't really tell why. The words are lost and won't come to me when I call. I know I'm miserable at this day and time. I   write what comes to me as it pops up in...
    theredlady theredlady 41-45, F Sep 17, 2009

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    I'm Sorry For The Messy Words

    There is no amount of words i can use to tell you i love you ... wouldn't even matter how many i used, you still wouldn't believe them. There is no amount of words to say how much i thought about you in that four and a half years and how many times i got close to telling you...
    deadinsideout deadinsideout 26-30, F Aug 27, 2013

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    My Mind Ignores What My Heart Says

    Most of the time when i'm at work or at school, or just wherever around people I find myself contemplating life or whatever else might be on my mind more than really thinking of what else to say to someone. Yes I do enjoy talking to people and having intelligent conversations...
    misternobrain misternobrain 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 11, 2013

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    Sometimes I Think I Can't Speak

    It really does feel like that sometimes. I'm much better at writing.  But when I speak, it feels like the thoughts are having a party and are not planning to settle down anytime soon. I know what I want to say, but when it comes to putting it in words and getting those words...
    SunnySmile SunnySmile 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 7, 2010

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    To Express My Love To You

    So I'll say it simply................................ I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    TheWanderingSupertramp TheWanderingSupertramp 22-25, M 3 Responses Oct 26, 2009

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    Please Rescue Me

    Where are my words? They're lost. They've escaped me. My heart aches and has no release, my mind screams and can't find the key. Where are my words? Felt deep inside of me, lost within the depths, blacker than the sea. Please, someone, rescue me! I'm floating in the black depths...
    theredlady theredlady 41-45, F 9 Responses Jan 13, 2010

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    Depressed... It's so hard to find a part time job in London
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    For once I would like to meet a guy with actual intelligence and who shares my interests , guys where I live are such jerks
    PoetryGirl101 PoetryGirl101 16-17, F Mar 29

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    I recently joined this community in hopes to get many things off my chest, and hopefully get some positivity from anyone who’s willing to listen. My name is Zach and I’m 19...
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    “Cut” “Do it.” “No one cares” “You’re pathetic” “Slice your wrist. You deserve it.” “No one can save you.” “No one truly loves you so just do it...
    NoWordsToSpeak NoWordsToSpeak 13-15, F 3 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    How do you get over it? I knew going into my marriage and my attempts to have children that there was a good chance I wouldn't be able to conceive. The doctor told me when I was...
    Dawn0421 Dawn0421 31-35, F 3 hrs ago

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    I'm really struggling at the moment to find a reason to keep on living or to look to the future. I split from my ex a while ago but we have been on and off since. We have a...
    isthereanypoint isthereanypoint 26-30 Apr 8

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    Idk I just.........can't. It's not that idw to share but I just feel like I don't have a right to burden others w my silly problems of my own. Like they don't have problems of...
    ELSAhugsyou ELSAhugsyou 18-21, F Apr 4

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    I had 8 (epileptic) seizures a few months ago. Since then, I haven't been able to think straight. I can't talk without stopping to think about what word to say next. I stutter. I...
    ChloeCat19 ChloeCat19 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 13

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    I am at the stage of my life where I am thinking about marriage. I am nervous about married life, but still very excited to begin this new chapter. I can't wait to build a...
    lifeisatest lifeisatest 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    The title is my life. It happened 8 years ago. Wow, I can't believe it has been that long... At 7 years of marriage and 3 kids, my husband and I became roommates... I loved him but...
    swimminginemotions swimminginemotions 31-35, F 5 Responses Mar 28

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    Is it so hard to say what you really mean? If you don't mean it, don't say it at all. For ex. if you don't want to hang out with someone, don't make an appointment out of...
    NchK NchK 31-35, F 1 day ago

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    Everything in his life, he did to please others and to look good. I'm so mad at the way he treated my mother and for the horrible father he always was. He is nothing short of...
    hannie93 hannie93 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I don't think I can forgive my husband for the way that he acted when my father got sick and passed away from prostate cancer after a 10 year battle against it. My dad was pretty...
    idk8 idk8 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    Or like when they say they are going to do something and don't do it, or vice versa. My mother in law has this problem and it annoys the crap out of me. She's always complaining to...
    AjLeePunk AjLeePunk 22-25, F Mar 25

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    To be honest, I just can't stand seeing happy couples being luvy in public these days. Not that I hate luv, it's just been a hard few years. Earlier I posted bout me not trusting...
    HottRoddTX HottRoddTX 26-30, M Mar 27

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    I find it challenging to be honest with my family because I am different from them and I think differently than them. I know that my family judges atheists, and political liberals...
    Growlin Growlin 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    It's been 2 weeks now since I came out of my 5 year relationship with my boyfriend, and I've recently found out my nan has cancer. I am really struggling, and feeling severely...
    VirgoTheArtyFarty VirgoTheArtyFarty 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 1

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    Resting in the dark with my eyes wide open. I'm feeling sick in my stomach because I am stressing out about everything that is going on in my life. I am fine during the day. I...
    Christinewl Christinewl 26-30, F 4 Responses Apr 1

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    I don't know what it is about talking to girls, but they're just so confusing. A lot of the time they're extremely negative towards life in general. And I find I can't be myself...
    Oceanseeker Oceanseeker 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 11

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    being cheated on wasn't the part that pissed me off the most though. it's more of my attitude towards people & finding it hard to trust anyone afterwards. after being cheated on...
    corona135 corona135 22-25 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    today my new book arrived can't wait to read it , it is called Collapse : How societies choose to fail or succed . I personally only read books that are related to politics or geo...
    SebUK SebUK 13-15, M Apr 3

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    There is this song called #SELFIE, and I find it quite annoying, to be honest I actually would prefer songs by Justin Bieber and all those hated artists. I just can't stand this...
    ConcealedWildheart ConcealedWildheart 13-15, F Apr 4

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    It's hard to express my feelings to others verbally because I can't really trust people . Find it easier to express pain and emotion through writing
    ChrisMackin ChrisMackin 16-17, M Apr 6

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    I had my interview they told me that everything checked out and that as soon as a position opens I'll be the first one they call for the job. I can not find one any where, I just...
    clnj clnj 26-30, M Apr 7

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