I Can't Forget My Lost Love

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    Its The End Of The Road For Me

    I just hope it doesn't kill him. I'm sorry Shane -----------------------------------------------------------------------------   You are my everything My eyes for staring The feathers of my wings Your eyes, love, caring   You made me whole I&rsquo...
    LastMessage LastMessage
    18-21, M
    1 Response Mar 5, 2010

    I Realized Too Late What I Walked Away From...

    In the early 90's in New Haven, I answered a personal ad in the advocate for "women seeking women" and met Sally.  She was a Yale Phd student, incredibly intelligent and interesting.  I could sit and talk to her for hours and never be bored.  Our friendship quickly became...
    Alison51 Alison51
    51-55, F
    Jan 18, 2011

    Reunited With My First Love......

    Here's a quick reflection of the past.....My boyfriend and I were crazy in love with each other, I mean the chemistry was out of control. The problem was he lived 8 hours away, being 16 & 18 that was difficult. We broke up because of problems caused by living so far apart. I...
    jburton71 jburton71
    1 Response Mar 29, 2012

    He has such a beautiful smile What a wonderful

    laugh. So perfect and unique I could just bask in it. Imagining his laugh, his smile Makes my heart hot with joy Yet shatters it instantly, continuously. I heard his voice last night. Twice. Twice he called my name. And that was all. It nearly gave me a heart attack. I'm saying...
    Adairynne Adairynne
    26-30, F
    May 9, 2014


    I did not believe in myself then. I had an abusive father who hurt my feelings badly. Never cared about our emotions. As a teenager, I struggled to make friends. I believed natural affection was unnatural and transient. Things always ended in anger and abuse. But at the same...
    samsad samsad
    26-30, M
    Feb 16, 2010

    I Feel You With Me In My Heart Every Day

    I thought I would forget you. But I feel you with me, as if you are my Siamese-twin brother.
    Ste11aeres Ste11aeres
    26-30, F
    Nov 13, 2012

    Waiting For Your Return

    Dear Melanie I sit and watch through the window, minutes, hours, days, weeks, and months came and go, I wait for your return. My love my life I pushed away. I never want any thing much more than what we had. Longing for your heart to accept my love for you. I needed nothing...
    Rufiom Rufiom
    36-40, M
    1 Response Apr 3, 2011

    I Saw You Again Today

    I see you almost everyday. You once loved me but I lost you. You stopped loving me and everyday I live with the regret that you don't want me anymore. I told you everything. I opened up to you but I just wasn't good enough, I wasn't want you wanted or needed. I still love you...
    LostInTime20 LostInTime20
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 4, 2011

    I Miss You Msa, More Then Anything

    MSA, this is the name which is with me for the rest of my life, you made me what I am, a successful person, I had nothing, you came in my life and motivated me to do business, do everything I have today but during the time when I was achieving this, you let me go, or maybe you...
    msagroup msagroup
    26-30, M
    Aug 2, 2011

    Tortured Love

    It all began 20 years ago when I met you. At the time I was seperated in the process of a divorce from my first husband, and engaged to another person when I met you. I only had a couple of months in country when I started to hang out with you as a friend, and we became best...
    missingthepast missingthepast
    1 Response Feb 26, 2012

    I've never forgotten him,

    and we were split up about 12 years ago due to forces beyond our control. I've never met anyone quite like him, and doubt I ever will. I found an email address for him the other day... we've had no contact in over 5 years (we were briefly in touch via social media, but then he...
    Rebec987 Rebec987
    31-35, F
    1 Response Aug 27, 2015

    My Ramble Story

    i have to write so i can clear my head somewhat, in 2004 met a guy, i fell hard for, he was my first love, first kiss, my first for everything, i loved him so much but i was only 15 when it ended i chased another guy i regret it, i still hate myself after so many years, i dont...
    toxiccandi toxiccandi
    26-30, F
    1 Response Oct 16, 2013

    December 1995, Destiny??

    I was bartending at a West Village hotspot, while finishing my degree in IT at a school in Manhattan. My relationship situation was in the sh1tter and my mood was not far away. It was Friday night and I was given the upstairs smaller bar to man. The night began slow and I kept...
    csquared22 csquared22
    41-45, M
    Feb 28, 2011


    It took me ten years to find the one person whom I loved more than any other. She called Monday night, and by Tuesday night I was 800 miles away. By Wednesday we had traveled 800 miles back to make this her home. I have never had something so perfect. Now she is gone. I come...
    Fractions Fractions
    26-30, M
    9 Responses Dec 5, 2011

    Still Don't Know Why We Split

    She was lovely.  Met all my requirements and we got along really well for 6 years.  She seemed to like me very much and we talked about love and marriage.  She had two teenage boys who compared me unfavourably with her ex, their father.  But three or four...
    Waistedman Waistedman
    66-70, M
    Aug 3, 2009


    we would have been married 50 years this year if she had not been killed at age 19 after just 6 years of being married we had not really lived by our self yet we had vacations at our grand parents cabines a few time a year by our selfs of with other kids from our group we...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2
    61-65, M
    Jun 28, 2011

    I Guess Its Just Life...

    Three years ago I met this amazing girl at a marriage party i attended. We kinda hit off from the very start. It wasn't that it was the first time i was with any girl but some how I could feel it was something different. Something special. And in a weeks time my whole life...
    somardha somardha
    Jan 11, 2012

    Karma Or Just Undeserving?

    This story actually starts before I met him... To give a little background, I first fell in love at the tender age of 14. It was an imature love and never amounted to anything. We were very different and he was 13 at the time. I broke up with him before we fell in love and fought...
    weeblegrrl weeblegrrl
    22-25, F
    Jan 8, 2008

    Right Love At the Wrong Time

    I just recently reconnected with my first love. We had no communication for 30 years although we grew up in the same town. I am married with children and living in another country. He is married and has a daughter. I have a rocky relationship with my husband but I can't divorce...
    Brange Brange
    1 Response Jul 9, 2009

    Lost And In Love

    So I saw this girl 8 years ago when I was in 6th grade and liked her. The language barrier prevented us from talking though I did see her staring at me every so often while I sat alon onn the playground. I decided I was too shy to talk to her so I wished on a star that she would...
    MrParanormal MrParanormal
    Apr 28, 2012

    Found Lost Love After 35 Years - a Mistake

    Thought it would just be catching up on old times- I didnt realize how the buried memory of heartbreak could come back to the forefront with that feeling of dread, of something terribly wrong, surreal. I was a soldier 35 years ago.  I had bought my lover B a...
    juror13 juror13
    2 Responses Jun 28, 2009

    The Saddest Story of My Life.

    its really not like me to share these things, but as i can be annomouse here i feel it is safe, to finerly tell my story, one that has eaten away at me for years. it is not a short story, but i believe if it could be a film that it would be a good one. i was 24 years old...
    silentsi silentsi
    36-40, M
    10 Responses May 11, 2008


    we would have been married 50 years this year if she had not been killed at age 19 after just 6 years of being married we had not really lived by our self yet we had vacations at our grand parents cabines a few time a year by our selfs of with other kids from our group we...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2
    61-65, M
    Jun 28, 2011

    Haunted By Past Love

    OK so I've now been married for almost 13 years and I love my wife very much but I'm still haunted by a past love. I hear a certain song on the radio or catch a scent of a perfume and I fall into a dream like state and remember the wonderful times, the laughing and the loving we...
    2 Responses Jan 10, 2013

    It's been over 16 years…so many changes…

    and I can't forget him. We were together in college; I was a freshman, he was a senior. He was my everything and I was his. Then, after 3 years, I screwed it up--badly. I cheated…not because I wanted to or longed to or tried to. At that point we had been living in a long...
    thistleinthewind thistleinthewind
    41-45, F
    1 Response Jan 11, 2014

    Reminders Everywhere

    I can't forget my lost love mainly because there are reminders of him everywhere. I feel like I'm being haunted. Like yesterday every character in every tv show had his name. I know it's a common name but ******* every single show no matter what it was -Soap opera. sitcom. drama...
    howsab howsab
    31-35, F
    Oct 24, 2011

    I Can't Forget My First Love

    Not sure if this is the appropriate forum for this or even the appropriate website for that matter. Dated the "girl next door" all through high school and into college. She literally lived right up the street. She was my first love and I was hers. We shared many firsts...
    AndyDufrane AndyDufrane
    1 Response Sep 1, 2012


    I'd never been understood by anyone until him. The timing was wrong. He even understood that much. It's been a year, and my life has changed. I want him back. I want to be spoken to that way. I want to be adored for both my light and my dark. I want to run back and embrace him...
    ShouldBeSleeping ShouldBeSleeping
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jan 15, 2011

    Won't Forget, Won't Lose

    Your neatly pressed hair, cleanly shaved face, nicely scented shirt, dark denims, well polished shoes, thick eyebrows, red lips, and ohhhh how could I forget your hazel eyes... Those eyes that instantly melted my heart and my soul away; those eyes that took my feet off and...
    moischeherazade moischeherazade
    31-35, F
    Sep 2, 2012

    Til Death...

    I am 45. I just put that out there because even after all these years I am still deeply affected by the events of my life. I was 16 when I saw the love of my Life on a Santa Barbara beach. I looked at my best friend and said "I am going to marry him". By age 18 we were...
    KarynT45 KarynT45
    41-45, F
    1 Response Nov 13, 2012

    My Princess Left Me...

    i met her on f.b... she is really modest to everyone. doesnt had any relations with any one. i entered and connected to her alot..... dreaming all about her 24 hrs.... i became a friend... and next a close friend... and soon i became her image in the mirror... she used to share...
    vikky2192 vikky2192
    Mar 25, 2013

    My Second Love

    yes its my second love... but now i feel my first love is an "Infatuation.." she is studying b.tech final year and i am bbm 2nd year we enetered a relation after knowing each other nearly 7 months... in the first month... its al d same nice..sweet...romantic... trustttt...
    vikky2192 vikky2192
    Mar 25, 2013

    Why Did It Have To End

    i dont know what i can do anymore i loved him SO much and still do. i want to get him back no matter what it takes. or how bad he hurt me in the past. the past is the past. and i forgive him for what he did. but i will never forget what he did. i will never forgewt him. its hard...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Oct 13, 2013

    My Bestfriend, My Lover, My World, My Heart, My Soul....all Ended Over His Mother.

    C was 15 & I was 17 when I met him in March 2012. We met at a gas station and I looked like absolute hell. I thought he wouldn't give me the time of day, but he did. He started conversation about my truck, it was a Chevy 2500HD with LOUD pipes. lol From that moment on, we were...
    CowboyLady711 CowboyLady711
    1 Response Aug 9, 2012

    This is my story. I am 34 years old female,

    single, never been married and recently ended a relationship of 2 years (we were engaged). Since then I had moved to another state to be closer to my family. I met this person 7 years ago during a conference through mutual friends and coworkers. We immediately hit it off, he...
    joyous79 joyous79
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jan 16, 2014

    Long Lost Love..............

                  this isnt really like me to discuss feelings......and i havent really told this whole story to anyone.....but here it goes........            ...
    mrich300001 mrich300001
    4 Responses Feb 4, 2008

    The joy of love. Of dedicated long term love.

    The happy memories. The smiles. The laughs. The love. All gone. All that's left is confusion. And a broken heart.
    j3ky11 j3ky11
    26-30, M
    Dec 3, 2013

    I Wasn't Enough For You!!!

    So sorry if this text got to you late, I just want you to know that. Your my best friend, my lover, my life, and my everything. Being with you were the very best good time ever happen to me, in the world. I love you too much, but you are right, we do need to be apart. We fight...
    Rufiom Rufiom
    36-40, M
    Apr 3, 2011

    Lost Love

    Not a guy I ever went out with or ever knew I love him. Just I guy I knew from school from age of 4. Some guy I find perfect and let slip away. Now eachday well at least each week in the lonely moments or when alone I think of him.Both moving schools in year 8 I felt sad. Never...
    sundragonfly sundragonfly
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jun 27, 2011

    I'm Haunted

    It's one of those things that you made a wrong choice, and there's no going back. An eternal regret that you have to hide, because the wrong choice is always around. Constantly reminding you of it. Keeping you from the right choice. He's the one that got away and i can't help...
    deleted deleted
    Sep 22, 2012

    Lost Love

    So, I guess mine is the same as all the lost love stories. You are so into her, and she loses interest. Nothing can be done I suppose. But I wish there was a pill to make the longing go away. Thing is... we are still in touch... and I have and had many ladies since. But I...
    mseguin mseguin
    May 17, 2010
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