I Cant Forget My Past

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 262 People

    Its not something that I can just easily forget.

    A never ending life of darkness, the sounds of the gun. I close my eyes and still see the flames. I try to run but the arms are still clinging onto me as the screams fill the world around me. Its not a past that can easily be forgotten but I try not to show it. But if someone...
    MyMusicalScars MyMusicalScars
    18-21, F
    Mar 16, 2014

    It's hard To forget your past

    when all you had was the love your or live!!:(
    shorty209 shorty209
    18-21, F
    Mar 15, 2014

    Message Me

    i dont really wanna talk about this but its just gotten to be too much for me to handle i was institutionalized and was put on a drug called risprodal or something like that. but it wiped my memorie and i have flash backs and i want to forget all of that but i cant i wanted to...
    vampirejugalo vampirejugalo
    22-25, M
    1 Response Aug 23, 2013

    I try to run away, but everyone keeps shoving

    me back and can't see I've changed
    justadesertflower justadesertflower
    18-21, F
    Mar 17, 2014

    My past is my past. Nothing i can do

    although 20 years later i see clearly what went wrong.
    ppamelalala ppamelalala
    56-60, F
    Mar 22, 2014

    Society has long become more open to the idea

    of older men younger women relationship. Younger women are more vibrant, more full of life and that energy can spill over onto you, making older men feel younger in return. Typically, women mature at a faster rate than men do and sometimes a 50 year old man is more compatible...
    BB0729 BB0729
    31-35, F
    Mar 20, 2014

    I Cant Forget My Past

      Where do I start? My life has only been 18 years long so far but yet I feel I already have so many stories to tell. I’ve spent my whole life trying to be normal and in writing this I hope to achieve coming to terms with things in my life that might help me be a...
    louise1991 louise1991
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 26, 2009

    I grew up in a house of war!

    My parents fraught and bickered about anything however small it was. And then there was me. I was born with countless medical problems. I needed help to live the moment I came out of moms womb. While most kids these days have a child hood of simmer camp,playing in the park, I...
    ATroubledLife ATroubledLife
    46-50, M
    Mar 15, 2014

    I Try

     I try to forget my past. Mainly people tell me to forget about my past. But I can't forget my past. I really do try. But the dreams that I have about my past make it really hard for me to forget about my past. I can't forget what my father did to me and I don't even think I...
    XLunaXLovegoodX XLunaXLovegoodX
    26-30, F
    9 Responses Jul 8, 2008

    I feel trap with all my mistakes.

    I can't believe God can forgive me I still think it's amazing because if I was him I would just leave me on the side of the road. Splash with dirt and water in a very cold rain storm. I would treat me like I'm nothing. I'm being honest. I'm afraid of success a lot of stuff I don...
    Kayla0504 Kayla0504
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jan 17, 2016

    I can't forget about it

    but I can move on from it. It all started in 5th grade I was happy and everything was great. But one day a guy said "HAHA LOOK AT THAT, WHAT IS THAT? EW! ALEX YOU ARE SUCH A FAT COW!" The whole class laughed and everyone kept calling me a fat cow. I was getting bullied and...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Dec 11, 2015

    A Bit Twisted?

    i cant forget. i try and try but it's always there and it's such a curse...or blessing...i wish someone could help me but i dont want help. it's like a duel nature sorta thing.. im not gonna share my story except that it began when i was 3-4 ish. u can guess. then we moved and...
    wildlark wildlark
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 15, 2007

    I'll forgive but never forget,

    it's so hard to leave it all behind. *shrugs*
    lilay98 lilay98
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 20, 2014

    Eyes Inside The Car

    I cant believe the idea of a man to me as i remember is a pimp. I have a man that i really like and he treats me good...so im driving around wit my love and i look out the window because we were passing by some people..my heart dropped and i quickly look down at my feet...
    dreamland817 dreamland817
    Dec 9, 2010

    People always tell me to move forward

    and don't look back. I find that impossible for my past is full of things I deeply regret and will never get over.
    BeefStromi BeefStromi
    22-25, M
    Mar 16, 2014

    Maybe If I Get This Out It'll Go Away

    i was a 17 year old escort before tht i was homeless staying with anyone who would take me in i lived all around dallas with different people trading sex for a place to stay then i meta pimp and what i've done for a place to stay is nothing compared to what i had to do for money...
    dreamland817 dreamland817
    Dec 6, 2010

    I've made a lot of mistakes,

    and I won't ever be able to forget them, but I have learned from them and won't make them again
    ash5698 ash5698
    18-21, M
    Mar 21, 2014

    Hide & Seek

        I've experience many occasions that will stay with me  always. I have many issues that is just who I am, and scars to prove it. The memories I had absolutely no conscious of.   Unaware of them until the day they were released...
    WarriorMom WarriorMom
    51-55, F
    3 Responses Dec 27, 2008
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