I Cant Get Close to People

for people that have blocked others out and pushed people away for so long that they dont remember how to relax and let someone in ~The walls we build to keep out the sadness also keep out the joy~ 113 People

    I just have to let go of the past.

    I wish there was some way to just erase all memories.
    december789 december789
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 3, 2014
    angelslover angelslover
    26-30, M
    Jan 28, 2014

    If I do I mess it up always 😔 guess i

    shouldnt bother tryin 😔!!!!!!
    anasteel2 anasteel2
    46-50, F
    1 Response Oct 19, 2014

    I have problem thrusting ppl.

    many ppl that I cared about in my life have hurt me emotionally.
    Ang012685 Ang012685
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 7, 2015

    I always find my self cutting people off,

    its like i push people away.
    deleted deleted
    Jul 29, 2014

    A Struggle

    It's not much of a story, but since I was small I have struggled to feel close to people.   Never having had a best friend, the special moments have passed me by and now at the age of 16 I find it impossible to connect and feel entirely comfortable.   ...
    Skardebourg Skardebourg
    18-21, F
    Oct 31, 2009

    It scares me. I often push people away

    and with an incident like today, I see why I don't do it. I'm better off alone.
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses Nov 15, 2015

    I meet friend and after say a week they bully me

    and use what I said about my life and past against me to upset me :( happened so many times I can't let anyone in e.g a boyfriend that is there loads for me but when comes to family days etc I can't trust them and feel they hate me cause they give a fibe off :/ Is it just me...
    Unknown1456 Unknown1456
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 18, 2014

    I have friends that I've had

    for 15 years but yet I don't feel close to anyone. Other then my mom and sister there is no one else I can think of that I would ask for even the smallest favor. There is no one I can feel I can always run too or will always be in my life for the rest of my life. Even my best...
    CeciliaRose12 CeciliaRose12
    31-35, F
    1 Response Feb 20, 2015

    I'm very kind, friendly,

    and I don't mind talking to people. I love to have conversations about fun stuff. I have friends, but I have never formed a bond with them. It bothers me because I see people with best friends and people that love each other in relationships. I don't have that. I want it, though...
    kuro1234 kuro1234
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Feb 5, 2014

    Just like the hedgehog no one can ever get

    close to me without also feeling the pain The hedgehog dilemma.
    Geekjunk Geekjunk
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 6, 2015

    It's like I DON'T relate to any human bein on

    this planet. I can't understand that I will never be able to get myself to adjust to someone who isn't understanding of myself as I am. I push people away easy. Have lack of confidence to certain things. I just don't understand the reason why. I don't know probably it's my DNA.
    InsprationalMEL InsprationalMEL
    1 Response Jan 12, 2015
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