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I Can't Handle It Anymore

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    Sibling Abuse

    Hi I'm 15 an my older sister whose 19 physically and emotionally abuses me ever since I was a kid. It's scary to even come home sometimes..I need advice on how to deal with this issue.
    Selenalover Selenalover 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 10, 2011

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    It Just Getting Worse...

    So 2009 and 2010 is just going really bad for me, family problems, relationship troubles pretty much everything. ive never thought about taking my own life, but recently it has crossed my mind. it feels like 1 big constant struggle and its just wearing me down, im pysically and...
    Curtis7 Curtis7 18-21, M Mar 25, 2010

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    I don't expect anyone to read this,

    or even notice I exist. But I need to express myself All I do is **** things up. The closest friends I had are all gone now because I'm such a **** up. I can't take it any more. I just want one thing that I don't end up ruining completely, but that's just not possible. Why can't...
    KiwiDan KiwiDan 22-25, M 4 Responses Sep 5

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    What Now ?

    Hello..i don't know why i'm writing this right now..i feel stupid..i don't even know where to begin..i'll try to keep it as simple as possible. I'm a girl, 21, parents divorced when i was 6, lived with my mom since 3 years ago, developed binge eating disorder at 17, depression...
    Letmestay Letmestay 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 7, 2013

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    I so can't do this. It's nagging at the back of

    my mind. If this keeps going on like it has been I'm going to snap and do something I'll regret. I don't want to. I don't even want to think about doing it. This isn't healthy. Not for me. Not for anyone. It's a horrible thing and I can't handle it anymore. I don't know how to...
    SanZombie SanZombie 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 7

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    The lord is close to the brokenhearted.

    He saves those whose spirits have been crushed. Psalm 34:18
    Pierce7891 Pierce7891 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 5

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    I Find Myself Incredibly Boring.

    I just can't handle the **** that goes on in my head. The way i think. The personality I have. It's cost me everything good i've ever had in my life. It cost me my girlfriend and I had to quit college because of it. **** it. I'm going to commit suicide tomorrow, if I can muster...
    lewiscarroll lewiscarroll 18-21, M Nov 12, 2010

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    I Cant Take Anymore

    I have social.anxiety and school makes me so anxious. I cant even handle going. It kills me I am starting Highschool this year and I refuse to go. My parents got divorced this summer and my mom said that I have to go to school and will not listen. I am depressed and nobody will...
    14anddepressed 14anddepressed 13-15, F Jul 25, 2013

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    Ive Had Enough

    it  just gets harder and harder  for me its one thing after another. im a single mum  with two kids i am struggling  to live  cant keep on top of my bills its all  just too much now . last year ihad a car accident  and  am due in court shortly  and  have just recieved...
    enoughofit enoughofit 31-35 Jan 14, 2011

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    What Happened?

    I can't handle this feeling anymore. It's killing me, I feel like I'm suffocating. This is torturing my soul and I can't handle it. Today wasn't the best day, wasn't the worst day, wasn't a slow day, wasn't the busiest day. It was average for me, yet I'm sitting here now in so...
    skyhook2612 skyhook2612 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 28, 2012

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    Just a Few Moments Ago.....

    i just felt so crap all i wanted to do was die, but at the same time, i didnt. i dont want to die, i just didnt want to put up with it anymore, i had enough. i stood in my kitchen and just felt anger pulsing through my veins, anger at myself, i wanted to hit something, but...
    sezy sezy 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 20, 2007

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    I Can't Do It Anymore.

    I just can't do this. I can't handle all these mood swings, anxiety attacks, and suicidal thoughts. I have so much bottled up in my head that I can't even put into words. I've gone back to cutting, and I'm going to attempt suicide again when I get home. I just know its what's...
    IAmMyOwnEnemy IAmMyOwnEnemy 18-21, F Jul 17, 2013

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    My boyfriend came over

    for 20 minutes.. when he had to leave i couldnt let go of him.. when i had to i just lost it but kept in my tears until he shut the door behind him.. Now im just sitting in my room balling my eyes out.. i cant take it whenever he leaves..it hurts so much..
    rachelisthebatman rachelisthebatman 16-17, F Jul 30

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    I Am Done.

    I want to disappear from this world. No one gets it! I'm overworked and I'm emotionally tapped out now. These people around me don't help either but I'm tired of jumping from group to group trying to find people who really understand me and actually care about me. But as we all...
    CowgirlMagic CowgirlMagic 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 27, 2010

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    No More..

    I want it to stop. I want this feeling to stop. I honestly can't handle this anymore. You're the reason why I cry myself to sleep everynight. Why must you make me go through this pain? Ask me out, and not talk to me. Can't you tell I'm still not over you? I poured my heart out to...
    ChewableFormula ChewableFormula 16-17, F Oct 31, 2011

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    You Don't Want To Wake Up Dead

    Maybe I'm too old to be on here, but I have to try something.First I noticed alot of people having problems with mental illness,lonliness,and poor family life situations.I've had all of those, and  from experience I can say this:For Mental Illness, there is a cure:stop trying to...
    LughLuxor LughLuxor 31-35, M 4 Responses Oct 27, 2011

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    I Don't Even Want To Try To Handle This All My Life

    I haven't talked to my former best friend and exbf for over a year now. I can not even remember what it looks like when he smiles at me. I do not understand why I lost him, why we can't make up. There hasn't been such thing as cheating or whatever, we were just overcharged by...
    CottonClouds CottonClouds 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 10, 2011

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    Forever Alone......................

    I am so ALONE I;m sick and tired of it. I feel like i don;t have no friends ( which to me I do not ) I am fat and ugly. I feel extremely uncommfortable in my own skin and cant fit in anywhere. My own family is beautiful and thin. I am the hideous duckling in a family of swans. I...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 45 Responses Sep 18, 2011

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    I Cant Handle It Anymore

    Life is just so complicated and its not worth living anymore. This year has been one of the worst years of my life except for a couple factors. But its always one thing after another and its never ending. I am very suicidal and i always have craving for cutting my self. Most of...
    dyehuda dyehuda 18-21, F 6 Responses Sep 15, 2009

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    Had Enough

    i have had enough everyone in one i know seems to want to share their **** with me i mean yeah its nice that they trust me but i cant handle their silly little arguments wittth their parents or they had a tiny fight with their otherhalf as well as everything i am dealing with...
    gurlonthemove gurlonthemove 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 8, 2013

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    Don't Know How Much More I Can Take

    from a young age i was sexually abused by my grandad i went to his house every weekend and more often during school holidays my nan worked a lot so i was alone in the house with him alot im not going to goin to detail. things also happened (sexually) with one of my brothers again...
    daone1 daone1 26-30, F 5 Responses May 29, 2011

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    I'm Burdered Out!

    Well, I've certainly read all your stories and been touched by each of them. I can say that I certainly can relate to the title I Can't Handle It Anymore, because I am at my wits end. I am 36 years old. I am dealing with extreme financial hardship, have lost both my parents...
    mooch74 mooch74 36-40, M 1 Response May 10, 2010

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    This Is So Very Hard......

    Harsh words Hateful things said Emotions boiling over and out of control. I understand all of this. Really I do.....but sometimes the words whether known as untrue or not, sting like a bee. I should know the though right. The difference in saying it to get a reaction and...
    MegJgeM MegJgeM 31-35, F 11 Responses Jul 5, 2009

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    I Cannot Handle My Life Anymore

    I cannot handle this. I had probably the worst day of my life, the thing is I have to subject myself to this for the next months. I am so suicidal right now. I thought something good might FINALLY happen in my life. Things is I was ******* kidding myself. It's always bad and it...
    Mediocre Mediocre 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 2, 2010

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    binju binju 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 18

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    I don't know who else to turn to.

    I don't have friends. My family stay far. The only person who was near and loved me just dumped me. I'm lost. I'm broken. I'm giving up
    mariba mariba 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 22

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    The last couple of days have been hell

    for me. With what losing a really important person of mine, and other things, it's taking a huge toll on me. I thought that I wouldn't need anybody, so I've kept quiet for a while. But I woke up crying because I had this really bad nightmare and I literally could not breath and...
    jayyward jayyward 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 6

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    Day 11 No contact with my ex :-( Going through

    withdrawal syndrome. I wanna call him so baaaaaad
    mariba mariba 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 19

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    Make It Stop!

    I am just so sick of this joke of a life I live. When I'm not working - which is seasonal, due to my bipolar disorder which caused chaos on my job history, nobody wants to hire me full time - I'm stuck at home. Alone. Always. Always broke. Always hating my life. Foolishly holding...
    cagedbirdsdontsing cagedbirdsdontsing 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 26, 2010

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    ItMayBeShort ItMayBeShort 46-50, M Jun 18

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    I have had the most difficult year of my life.

    What was supposed to be a fresh start turned into a nightmare, one that I can't get out of. Moving overseas is not easy, you kinda have to start everything over and accept your losses. My life in my home country was always ****** and I was unhappy, I never fit in that culture...
    cursedswan cursedswan 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 5

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    I can't. I wish I was hit by

    that truck today.Gahhhh. I don't even care anymore. Whatever....
    alilight alilight 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 18

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    I Can't...

    I'm tired of everything and everyone. I can't handle it anymore. I know my friends since forever, but I don't feel that they are friends, real friends. They are so selfish! My familiy, they worry about themselves too. I cry everyday since I was 5 or so. And I'm 19. This is not...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 21, 2012

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    I Really Don't Think I Can Much Longer....

    At home, with all of hte stress I cut..... I'm not proud, but I do... I don't really need to hide my depression too much at home. I'm usually in my room most of the time, but thats whem I'm home. I try to do a lot of sports and stuff to stay out of my house because there are just...
    alexeprincess alexeprincess 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 3, 2011

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    My Ex Is a Bastard

    So I went out with this guy and we broke up on good terms. For a week or two we were fine. Then he hooks up with this girl and starts hanging out with her and her friends, all of whom started to hate me. So I gave up on him and ignored him for a month. Occasionally he would try...
    dancer2011 dancer2011 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 31, 2008

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    Can't Handle Being Me And Being Such A Freak...

    I also hate how influenced I am by other peoples negative comments about me. For example, I have this co worker and we were close as I looked after her son. She took her son abruptly out and it left me really upset as I didn't know why. She upsets me in lots of ways but I feel I...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 1 Response May 13, 2011

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    I can't eat when I'm stressed.

    It's been almost a month now. Loosing so much weight. :-(
    mariba mariba 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 21

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    Too Much To Handle.................

    I hate everyone. I hate everyone. I hate them so much. They make me cry everyday. They dont even care that I hurt. They never cared. :EVER: I hate living here. I hate living.Everyone thinks they are all perfect. Everyone thinks they are the best in the world because they put on a...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F Sep 18, 2011

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    I am tired of my life being run by mental illness. I wish I could make it all go away. There's only one thing I know that can make it go away forever.
    Aulara Aulara 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 9, 2007

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    Moon River

    Dear Someone, I fell so deeply in love with my best friend. Deep enough that I don't think we saw how bad things had become between us due to situational stressors and trying to force intimacy, not enjoying each other because of the exhaustion of clearing conflicting schedules...
    blottolder blottolder 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 5, 2013

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    Failure??

    what do you do when there isn't anything else to do anymore? can't go to uni becuase you are to scared of being made a fool of in class and you are worrying to much about what everyone else is thinking. you attempt a online university course but you don't have the energy to...
    amy29991 amy29991 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 4, 2011

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    I'm Going Crazy

    Thats just it. I'm going crazy, things are getting worse now, my parents are fighting more, and my stepdad's getting drunk more. They fight almost every night, and now they want a divorce. The only reason they're not is because of me, and now they're not happy together and fight...
    IAmMyOwnEnemy IAmMyOwnEnemy 18-21, F Aug 21, 2013

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    Overwhelmed

    This semester I have just been circling the drain. I have gone through major depressive spells where I will think about suicide for days, but I know I won't act on it because later I will be ok, or happy even. I am taking 18hrs, working three jobs, paying my own bills, and I have...
    AnomicStudent AnomicStudent 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 22, 2013

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    ..

    i want to end my life i have nothing to live for its hard with my eating disorder no friends no bf to love me..being bylled abused by my dad my mom considtey on me..name called evreyday called ugly idoit and so much more im lost i want it to end..i want it better!it will get...
    xkity123x xkity123x 18-21, T 1 Response Dec 17, 2010

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    Whats Left To Do?

    i am trying so hard everyday to get better. To feel a fraction of the life i once had. Instead i feel pain shamE guilt fear and panic. I have accepted the abuse i suffered and i thought that would be enough. Then i thought telling my family would be emough. Then confronting them...
    Violet86 Violet86 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 1, 2011

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