I Can't Handle It Anymore

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 391 People

    seecurt seecurt
    46-50, M
    Jun 18, 2014

    Forever Alone......................

    I am so ALONE I;m sick and tired of it. I feel like i don;t have no friends ( which to me I do not ) I am fat and ugly. I feel extremely uncommfortable in my own skin and cant fit in anywhere. My own family is beautiful and thin. I am the hideous duckling in a family of swans. I...
    Anto815 Anto815
    46-50, F
    37 Responses Sep 18, 2011

    Whats Left To Do?

    i am trying so hard everyday to get better. To feel a fraction of the life i once had. Instead i feel pain shamE guilt fear and panic. I have accepted the abuse i suffered and i thought that would be enough. Then i thought telling my family would be emough. Then confronting them...
    Violet86 Violet86
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jun 1, 2011

    It Just Getting Worse...

    So 2009 and 2010 is just going really bad for me, family problems, relationship troubles pretty much everything. ive never thought about taking my own life, but recently it has crossed my mind. it feels like 1 big constant struggle and its just wearing me down, im pysically and...
    Curtis7 Curtis7
    18-21, M
    Mar 25, 2010


    This semester I have just been circling the drain. I have gone through major depressive spells where I will think about suicide for days, but I know I won't act on it because later I will be ok, or happy even. I am taking 18hrs, working three jobs, paying my own bills, and I have...
    AnomicStudent AnomicStudent
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 22, 2013

    I Really Don't Think I Can Much Longer....

    At home, with all of hte stress I cut..... I'm not proud, but I do... I don't really need to hide my depression too much at home. I'm usually in my room most of the time, but thats whem I'm home. I try to do a lot of sports and stuff to stay out of my house because there are just...
    alexeprincess alexeprincess
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 3, 2011

    Don't Know How Much More I Can Take

    from a young age i was sexually abused by my grandad i went to his house every weekend and more often during school holidays my nan worked a lot so i was alone in the house with him alot im not going to goin to detail. things also happened (sexually) with one of my brothers again...
    daone1 daone1
    26-30, F
    5 Responses May 29, 2011

    Had Enough

    i have had enough everyone in one i know seems to want to share their **** with me i mean yeah its nice that they trust me but i cant handle their silly little arguments wittth their parents or they had a tiny fight with their otherhalf as well as everything i am dealing with...
    gurlonthemove gurlonthemove
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 8, 2013

    I so can't do this. It's nagging at the back of

    my mind. If this keeps going on like it has been I'm going to snap and do something I'll regret. I don't want to. I don't even want to think about doing it. This isn't healthy. Not for me. Not for anyone. It's a horrible thing and I can't handle it anymore. I don't know how to...
    SanZombie SanZombie
    18-21, M
    1 Response Feb 7, 2014

    Can't Handle Being Me And Being Such A Freak...

    I also hate how influenced I am by other peoples negative comments about me. For example, I have this co worker and we were close as I looked after her son. She took her son abruptly out and it left me really upset as I didn't know why. She upsets me in lots of ways but I feel I...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response May 13, 2011

    Just a Few Moments Ago.....

    i just felt so crap all i wanted to do was die, but at the same time, i didnt. i dont want to die, i just didnt want to put up with it anymore, i had enough. i stood in my kitchen and just felt anger pulsing through my veins, anger at myself, i wanted to hit something, but...
    sezy sezy
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Aug 20, 2007

    I Cant Handle It Anymore

    Life is just so complicated and its not worth living anymore. This year has been one of the worst years of my life except for a couple factors. But its always one thing after another and its never ending. I am very suicidal and i always have craving for cutting my self. Most of...
    dyehuda dyehuda
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Sep 15, 2009
    binju binju
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jun 18, 2014

    I can't eat when I'm stressed.

    It's been almost a month now. Loosing so much weight. :-(
    mariba mariba
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jun 21, 2014


    i want to end my life i have nothing to live for its hard with my eating disorder no friends no bf to love me..being bylled abused by my dad my mom considtey on me..name called evreyday called ugly idoit and so much more im lost i want it to end..i want it better!it will get...
    xkity123x xkity123x
    18-21, T
    1 Response Dec 17, 2010

    I Don't Even Want To Try To Handle This All My Life

    I haven't talked to my former best friend and exbf for over a year now. I can not even remember what it looks like when he smiles at me. I do not understand why I lost him, why we can't make up. There hasn't been such thing as cheating or whatever, we were just overcharged by...
    CottonClouds CottonClouds
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 10, 2011

    No More..

    I want it to stop. I want this feeling to stop. I honestly can't handle this anymore. You're the reason why I cry myself to sleep everynight. Why must you make me go through this pain? Ask me out, and not talk to me. Can't you tell I'm still not over you? I poured my heart out to...
    ChewableFormula ChewableFormula
    18-21, F
    Oct 31, 2011

    Make It Stop!

    I am just so sick of this joke of a life I live. When I'm not working - which is seasonal, due to my bipolar disorder which caused chaos on my job history, nobody wants to hire me full time - I'm stuck at home. Alone. Always. Always broke. Always hating my life. Foolishly holding...
    cagedbirdsdontsing cagedbirdsdontsing
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Oct 26, 2010

    I'm Going Crazy

    Thats just it. I'm going crazy, things are getting worse now, my parents are fighting more, and my stepdad's getting drunk more. They fight almost every night, and now they want a divorce. The only reason they're not is because of me, and now they're not happy together and fight...
    IAmMyOwnEnemy IAmMyOwnEnemy
    22-25, F
    Aug 21, 2013

    My boyfriend came over

    for 20 minutes.. when he had to leave i couldnt let go of him.. when i had to i just lost it but kept in my tears until he shut the door behind him.. Now im just sitting in my room balling my eyes out.. i cant take it whenever he leaves..it hurts so much..
    rachelisthebatman rachelisthebatman
    18-21, F
    Jul 30, 2014

    Not Getting Any Better...

    well first of all my mom is a really bad pill popper along wit my step dad. my dad and i dont talk anymore cause he destroyed my self-confidince. my mom screams at me everyday my sister takes all my stuff and destroys it. i was raped by 2 of my best guy friends last year, a...
    cokefreeride19 cokefreeride19
    1 Response May 23, 2011


    what do you do when there isn't anything else to do anymore? can't go to uni becuase you are to scared of being made a fool of in class and you are worrying to much about what everyone else is thinking. you attempt a online university course but you don't have the energy to...
    amy29991 amy29991
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 4, 2011

    I Can't Do It Anymore.

    I just can't do this. I can't handle all these mood swings, anxiety attacks, and suicidal thoughts. I have so much bottled up in my head that I can't even put into words. I've gone back to cutting, and I'm going to attempt suicide again when I get home. I just know its what's...
    IAmMyOwnEnemy IAmMyOwnEnemy
    22-25, F
    Jul 17, 2013

    I don't know who else to turn to.

    I don't have friends. My family stay far. The only person who was near and loved me just dumped me. I'm lost. I'm broken. I'm giving up
    mariba mariba
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jun 22, 2014

    Too Much To Handle.................

    I hate everyone. I hate everyone. I hate them so much. They make me cry everyday. They dont even care that I hurt. They never cared. :EVER: I hate living here. I hate living.Everyone thinks they are all perfect. Everyone thinks they are the best in the world because they put on a...
    Anto815 Anto815
    46-50, F
    Sep 18, 2011

    Ive Had Enough

    it  just gets harder and harder  for me its one thing after another. im a single mum  with two kids i am struggling  to live  cant keep on top of my bills its all  just too much now . last year ihad a car accident  and  am due in court shortly  and  have just recieved...
    enoughofit enoughofit
    Jan 14, 2011

    Sibling Abuse

    Hi I'm 15 an my older sister whose 19 physically and emotionally abuses me ever since I was a kid. It's scary to even come home sometimes..I need advice on how to deal with this issue.
    Selenalover Selenalover
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Oct 10, 2011

    Why i always find myself in trouble

    even if I didn't do anything, I don't get people , they want to do something and when I do it they don't like it, why did you asked on the first place like for real wtf !? It's sucks
    tukie14 tukie14
    16-17, F
    Jan 22, 2016

    What Now ?

    Hello..i don't know why i'm writing this right now..i feel stupid..i don't even know where to begin..i'll try to keep it as simple as possible. I'm a girl, 21, parents divorced when i was 6, lived with my mom since 3 years ago, developed binge eating disorder at 17, depression...
    Letmestay Letmestay
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 7, 2013

    This Is So Very Hard......

    Harsh words Hateful things said Emotions boiling over and out of control. I understand all of this. Really I do.....but sometimes the words whether known as untrue or not, sting like a bee. I should know the though right. The difference in saying it to get a reaction and...
    MegJgeM MegJgeM
    36-40, F
    11 Responses Jul 5, 2009

    I Cant Take Anymore

    I have social.anxiety and school makes me so anxious. I cant even handle going. It kills me I am starting Highschool this year and I refuse to go. My parents got divorced this summer and my mom said that I have to go to school and will not listen. I am depressed and nobody will...
    14anddepressed 14anddepressed
    18-21, F
    Jul 25, 2013

    The lord is close to the brokenhearted.

    He saves those whose spirits have been crushed. Psalm 34:18
    Pierce7891 Pierce7891
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 5, 2014

    You've pushed me to my breaking point.

    You try to control my life and I'm tired of it. If that's the way you are now I don't want to imagine the way you will be when we are married. I can't do it... I just can't. I can't handle the fighting... I've had enough :(
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt
    18-21, F
    Feb 6, 2015

    I Cannot Handle My Life Anymore

    I cannot handle this. I had probably the worst day of my life, the thing is I have to subject myself to this for the next months. I am so suicidal right now. I thought something good might FINALLY happen in my life. Things is I was ******* kidding myself. It's always bad and it...
    Mediocre Mediocre
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 2, 2010

    I Am Done.

    I want to disappear from this world. No one gets it! I'm overworked and I'm emotionally tapped out now. These people around me don't help either but I'm tired of jumping from group to group trying to find people who really understand me and actually care about me. But as we all...
    CowgirlMagic CowgirlMagic
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 27, 2010

    Moon River

    Dear Someone, I fell so deeply in love with my best friend. Deep enough that I don't think we saw how bad things had become between us due to situational stressors and trying to force intimacy, not enjoying each other because of the exhaustion of clearing conflicting schedules...
    blottolder blottolder
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Jan 5, 2013

    I'm Burdered Out!

    Well, I've certainly read all your stories and been touched by each of them. I can say that I certainly can relate to the title I Can't Handle It Anymore, because I am at my wits end. I am 36 years old. I am dealing with extreme financial hardship, have lost both my parents...
    mooch74 mooch74
    36-40, M
    1 Response May 10, 2010


    I am tired of my life being run by mental illness. I wish I could make it all go away. There's only one thing I know that can make it go away forever.
    Aulara Aulara
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Aug 9, 2007

    I have had the most difficult year of my life.

    What was supposed to be a fresh start turned into a nightmare, one that I can't get out of. Moving overseas is not easy, you kinda have to start everything over and accept your losses. My life in my home country was always ****** and I was unhappy, I never fit in that culture...
    cursedswan cursedswan
    26-30, F
    1 Response Sep 5, 2014

    Day 11 No contact with my ex :-( Going through

    withdrawal syndrome. I wanna call him so baaaaaad
    mariba mariba
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jun 19, 2014

    I Can't...

    I'm tired of everything and everyone. I can't handle it anymore. I know my friends since forever, but I don't feel that they are friends, real friends. They are so selfish! My familiy, they worry about themselves too. I cry everyday since I was 5 or so. And I'm 19. This is not...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jan 21, 2012

    My Ex Is a Bastard

    So I went out with this guy and we broke up on good terms. For a week or two we were fine. Then he hooks up with this girl and starts hanging out with her and her friends, all of whom started to hate me. So I gave up on him and ignored him for a month. Occasionally he would try...
    dancer2011 dancer2011
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Mar 31, 2008

    I don't expect anyone to read this,

    or even notice I exist. But I need to express myself All I do is **** things up. The closest friends I had are all gone now because I'm such a **** up. I can't take it any more. I just want one thing that I don't end up ruining completely, but that's just not possible. Why can't...
    KiwiDan KiwiDan
    22-25, M
    6 Responses Sep 5, 2014
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