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I Can't Handle The Pain Sometimes

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 82 People

    I can't take this life thing anymore. I just wanna cut & die. Like. I just can't deal with this ;-;
    Kailenalovesyou Kailenalovesyou 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    What is with all the 'Do you think I'm attractive' clearly you know you are, and you are begging for attention. Then there are the 'Ask me dirty questions' really? You want creeps...
    MsInked511 MsInked511 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 18

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    My number one person that is supporting me. We'll I've realized she don't even care so why I'm i going through this. I like how it feels to b high it's awesome. So if she don't...
    jollybeard jollybeard 36-40, M 4 days ago

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    Feels like its happening. They're coming. It's happening again inside me. I can feel it getting tighter. I feel so sick with the stress. They're doing it again.
    macabrEnigma macabrEnigma 18-21, T 1 Response Jul 10

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    I might relapse....I have a lot going on......
    Kailenalovesyou Kailenalovesyou 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    Is your joke still funny? We try not to take it to heart but the demons make us and we start to feel depressed. There's also a little truth behind every just kidding.
    Kailenalovesyou Kailenalovesyou 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    really, many have tried and failed.
    Libert1ne Libert1ne 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    There's nothing more irritating than having do- gooders tell you what not to say on EP. Mind your own god damn business, this is my page and negativity is part of my life on a...
    nainaii nainaii 18-21, F Jul 18

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    My boyfriend came over for 20 minutes.. when he had to leave i couldnt let go of him.. when i had to i just lost it but kept in my tears until he shut the door behind him.. Now im...
    rachelisthebatman rachelisthebatman 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    I have this constant anxiety that my boyfriend is going to leave me. 😩 it's really starting to drive me nuts & sometimes I can't handle it & I just breakdown & cry.
    ashley719 ashley719 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    When i was in 8th grade, (i'm in 10th now) i was bullied to the point that i was going to kill myself. i'm better with handling it now, but sometimes like tonight i just can't...
    kynzieeee kynzieeee 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 7

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    I got my first permit when I was 17. No one cared enough to trust me with their car. I'm not smart enough to learn how, so I guess it figures. So now I'm 29 and utterly useless to...
    wtfimik wtfimik 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    I remember seeing you walking pass me right across the chapel. That back pack hanging in your shoulders and the wearisome look etched on your face. I love those metals on your...
    fosselfuel fosselfuel 22-25, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I love this site! I knew in theory that there were people with my problem, but had never met any of them. Like others here, I don't know what is wrong with me. I do my best, but...
    chazman48 chazman48 46-50, M 1 Response Jul 12

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    I'm 21 and I cling to everything I can remember, which isn't much of a good thing... I remember heart break, physical agony, emotional torture, and memories that I wish I could...
    Christuh Christuh 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    OK so it is 2:19 am and I can't sleep without my pills. My mom took them so I don't have an overdose but all I want to do is sleep but I can't!
    bitchybrandi bitchybrandi 13-15, F 3 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    Alive or just breathing. This is what i am feeling now. I can't believe how easily we fell for each other but now we're drifting apart. I can't let go of you, i know. But it seems...
    youaresoinsensitive youaresoinsensitive 31-35, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    Lately I've been getting 4 hours of sleep and I'm losing it mentally... I sleep around midnight and wake up at 3 am. I wake up suddenly and can't go back to sleep no matter what I...
    CaliforniaPsycho CaliforniaPsycho 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    If I take my pain pills, I can't focus. If I don't take my pain pills, I can't focus. AGH.
    raptorhands raptorhands 22-25 1 Response Jul 22

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    So I know I should always love my dad and be grateful for everything he's given me, but I really cannot stand him most of the time!! He pays for everything for me and my mom always...
    sindianau sindianau 18-21, F a week ago

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    There's a gal that lives a few states away, she's too young for me, but I still care about her. I've known her off and on for a few years. She recently came back into my life, it's...
    TheScientis7 TheScientis7 18-21, T 1 Response Jul 7

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    I went into work early this morning because I never went to sleep last night. I was sick of laying there....and being busy is what I do best these days. Now I'm exhausted and...
    Triscuitan Triscuitan 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 9

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    Never thought I would have a kid before marriage and definitely never thought I would be a single mom and not have a stable family for my child. Never thought I would be with...
    lovelylady20 lovelylady20 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 10

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    **okay so I'm off topic a bit but** Let me be and I will let you be. My experience s of some religion people makes me understand why some people are atheist, and why some people...
    Quanitta Quanitta 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 12

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    So I honestly just have to get all of this off of my chest because lately I've had way too much anger inside of me. So my girlfriend has 5 other siblings, two of which happen to be...
    lezbihonest18 lezbihonest18 18-21, F Jul 12

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    I can't say a word. I want to but I can't. No one would hear me or care. I'm dying here. They're breaking me a little each day and all I want is for all of it to end. No one knows...
    Mickey2021 Mickey2021 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    So I have had some seriously ****** up dreams before. Like even though no one knows who I am on this i can't even write them down. Lately when I am in the car with my Mum, i get...
    MaryAnne4 MaryAnne4 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 23

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    I really am glad people can't read my thoughts. There are times that I get annoyed at the smallest thing. It's like the presence of people or having them talk to me bothers me...
    honestyreality honestyreality 22-25, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    Eh, I for one do censor my thoughts because something in me is self-conscious towards myself...but it's strange, and rather pathetic that I feel so-- my thoughts are probably...
    Ewoo Ewoo 16-17 3 days ago

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    If you believe in God, or nothing or some other deity, I feel like it's a cruel piece in our genetic make up for us to seek companionship. It's something we have no control over...
    tonib123 tonib123 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 3

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    I just started laughing out if no where lol I'm laughing so much that no sound is coming out anymore and my eyes are starting to water. I literally can't stop laughing...
    jaynick15 jaynick15 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 13

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    I believe in forgiving and forgetting but sometimes you just can't forget and you don't want to forgive
    Haayyyythere Haayyyythere 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    Sometimes it's not because I can't sleep, but because I don't want to because I'm so absorbed in my own thoughts...
    RedHotCrazyPerson RedHotCrazyPerson 22-25, F Jul 21

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    I've had a pretty.. Different life I would say. I've been separated from my family and reunited and things like that and done some really bad choices that have influenced my life...
    Answeringyou35 Answeringyou35 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    We have been together for 2 years now and because of my trust issues i grabbed his phone what might have been innocent flirting i turned into a big deal, we were both intoxicated...
    steph102112 steph102112 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    There's this girl I know she's so beautiful her brown eyes her beautiful hair and she is soo gorgeous and I love her and she says she doesn't want anyone but me back but I feel so...
    greatbritain1707 greatbritain1707 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 3

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    It sucked, yeah. Wasn't what we thought it would be. Wasn't enough time. It wasn't much, I'll admit. But it was something :) We met and it was great. Not perfect, but still so...
    seasalticecream seasalticecream 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 5

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    This is the fourth night this is happening. I wake up feeling light headed, can't breathe, and can't feel my heart beat or I can feel it getting weaker. I seriously don't know...
    broadwaybabe99 broadwaybabe99 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    I don't know why but I just can't. I can tell when people love me but I can't love them back, I just don't feel it no matter how hard I try. It's like I'm disconnected from...
    WinterSkyout WinterSkyout 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 6

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    A little back story here as an infant my parents didn't want me and they basically gave me to my grand parents with the notion drugs are more important than my kids. So my...
    TheSameOne TheSameOne 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 6

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    I am in love with my friends brother in law. He is gorgeous and has the sweetest personality. The one problem is he has a girl friend who has emotional problems. He tries to smile...
    staky85 staky85 26-30 Jul 6

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    Actually, I can relate to other females much more now than I used to be able to. Not in all ways, but I have some female friends now and I can talk to them about some things that...
    lyricalongings lyricalongings 31-35, F Jul 7

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    If one refuse to listen and won't take advice what is the point of me trying to help? If you won't help yourself and don't change your life for the better then you can't get help...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F Jul 9

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    The most horrible feeling ever! You have those nights where you got so much things on your mind and as soon as you put your head on the pillow the thoughts keep swimming around...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    Once again I'm back and sadly about the same topic as before, my brother. Sadly he continues to not accept any responsibility for his actions. He and his spouse have ruined a few...
    DannyBoy1972 DannyBoy1972 36-40 Jul 9

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    I am so friggin unhappy I don't even know where to start. A bit over 2 years ago I moved to another country, away from my friends and family, to be with my husband. I was so happy...
    Ela23 Ela23 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    I can't wait to go back to school. I will get to see my friends again and will be able to hang out with them. I also can't wait to start AP Math, AP English, AP Science, AP History...
    UchigawaNiShinda UchigawaNiShinda 13-15, F