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I Can't Handle The Pain Sometimes

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    It'S Very, Very Hard - My physical pain gets hard to live with. I get severe pain in my head, hands, and feet. It goes up my arm or leg. That's not nearly the worst of my chronic...
    Goslyn Goslyn 31-35, T Mar 12, 2013

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