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I Can't Hate Him

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    I Tried to

     oh trust me i tried. but then i thought how could i possibly hate the man i used to love SO much? it was impossible. i couldnt hate him. but i couldnt love him either. my feelings are just neutral. neither love nor hate.i dont feel anything for him anymore.In the end you...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 30, 2009

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    Im Confused.._x

    as a christian i shouldn't hate my "father" i should forgive him, but as a human being i want t hate him. but i'm confused. he hurt me and my family deeply in so many different ways. but i think he is menatally ill with no dignosis, i believe there is...
    FromTheHeartOfaWoman FromTheHeartOfaWoman 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 23, 2007

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    You Know It's Love When..

    you can't hate them when it's over. The only boy that ever broke my heart, the only boy to make me cry, and the only boy to make me break all my rules. He got up and left without a trace.  I'm not the type of girl to give my heart away, EVER. I wasn't the type of girl to...
    InsanelyMe08 InsanelyMe08 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 30, 2009

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