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I Can't Help But Love Him

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 72 People

    I'm Not Listening When You Say, Goodbye...

    I feel like screaming that I will always love him. I want him. His hugs make everything seem ok. He was there when no one else was. He was comforting and fun and silly and funny and crazy, but just the right amounts... to make me fall in love with him while I still had a...
    DarkSalem DarkSalem 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 27, 2007

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    So when I was 10 I went to visit my uncle

    who lives in California. I had a great time! So my last day we went to the beach and there I met a scrawny boy with blonde hair and blue eyes. He was 12 at the time. So we hung out the whole day and it was honestly one of the best days of my life. Unfortunately it was time to go...
    DeadlyKryptonite DeadlyKryptonite 16-17, F Mar 20, 2014

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    I Want Him.

        I feel so complete around him. Like this mess of a world is beginning to make sense. I am relieved to know I can still feel. Only now can I see how numb I have been, running on autopilot, laughing and smiling on cue. I thought I was happy. But he...
    RainyDayLady RainyDayLady 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 18, 2010

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    You Are A Part Of Me

    Despite everything, despite the hardships of the last couple of months. Despite the hurt you caused, despite the pain I feel and trauma that tears me up with the little daily triggers here and there... I love you. I can't help but love you. You are a part of me, you are a piece...
    NorthernOntarioMama NorthernOntarioMama 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 3, 2011

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    He's Not Mine

    He's not mine but I love Him... I want him but I cant have him, its sad really and it hurts me to think I cant have Him...
    TizzyJam TizzyJam 16-17 1 Response Nov 28, 2008

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    I Do Love Him... <3

    About 2 years ago my friend dated this guy. She was cheating on him so he broke it off with her.. He than dated my other friend than my bestfriend. July 14th 2011 came, me and him were just friends, but I liked him. We spoke about how much w liked eachother and stuff like that...
    Leara13 Leara13 16-17, F May 7, 2012

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    Hard..

    I love him more then anything in the world.. but he is rude to me, he puts me down, he gets mad at me over the little things. at times he is very sweet and romantic and others he'd rather be single then "put up with me" .. I already am self conscious and such. Sometimes he makes...
    vamp20 vamp20 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 22, 2012

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    Our Wonderful Connection

    We met each other in university. I went to tell him something and he said to me: „We have phoned, haven't we?“ I was thunderstruck because my surname is such a common one. Actually the phone call was a few months ago. He couldn't mean that, but he did. From the beginning I...
    ready2fight ready2fight 31-35 Feb 1, 2012

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    I Can't Stop

    loving him. I know we are co-dependent on each other which is really bad. Our relationship is unhealthy in some ways. I can't walk away from him...even though I know I should. So what am I to do?
    sillyginger sillyginger 22-25, F May 26, 2011

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    He Is Wonderful!

    He is 28 I am 44, he helped me through a very rough time in my life.  We love each other so much but everyone says its wrong.  He is to young for me, he is emotionally unstable.   Yes he is young and yes he has some emotionaly issues, but I cant help but love...
    mangelaburgin mangelaburgin 41-45 4 Responses Jul 10, 2009

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    I Do Love Him... <3

    About 2 years ago my friend dated this guy. She was cheating on him so he broke it off with her.. He than dated my other friend than my bestfriend. July 14th 2011 came, me and him were just friends, but I liked him. We spoke about how much w liked eachother and stuff like that...
    Leara13 Leara13 16-17, F May 7, 2012

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    I know that what I did was wrong, but I did it because I wanted to help you and be there for you... you will never, I mean never understand how much it killed me inside when you...
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    He ' s still addicting to my mind ,never loose . Sometimes night I was dreamed about to him who use to love.I thought he 's a new life without me and didn't do I do.
    nimkansiri nimkansiri 22-25, F Mar 12

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    I really wish that I could just rip away from feeling like this. I generally dislike raw emotions of this nature, but when my alters feel strongly about the others or anything at...
    AScarletDream AScarletDream 22-25, T 1 Response Mar 3

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    Today is his birthday and its been on my mind for the whole week. Not purposely, it just kinda happened. Odd because I never remember anyones birthday. He isn't crazy about the...
    anonamanda001 anonamanda001 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 6

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    ugh, he's on my mind right now. i embarrassed that i might say something stupid to him. i just get so nervous when im talking to him. that feeling when you wanna impress someone...
    ThatOneSomaliGirl ThatOneSomaliGirl 13-15, F 7 Responses Mar 11

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    I hate my boyfriend,I want himto die I wish death on him ALL DAY EVERY DAY
    Rain0069 Rain0069 26-30, F 5 Responses Mar 12

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    I get Horny. I want Sex. I wish a Pretty girl Understood; and Wanted ME Too. NOT "so shy", she couldn't Reach out and Show me The beauty of us touching each other. It could be so...
    desireindisguise desireindisguise 56-60 1 Response Mar 14

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    Hes the dude that got me addicted mo him and painpills then left to NY city and then came back after he deside that he wanted to be with me more that be a NY singer
    mythlover mythlover 13-15, F Mar 11

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    I've been single for a year and a half & no one has affected me or was able to break thru my wall. Unexpectedly I saw someone and it happened. An instant feeling inside. He doesn't...
    XOCJACKSON87 XOCJACKSON87 26-30, F Mar 14

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    So i dont try too long. Since it bites.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M Mar 10

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    I fell in love four years ago with my best friend. He and I dated only two months but everyone swears it was longer. He was my first. He was the one that opened my heart and...
    PrincessAlicia33 PrincessAlicia33 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I know it'll never happen but I can't help it. He's so lovely and I have do much desire for him. I want to give into my lust and wrap my arms round his neck, kiss him and feel all...
    hopeandsoul hopeandsoul 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    my life s just.... haha I never had anything good ever... I have worst night mares... lively in childhood never had good friends. .. I became fat ppl started to ignore me. .. then...
    kirti92 kirti92 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Okay so.. ****. I think I'm slowly starting to fall in love with my chiropracter. I've only been to our sessions twice but I can't stop thinking about him :/ he's got a wife and is...
    liveinadream liveinadream 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 27

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    So here's this guy. He's my classmate in one of my classes. I think I am starting to fall for him and it is driving me crazy, because I can't seem to tell him how I really feel. I...
    wanderlustae wanderlustae 16-17, F Mar 10

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    I'm in love with this guy and it's tearing me apart. We were friends, than we added the "benefits" and then he found a girl...a girl he probably doesn't love, but she's his girl...
    Lor97 Lor97 16-17, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    He gave up on me he lost hope for me and I just wanna let it all out and I can't since I'm cutting myself. I can't stop I'm alone now I'm by myself there's no one even like me and...
    eltrakills eltrakills 13-15, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    Why men don't write advice columns... Dear Walter: I hope you can help me here. The other day I set off for work leaving my husband in the house watching the TV as usual. I hadn't...
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    It been a long day, I have had 8 classes, went jogging, and spent 4 hour painting my art homework (plus the thousands of other things that go into a day). I'm utterly exhausted...
    Sunglyph Sunglyph 18-21 3 hrs ago

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    I've been with my boyfriend for a few months, however he's been my best friend for over a year. We've always been very close, and I thought we were completely open with each other...
    wednesdayy wednesdayy 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 3

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    i have been with my current bf for only a month. he has literally cheated on me at least 10 or 15 times already. and its not just me think he is cheating on me i have a close...
    lovermaker21 lovermaker21 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 3

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    Well friends how are you all. I did it to myself I fell real hard as you all should know by now , I met someone on EP 4months ago we have been talking on the phone and well texting...
    monica0215 monica0215 51-55, F 2 Responses Feb 27

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    If you are suicidal, please get help if you can't find help within yourself. But, please, do not seek help from your teenage friends, especially if they struggle with their own...
    junipersun21 junipersun21 18-21, F Mar 12

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    I'm afraid.. Really afraid. I'm afraid of everything lately.. While at the same time I feel emotionless, fearless. I'm afraid of leaving. I'm afraid of what will happen with him. I...
    Myohmygoodness Myohmygoodness 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 18

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    I'm kind of glad people can't read my thoughts sometimes. I just find learning about certain things, or doing research on certain things, that "normal" people wouldn't really find...
    Scoodaloop Scoodaloop 18-21, F 19 Responses Feb 28

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    I'm a gay guy in my sophomore year of high school. At the beginning of my freshman year in high school I saw a boy named Josh in my multi-media design class. I kinda liked him at...
    smellyfeetguy20 smellyfeetguy20 18-21, M 3 Responses Feb 28

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    All Ive ever wanted was a father. Someone I could talk too, who would be protective over me, whom I could count on to intimate the boy I bring home, who I could go to a father...
    lookingtovent lookingtovent 18-21, F Mar 7

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    I have been in love with a man for 4 years now..I truly believe it is the only time in my life that I have felt this strongly about a man..we are friends...he knows I love him, he...
    Omhippiesoul Omhippiesoul 51-55, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    How can love and hate be so close but yet so far in definition? I would know considering I love the person I hate most. And I now realize that the only reason I hate him is because...
    ariel2891 ariel2891 22-25, F Mar 1

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