I Can't Help But Love Him

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 71 People

    Our Wonderful Connection

    We met each other in university. I went to tell him something and he said to me: „We have phoned, haven't we?“ I was thunderstruck because my surname is such a common one. Actually the phone call was a few months ago. He couldn't mean that, but he did. From the beginning I...
    ready2fight ready2fight
    31-35
    Feb 1, 2012

    He's Not Mine

    He's not mine but I love Him... I want him but I cant have him, its sad really and it hurts me to think I cant have Him...
    TizzyJam TizzyJam
    16-17
    1 Response Nov 28, 2008

    He Is Wonderful!

    He is 28 I am 44, he helped me through a very rough time in my life.  We love each other so much but everyone says its wrong.  He is to young for me, he is emotionally unstable.   Yes he is young and yes he has some emotionaly issues, but I cant help but love...
    mangelaburgin mangelaburgin
    41-45
    4 Responses Jul 10, 2009

    I Do Love Him... <3

    About 2 years ago my friend dated this guy. She was cheating on him so he broke it off with her.. He than dated my other friend than my bestfriend. July 14th 2011 came, me and him were just friends, but I liked him. We spoke about how much w liked eachother and stuff like that...
    Leara13 Leara13
    16-17, F
    May 7, 2012

    I Want Him.

        I feel so complete around him. Like this mess of a world is beginning to make sense. I am relieved to know I can still feel. Only now can I see how numb I have been, running on autopilot, laughing and smiling on cue. I thought I was happy. But he...
    RainyDayLady RainyDayLady
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Mar 18, 2010

    I Can't Stop

    loving him. I know we are co-dependent on each other which is really bad. Our relationship is unhealthy in some ways. I can't walk away from him...even though I know I should. So what am I to do?
    sillyginger sillyginger
    22-25, F
    May 26, 2011

    Hard..

    I love him more then anything in the world.. but he is rude to me, he puts me down, he gets mad at me over the little things. at times he is very sweet and romantic and others he'd rather be single then "put up with me" .. I already am self conscious and such. Sometimes he makes...
    vamp20 vamp20
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 22, 2012

    I'm Not Listening When You Say, Goodbye...

    I feel like screaming that I will always love him. I want him. His hugs make everything seem ok. He was there when no one else was. He was comforting and fun and silly and funny and crazy, but just the right amounts... to make me fall in love with him while I still had a...
    DarkSalem DarkSalem
    18-21, F
    Aug 27, 2007

    You Are A Part Of Me

    Despite everything, despite the hardships of the last couple of months. Despite the hurt you caused, despite the pain I feel and trauma that tears me up with the little daily triggers here and there... I love you. I can't help but love you. You are a part of me, you are a piece...
    NorthernOntarioMama NorthernOntarioMama
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jun 3, 2011

    So when I was 10 I went to visit my uncle

    who lives in California. I had a great time! So my last day we went to the beach and there I met a scrawny boy with blonde hair and blue eyes. He was 12 at the time. So we hung out the whole day and it was honestly one of the best days of my life. Unfortunately it was time to go...
    DeadlyKryptonite DeadlyKryptonite
    16-17, F
    Mar 20, 2014

    I Do Love Him... <3

    About 2 years ago my friend dated this guy. She was cheating on him so he broke it off with her.. He than dated my other friend than my bestfriend. July 14th 2011 came, me and him were just friends, but I liked him. We spoke about how much w liked eachother and stuff like that...
    Leara13 Leara13
    16-17, F
    May 7, 2012

    Related Experiences

    Well, it's been a lovely time floating through Experience Project. I'd like to thank my few friends, the intelligent peeps, the fakers, the short-tempered, the perverts, etc. You...
    SlipperyHawk SlipperyHawk
    13-15, M
    Apr 21
    We were having lunch at a picnic table with the rest of the office. We were laughing and having fun.Then you said you had to go, “Thanks for the lunch, it was fun. Let&rsquo...
    CatcherInTheRai CatcherInTheRai
    26-30, F
    Apr 21
    Everything today just past me like nothing. I haven't been able to take in anything. Music just passes through me like it came and went away without any meaning to me. I don't...
    uilesd uilesd
    16-17, M
    Apr 20
    his name is Jakob.. and i wont ever see him after this summer.
    MusicIsMyLife2016 MusicIsMyLife2016
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 20
    this is something crazy which a friend is going through, she asked me to help her but I don't know how to advice her..''i really don't know what to do now,I fell in love with and...
    Rosalindaag Rosalindaag
    22-25, F
    Apr 20
    this is something crazy,a friend asked for my help but I don't know how to advice her.'' I fell in love with this man who is
    Rosalindaag Rosalindaag
    22-25, F
    Apr 20
    I've never been in a relationship, because I never found someone who can understand me.
    Alizaxx Alizaxx
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Apr 20
    I mean it. My love is real. Can you hear it?
    Injoy1767 Injoy1767
    46-50, F
    1 Response Apr 20
    fitting my last Ep note would be to someone who brought me here. it would be ironic if you were here the whole time but i didnt know. Brandie.....my green eyed angel. you will...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    1 Response Apr 20
    I hate calling him Dad because there's a difference in being a father and being a dad; He definitely ain't my dad. It just ****** me off when I clean up after him and he goes to my...
    Stormeyes Stormeyes
    18-21, F
    Apr 20
    Get this song out of my head. Grisi variation. I have to learn it and now I'm going to dream about that variation I swear. I also can't remind you after EP closes to positively...
    FieryWolf FieryWolf
    16-17, F
    Apr 19
    I'm trying to write this paper but I can't!! I'm so tired I'm Layin in bed. I can't focus
    Flowerpower5678 Flowerpower5678
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 19
    I have been told this so many times. "I love you forever" "I'll be there for you always" but none really stepped up to prove it. Either they get tired too easily or isn't really...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 19
    Hey, My company understand that traveling can be very expensive for most people and that why we're giving away $500 towards your next vacation. To receive your $500 towards your...
    LowPricesTravel LowPricesTravel
    46-50, M
    Apr 19
    Racists and haters are a part of the reason why I hate humanity for I will not be a part of a society that bases everything on hate and selfishness. I refuse it this world is full...
    SladeBolinLeaderofEp SladeBolinLeaderofEp
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 19
    I can't stop thinking about you so I will indulge myself and remember everything without trying to shut it out. I don't know what tomorrow brings but tonight I celebrate memories.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 19
    I like this girl in my tech school but I can't tell her because she wouldn't care. She talks to a lot of guys and craziest part is we have a snapchat and we had a great convo on...
    YourSecretAdmire22 YourSecretAdmire22
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 18
    My sleepy but I can't sleep!!!!!!!!! Someone talk to me I'm a nice person
    Ilovepigs089 Ilovepigs089
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 18
    My sleepy but I can't sleep!!!!!!!!! Someone talk to me I'm a nice person
    Ilovepigs089 Ilovepigs089
    13-15, F
    Apr 18
    I am afraid that I have been ruined forever. I have never loved anyone more. I thought he felt the same, even though he proved to me over and over again just how little I rate in...
    solost17 solost17
    41-45, F
    1 Response Apr 17
    its odd how it happens. you open up to people. you trust, you care and they care too. but then it happens. you realize you start holding back because you dont care to cause pain...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    Apr 17
    My partner of ten years is dying... I'm terrified of it all. I don't know what to do. One month ago everything appeared just right. Then in a weeks time my entire world came...
    iamvictorious iamvictorious
    36-40, M
    Apr 16
    I just wanted to write my good-bye before the closing. EP, has helped me up when I've felt down and connected me with caring people. I've made a lot of friends in just over a year...
    Benny412 Benny412
    31-35, M
    1 Response Apr 16
    I just realized one day that I like him again and its killing me I know I will never have him, he already likes someone else he is someone I can never reach, can I just delete all...
    girlpandaaa girlpandaaa
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 16
    i love you all keep being beautiful i love you all so very much if no one else ever dose you always have me thank you for being a part of me and my journey
    o3118152 o3118152
    26-30, M
    Apr 16
    I honestly have been feeling like I want to cry lately... except that I can't. As in I physically can't. The tears don't come. At most a few tears come out but I need a really...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 15
    Why do I care so much for a man that's not mine. When I know that I shouldn't. My heart always speaks of you, when it should be silent. It needs to learn to let go of the things it...
    lisamarie829 lisamarie829
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 15
    I become speechless when i have something i really want to say, but don't feel like I should. When this happens, it's undeniable, something is wrong. I get quiet and quickly exit...
    rottenrobi rottenrobi
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Apr 15
    EVER REMEMBER THIS - - > JESUS LOVES YOU.
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 14
    EVER REMEMBER THIS - - > JESUS LOVES YOU.
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 14
    I already got a sleep disorder I can't be without sleep now for hours because some one is snoring **** me off because I had a family member sleep Over on my room omg I couldn't...
    LucidxxShivery LucidxxShivery
    26-30, F
    Apr 14
    I struggle day to day to not do it. I would go to my family, but I know what theyre gonna say. I would go to my friends, but I don't want to bother them, they might have more...
    CrazyfatCatLady CrazyfatCatLady
    18-21, F
    Apr 14
    This one forum admin. Apparently he thought that the posts I did were rude and made him and his so called friends look stupid...they didn't need me to make them look stupid, they...
    Monstermaster13 Monstermaster13
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 13
    Can't understand myself. Don't know what to do!
    starnulf starnulf
    16-17, F
    Apr 13
    Have you seen the profile photo of this group? I actually literally did that once, just to break the common routine of shy first meetings between friends (or potential crushes...
    SparkofDecency SparkofDecency
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 13
    I am alone with nobody in my life who I can trust. I'm scared to live but scared to die. I don't want to live, but I don't want to cause my family that pain. or maybe it's just...
    Desperate10 Desperate10
    22-25, F
    Apr 13
    Sometimes I think I'm alright... Other times I'm not.... Sometimes I don't feel the pain & then, like an unwanted visitor, it pops up & I feel it.... How do you really stop loving...
    endlessl0ve endlessl0ve
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 13
    My whole life I have always been very slim and never had to worry about putting weight on. I never dieted and didn't do any formal exercise. These past few months however things...
    Pixiepickle89 Pixiepickle89
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 12
    My feelings are so messy.I can't handle things day to day anymore.I am trying to cope but my heart and mind are fighting.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 12
    Why do I always go through this. You know when you really care about someone and they mean everything to you. Those people who impact your life unexpectedly. I fell in love with...
    Thelostsoulslasthope Thelostsoulslasthope
    13-15, F
    Apr 12
    I was a young, intelligent, motivated kid growing up aspiring to become a Computer Engineer. But as time passed, problems rose between my parents turning into dark days. I've been...
    SoulMadness SoulMadness
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 12
    How can I stop worrying and ruminating about past mistakes? Also how can I not care when people don't accept me?
    bettyboop777 bettyboop777
    36-40, F
    Apr 11
    I have some issues and I snapped at my friend now she's ignoring me. My crush/friend... I haven't figured out how I feel.. is also ignoring and my new friend type thing is mad at...
    XDeadxNxAliveX XDeadxNxAliveX
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 11
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    stephanie751 stephanie751
    13-15, F
    Apr 10
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    EkuV EkuV
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 10
    I have trouble sleeping. Sometimes it's because I have something weighing down on my mind. Sometimes it's because I've had caffeine too late. Sometimes it's because it's too...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 10
    I can't begin to understand for the life of me most things like Life and other things. But I can say what I did somehow figure out. Life is too precious and short to be too much of...
    SMLMystery1 SMLMystery1
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 10
    I never liked the idea of arranged marriage. Because I can't just marry a guy who don't even know. My mom's was one. The result she's separated from my father because he's a psycho...
    imasurvivor92 imasurvivor92
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 10
    im 15 and yesterday I was raped by a 22 year old . my boyfriend who I planned on being with for so long, broke up with me because he says I shouldn't have had a guy in my house in...
    MorbidPeaches MorbidPeaches
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 10
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