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I Can't Help But Love Him

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    I Want Him.

        I feel so complete around him. Like this mess of a world is beginning to make sense. I am relieved to know I can still feel. Only now can I see how numb I have been, running on autopilot, laughing and smiling on cue. I thought I was happy. But he...
    RainyDayLady RainyDayLady 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 18, 2010

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    He Is Wonderful!

    He is 28 I am 44, he helped me through a very rough time in my life.  We love each other so much but everyone says its wrong.  He is to young for me, he is emotionally unstable.   Yes he is young and yes he has some emotionaly issues, but I cant help but love...
    mangelaburgin mangelaburgin 41-45 4 Responses Jul 10, 2009

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    Hard..

    I love him more then anything in the world.. but he is rude to me, he puts me down, he gets mad at me over the little things. at times he is very sweet and romantic and others he'd rather be single then "put up with me" .. I already am self conscious and such. Sometimes he makes...
    vamp20 vamp20 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 22, 2012

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    I'm Not Listening When You Say, Goodbye...

    I feel like screaming that I will always love him. I want him. His hugs make everything seem ok. He was there when no one else was. He was comforting and fun and silly and funny and crazy, but just the right amounts... to make me fall in love with him while I still had a...
    DarkSalem DarkSalem 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 27, 2007

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    I Do Love Him... <3

    About 2 years ago my friend dated this guy. She was cheating on him so he broke it off with her.. He than dated my other friend than my bestfriend. July 14th 2011 came, me and him were just friends, but I liked him. We spoke about how much w liked eachother and stuff like that...
    Leara13 Leara13 16-17, F May 7, 2012

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    Our Wonderful Connection

    We met each other in university. I went to tell him something and he said to me: „We have phoned, haven't we?“ I was thunderstruck because my surname is such a common one. Actually the phone call was a few months ago. He couldn't mean that, but he did. From the beginning I...
    ready2fight ready2fight 31-35 Feb 1, 2012

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    You Are A Part Of Me

    Despite everything, despite the hardships of the last couple of months. Despite the hurt you caused, despite the pain I feel and trauma that tears me up with the little daily triggers here and there... I love you. I can't help but love you. You are a part of me, you are a piece...
    NorthernOntarioMama NorthernOntarioMama 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 3, 2011

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    I Do Love Him... <3

    About 2 years ago my friend dated this guy. She was cheating on him so he broke it off with her.. He than dated my other friend than my bestfriend. July 14th 2011 came, me and him were just friends, but I liked him. We spoke about how much w liked eachother and stuff like that...
    Leara13 Leara13 16-17, F May 7, 2012

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    I Can't Stop

    loving him. I know we are co-dependent on each other which is really bad. Our relationship is unhealthy in some ways. I can't walk away from him...even though I know I should. So what am I to do?
    sillyginger sillyginger 22-25, F May 26, 2011

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    So when I was 10 I went to visit my uncle

    who lives in California. I had a great time! So my last day we went to the beach and there I met a scrawny boy with blonde hair and blue eyes. He was 12 at the time. So we hung out the whole day and it was honestly one of the best days of my life. Unfortunately it was time to go...
    DeadlyKryptonite DeadlyKryptonite 16-17, F Mar 20, 2014

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    He's Not Mine

    He's not mine but I love Him... I want him but I cant have him, its sad really and it hurts me to think I cant have Him...
    TizzyJam TizzyJam 16-17 1 Response Nov 28, 2008

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    I hate seeing who he adds. Most of them seem to give themselves freely, showing their breasts or bare *** in their profile picture. Not to mention all the "slutty stories...
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    so a year and a half ago I started a relationship with someone that in no way should have ever been thought of but it was and it happened and at first it started out as just sex...
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    So this would be my first time posting something on here I've never really been good at writing so I hope know one really judges haha (as if it's the internet).. Anyways as I sit...
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    I can't help it and im so angry. He cheated on me with working girls spending $5+K And when he came home he'd tear me down to pieces with his angry demeanor and words I cheated 3...
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    I HATE my Roommates!! They where so sweet at first now, Forget it!! Not only she knows she's a f****** B! She's proud of it!! She thinks she can do what the F she wants!! Stop F...
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    I have a dirty mind a lot of the time I can't help it lol
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    Well friends how are you all. I did it to myself I fell real hard as you all should know by now , I met someone on EP 4months ago we have been talking on the phone and well texting...
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    I asked everyone on here how to keep my mind off of him...I've everything suggested and more...and It all just doesn't work...I wear a fake smile all the time at school and he now...
    ChrisLN99 ChrisLN99 13-15, M Feb 8

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    I can't stand being with my boyfriend any longer, but I don't know if I can leave him...I'm too afraid to let go. So this is our story: We're at a long distance relationship...
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    I'm kind of glad people can't read my thoughts sometimes. I just find learning about certain things, or doing research on certain things, that "normal" people wouldn't really find...
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    I'm a gay guy in my sophomore year of high school. At the beginning of my freshman year in high school I saw a boy named Josh in my multi-media design class. I kinda liked him at...
    smellyfeetguy20 smellyfeetguy20 18-21, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    How many of us on this app are true introverts and don't even know it. I say this because I myself learned about this about a year ago with the help of some new friends. For the...
    diamondgirl07 diamondgirl07 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 8

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    How can love and hate be so close but yet so far in definition? I would know considering I love the person I hate most. And I now realize that the only reason I hate him is because...
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    I loved him so much it hurt, but I didn't start out that way, it started as co workers over summer I knew of him but all the sudden he was like "I love you" and I was like "ew go...
    katttmills katttmills 18-21, F Feb 9

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    He's a jock and IM just basically a nerd girl that's liked him ever since 11th grade he plays hockey and fb and golf. But I'm too scared to talk to him I transferred to a different...
    jujufruit12345 jujufruit12345 18-21, F Feb 17

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    My husband says things to me that really hurt. When I tell him that what he said has hurt me, he gives me a half-assed apology. If I tell you that you hurt me, please don't say...
    babygirl42priceless babygirl42priceless 41-45, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Ivan, the one I still love even though I just want to hate his guts, sent me this email when all I said was I didn't want to hear about his girlfriends anymore, that he was...
    BrokenGlassDoll BrokenGlassDoll 16-17, F Feb 6