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I Can't Help But Love Him

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    So when I was 10 I went to visit my uncle

    who lives in California. I had a great time! So my last day we went to the beach and there I met a scrawny boy with blonde hair and blue eyes. He was 12 at the time. So we hung out the whole day and it was honestly one of the best days of my life. Unfortunately it was time to go...
    DeadlyKryptonite DeadlyKryptonite 13-15, F Mar 20

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    I Do Love Him... <3

    About 2 years ago my friend dated this guy. She was cheating on him so he broke it off with her.. He than dated my other friend than my bestfriend. July 14th 2011 came, me and him were just friends, but I liked him. We spoke about how much w liked eachother and stuff like that...
    Leara13 Leara13 16-17, F May 7, 2012

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    I Want Him.

        I feel so complete around him. Like this mess of a world is beginning to make sense. I am relieved to know I can still feel. Only now can I see how numb I have been, running on autopilot, laughing and smiling on cue. I thought I was happy. But he...
    RainyDayLady RainyDayLady 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 18, 2010

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    Hard..

    I love him more then anything in the world.. but he is rude to me, he puts me down, he gets mad at me over the little things. at times he is very sweet and romantic and others he'd rather be single then "put up with me" .. I already am self conscious and such. Sometimes he makes...
    vamp20 vamp20 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 22, 2012

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    I Do Love Him... <3

    About 2 years ago my friend dated this guy. She was cheating on him so he broke it off with her.. He than dated my other friend than my bestfriend. July 14th 2011 came, me and him were just friends, but I liked him. We spoke about how much w liked eachother and stuff like that...
    Leara13 Leara13 16-17, F May 7, 2012

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    I Can't Stop

    loving him. I know we are co-dependent on each other which is really bad. Our relationship is unhealthy in some ways. I can't walk away from him...even though I know I should. So what am I to do?
    sillyginger sillyginger 22-25, F May 26, 2011

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    He's Not Mine

    He's not mine but I love Him... I want him but I cant have him, its sad really and it hurts me to think I cant have Him...
    TizzyJam TizzyJam 16-17 1 Response Nov 28, 2008

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    He Is Wonderful!

    He is 28 I am 44, he helped me through a very rough time in my life.  We love each other so much but everyone says its wrong.  He is to young for me, he is emotionally unstable.   Yes he is young and yes he has some emotionaly issues, but I cant help but love...
    mangelaburgin mangelaburgin 41-45 4 Responses Jul 10, 2009

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    You Are A Part Of Me

    Despite everything, despite the hardships of the last couple of months. Despite the hurt you caused, despite the pain I feel and trauma that tears me up with the little daily triggers here and there... I love you. I can't help but love you. You are a part of me, you are a piece...
    NorthernOntarioMama NorthernOntarioMama 31-35, F Jun 3, 2011

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    Our Wonderful Connection

    We met each other in university. I went to tell him something and he said to me: „We have phoned, haven't we?“ I was thunderstruck because my surname is such a common one. Actually the phone call was a few months ago. He couldn't mean that, but he did. From the beginning I...
    ready2fight ready2fight 31-35 Feb 1, 2012

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    I'm Not Listening When You Say, Goodbye...

    I feel like screaming that I will always love him. I want him. His hugs make everything seem ok. He was there when no one else was. He was comforting and fun and silly and funny and crazy, but just the right amounts... to make me fall in love with him while I still had a...
    DarkSalem DarkSalem 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 27, 2007

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    The title is my life. It happened 8 years ago. Wow, I can't believe it has been that long... At 7 years of marriage and 3 kids, my husband and I became roommates... I loved him but...
    swimminginemotions swimminginemotions 31-35, F 5 Responses Mar 28

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    I can't totally help you if you don't want my help or if your don't try to make this forced forced friendship work work ~_~ As my favorite band of old time Paparoach says in my...
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    loving him is more instinctual than breathing... i truly just cant help myself
    ReneeForever ReneeForever 13-15, F Mar 20

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    xcamep xcamep 13-15, F Mar 22

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    Story of my lifeeeeeeeeeeee
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    Hotblondey Hotblondey 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 21

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    Hoping he's okay. Hoping he's safe.
    nottobevelealed nottobevelealed 16-17, F Apr 4

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    Swept off my feet (aaaaaaahhhhh)
    krispykreme30 krispykreme30 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    Those nights when the tears seem endless
    nottobevelealed nottobevelealed 16-17, F Apr 10

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    It's extremely agitating comparing myself to others. It's almost an unwanted obsession that ceases to stop. I'm at the breaking point about to tear these walls down. I cannot...
    Allissaxxx Allissaxxx 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    I'm in love with this boy I know. He's cute funny and we're really good friends. The only problem is that he's straight and he doesn't know in gay. Every time I see him I can't...
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    I just don't know anymore. I feel so stupid. He has a girlfriend now. I thought we could just be friends. But his actions say all sorts of different things. People tell me...
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    There you are again at the back of my mind, always there never leaving my thoughts. I know we can never be, I push you away constantly but you always persist and I can't help but...
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