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I Can't Help But Love Him

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    I Want Him.

        I feel so complete around him. Like this mess of a world is beginning to make sense. I am relieved to know I can still feel. Only now can I see how numb I have been, running on autopilot, laughing and smiling on cue. I thought I was happy. But he...
    RainyDayLady RainyDayLady 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 18, 2010

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    You Are A Part Of Me

    Despite everything, despite the hardships of the last couple of months. Despite the hurt you caused, despite the pain I feel and trauma that tears me up with the little daily triggers here and there... I love you. I can't help but love you. You are a part of me, you are a piece...
    NorthernOntarioMama NorthernOntarioMama 31-35, F Jun 3, 2011

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    He's Not Mine

    He's not mine but I love Him... I want him but I cant have him, its sad really and it hurts me to think I cant have Him...
    TizzyJam TizzyJam 16-17 1 Response Nov 28, 2008

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    Our Wonderful Connection

    We met each other in university. I went to tell him something and he said to me: „We have phoned, haven't we?“ I was thunderstruck because my surname is such a common one. Actually the phone call was a few months ago. He couldn't mean that, but he did. From the beginning I...
    ready2fight ready2fight 31-35 Feb 1, 2012

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    Hard..

    I love him more then anything in the world.. but he is rude to me, he puts me down, he gets mad at me over the little things. at times he is very sweet and romantic and others he'd rather be single then "put up with me" .. I already am self conscious and such. Sometimes he makes...
    vamp20 vamp20 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 22, 2012

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    I'm Not Listening When You Say, Goodbye...

    I feel like screaming that I will always love him. I want him. His hugs make everything seem ok. He was there when no one else was. He was comforting and fun and silly and funny and crazy, but just the right amounts... to make me fall in love with him while I still had a...
    DarkSalem DarkSalem 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 27, 2007

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    I Do Love Him... <3

    About 2 years ago my friend dated this guy. She was cheating on him so he broke it off with her.. He than dated my other friend than my bestfriend. July 14th 2011 came, me and him were just friends, but I liked him. We spoke about how much w liked eachother and stuff like that...
    Leara13 Leara13 16-17, F May 7, 2012

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    I Can't Stop

    loving him. I know we are co-dependent on each other which is really bad. Our relationship is unhealthy in some ways. I can't walk away from him...even though I know I should. So what am I to do?
    sillyginger sillyginger 22-25, F May 26, 2011

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    I Do Love Him... <3

    About 2 years ago my friend dated this guy. She was cheating on him so he broke it off with her.. He than dated my other friend than my bestfriend. July 14th 2011 came, me and him were just friends, but I liked him. We spoke about how much w liked eachother and stuff like that...
    Leara13 Leara13 16-17, F May 7, 2012

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    So when I was 10 I went to visit my uncle

    who lives in California. I had a great time! So my last day we went to the beach and there I met a scrawny boy with blonde hair and blue eyes. He was 12 at the time. So we hung out the whole day and it was honestly one of the best days of my life. Unfortunately it was time to go...
    DeadlyKryptonite DeadlyKryptonite 13-15, F Mar 20

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    He Is Wonderful!

    He is 28 I am 44, he helped me through a very rough time in my life.  We love each other so much but everyone says its wrong.  He is to young for me, he is emotionally unstable.   Yes he is young and yes he has some emotionaly issues, but I cant help but love...
    mangelaburgin mangelaburgin 41-45 4 Responses Jul 10, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    I have been in love with someone since we met 12 years ago...we always had a connection that was like no other- We both parted, married, had kids and now..reunited. Yes- we were...
    anewme12 anewme12 36-40, F 1 day ago

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    Sometime's I over think things.... I think maybe I've over endulged in sharing certain specifics about my personal life that maybe should have stayed hidden in the vault... I...
    thedayyouwentaway thedayyouwentaway 36-40, M Jul 29

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    This website is a platform for attention seekers to spread their bullshit. No different to FB?
    s266510 s266510 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 11

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    I recently was a bridesmaid in my cousin's wedding. There was a guy there, and I can't get him out of my mind. We had a small conversation, and kept stealing glances at each other...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 27

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    I can't help being paranoid when it comes to my boyfriend. For the first 6-8 months of our relationship he was messaging other women, telling them he was single etc and he...
    Jenezebel Jenezebel 22-25, F Aug 9

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    Yeah..I had a dream that my crush/enemy from 5th Grade died and now I can't stop thinking about him? Any Advice? Help Me?
    EnderKitty19 EnderKitty19 26-30, F 23 hrs ago

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    There are some that want help and when you try they don't listen, I can't help someone who doesn't want it and can try and be there for them when they need me but that's about as...
    AllThatGlitters29 AllThatGlitters29 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 29

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    I like helping others but when I get in a depress mode I can't help anyone! Especially not myself, and if I can't do that I'm not going to be able to help anyone else. Or make...
    feelinglost84 feelinglost84 26-30, F Aug 9

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    I've been sleeping with a guy friend. Can't stop thinking about him. He's not extremely attractive or fit, I don't get it. He said he'd go out with me, that he cares for me. But I...
    failure94 failure94 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 30

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    I have been dating my boyfriend for almost five months. he has helped me through so many things, not to mention make me laugh whenever tears are running down my face. I truly love...
    suicidegetout suicidegetout 13-15, F Aug 4

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    Seriously I can't and I see im him everywhere I know he doesn't want to talk to me anymore or even acknowledge the fact that I'm here which I don't understand but my heart is still...
    Liverbug2 Liverbug2 16-17, F Aug 7

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    I met my OH when I was 13 and he was 15.... we are pretty much together since than with some on/off phases inbetween. When I was 18 I had an affair with his younger cousin who was...
    anniecherry anniecherry 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 29

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    The first time I cut, I promised I wouldn't do it again. So I didn't do it for a few months....then I did it again because I was mad at myself for making stupid decisions. Then...
    BVNG BVNG 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 8

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    After 8 years of being the shittiest father, husband and role model my mom is FINALLY gathering enough courage to divorce her piece of **** high school sweetheart. I happy to get...
    NPkid97 NPkid97 18-21, M Aug 4

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    I've always been very tall especially for my age (5 foot 9) and I've always felt a lot bigger than all of my friends, not just height wise but also weight wise. About a year or so...
    lozzyhs lozzyhs 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 9

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    About two weeks ago, my boyfriend of 8 months broke up with me ovelyr text. 8 months doesn't seem like a long time, but it was the longest relationship I've ever had. I trusted him...
    ksel90 ksel90 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 1

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    After two years of research, writing and polishing, my first ebook for women on male narcissists is finally finished. Since the book started with the questions I got from you...
    NarcissistTruth NarcissistTruth 36-40, F Aug 11

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    I will put him before anyone else. If he needs me to be there I will drop everything to be there for him. But he won't do the same for me. He will drop our time if someone that's...
    Starkillera Starkillera 22-25, F Jul 27

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    Telling him in 6 days that it's over and crossing my fingers he will go without a fight! Have planned a week off work to be with my kids after he goes, hoping for an easy...
    Froggy420 Froggy420 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 4

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    I hear this all the time but I'm a bit narcissistic so I get it jk (kinda..not really) but I feel like this everytime I talk to my person or ex person although I said I was over...
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 4

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    Love is a choice. People say they love me but they are just in love with the idea of me. Or they wish i was their friend. I don't have a whole lot of real life friends i have...
    cbeneath cbeneath 22-25, F Aug 18

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    What scares me is I don't know how he feels about this at all. About me and him. I'm trying not to rush anything. Trying to take it slow. But it hurts me when he doesn't seem...
    emelon12 emelon12 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Doesn't this suck.. First time I cut , I promised myself I would never do it again.. I just got really upset one day & cut again.. It soon became a habit.. When I get angry ? I cut...
    Morganperez114 Morganperez114 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 11

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    Laugh Now Cry Later ...
    heyyo1234 heyyo1234 22-25, M Aug 8

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    Please is there anyway to avoid it? It keeps me depressed all the time
    aliakbarrehman aliakbarrehman 16-17, M Jul 30

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    I cut to take away the pain.. I know I'm not the only one.. Useless is what I am..
    Morganperez114 Morganperez114 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 11

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    Im hurting so bad inside. No one really understands me . No one understands why im always crying .. Cutting makes me feel better . It brings me back to reality. No im not emo or...
    june15th june15th 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 13

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    I repeatedly have conversations in my head about what I would say to my boyfriend if he ever confessed to cheating or if I ever found out that he was cheating. Boy, you better...
    tarynsitolove tarynsitolove 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    Stop clouding my thoughts or take me with you forever.
    Susana1985 Susana1985 26-30, F Jul 28

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    Im happy to say my divorce was finalized last friday morning 8/1. I hope to start a fresh new beginning on the right foot this time. :)
    Givemeareasontoturnbackaround Givemeareasontoturnbackaround 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 3

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    All I think about is you and it makes me sick to my stomach
    Liverbug2 Liverbug2 16-17, F Aug 14

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    So There's this guy.. I'm really tall like 5'9 and he's quite taller than me like 9" taller and I think I like him but it's getting a little irritating that he doesn't talk much...
    inspiredwriterxx inspiredwriterxx 13-15, F Jul 31

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    It's sounds cliche but it's the honest truth. My mind won't stop. I don't feel like I belong. I'm so shy and my family is so outgoing I'm always the outcast, I know they love me...
    BriGrace BriGrace 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    When i'm talking to someone i can't help but visualize them being mutilated and butchered. Usually starting with the face. It's involuntary. I don't care when it's randoms but...
    DeadHeretic DeadHeretic 26-30, M 3 Responses Aug 17

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    You are such a wonderful but miserable person but I can't stop adoring you. I love you so much but then you get angry and the things you say cut deep but even when everyone is...
    gypsisoul gypsisoul 22-25, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I couldn't help but to cry. I don't want to pack up and leave everything I know behind. I want to quit my job because it's going to be hard with school, but I need the money so I'm...
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F Aug 2

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    So basically I was instantly attracted to this guy the first time I laid eyes on him. He wasn't hot or anything but he was cute to me and just something about him had me hooked...
    anonamanda001 anonamanda001 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 7

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