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I Can't Help But Love Him

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 71 People

    I'm Not Listening When You Say, Goodbye...

    I feel like screaming that I will always love him. I want him. His hugs make everything seem ok. He was there when no one else was. He was comforting and fun and silly and funny and crazy, but just the right amounts... to make me fall in love with him while I still had a...
    DarkSalem DarkSalem 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 27, 2007

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    I Do Love Him... <3

    About 2 years ago my friend dated this guy. She was cheating on him so he broke it off with her.. He than dated my other friend than my bestfriend. July 14th 2011 came, me and him were just friends, but I liked him. We spoke about how much w liked eachother and stuff like that...
    Leara13 Leara13 16-17, F May 7, 2012

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    I Want Him.

        I feel so complete around him. Like this mess of a world is beginning to make sense. I am relieved to know I can still feel. Only now can I see how numb I have been, running on autopilot, laughing and smiling on cue. I thought I was happy. But he...
    RainyDayLady RainyDayLady 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 18, 2010

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    So when I was 10 I went to visit my uncle

    who lives in California. I had a great time! So my last day we went to the beach and there I met a scrawny boy with blonde hair and blue eyes. He was 12 at the time. So we hung out the whole day and it was honestly one of the best days of my life. Unfortunately it was time to go...
    DeadlyKryptonite DeadlyKryptonite 13-15, F Mar 20

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    Our Wonderful Connection

    We met each other in university. I went to tell him something and he said to me: „We have phoned, haven't we?“ I was thunderstruck because my surname is such a common one. Actually the phone call was a few months ago. He couldn't mean that, but he did. From the beginning I...
    ready2fight ready2fight 31-35 Feb 1, 2012

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    Hard..

    I love him more then anything in the world.. but he is rude to me, he puts me down, he gets mad at me over the little things. at times he is very sweet and romantic and others he'd rather be single then "put up with me" .. I already am self conscious and such. Sometimes he makes...
    vamp20 vamp20 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 22, 2012

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    He Is Wonderful!

    He is 28 I am 44, he helped me through a very rough time in my life.  We love each other so much but everyone says its wrong.  He is to young for me, he is emotionally unstable.   Yes he is young and yes he has some emotionaly issues, but I cant help but love...
    mangelaburgin mangelaburgin 41-45 4 Responses Jul 10, 2009

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    I Can't Stop

    loving him. I know we are co-dependent on each other which is really bad. Our relationship is unhealthy in some ways. I can't walk away from him...even though I know I should. So what am I to do?
    sillyginger sillyginger 22-25, F May 26, 2011

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    He's Not Mine

    He's not mine but I love Him... I want him but I cant have him, its sad really and it hurts me to think I cant have Him...
    TizzyJam TizzyJam 16-17 1 Response Nov 28, 2008

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    You Are A Part Of Me

    Despite everything, despite the hardships of the last couple of months. Despite the hurt you caused, despite the pain I feel and trauma that tears me up with the little daily triggers here and there... I love you. I can't help but love you. You are a part of me, you are a piece...
    NorthernOntarioMama NorthernOntarioMama 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 3, 2011

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    I Do Love Him... <3

    About 2 years ago my friend dated this guy. She was cheating on him so he broke it off with her.. He than dated my other friend than my bestfriend. July 14th 2011 came, me and him were just friends, but I liked him. We spoke about how much w liked eachother and stuff like that...
    Leara13 Leara13 16-17, F May 7, 2012

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    I don't know why but I can't stop thinking about him. I'm drawn to him in someway, yeah he's attractive but that's not it. There's just something else about him, some air of...
    maktub1 maktub1 26-30, F Oct 9

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    His name is Sam. He's such an amazing guy. My secret is that I love him and he doesn't even know it. We are currently "talking" but I'm past that point. I'm in love. I'm just...
    Collegexoxo Collegexoxo 18-21, F Oct 8

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    I am always the one people call to help them through their rough times. Don't get me wrong... I love to help my family and friends. But it would be really nice to be able to help...
    NoNameToYou NoNameToYou 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 7

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    I literally overthink EVERYTHING... Like when I was "dating" this one guy, I would always freak out thinking like "how do I hug him?" "OMG what if he try's to kiss me.. Ew" "he's...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 3 Responses Oct 10

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    You can lead a horse to water but can't make it drink.. You can lead some1 2 knowledge but can't make them learn etc.. etc...
    Rapunzel3 Rapunzel3 46-50, F Oct 10

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    I want to, I have tried, I just can't. I am trying to live me life as usual but he pops in my head all dang day. He loves her more than me and there is nothing I can do about...
    nikolasmom nikolasmom 36-40 2 days ago

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    Why do I keep beating myself up over the past.... Very dirty past though. I wish I could change my decision. I wish I would have done better in school, everyone around does the...
    Toocrazy4u Toocrazy4u 18-21 Oct 11

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    I really wish I could do more. I wish I could even just say something that could help. I don't always (or often) know what, though, so I just listen.
    TheBadgeringWitness TheBadgeringWitness 26-30 Oct 15

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    I have been abused, harassed, cheated on, used, and hurt by people since i was 4 years old. So yes... i am paranoid. half the time i think that people are out to get me because for...
    DarkKnightPEKKA DarkKnightPEKKA 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 7

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    Right now, I need to focus on mending my insecurities and problems. Here are some quotes that I can relate to. I'll come back and read these every time I feel like breaking down...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F Oct 10

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    Come from a family of idiots who are currently trying to destroy each other, and am caught in the crossroads. The guy who stayed with me through it all cheated and left, and then...
    roza96 roza96 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    please help :( . I can't help but cry and regret the actions that I have made in the past. How can I move on?
    neuroticgal neuroticgal 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 30

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    When thinking about this the movie 'What Women Want' comes to mind, the one where Mel Gibson can read women's minds. Such a fun an innocent film. Can't help but think that a male...
    thrilloftherisk thrilloftherisk 22-25, M 3 Responses Sep 29

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    I feel helpless. It really is out of my control. I don't know if there's anything else that I can do. I'm frustrated because I had just typed out a long paragraph and it got erased...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 10

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    I am in love with someone and I have been for a long time but I don't know if they even like me as a friend anymore because they rarely talk to me or see me now but I used to be...
    Jamesheller Jamesheller 31-35, M 4 Responses Sep 25

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    I've been with my partner for 3 years now. We have been on a rocky journey but i can say i truly love him. Our relationship is in a very good place, we have learnt alot from each...
    kiwifruit kiwifruit 18-21, F Sep 25

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    F*** my life!...Why the hell do I have to care so much about the people who don't care about me. This is killing me alive. I wish them happiness all of them honestly. Sorry for...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 8

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    BOY, some times I imagine a world where people could see each other's thoughts on their heads, and then I think of how mortified I'd be all day every day. The things I think of are...
    WinterIncandescence WinterIncandescence 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 28

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    There is this guy who I have had feelings for quite awhile but, he's moved onto another girl, and I can't stop thinking about him. I don't know how to deal.
    cantbefondofyou cantbefondofyou 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    Have you ever been in love with your best friend? I am.. We became friends instantly at the start of the year when I started a new school, he was funny and understood me. We both...
    ttn159 ttn159 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Me and my boyfriend of 9 years have been living with my boyfriends parents because of the economy and the fact that he has helped his family financially in the past, bringing down...
    Anonymous8712 Anonymous8712 26-30, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I am 31 years old now and I have a family of my own and love it but I can't seem to keep a relationship with my parents. My son is 5 years old and neither one of my parents have...
    jcli5092 jcli5092 31-35, M Oct 15

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    I'm absolutely in love with somebody I met over my 2 month vacation. I went home after 8 years to a different country, and I met someone who I fell in love with instantly. He was...
    lifechangesallofus lifechangesallofus 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I can't do it anymore. I wanted to be strong. I don't want to guilt him. I didn't guilt him last time. He came back on his own. I only left him two messages, neither pressuring nor...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F Oct 3

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    I don't know what to do. I can't persuade him of anything. He has to figure it out on his own. I just hope the happiness and love I brought into this relationship is enough for him...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 12

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    I wanted him to stay in my life. Even though I’ve cried, felt like I was going to die, and drank alcohol a few times before over someone I was in love with not loving me, I’ve...
    Roshunn Roshunn 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 13

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    I love him and by him I mean Stuie Our relationship isn't perfect and is a struggle sometimes. We r very different people and he does have his flaws but........ I love him so...
    willieverbegoodenough willieverbegoodenough 22-25, F Sep 25

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    Maybe, I’ll stop loving him tomorrow, But for today, I’ll fall in love with him… I was only four when I met him. He was eight. He (Yale) and his little sister (Eva) were my...
    kiendy123 kiendy123 18-21, F Sep 29

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    Hi.. I'm Alyx, I really can't take people lieing to be anymore on EP.. First was Ryan, who pretend to be 14 and talked about how he was bullied and got beat up. He talked about...
    crazyhyperkid crazyhyperkid 18-21, M 12 Responses Oct 5

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    I have been with this man for the past 2 years. I swear he's the love of my life. Things were fabulous the first year that we were together. We went on amazing cruises and...
    lilianang lilianang 31-35, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I am desperately in love with someone I can NEVER have. I look up at the sky and think over and over again- why do I even exist in this selfish, cynical world? Tears of frustration...
    Mayuko Mayuko 13-15, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    One of my friends is really good friends with this guy, which I really like. I started talking to him, and he told me he liked me and asked me out. I told him no, because I thought...
    dogsareCute16 dogsareCute16 16-17, F 5 Responses Oct 1

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    I am so upset all the time :( I cry almost everyday all over a dumb boy. I was in love with him and I still am :( I guess I just can't let go. I'm only 14 and he was the only guy I...
    mayks3 mayks3 13-15, F Oct 2

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    I remember laughing at the girls in school. Crying and moping over ex-boyfriends, crushes, hot substitute teachers. I thought they were stupid. Why waste your tears on someone who...
    GhostBride GhostBride 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 3

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    I am having trouble getting over my ex-boyfriend. He started out so sweet and after a few months another side came out that I didn't like. It started little with anger spats...
    hopegarden33 hopegarden33 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 3

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    I recently met this guy who found me 'nice'. He has bought me coffee and what not and he's a nice guy. He makes me feel happy and I smile when I think of him. He's an older guy but...
    LionPrincess03 LionPrincess03 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 10

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    I love how he's not perfect. I love him when he's happy and excited, and just as much when he's having a bad day. I don't love him for his looks, his money, his possessions....I...
    pixelpretty91 pixelpretty91 22-25, F Oct 16

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