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I Can't Help It, I Love Him

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 112 People

    Romeo Jerk.

    over the days we've been together...I slowly started to do things no one has ever made me done. Confess my feelings first, constantly wishing you were by my side, and Hope that I haven't made you mad. If my past self saw me how I acted now, my god she would cut me in half. AND...
    mutewords mutewords 18-21 1 Response Oct 26, 2012

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    I Just Can't Help... It

    every time he gives me a soulful glance, i get nervous its been 8yrs since we're going on we've fought like animals... we do that all the time but deep down we know, how empty life could be without each other's presence i can't keep my hands off him.... still can't wait to...
    amateurgenius amateurgenius 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 9, 2011

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    There's No Us

    I was on my way home the other night when I saw my crush. I grinned at him, and that was humiliating on my part. I wish, he hadn't felt that I like him. He also smiled at me. He hold my arms and ask me to stay for a while so we can talk. *giggles Haayy.. I love him. It's been a...
    dazzlingeyes dazzlingeyes 18-21, F 7 Responses May 27, 2010

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    Ily!

    He be on my mind everyday almost all day. I'm always writing poems about him. I have all this love in my heart for him. I have tried to let him go but I can't. I just be soo stuck on him. I'm always missing him. I won't express to him how I feel because I don't want him...
    keepdreaming keepdreaming 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 13, 2009

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    Wish I Didn't Though

    I wish I didnt love him, somedays I think I actually hate him, but I really do love him. I fell in love with him I swear immediately, the catch is that I have been married for six years and he has a serious live in girlfriend. He pursued me at first, telling me how much he...
    Frenzylittlelady Frenzylittlelady 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 6, 2009

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    Smarty And The Streets

    I'm a college student, he's a high school dropout. I'm on my own, he lives with his parents. I'm smart , he isn't. I'm ambitious, he's chillin' I Love debates, he's the quiet type. I love going out, he loves staying in. I love travelling, he enjoys staying home...
    woman2women woman2women 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 14, 2009

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    We're Breaking Up.... I Think... It Is Sad Though...

    It has been one year and 9 months. I thought he loved me but my feelings change with every action he does. Like for instance the past week. I fell ill last Tuesday and have been getting sicker ever since. I've coughed so much and so hard that I've been spitting up blood. Even...
    woman2women woman2women 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 1, 2010

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    His name is Sam. He's

    such an amazing guy. My secret is that I love him and he doesn't even know it. We are currently "talking" but I'm past that point. I'm in love. I'm just simply afraid to tell him.
    Collegexoxo Collegexoxo 18-21, F Oct 8, 2014

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    No Matter What...

    You hurt me everyday. You know exactly what to say to rip my soul into pieces. I know you don't want me or at least that's what you said... but when I'm with you... you make me feel alive. You give me so many mixed messages I don't know what to believe. I love you deeper and...
    darkrose23 darkrose23 18-21, F May 27, 2012

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    Broken Dream..

    I remember the night I couldn't sleep, was working on my younger brother's project, watching 'friends' on laptop. Rachel was expecting a baby and was about to deliver. Ross was there, throughout, with her. And then the final moment came when she was trying to deliver and Ross was...
    willLearnToLive1Day willLearnToLive1Day 22-25 1 Response Jul 4, 2013

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    I Need You Back Right Now.

    You were the best thing that ever happened to me. I was so happy when I was with you and I even stopped self harming for a while because of you. You had the the most amazing brown eyes and you were so gentle and kind. I need you back. I'm really struggling without you. I know she...
    amysfc95 amysfc95 18-21, F Aug 14, 2011

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    Through The Years

    I've been in love with you since I was 13. And now and I'm 30 still I'm in love you. Crazy I must be but yes I agree. I've been loving you most of my life. And I don't know if you still love me the way I do. Time will tell. Fate....
    Lostsoul05 Lostsoul05 26-30, F Mar 11, 2013

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    These are his words to me ..i think everyone deserves to experience a love like this! I'm dying for you I could keep kissing you for days on end Take me I'm all yours Do...
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    I would have thought by now I would have gotten over him. I've been on several dates. Kissed other men. Nothing feels the same. I don't know what to do. I've tried being nice to...
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    destroyaaaa destroyaaaa 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 10

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    I can't help but think about you all the time.
    DreamingSouls DreamingSouls 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    I just can't, helpless. Cause: I don't flirt. Effect: I'm single. Final result: Single as fk
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    ElissaAcosta ElissaAcosta 16-17, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    YvesGAM YvesGAM 22-25, F Jan 5

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    He tells me love everyday...with sincerity. The other day a issue arrived for the 2nd time. I had hoped it wouldn't come up again but it did, and my heart went to my knees. I can't...
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    So life is hard i know. but its harder when you love someone that he doesnt want you back. i have a friend. ive known him for 3 years now. from the forst day i noticed there is...
    lor334 lor334 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 1

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    I feel stuck. I'm able to talk, express my feelings but he is not listening. He apologies constantly, promising change...nothing changes. We dated for 2 years, on the 3rd moved in...
    rann88 rann88 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 3

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    curiousviolinist curiousviolinist 26-30, F a week ago

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