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I Can't Help It, I Love Him

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    We're Breaking Up.... I Think... It Is Sad Though...

    It has been one year and 9 months. I thought he loved me but my feelings change with every action he does. Like for instance the past week. I fell ill last Tuesday and have been getting sicker ever since. I've coughed so much and so hard that I've been spitting up blood. Even...
    woman2women woman2women 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 1, 2010

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    His name is Sam. He's

    such an amazing guy. My secret is that I love him and he doesn't even know it. We are currently "talking" but I'm past that point. I'm in love. I'm just simply afraid to tell him.
    Collegexoxo Collegexoxo 18-21, F Oct 8, 2014

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    Wish I Didn't Though

    I wish I didnt love him, somedays I think I actually hate him, but I really do love him. I fell in love with him I swear immediately, the catch is that I have been married for six years and he has a serious live in girlfriend. He pursued me at first, telling me how much he...
    Frenzylittlelady Frenzylittlelady 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 6, 2009

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    Ily!

    He be on my mind everyday almost all day. I'm always writing poems about him. I have all this love in my heart for him. I have tried to let him go but I can't. I just be soo stuck on him. I'm always missing him. I won't express to him how I feel because I don't want him...
    keepdreaming keepdreaming 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 13, 2009

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    Smarty And The Streets

    I'm a college student, he's a high school dropout. I'm on my own, he lives with his parents. I'm smart , he isn't. I'm ambitious, he's chillin' I Love debates, he's the quiet type. I love going out, he loves staying in. I love travelling, he enjoys staying home...
    woman2women woman2women 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 14, 2009

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    Broken Dream..

    I remember the night I couldn't sleep, was working on my younger brother's project, watching 'friends' on laptop. Rachel was expecting a baby and was about to deliver. Ross was there, throughout, with her. And then the final moment came when she was trying to deliver and Ross was...
    willLearnToLive1Day willLearnToLive1Day 22-25 1 Response Jul 4, 2013

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    I Just Can't Help... It

    every time he gives me a soulful glance, i get nervous its been 8yrs since we're going on we've fought like animals... we do that all the time but deep down we know, how empty life could be without each other's presence i can't keep my hands off him.... still can't wait to...
    amateurgenius amateurgenius 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 9, 2011

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    I Need You Back Right Now.

    You were the best thing that ever happened to me. I was so happy when I was with you and I even stopped self harming for a while because of you. You had the the most amazing brown eyes and you were so gentle and kind. I need you back. I'm really struggling without you. I know she...
    amysfc95 amysfc95 18-21, F Aug 14, 2011

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    Me and him (Connor) have been together

    for almost 7 months. He is my world, he males me feel things that I've never ever felt before. However, I get mad at him a lot, buy ai cant help it. He takes all of the shouting and argumentive attitudes I throw at him and we never really argue properly, he stops it before we do...
    AARisTHEbest AARisTHEbest 13-15, F Jan 31

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    No Matter What...

    You hurt me everyday. You know exactly what to say to rip my soul into pieces. I know you don't want me or at least that's what you said... but when I'm with you... you make me feel alive. You give me so many mixed messages I don't know what to believe. I love you deeper and...
    darkrose23 darkrose23 18-21, F May 27, 2012

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    Through The Years

    I've been in love with you since I was 13. And now and I'm 30 still I'm in love you. Crazy I must be but yes I agree. I've been loving you most of my life. And I don't know if you still love me the way I do. Time will tell. Fate....
    Lostsoul05 Lostsoul05 26-30, F Mar 11, 2013

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    There's No Us

    I was on my way home the other night when I saw my crush. I grinned at him, and that was humiliating on my part. I wish, he hadn't felt that I like him. He also smiled at me. He hold my arms and ask me to stay for a while so we can talk. *giggles Haayy.. I love him. It's been a...
    dazzlingeyes dazzlingeyes 18-21, F 7 Responses May 27, 2010

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    Romeo Jerk.

    over the days we've been together...I slowly started to do things no one has ever made me done. Confess my feelings first, constantly wishing you were by my side, and Hope that I haven't made you mad. If my past self saw me how I acted now, my god she would cut me in half. AND...
    mutewords mutewords 18-21 Oct 26, 2012

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    I don't have any idea what he wants from me. Circumstances mean we can never be together. Ever. Add distance (different countries) to that mix, there is no way this can ever have...
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    Libby, Hey baby girl. Im hoping i can trust that your the frist to read this. We'll know because you'll notice i used your homemade envelope. And i glued it shut ;). If not then...
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    1. His smile 2. His gorgeous blue eyes 3. His amazing personality 4. His talent 5. His interests 6. His adorable British accent 7. How he flirts with me 8. He's respectful 9. He...
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    My affair ended one sidedly by him! He got transferred back to his country...to his wife and kid for good! Yes! He is married too! When I found out, my heart shattered and I wouldn...
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