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I Can't Help It, I Love Him

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    Through The Years

    I've been in love with you since I was 13. And now and I'm 30 still I'm in love you. Crazy I must be but yes I agree. I've been loving you most of my life. And I don't know if you still love me the way I do. Time will tell. Fate....
    Lostsoul05 Lostsoul05 26-30, F Mar 11, 2013

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    We're Breaking Up.... I Think... It Is Sad Though...

    It has been one year and 9 months. I thought he loved me but my feelings change with every action he does. Like for instance the past week. I fell ill last Tuesday and have been getting sicker ever since. I've coughed so much and so hard that I've been spitting up blood. Even...
    woman2women woman2women 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 1, 2010

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    Romeo Jerk.

    over the days we've been together...I slowly started to do things no one has ever made me done. Confess my feelings first, constantly wishing you were by my side, and Hope that I haven't made you mad. If my past self saw me how I acted now, my god she would cut me in half. AND...
    mutewords mutewords 18-21 1 Response Oct 26, 2012

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    There's No Us

    I was on my way home the other night when I saw my crush. I grinned at him, and that was humiliating on my part. I wish, he hadn't felt that I like him. He also smiled at me. He hold my arms and ask me to stay for a while so we can talk. *giggles Haayy.. I love him. It's been a...
    dazzlingeyes dazzlingeyes 18-21, F 7 Responses May 27, 2010

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    No Matter What...

    You hurt me everyday. You know exactly what to say to rip my soul into pieces. I know you don't want me or at least that's what you said... but when I'm with you... you make me feel alive. You give me so many mixed messages I don't know what to believe. I love you deeper and...
    darkrose23 darkrose23 18-21, F May 27, 2012

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    Smarty And The Streets

    I'm a college student, he's a high school dropout. I'm on my own, he lives with his parents. I'm smart , he isn't. I'm ambitious, he's chillin' I Love debates, he's the quiet type. I love going out, he loves staying in. I love travelling, he enjoys staying home...
    woman2women woman2women 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 14, 2009

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    Me and him (Connor) have been together

    for almost 7 months. He is my world, he males me feel things that I've never ever felt before. However, I get mad at him a lot, buy ai cant help it. He takes all of the shouting and argumentive attitudes I throw at him and we never really argue properly, he stops it before we do...
    AARisTHEbest AARisTHEbest 13-15, F Jan 31

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    Broken Dream..

    I remember the night I couldn't sleep, was working on my younger brother's project, watching 'friends' on laptop. Rachel was expecting a baby and was about to deliver. Ross was there, throughout, with her. And then the final moment came when she was trying to deliver and Ross was...
    willLearnToLive1Day willLearnToLive1Day 22-25 1 Response Jul 4, 2013

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    I Need You Back Right Now.

    You were the best thing that ever happened to me. I was so happy when I was with you and I even stopped self harming for a while because of you. You had the the most amazing brown eyes and you were so gentle and kind. I need you back. I'm really struggling without you. I know she...
    amysfc95 amysfc95 18-21, F Aug 14, 2011

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    I Just Can't Help... It

    every time he gives me a soulful glance, i get nervous its been 8yrs since we're going on we've fought like animals... we do that all the time but deep down we know, how empty life could be without each other's presence i can't keep my hands off him.... still can't wait to...
    amateurgenius amateurgenius 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 9, 2011

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    Wish I Didn't Though

    I wish I didnt love him, somedays I think I actually hate him, but I really do love him. I fell in love with him I swear immediately, the catch is that I have been married for six years and he has a serious live in girlfriend. He pursued me at first, telling me how much he...
    Frenzylittlelady Frenzylittlelady 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 6, 2009

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    Ily!

    He be on my mind everyday almost all day. I'm always writing poems about him. I have all this love in my heart for him. I have tried to let him go but I can't. I just be soo stuck on him. I'm always missing him. I won't express to him how I feel because I don't want him...
    keepdreaming keepdreaming 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 13, 2009

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    His name is Sam. He's

    such an amazing guy. My secret is that I love him and he doesn't even know it. We are currently "talking" but I'm past that point. I'm in love. I'm just simply afraid to tell him.
    Collegexoxo Collegexoxo 18-21, F Oct 8, 2014

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    I'm with a great guy and I enjoy being with him but I can't seem to feel love. There is no powerful connection for me or any sexual interest. I wish o could feel love since he...
    reapersweep reapersweep 18-21, F May 11

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    I love him. Sadly can't see my self losing these feelings.
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    There are always those people, who think that you're more into them than you actually are. The guy in this story is one of those guys. I'd broken up with my boyfriend of 5 months...
    brokenpetal brokenpetal 26-30, F May 5

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    never be afraid to be you, it's you that makes you you-nique, it's you that makes you different, you can change things, you can help people, you can redo things in a different way...
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    I wish I had friends to actually hang out with, ones that actually hang out with me and make me feel better about situations... I want friends that I can just, run with or toss a...
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    Accidentally in love - Counting crows
    Beaniesandbands Beaniesandbands 18-21, M May 13

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    I remember the way he touched me as we sat next to each other in the movie theater in the darkness. I remember the way he commanded my attention with his fingers. We never looked...
    lovelywarpedlemon lovelywarpedlemon 18-21, F 1 Response May 4

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    http://youtu.be/rSER3yml1iM
    Jairbear Jairbear 16-17, M May 8

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    I wear nappies all the time because I have very little bladder control
    Stillwetshisbed Stillwetshisbed 46-50, M May 19

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    Whenever I feel out of place within a group of people like it's my desperate act to be liked or something. I'm such a people pleaser ugh!
    olahjagger olahjagger 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    I'm in love with my ex n I know I can't have him anymore that hurts I feel useless because I couldn't help him I wish that he would come and there could be a us again but I...
    angie314 angie314 13-15, F 1 Response May 15

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    I always overthink. I always over analyze. Every damn thing. I hate it because I feel like I'm going insane! People tell me to chill out, but sorry, I can't. My most recent...
    TheIvoryOwl TheIvoryOwl 18-21, F May 16

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    Tv ****** me off with their interpretations of love stories. I try every chance I can to see the guy I love. Just to see him, maybe say hello. But it never works out right. Tv...
    nvragain1024 nvragain1024 31-35, F 1 Response May 10

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    I am sad because I am insecure and jealous and these are two things I don't want to feel as they are going to drive the one sure thing away that I have in life. All of these stupid...
    Sirwithherkey Sirwithherkey 36-40, M May 23

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    So uhh I really like this guy and ik I shouldn't because well he's my teacher but like I can't help it.... I desperately need advice about what to do..
    xxtoxiccupcakexx xxtoxiccupcakexx 16-17, F 2 Responses May 10

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    Today I had an amicable lunch with my soon to be ex. She looked incredible and I really wanted to tell her and talk to her but I am uncomfortable around her now because of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 14

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    I lived with my bf for a year.. He's from Iraq and I am from South America but we both live in United States. I discovered some pics on Facebook about him and a baby which I asked...
    Alicoop Alicoop 36-40, F 6 days ago

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    Just shaved my private area beautifully smooth in the shower. I love the silky feeling, can't leave it alone!
    Ladyshave Ladyshave 41-45, M 57 mins ago

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    I've been with my boyfriend for two years. I fell in love with him for all the good reasons everyone else falls in love.. He was smart, funny, fun to be around, and we had common...
    SillySquirrel SillySquirrel 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I want to tell you something that I feel needs to be said. I love Mother's Day for the reason it's meant to be. Growing up, I had no mother. That's not something that bothers me...
    EyeDontGiveAHoot EyeDontGiveAHoot 36-40, F 10 Responses May 10

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    I'm new to this and I need to get this feeling out. So here I go. Second Grade is where it started. Mrs. Holston's class. I walked into that class not knowing what to...
    AtheistChrist AtheistChrist 13-15, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Since we first got together 15 years ago I have struggled with my husband's irresponsible and selfish financial behaviour. He only works on projects that he wants to do and for the...
    Christina6581 Christina6581 46-50, F May 14

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    I have a terrible crush on my Doctor! I sit in my car in his practice car park to check when he comes and goes! I download photos and videos from his friends Facebook accounts. I...
    zozals zozals 41-45, F 4 Responses May 19

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    So my current boyfriend and I have been together for a year, but before that we were best friends for about 5 years. He has made me feel so amazing and I love him to absolute...
    redkey123 redkey123 18-21, F 1 Response May 9

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    So there's this guy, let's call him... Joe (because his name is Joe) and I am in love with him. Maybe its not even love. Maybe I'm just infatuated. But I can't stop thinking about...
    ShesSimplyKenny ShesSimplyKenny 18-21, F 2 Responses May 13

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    UGH- so in very short nut shell about 18 months ago I was working for a non-profit that had a state contracted job, that I had, the company got bought out and then the state...
    kyla1098 kyla1098 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    Yeah, it's been a while since we were anything other than friends. It's been a long time since you looked at me the way I still look at nothing when I think of you. It's been a...
    MissAutumn MissAutumn 18-21, F May 18

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    So it started with my Boss....We worked together for almost 2 years. I was his assistant?Things started off very bad for us.I really thought he hated me.We are shall we say night...
    Soverystupid Soverystupid 41-45, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    It wasn't supposed to happen that first night almost two years ago we used each other. Then I found out he got mad at me, we ultimately decided we should be friends though as we...
    sophie517 sophie517 18-21, F