I've been aware of this crap for some time. But recently a parent threw a bottle (ok Plastic) at the head of a teacher. Got a suspended jail sentence. Her child suffers form Attention deficit hyperactivity (I am a crap parent and want someone else to take responsibility for my...
It lies there taunting me. It rises to the top of every piles of papers. I set down my keys and they're on brown manilla. It frightens me as I fill in the figures. Did I really get that much?! Where is it now?
The shriek of tons of must do responsibilities,
I want to stay on line and write stories,
I want to enjoy surfing the net,
Yet I can't ignore the fact that I am hurting my loved ones trust,
That I come to my senses and do what is expected of me.
I can't ignore:
1. The fact that my neighbours don't feed their cat and it's starving. I know I shouldn't be feeding him but I just can't ignore him :(
2. The pile of paperwork that I take home every night to work on unpaid, thanks to being a perfectionist.
3. The annoying...
I can't run, I can't hide or ignore. All the laws of truth are coded in everything at every place I go. The same lessons to learn, cause there is only one lesson to learn. I can't ignore it, it will assure me it is real. I can't ignore the light; that...