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I Can't Leave Doll Babies Face Down

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    Bugs Me to no End

    Call it OCD, call it crazy, whatever you want it is what it is. I walk around the house and if I see any of my children's doll babies layin' around they have to be face up. I don't know if I compare them to real babies or if it's something from childhood but it haunts me if I...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 5 Responses Jul 3, 2009

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    Any Toy With a Face,really

    It's something I was paranoid about as a small child.Every night before bed I had to go around my bedroom and pick up all the toys with faces and make sure they were carefully,comfortably placed sitting.Honestly,I had that fear that they'd become animated with life and seek...
    AmayaEkio AmayaEkio 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 1, 2009

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