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I Can't Let Go of Him

What do you do when you can't let him go??? 54 People

    I ve done every pathetic vicious move

    even have an affair.....I love bear. ..even if it's platonic ...I love bear
    here51 here51 51-55, F 1 Response Nov 8, 2014

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    It's been 5 years since he stormed out of my

    life... why can't we let go of these people?
    hora1027 hora1027 26-30, F Feb 25, 2014

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    The Long Goodbye.

     It's been years and he's moved on completely.  I pretend I've moved on and sometimes I believe it myself, but the truth is I am stuck like the U2 song:  "stuck in a moment and I can't get out of it."  My life is passing me by.  I've turned down...
    AACM AACM 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 24, 2009

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    He is always on my mind

    and it is affecting my work and other relationships. We have been apart for many, many years, but he has never left my mind for long. He teased me 2 years ago by contacting me and then he was gone again. That communication with him only made things worse. Now I find myself...
    justlostme justlostme 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 2, 2014

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    3 Months Almost And Dying Waiting For You..

    I just can't except the fact that we're over. I can't except that I'll never see you again and that you don't love me. I love you so much and have been waiting for you for so long. I miss you so much. If only you knew how many tears I have shed over you. After everything you...
    nolongermyslef nolongermyslef 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 17, 2012

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    My ex and I met whilst working together.

    Initially, we hated each other, but we came to like each other. On a drunken work night out, we ended up sleeping together. We maintained a "friends with Benefits" relationship for about 7 months, until I developed feelings for him that i could no longer ignore. Sadly, he didn't...
    mfmmfl420 mfmmfl420 31-35, F Dec 12, 2013

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    He's Everything I've Ever Known...

    When I was in high school I was involved with this guy on and off. We had a really strong connection. I desired him mentally, physically, and emotionally. He was my everything. I don't even know how to describe it but everything about our relationship was so wrong, but felt so...
    bk1212 bk1212 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 7, 2009

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    The Long Goodbye.

     It's been years and he's moved on completely.  I pretend I've moved on and sometimes I believe it myself, but the truth is I am stuck like the U2 song:  "stuck in a moment and I can't get out of it."  My life is passing me by.  I've turned down...
    AACM AACM 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 24, 2009

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    I'm experiencing profound joy

    and sadness this holiday season My life is my own and I am living it, however, I want my relationship back I accept how things are - and at the same time I want something more Tough emotions conflicting with each other I'm not sad - just thinking out loud
    kimd1234 kimd1234 46-50, F 2 Responses Dec 15, 2013

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    My greatest experience in life has nothing to

    do with people, because people will always fail us at some point. I have had more (abundantly more) than my fair share of pain. People I have loved more than anything have wielded a sword or two in my direction, and quite accurately, I might add. Emptiness and hopelessness have...
    racheljoy2 racheljoy2 41-45, F 2 Responses May 1, 2014

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    She Cant Leave Him

    she sits there through the daywondering what she should say.she listens and believes his liesmeanwhile inside she silently cries.she puts on a smilewhile she sits back in denile.his love is what she cravesbut her heart desperately needs to be saved.she thinks she is all...
    SadEyedAngel126 SadEyedAngel126 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 2, 2011

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    I'm All Alone

    Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor, and I wonder if I ever cross your mind, for me it happens all time. It's a 1:15 I'm a little drunk, I said I wouldnt call but I feel all alone wishing you were here with me.
    Jay04Sch Jay04Sch 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 1, 2013

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    I actually disagree with people who say Letting go is an another form of loving someone. I think only if the other person doesn't want it the other one should let go. But then...
    AmberDD AmberDD 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 14

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    When someone saids "I just need time" feels like waiting for the unknown. Whether it's in a relationship or friendship getting to a point like this, to me is frustrating. Should I...
    GuiltBear GuiltBear 31-35, M 1 day ago

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    I met someone very special a while ago and fell head over heels in love. My intuition was telling me 'he is the one go for it'. And I gave him the best of me that I didn't even...
    AmberDD AmberDD 22-25, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    My son's father cheated on me a few times I just found out a couple of months ago when he finally admitted it. at the point I had already been moved out for two months. I don't...
    butterfly1614 butterfly1614 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    it's not that I can't have him but just keep reading. there is this boy in my class who was dating a girl in my class. they were really close and then she started flirting with...
    gracestc gracestc 13-15, F Mar 11

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    okay. I have a hard time developing relationships with people and I've fallen in love with someone. who happens to be my straight best friend. I can't have him but he treats my...
    alex2485 alex2485 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 9

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    A person shouldn't have to live like this. Contact with the outside world terrifies me. My ex-husband left a message saying he wanted to talk to me about something and I can't...
    absolom absolom 41-45 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I have been in love with a man for 4 years now..I truly believe it is the only time in my life that I have felt this strongly about a man..we are friends...he knows I love him, he...
    Omhippiesoul Omhippiesoul 51-55, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    If you are suicidal, please get help if you can't find help within yourself. But, please, do not seek help from your teenage friends, especially if they struggle with their own...
    junipersun21 junipersun21 18-21, F Mar 12

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    After 14 years In a long a long term relationship I can't forgive all the broken promises, no support especially emotionally and the hurt that has turned me hard. can you forgive...
    Awesomegal81 Awesomegal81 31-35, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    It been a long day, I have had 8 classes, went jogging, and spent 4 hour painting my art homework (plus the thousands of other things that go into a day). I'm utterly exhausted...
    Sunglyph Sunglyph 18-21 11 hrs ago

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    I'm a gay guy in my sophomore year of high school. At the beginning of my freshman year in high school I saw a boy named Josh in my multi-media design class. I kinda liked him at...
    smellyfeetguy20 smellyfeetguy20 18-21, M 3 Responses Feb 28

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    I've been with my boyfriend for a few months, however he's been my best friend for over a year. We've always been very close, and I thought we were completely open with each other...
    wednesdayy wednesdayy 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 3

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    All Ive ever wanted was a father. Someone I could talk too, who would be protective over me, whom I could count on to intimate the boy I bring home, who I could go to a father...
    lookingtovent lookingtovent 18-21, F Mar 7

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    Had my heart broken in the past, I can't bare that pain again. I let myself get to attached with not knowing that in the future this person would leave and never be in my life...
    rachhappyville rachhappyville 31-35, F 9 Responses a week ago

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    If you can't have it maybe it's not good for you. You should try a see if there is a lesson to learn from it
    grgbyce978 grgbyce978 56-60, M 4 hrs ago

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    So here's this guy. He's my classmate in one of my classes. I think I am starting to fall for him and it is driving me crazy, because I can't seem to tell him how I really feel. I...
    wanderlustae wanderlustae 16-17, F Mar 10

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    Starting at the beginning… First off, just letting you know, I am straight to everyone else on the planet, but I know that I am bisexual. This girl Jackie, she is actually...
    shancostello shancostello 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 10

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    I'm in love with this guy and it's tearing me apart. We were friends, than we added the "benefits" and then he found a girl...a girl he probably doesn't love, but she's his girl...
    Lor97 Lor97 16-17, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I believe that I'm in a state of depression. I have so many feelings bottled up inside of me but put on a fake smile to let everyone think that I'm okay. I have not cried since my...
    Plasg2012 Plasg2012 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 12

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    I'm afraid.. Really afraid. I'm afraid of everything lately.. While at the same time I feel emotionless, fearless. I'm afraid of leaving. I'm afraid of what will happen with him. I...
    Myohmygoodness Myohmygoodness 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 18

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    I know it'll never happen but I can't help it. He's so lovely and I have do much desire for him. I want to give into my lust and wrap my arms round his neck, kiss him and feel all...
    hopeandsoul hopeandsoul 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    I can't take anything seriously these days that it's come to the point that I feel apathetic and numb to everything. My friends, my part-time job co-workers (though this makes...
    Unable2Breathe Unable2Breathe 22-25 1 Response Mar 3

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    I KNOW THE FEELING,HIS NAME IS ROME.CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM HE MADE A BIG IMPACT IN MY LIFE!!!! :-) :-) :-) :-)
    JOLLYGREENRANCHER JOLLYGREENRANCHER 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 11

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    my life s just.... haha I never had anything good ever... I have worst night mares... lively in childhood never had good friends. .. I became fat ppl started to ignore me. .. then...
    kirti92 kirti92 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    It"s 4 am and i still can"t get to sleep eventhough i"m tired what am i going to do? I have school today. I realy don"t want to go to school. Do you think my parent let me stay at...
    nagaseiori nagaseiori 18-21, F Mar 1

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    Hi, I'm Joanna. I'm 26 years old and I live in the USA. I can't have any pets. First of all, I wouldn't be that good of a pet owner. Owning a pet requires a lot of responsibility...
    joannaher123 joannaher123 26-30 Mar 1

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    It wouldn't be so bad if I didn't see him every day, and he gave me that same smile while I look into his eyes and pretend I'm not in love with him 😔
    The2ndLaw The2ndLaw 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 3

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    Born in Melbourne and being raised in what I can only describe as one of the most wholesome multicultural worlds one could ever experience, I stand here 28 years later shaking my...
    acountrythathaschanged acountrythathaschanged 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 18

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    Deliver me (Turn to me and one thing that trips me up) Shut me up (One thing that trips me up, one thing, won't give it up) Deliver me (One thing close to me and one thing...
    s0undgarden s0undgarden 16-17, M 5 days ago

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