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I Can't Let Go of Him

What do you do when you can't let him go??? 56 People

    3 Months Almost And Dying Waiting For You..

    I just can't except the fact that we're over. I can't except that I'll never see you again and that you don't love me. I love you so much and have been waiting for you for so long. I miss you so much. If only you knew how many tears I have shed over you. After everything you...
    nolongermyslef nolongermyslef 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 17, 2012

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    He is always on my mind

    and it is affecting my work and other relationships. We have been apart for many, many years, but he has never left my mind for long. He teased me 2 years ago by contacting me and then he was gone again. That communication with him only made things worse. Now I find myself...
    justlostme justlostme 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 2

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    It's been 5 years since he stormed out of my

    life... why can't we let go of these people?
    hora1027 hora1027 26-30, F Feb 25

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    The Long Goodbye.

     It's been years and he's moved on completely.  I pretend I've moved on and sometimes I believe it myself, but the truth is I am stuck like the U2 song:  "stuck in a moment and I can't get out of it."  My life is passing me by.  I've turned down...
    AACM AACM 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 24, 2009

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    I ve done every pathetic vicious move

    even have an affair.....I love bear. ..even if it's platonic ...I love bear
    here51 here51 51-55, F 1 Response Nov 8

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    My ex and I met whilst working together.

    Initially, we hated each other, but we came to like each other. On a drunken work night out, we ended up sleeping together. We maintained a "friends with Benefits" relationship for about 7 months, until I developed feelings for him that i could no longer ignore. Sadly, he didn't...
    mfmmfl420 mfmmfl420 31-35, F Dec 12, 2013

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    My greatest experience in life has nothing to

    do with people, because people will always fail us at some point. I have had more (abundantly more) than my fair share of pain. People I have loved more than anything have wielded a sword or two in my direction, and quite accurately, I might add. Emptiness and hopelessness have...
    racheljoy2 racheljoy2 41-45, F 2 Responses May 1

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    I'm All Alone

    Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor, and I wonder if I ever cross your mind, for me it happens all time. It's a 1:15 I'm a little drunk, I said I wouldnt call but I feel all alone wishing you were here with me.
    Jay04Sch Jay04Sch 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 1, 2013

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    She Cant Leave Him

    she sits there through the daywondering what she should say.she listens and believes his liesmeanwhile inside she silently cries.she puts on a smilewhile she sits back in denile.his love is what she cravesbut her heart desperately needs to be saved.she thinks she is all...
    SadEyedAngel126 SadEyedAngel126 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 2, 2011

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    The Long Goodbye.

     It's been years and he's moved on completely.  I pretend I've moved on and sometimes I believe it myself, but the truth is I am stuck like the U2 song:  "stuck in a moment and I can't get out of it."  My life is passing me by.  I've turned down...
    AACM AACM 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 24, 2009

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    I'm experiencing profound joy

    and sadness this holiday season My life is my own and I am living it, however, I want my relationship back I accept how things are - and at the same time I want something more Tough emotions conflicting with each other I'm not sad - just thinking out loud
    kimd1234 kimd1234 46-50, F 2 Responses Dec 15, 2013

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    He's Everything I've Ever Known...

    When I was in high school I was involved with this guy on and off. We had a really strong connection. I desired him mentally, physically, and emotionally. He was my everything. I don't even know how to describe it but everything about our relationship was so wrong, but felt so...
    bk1212 bk1212 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 7, 2009

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    I was raped and now feel scared all the time, no matter where I go that it will happen again. It doesn't matter where I am or who I am with, I feel like it'll happen again and I...
    AlanaLlama AlanaLlama 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 28

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    My past just won't go away. I think it's due to thinking about what happened when I was growing up. I am just working on writing the story of my life. So all these questions that I...
    Sara600 Sara600 56-60, F Nov 6

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    those painful dark memories.... i try to forget and move on but it haunts me like a nightmare... i feel helpless...i hope God will save me from the dark....
    lovebug19980 lovebug19980 18-21, F Oct 28

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    I live my life as a wife to a man who barely knows me anymore and as a mother to the most awesome little girl I've ever known. Every sacrifice I make is worth it for her but I get...
    nvragain1024 nvragain1024 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 15

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    She takes it slowly at first but learns that this is the person for her and that she has no need to be hesitant as she will never find out unless she takes a leap of faith...
    darnit05 darnit05 31-35, F 1 day ago

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    Earlier in the week, one of my coworkers was going off on a rant about working. I didn't catch all of it, but as I was walking in, I overheard him say the following: "....the...
    GiantKaiju GiantKaiju 22-25, M 1 Response a week ago

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    i already moved out to another country but distance still not a hindrance to continue loving the same man i can't have...constant call and text and chat enough for me to be happy...
    hannagrace hannagrace 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 4

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    We were working together today alone and he kept coming really close to me and at one point he looked at me with knowing eyes . I didn't know what to do! It was my first time...
    ijustneedtoletitout ijustneedtoletitout 31-35, F Nov 3

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    We were working together today alone and he kept coming really close to me and at one point he looked at me with knowing eyes . I didn't know what to do! It was my first time...
    ijustneedtoletitout ijustneedtoletitout 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 3

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    I am in a relationship. It has been almost 3 years. I have struggled almost the entire relationship with urges to leave. I have justified staying by saying things to myself like...
    Shaman1985 Shaman1985 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 2

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    We used to be friends, we used to spend hours just talking even though he had a girlfriend I fell for him, I never told him so we remained friends through the years I left home got...
    nounou0728 nounou0728 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    I have changed my number so my stupid professor can't be able to communicate with me anymore.  I can't tell if I'm happy that I did that because I will be able to check A7mad's...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I had this really weird, unexplainable thing happen to me over 3 years ago. I started to receive visions of this guy that I knew I have never met before but I felt like I was...
    electrapleiadian electrapleiadian 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 29

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    So.. I'm having the hardest time getting over this and I need help.. advice.. anything. my boyfriend and I have been together for about a year. we met online while I was away at...
    mparks7 mparks7 18-21, F a week ago

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    I have been dating this guy for almost 4 years and we have been living together for about a year. We were long distance for the first 3 years. I found out about 2 years ago that he...
    average82 average82 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 24

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    The thing is... our situation isn't good. We can't be more than friends, our situation wont let us. But we love each other, I love him, he loves me... deeply. We spend as much...
    Nyah27 Nyah27 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I did my first pumpkin carving today with my girlfriend and her siblings! It was amazing! So much fun!! And still I come home.. Take my shoes and jacket off, sit down.. And still...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 3 Responses Oct 27

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    I love And like flowers very much.and for me its a nice feeling looking on them.its such a lovely feeling having those pretty flowers on my hands..and smelling its fragrance.. I...
    Missingyoulove Missingyoulove 26-30, F Nov 6

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    More of me venting than anything else... I do not celebrate holidays or my birthday or any other such holidays. It isn't that I am dull and boring, but I find it extremely...
    duhibrokeit duhibrokeit 31-35, M Nov 9

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    Well its Monday morning again. Another week of work is upon us. The weekend was something of a...well it was pretty much normal for a weekend where I go out to the pub. Except...
    brokenpetal brokenpetal 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    I have been trying to break up with this man for the last three years. I had a very unstable home life growing up and it took me about 6 years of on and off school with full time...
    vrose004 vrose004 26-30, F 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    I just simply can't. I can hold them in as long as I can but then they end up over flowing all over the wrong person and just I wish I had better control. I hate that I can hold it...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    Sign Here. Torn pages of my life. Ripped to pieces in the muddy **** you smashed them into. Burnt and frail in parts never to be salvaged. A huge chunk of it is still stuck on...
    BunniesCry BunniesCry 31-35, F Nov 9

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    I'm going to be glad today that my boyfriend's mom can't read my thoughts. I haven't said two words to her since Sunday and now I have to drive her an hour each way just to go pick...
    flutterby1979 flutterby1979 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 28

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    As you all know there was a man in my life who persecuted me and made my life a living hell . I wish if I was a talented author to write the whole story with all the details but...
    lostsouluk lostsouluk 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 31

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    Have you ever had this secret that you have to hide because you're too ashamed? Or you're just so tired of being strong that you can't hide it anymore? Well that's me, And here's...
    Jessica427 Jessica427 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 16

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    Still can't believe I love him so much, shocks me and gives me a rush. The amazing and blissful feeling he gives me every time we talk. I love being with him and talking. He's so...
    jaynick15 jaynick15 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 13

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    this seriously sucks. the last few nights I've been passing out at like 8 or 9 No problem. its been dark and boring and an easy thing to do. its still dark and boring but now I can...
    ZombieBaitMaiden ZombieBaitMaiden 31-35, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    I can't sleep and all I want is to sleep and never wake up.
    prettyballerina prettyballerina 31-35, F 9 hrs ago

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    I've been in love with the same person since I was 16. I am now 23, married, and have a two year old son with my husband- he is not my soul mate. Though my life choices weren't the...
    schlagathor schlagathor 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 7

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    After since Chris brown hit Rihanna. I'm not a fan of him. I don't care about him at all. He doesn't deserve to be a artist anymore. He a women beater. I can't believe women are...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 13

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    I like this guy who I can't be with. He so hot. I see him every now and than. He live in my building. He probably 24 years old I think or around that age. His white, I like white...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I am a 15 year old girl and I am in love with one of my best friends. I have known him for about 2 years and he is the nicest guy I have ever met. I haven't liked him until...
    Herecomesafemale Herecomesafemale 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 2

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    So his divorce is just about finalized. All that's needed is the court appearance. I'm not sure how to handle it. I'm happy for him to be free of a relationship he's been so...
    ExecutiveAsst ExecutiveAsst 46-50, F 1 Response Nov 6