I Cant Let Go Of The Things That Happened Years Ago

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    Was It Even Real? My First Experience With Racism.

    I don't know where to start this story... It seems really difficult because there has been so much crap clogging my mind since the beginning. I guess that is where I will start. Sophomore year of HS. A big time in everyone's lives for sure, all was well for me and my two best...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Aug 8, 2011

    Cannt Let Go Of The Past

    nope I have people dating back to when I was 13 on my fb.Let me tell you this is the same girl that told me to kill myself and used me,I have a girl that wasnt to bad but really should be on my fb,I used to have a guy that used me just for sex.I cant let go of anyone and I cant...
    Alwaysandforever29 Alwaysandforever29
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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