I Cant Let Go

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 124 People

    Don't put your happiness in someone else's

    hands, they'll drop it. They'll drop it every time.
    BrookeWhoAreYou BrookeWhoAreYou
    18-21, F
    Dec 2, 2015

    I Cant Let Go and My Heart Is Breaking

    ive had a thing for this guy at work for a while now ,as the times gone on my feelings have grown and got deeper,i recently asked him out ,as he told me he was moving jobs,he seemed genuinely touched but told me that hed just started seeing someone,i was gutted as he told me...
    emsy5 emsy5
    31-35
    1 Response Jul 25, 2008

    He text me tonite.. Dammit,

    every time I start feeling ok with it. I was done healing again.. It said "3/5 6:30 At such n such ( a place we use to meet). I read it. It stirred everything up again. This time I didn't respond . 2 hours later, 1 more text it said "be there".. Like im a dog that will just...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 3, 2015

    ...and It's Not Even Like It's In The Back Of My Mind...

    I cant let go. Of anything. My mom left me. All of my boyfriends have cheated on me. I got raped at my own 15th birthday party. My best friend sold me out. Everything! I cant let go of any of it. This is mainly about my current boyfriend. He cheated on me 10 months ago and I...
    jessicayohman jessicayohman
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 30, 2010

    Up In A Flame

    The flame of the match glows bright. Feeling the small amount of warmth radiating from the flare, he slowly places the flame underneath the photograph. The edges curl black from the heat. Taking one last look at the happy faces smiling through the flames, he watches, half...
    keslie0 keslie0
    22-25
    Apr 9, 2013

    It's impossible to let go,

    how do you let go of you're soul mate? How do you let go of the only thing in the world that set you free from loneliness and embraced in love, wonder and fulfilled your dreams beyond compare, how do you let go of you're first love? To let it go would be too loose that love, to...
    traceyannmay traceyannmay
    22-25, F
    Apr 30, 2015

    Free

    If you love something, set it free; if it comes backs it's yours, if it doesn't, it never was.
    maverick321 maverick321
    70+, M
    Jan 25, 2012

    Im 19. Im currently engaged to an amazing man

    who is currently deployed and the only communication we can have is through email while he is out at sea. i love him more than ive ever loved anyone ever, he makes me a better person and supports me in my sobriety. He's perfect for me. I have an ex girlfriend whom i didnt date...
    mirandasusann mirandasusann
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 20, 2014

    So Im dating this guy

    for almost a year now. We travel together and everything is going great. But this is one of my friends ex's. I never thought in a million years Id ever be with him but hes the only guy that treats me good, so far. My issue is I cant seem to get over her and what i did to her...
    korbee8974 korbee8974
    26-30, F
    Feb 18, 2015

    Sometimes all you can do is lie in bed

    and hope to fall asleep before you fall apart.
    BrookeWhoAreYou BrookeWhoAreYou
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 26, 2015

    Love Of My Life Or Worst Experience?

     To start off I have been in love 3 times first at the age of 12-15, then 16-17, then 18-Current age of 24. I have been blessed enough to have met three women I can safely say I have loved and loved me back. At least for a period of time.   Now my last relationship is...
    iamsylar iamsylar
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Oct 28, 2009

    I'm a picky person and that's

    why I have no problem being single for a long time and wait for that one. Then I met that one, i knew it was him since the first time we talked, but i was the only one to fall, he didn't notice me. He's from another country and I met him during vacation. He left to his country...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 29, 2015

    Cant Let Go

    i think most of my probloms  are because i cant let go an move on an i cant seem to live  for tomm   it is all about yesterday   i have alot of crazy things  going on with me  so  sorry if i jump from one thing  to another ...
    terrie27 terrie27
    26-30, F
    1 Response Mar 25, 2010

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