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I Cant Let Go

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 122 People

    ...and It's Not Even Like It's In The Back Of My Mind...

    I cant let go. Of anything. My mom left me. All of my boyfriends have cheated on me. I got raped at my own 15th birthday party. My best friend sold me out. Everything! I cant let go of any of it. This is mainly about my current boyfriend. He cheated on me 10 months ago and I...
    jessicayohman jessicayohman 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 30, 2010

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    Up In A Flame

    The flame of the match glows bright. Feeling the small amount of warmth radiating from the flare, he slowly places the flame underneath the photograph. The edges curl black from the heat. Taking one last look at the happy faces smiling through the flames, he watches, half...
    keslie0 keslie0 22-25 Apr 9, 2013

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    So Im dating this guy

    for almost a year now. We travel together and everything is going great. But this is one of my friends ex's. I never thought in a million years Id ever be with him but hes the only guy that treats me good, so far. My issue is I cant seem to get over her and what i did to her...
    korbee8974 korbee8974 22-25, F Feb 18

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    I Cant Let Go and My Heart Is Breaking

    ive had a thing for this guy at work for a while now ,as the times gone on my feelings have grown and got deeper,i recently asked him out ,as he told me he was moving jobs,he seemed genuinely touched but told me that hed just started seeing someone,i was gutted as he told me...
    emsy5 emsy5 31-35 1 Response Jul 25, 2008

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    He text me tonite.. Dammit,

    every time I start feeling ok with it. I was done healing again.. It said "3/5 6:30 At such n such ( a place we use to meet). I read it. It stirred everything up again. This time I didn't respond . 2 hours later, 1 more text it said "be there".. Like im a dog that will just...
    ls09cm ls09cm 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 3

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    I'm a picky person and that's

    why I have no problem being single for a long time and wait for that one. Then I met that one, i knew it was him since the first time we talked, but i was the only one to fall, he didn't notice me. He's from another country and I met him during vacation. He left to his country...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 29

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    It's impossible to let go,

    how do you let go of you're soul mate? How do you let go of the only thing in the world that set you free from loneliness and embraced in love, wonder and fulfilled your dreams beyond compare, how do you let go of you're first love? To let it go would be too loose that love, to...
    traceyannmay traceyannmay 22-25, F Apr 30

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    Love Of My Life Or Worst Experience?

     To start off I have been in love 3 times first at the age of 12-15, then 16-17, then 18-Current age of 24. I have been blessed enough to have met three women I can safely say I have loved and loved me back. At least for a period of time.   Now my last relationship is...
    iamsylar iamsylar 22-25, M 2 Responses Oct 28, 2009

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    Cant Let Go

    i think most of my probloms  are because i cant let go an move on an i cant seem to live  for tomm   it is all about yesterday   i have alot of crazy things  going on with me  so  sorry if i jump from one thing  to another ...
    terrie27 terrie27 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 25, 2010

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    Free

    If you love something, set it free; if it comes backs it's yours, if it doesn't, it never was.
    maverick321 maverick321 66-70, M Jan 25, 2012

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    Im 19. Im currently engaged to an amazing man

    who is currently deployed and the only communication we can have is through email while he is out at sea. i love him more than ive ever loved anyone ever, he makes me a better person and supports me in my sobriety. He's perfect for me. I have an ex girlfriend whom i didnt date...
    mirandasusann mirandasusann 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 20, 2014

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    im not truly looking for any once advice but its just a kind of confession . i am truly in love with a girl. truly blindly and madly, yeh ! im 20 yrs old and and my love is also of...
    secondfuture secondfuture 18-21, M 3 hrs ago

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    Swim As I plunge Deeper into the vast eternity Every stroke is life Every breath of mine Infinite energy I contract What matters this sea lacked Life and death intertwined...
    Ymfas Ymfas 26-30, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Dear Louie I thought maybe writing a letter might help with whatever I'm feeling, because as we know I don't talk much. But with writing I get it all out before I even think. So I...
    WhoseMe WhoseMe 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Putting pen to paper and confessing my love is easy. Saying the words out loud is difficult and sometimes awkward for me. What if I say the wrong things? I always do... What's in...
    MyHeart4You MyHeart4You 46-50, F 1 day ago

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    Gggrrrr cant sleep . 😫 need to go to work tho
    dbbanner dbbanner 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    I need to stop stressing over my pain. I cant control it and my dr sucks at life so i guess i gotta deal with it.
    footballgal56 footballgal56 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I cant wait for this baby to come out. I miss sleeping on my stomach. Ive been sleeping on my tummy since I was in eighth grade I believe. Before that I was sleeping on my sides.
    KiannaJ KiannaJ 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    Without your presence in life is very difficult to sustain, whenever your thoughts invade I get an uncanny feeling of uneasiness, to chain the extreme restlessness its too...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 3 days ago

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    I just dont know how to feel anymore. I dont know if I should just let go of it all. I just cant stand it. What would you do if you cant stand the family of the person you love?
    timetravellers99 timetravellers99 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I think the worst things you could possibly do to someone is leave them without an explanation. It happened to me not to long ago, i lost the one I thought I was going to love...
    lina96 lina96 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    she is an artist. that's how i met her. she is the coolest girl i have ever known. she had posted some of her art on her profile. her art is amazing, but weird, she likes weird...
    sludgefeast sludgefeast 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    So the other day I was leaving my bedroom early morning when I decide to peak out the hallway window. The blinds are white and it's easy to see anything that doesn't belong on them...
    WhimsicalKara WhimsicalKara 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I just want some people to relate to. My family are breaking me down. All of my immediate family members are incredibly self destructive and also abusive to those around them...
    narcolepticinsomniac narcolepticinsomniac 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    i dont understand.. i have everything i want right now. so why am i still so depressed. i thought anime and gaming would give me some sort of relief even if it was only temporary...
    musicvortex musicvortex 16-17, M 1 Response a week ago

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    3 days ago I moved to Spain to start my bachelors degree. Ive been looking forward to this for so long, I could not wait to get out of my country and start a new and more exciting...
    moretotheeyes moretotheeyes 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I found a letter that I wrote to my deceased SIL . Once upon a time we were close .....she had health issues ...long story ....anyway ...here is the letter I wrote her ...I have no...
    Chernobylplayground Chernobylplayground 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 25

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    Cant sleep when its so hotttt;-;
    Afrolicious13 Afrolicious13 16-17, F Aug 25

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    I wrote a love letter in library. last week. I was riding motorbike, and the letter flew away. *mental breaker* DO YOU HOW MUCH EFFORT I DID FOR THE LETTER?! life is just nice like...
    inspirit05 inspirit05 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 24

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    yah, I've done that before! except i accidently send it, and the recipient was "not happy" to say the least! so, from now on, i shall vent on EP, instead. i dont want anymore...
    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 Aug 24

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    I think about how u are, if your okay I hope your not lonely. I hope you met miss right (it was never me) and your laughing an stoned and just happy. I kno I was the worst thing...
    BipolarChick1983 BipolarChick1983 31-35, F Aug 21

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    I just need this off my chest, its just really bugging me, please no hate. I was hoping this year would be easier, but no I have been bed ridden almost all year, crippling...
    HauntedShadows HauntedShadows 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    In time their "truth" comes out....sometimes if we just sit back and wait...dont jump, we know who we can mix and mongle with and who we cant. Just sit and observe before jumping...
    lifealwayschanges lifealwayschanges 41-45, F 8 Responses Aug 20

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    I'm the type of person that can be very blunt with others, no matter what their situation may be. I was never too social as a child, and the friends I did end up with never really...
    MisAnalogy MisAnalogy 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    I can't completely let go of you, let go of us...... All I can say is that I will honestly love you and I know you don't want to hear it but it makes no sense pretending that I don...
    Onebellaheart Onebellaheart 36-40, F Aug 19

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    ep is the most retarded site. i cant even post what i want cause "action not allowed".. dawegdfreas
    CopperFoil CopperFoil 16-17, M Aug 19

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    I'm not even sure how to express how I feel but if it were an affliction I could describe the pain quite perfectly. I would say that it feels like something is trying to claw its...
    Sometimesilence Sometimesilence 18-21, F Aug 19

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    Just because im extra quiet sometimes it doesn't mean I won't speak up. It's almost like I cant hold it in if something has to be said. I remember this girl was giving a speech...
    anonamanda001 anonamanda001 18-21, F Aug 18

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    bored and cant sleep :-( anyone up for a chat?
    LJglasgow LJglasgow 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 17

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    When he says he doesn’t love you anymore, roll your shoulders back and look him in the eye even when it feels like your ribs are breaking inward; like spider legs. When he digs...
    xazygreece xazygreece 22-25, F Aug 16

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    EP is a place where stories, experiences and inspirations can be shared. If you are looking for a **** site, then this is not the site for you. Let us all clean the site and...
    EPNids EPNids 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 15

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    Yesterday, i tried to kill myself. I had a nerves break down. I couldnt breath, life felt like it wasnt worthy of living. i was hurt and in so much pain. My mom and brother tried...
    Sanora Sanora 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 15