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I Cant Let Go

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    Im 19. Im currently engaged to an amazing man

    who is currently deployed and the only communication we can have is through email while he is out at sea. i love him more than ive ever loved anyone ever, he makes me a better person and supports me in my sobriety. He's perfect for me. I have an ex girlfriend whom i didnt date...
    mirandasusann mirandasusann 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 20, 2014

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    Up In A Flame

    The flame of the match glows bright. Feeling the small amount of warmth radiating from the flare, he slowly places the flame underneath the photograph. The edges curl black from the heat. Taking one last look at the happy faces smiling through the flames, he watches, half...
    keslie0 keslie0 22-25 Apr 9, 2013

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    Love Of My Life Or Worst Experience?

     To start off I have been in love 3 times first at the age of 12-15, then 16-17, then 18-Current age of 24. I have been blessed enough to have met three women I can safely say I have loved and loved me back. At least for a period of time.   Now my last relationship is...
    iamsylar iamsylar 22-25, M 2 Responses Oct 28, 2009

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    I Cant Let Go and My Heart Is Breaking

    ive had a thing for this guy at work for a while now ,as the times gone on my feelings have grown and got deeper,i recently asked him out ,as he told me he was moving jobs,he seemed genuinely touched but told me that hed just started seeing someone,i was gutted as he told me...
    emsy5 emsy5 31-35 1 Response Jul 25, 2008

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    ...and It's Not Even Like It's In The Back Of My Mind...

    I cant let go. Of anything. My mom left me. All of my boyfriends have cheated on me. I got raped at my own 15th birthday party. My best friend sold me out. Everything! I cant let go of any of it. This is mainly about my current boyfriend. He cheated on me 10 months ago and I...
    jessicayohman jessicayohman 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 30, 2010

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    Cant Let Go

    i think most of my probloms  are because i cant let go an move on an i cant seem to live  for tomm   it is all about yesterday   i have alot of crazy things  going on with me  so  sorry if i jump from one thing  to another ...
    terrie27 terrie27 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 25, 2010

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    Free

    If you love something, set it free; if it comes backs it's yours, if it doesn't, it never was.
    maverick321 maverick321 70+, M Jan 25, 2012

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    Well since Sunday with my dad passing I cant feel nothing I don't eat sleep and I have my whole family not talking to me because I keep pushing anyone that cares about me away I...
    monica0215 monica0215 51-55, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    I will start by stating what's the problem. I have a girlfriend u see. We've been dating for 1 year and 3 months now but i still cant get over the fact that she kissed another boy...
    Curlyadli Curlyadli 18-21, M Jan 16

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    Sometimes you just have to let go, even when it hurts :/
    xheartbrokengirlx xheartbrokengirlx 22-25, F 3 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    I'm sorry, and thanks for all the great memories.... Yesterday was great, and I had a great time... But I just cant... I can't and I just .... I cant... goodbye...
    debonaireash debonaireash 16-17, M 2 Responses Jan 12

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    So there's a boy I like and 3 days ago he asked me if can date and I remember what my mom said she said I can date at 16 or 17 and now I ready she takes that away from me...but...
    cassett cassett 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 15

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    Me and my boyfriend have been together for almost 10 months and he is literally the love of my life. I am extremely happy but when we fight its bad. We've both given each other...
    laxlife laxlife 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    At the risk of exposing myself as a woman with the mind of an angsty teenager, my family is driving me crazy. I just made my mom cry, ran into the room and locked the door. I...
    adianoeta adianoeta 26-30, F Jan 6

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    It's like every detail keeps replaying in my head . Why can't I just let it go? It's been 2 years and still today seeing your face would kill me . I want to hurt you . Physically...
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 8

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    I seriously cannot shut my brain off. it's my saturday night (yes, I'm aware that it is in fact the wee hours of Thursday, but I work in a group home full time and my days off are...
    kiesterdee6 kiesterdee6 22-25, F Jan 15

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    She wanted to rid herself of the past, rid herself of the weight being carried around every day. NeverĀ have beenĀ one to share true raw emotions with others, but rather smile and...
    JustAGirLinAbaR JustAGirLinAbaR 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I cant believe im saying this, but I just cant wait to see all my classmates again and have a good laugh every morning. just 4 more days. plus, there this new boy who moved into...
    HeySafaaJust HeySafaaJust 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    I am 23 years old, i cant hold down a job for the life of me i got bills and rent coming out of my *** but still cant seem to hold a job, whether i get laid off or quit. I havent...
    schafer20 schafer20 22-25, M Jan 19

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    Im 15 years old and due to a medical condition i cant have children its destoyed my life and i dont think its fair! I feel like i am going to be alone for the rest of my life...
    GEJ14 GEJ14 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    So another year goes by.. this year 2014 i was not lucky enough to meet you in person and enjoy the pleasure of being in your arms or looking into those forever eyes. But alot of...
    solongago2 solongago2 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    I'm in love with a guy who's not aware of my feelings for him. It started in grade6 grade 7 I sat next to him I'd share jokes and lunch with him I'd simply smile at him and he'd...
    NamzyZizi NamzyZizi 16-17, F Jan 1

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    I feel like I want to have kids one day, but the fear of one of them growing up to hate me or growing up to be a bad person is great. Or in labor one could become affected by not...
    pgtg13 pgtg13 13-15, F 4 Responses Jan 1

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    I can't sleep tonight. Too many memories gone so very bad. I know we needed to end, but why did you have to make it so hard for me to let you down gently. Months have passed, and I...
    Rose11231 Rose11231 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 2

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    God help me. There are so many things weighing down on me. I just want to sleep and get away , please. Everything is **** already, this is the only thing I can have to ease me yet...
    Futuristic122 Futuristic122 16-17, F Jan 2

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    my 3 year relationship just ended. and its because my exbf cheated on me with a guy. ive known him as a straight guy since college, i dnt know what to do. i love him so much, but...
    orangeKiatkiat orangeKiatkiat 22-25, F Jan 2

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    I have always had secrets that noboy knew and wanted to tell people but couldn't. i am soooo glad I found ep because now I can let those secrets out.
    25ImBeth 25ImBeth 41-45, F Jan 3

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    Im very madly in love with my best friend and what makes this situation such hell is because Im already in a relationship, not a very loving one but its still there. My best...
    CutttieBaby CutttieBaby 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 4

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    AS Ive been really hurt in the past by so called friends and/or potential partners especially 1 in 2005 who text me my 1st time as a female & said its ???? my previous name, or its...
    TrannyinSydney TrannyinSydney 26-30, T 1 Response Jan 4

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    Tried herbal, tried chemical, tried natural, replaced my pillow, tried the couch, tried everything and I'm still waking up at least once an hour. At least. I feel sick all day. I'm...
    omgwut omgwut 41-45, M 3 Responses Jan 5

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    3 hours of sleep in 2 full nights... My parents can't afford to keep me around, and I don't feel well enough to work right now... My suicidal thoughts get worse as the days pass by...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 6

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    So now I'm thinking why did we stop because of u I no what I want out of Lyfe because of u I no how to react to things that are real because of u my heart will beat the letters of...
    crazyitchwiddahgun crazyitchwiddahgun 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 11

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    So I ran into an ex tonight...one of the hardest and most awkwRd moments of my life! He was with his new girl...typical scenario! I lose the guy, I get replaced...I couldn't look...
    madusand madusand 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 12

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    I want to end it so badly... I want to kill myself... I can't take the pain anymore... I'm hurting and I want it to stop... Please let me die... Please... FOR **** SAKES. Just kill...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 13

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    i met this guy last year, he courted me for a while, we got along real good, despite that it was like us against the world, my friends hated me and do not want to be friends with...
    faith1822 faith1822 18-21, F Jan 14

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    Haven't heard a word silence heavy compounds building up pressing down moments feel like years magnified by fears Trying to escape this constant ache Trying desperately to fill...
    LittleBirds0827 LittleBirds0827 36-40, F 4 Responses Jan 15

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    I was ill,Mentally and even though I was 20 because of my mental state I wasn't able to go on nights out so I snuck out and went to a busy bar on my own, it was fine until it...
    lyndsay22 lyndsay22 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 16

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    if you want to look inside I offer you a pass for this carnival ride come on buy a ticket I'll let you see through the thicket the ride won't be deep or cheap but awfully steep...
    HotMessExpress101 HotMessExpress101 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 18

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    ParasitePoke ParasitePoke 13-15, M Jan 20

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    MsDemeanorMe MsDemeanorMe 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 20

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    Its been 3 years since my best friend and first love came into my life.She was the sunshine that lit up my dark night.She Made me forget all my hardships back home.we did all kinds...
    Adrianaung Adrianaung 16-17, M 2 days ago

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    I didn't mean to love you this much, but I couldn't help it. it was all fun & games in the beginning then it turned into a real relationship. but now I have to let you go, and it's...
    beautifulbutsoulless beautifulbutsoulless 46-50, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    i went out for a couple of drinks yesterday evening and found myself being chatted up by a couple of bikers as ever i can never resist them and found myself an hour later without...
    UKbikerGirl UKbikerGirl 22-25, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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