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I Cant Let Go

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    If you love something, set it free; if it comes backs it's yours, if it doesn't, it never was.
    maverick321 maverick321 70+, M Jan 25, 2012

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    I Cant Let Go and My Heart Is Breaking

    ive had a thing for this guy at work for a while now ,as the times gone on my feelings have grown and got deeper,i recently asked him out ,as he told me he was moving jobs,he seemed genuinely touched but told me that hed just started seeing someone,i was gutted as he told me...
    emsy5 emsy5 31-35 1 Response Jul 25, 2008

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    Struggling. Trying to let go.

    My mind knows I should. My heart says no. You told me you waited for years to hear me say. That I yearned for you everyday. But now you no longer are in my life. You let me go. So to my husband, is be a loyal wife. But why does something so wrong feel so right?
    confusedmajorly confusedmajorly 36-40, F Apr 5

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    Up In A Flame

    The flame of the match glows bright. Feeling the small amount of warmth radiating from the flare, he slowly places the flame underneath the photograph. The edges curl black from the heat. Taking one last look at the happy faces smiling through the flames, he watches, half...
    keslie0 keslie0 22-25 Apr 9, 2013

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    Love Of My Life Or Worst Experience?

     To start off I have been in love 3 times first at the age of 12-15, then 16-17, then 18-Current age of 24. I have been blessed enough to have met three women I can safely say I have loved and loved me back. At least for a period of time.   Now my last relationship is...
    iamsylar iamsylar 22-25, M 2 Responses Oct 28, 2009

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    ...and It's Not Even Like It's In The Back Of My Mind...

    I cant let go. Of anything. My mom left me. All of my boyfriends have cheated on me. I got raped at my own 15th birthday party. My best friend sold me out. Everything! I cant let go of any of it. This is mainly about my current boyfriend. He cheated on me 10 months ago and I...
    jessicayohman jessicayohman 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 30, 2010

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    Cant Let Go

    i think most of my probloms  are because i cant let go an move on an i cant seem to live  for tomm   it is all about yesterday   i have alot of crazy things  going on with me  so  sorry if i jump from one thing  to another ...
    terrie27 terrie27 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 25, 2010

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    I can't let go because don't understand.

    How can you go from being one of the most important people in my life to not in my life at all? How do you just walk away from such a rare, deep connection? I don't understand it and I don't want to accept it.
    confusedmajorly confusedmajorly 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    miamine miamine 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    My first boyfriend raped me. And it's been almost 2 years since it happened and I tell everyone I'm okay. And for the longest time I had myself fooled too. A few months ago, it...
    fobaholic627 fobaholic627 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    Eleleth Eleleth 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    I don't think he deserves a letter but I know that writing one will make me feel better so I'm doing this for me. I want to thank you for helping me get over him, but I also want...
    Dreamer32 Dreamer32 22-25, F 9 hrs ago

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    so me and my ex broke up end of 2012 but i just cant seem to get over him!! even tho he treated me like complete **** ..isolated me from friends and family , beat me, broke my...
    smurfett22 smurfett22 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    I'm trying hard to understand what you did to me. I know what you have told me, I know what others have told me, what I don't understand is why. why? Why did you take something so...
    BEYMMXIII BEYMMXIII 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    and I will keep my crazy self here, hopefully not anywhere near him... I am irrational... I think things that are not true... I explode them in my head too... they seem so hurtful...
    WendyBlabs WendyBlabs 36-40, F Mar 31

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    My mum is the type of mum where if I say "can you pick me up some ____?" she'll get it. But the moment I say "Mum, I need you." , "Mum, I'm not feeling good." , "Mum, I need your...
    jheyjuneice jheyjuneice 18-21, F Apr 1

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    Hey David. I'm just going to pretend that you're going to read this like I'm sending it to you... but maybe I'll be more open, because I know you never will. So first off... I...
    DancingWithFire DancingWithFire 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 6

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 7

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    I've know him my whole life practically we were best friends for eight years and I fell for him hard in the beginning and through out he changed but I still hung on thinking he...
    PoetryGirl101 PoetryGirl101 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    The Things I Cant Live Without: I cant live without my cell phone, or my laptop, because I like to stay in touch with my family and friends. I cant live without music, because...
    Belieber4Life Belieber4Life 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I cant sleep because my sister has gone out on a date with a stranger and its been more then a few hours. Why cant she just call. :(
    KMBJuneBaby14 KMBJuneBaby14 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    Im sleepy and my eyes and body feel tired but no matter how hard i try i just cant sleep.. I just cant sleep in the morning or afternoons :( Y?
    swordsmith swordsmith 16-17, F Apr 1

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    Someone help me, I am so scared of my parents, I hate coming home from school, my mum has grounded me for the rest of the year and I know she means it because when she says...
    lili03 lili03 13-15, F Apr 8

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    It's 4 am and guess what I am? AWAKE. Yesterday, I also didn't get enough sleep. The thoughts won't leave me alone. I feel like crying and I feel like throwing up because there is...
    Shamandora Shamandora 16-17, F Mar 19

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    Haha this is pretty embarassing. When I was younger I could ride the three wheel bikes and a 2 wheeler with training wheels. But when I was 6, my older brother let me use his two...
    LandonS LandonS 16-17, M Mar 19

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    Life is not fair. Love comes at the most inopportune times. I wish we had some insight into our future and could choose our own paths. I am constantly wondering, why? Why do I let...
    SubmitandServe SubmitandServe 46-50, F 3 Responses Mar 20

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    Another sleepless night My mind is on overdrive I struggle to find calm I can't seem to reconcile my thoughts I wish I could relax and let things unfold But how do I do that...
    cailinAlainn cailinAlainn 36-40, F Mar 23

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    we broke up 2 years ago, and I still miss her. I have tried talking to her from time to time, just to make sure she's okay. I know i'm wasting my time, she's moved on with someone...
    kr1sten kr1sten 18-21, F Mar 23

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    I can't get over my ex. I have lost two amazing guys because of the fact that I can't leave him out of my life. Me and him are like fire and gasoline, no good. But I still can't...
    XOXO2011 XOXO2011 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    We walk through life expecting tomorrow to be like today. Something happens and your reality is unfamiliar. Accident, illness, heartache, it could be any or all of these things...
    michael1971 michael1971 41-45, M 2 Responses Mar 24

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    All of you . . .my few true kindred . . my family . . even my psychiatrist I would like to have been a better person even for him . . . I cant bear the half-life of emotional...
    dispossessed dispossessed 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    He wasn't even my boyfriend (I have another experience where I detail our relationship, but let's just say that I was "the other woman"....twice). We only saw each other through a...
    rlc91 rlc91 22-25, F Mar 24

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    I know it is very hard and scare to be a friend with HIV positive guys....just lets be friend and if we feel that we are made for each other then we can move forward......
    ramchhetri763 ramchhetri763 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 26

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    I wrote this as a response to a 17 year old male who'd just lost a girl and was suicidally depressed. I realized by the end that I was actually writing a letter to a younger me...
    Woody6 Woody6 41-45, M 3 Responses Mar 28

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    This was the worst time in my life and I was just a freshman!!! I took weeks to just think about it. I was so hurt by it all. I was surrounded by lots of negativity. Bryanna really...
    Shauntreece Shauntreece 16-17, F Apr 1

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    I fell in love over 20 years ago and never let go. We loved one another but the timing was off, again and again. After years of heartache, I trusted my head over my heart and...
    blueskies100 blueskies100 36-40 Apr 2

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    My past was misspent. I was a bad boy who did time but eventually got wise. Now on parole, I see the limitations my prior mistakes place upon me. Robbery was my thing but I really...
    malice1960 malice1960 51-55, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    4 am and still up. So much to do tomorrow but my mind won't let my body rest. Gonna try to close my eyes again if it doesn't take this time I'm just gonna pull an all nighter of...
    SpanishBard SpanishBard 31-35, M 6 days ago

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    I turn the car round back slowly crawling into the driveway. She's crawling on the ground now in a haze of alcohol and panic, let's just say she's not as ethereal as in the...
    tarkovsky tarkovsky 26-30, M 5 days ago

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    I aways have these days in which I'm sure I'll do it but then I back up because of some sht reason I give myself. Let's hope today I won't find one......
    HiddenOwl HiddenOwl 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    I can't stop thinking of my master. He is my world, I would give up everything for him. He may be a little older than me but I truly love him and I feel that he loves me too. If he...
    792kiss 792kiss 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    Ive posted before about my sexless marriage. Now it appears my birthday is going to be a bust!. Weve been pretty cold toward each other since my discussion about the lack of...
    harleyman2169 harleyman2169 41-45, M 2 Responses Mar 19

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    my family does care about me but we are just to different its like everyone else is on the same page but me im so different from them that when im around them i lock down all my...
    MrHappy167 MrHappy167 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 20

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    I'm almost 18, and my parents control every single aspect of my life. Yeah, I've made some bad choices, but they've never given me a chance to show them I am more mature since then...
    sothisiswhatitfeelslike sothisiswhatitfeelslike 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    jillianlarson2011 jillianlarson2011 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    say that I am completely over you...but i have distanced myself from you.... I havent had sex with you for i would say since January. I realize that i should be treated better and...
    justasia justasia 18-21, F Mar 30

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    just found this site feel like I want to offload, but there's 1 person who needs to hear me, feel like I cant do this anymore
    beebop01 beebop01 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    My husband and I argue all the time because he won't stop lying about STUPID things! He lies about everything to prove points, ect. He will get paid, and not save his check stub...
    lauradl1117 lauradl1117 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    I don't understand how I have so many people wanting to be with me but I still want HER.. I cant get over her and this hurts more than anything ever did.
    nobodyreallygetsit nobodyreallygetsit 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 1

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