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I Can't Quit But Want to So Badly

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    Today in the wonderful world of wanting someone I can't have I was reminded of how painful it is to know the "other person" really does exist. He and I were joking, all day long...
    RaiseYourWhat RaiseYourWhat 26-30, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    Today in the wonderful world of wanting someone I can't have I was reminded of how painful it is to know the "other person" really does exist. He and I were joking, all day long...
    RaiseYourWhat RaiseYourWhat 26-30, F 9 hrs ago

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    In fact despite saying I am glad people can't read my thoughts, some people can. Isn't it unsettling how some people just look at you and know "you're thinking about something...
    RaiseYourWhat RaiseYourWhat 26-30, F 9 hrs ago

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    Not emotionally prepared for tomorrow. A person who is extremely close to me is moving away. They aren't moving extremely far, but it's still several hours away. This person has...
    lizygurl lizygurl 18-21, F 13 hrs ago

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    The statement alone says it all.....I can't take it any more...any part of my life.....I for the past seven years spent my life married to someone....our marriage is so toxic and...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I finally just sent my mom this long *** email expressing my concerns because I am quite sure something is wrong with me. I see, hear, and feel things that aren't there. I don't...
    runawayproagirl0 runawayproagirl0 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    few years away, but i want to go to college in Japan for writing. i want to write the script for it, and the art. its super cool! and school i'm in right now is super . . . whats...
    DemonsFreak DemonsFreak 13-15, M 2 days ago

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    I can't take this anymore I have so many built up emotions... Haven't cried in 5 years I just wanna let it all out. some memories I blocked out since childhood came back it was...
    hiddenuser187 hiddenuser187 22-25, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I don't have a clue where to start this but I will say thank you to anyone who finds the time to read this. The thoughts and memories that are in my head make me think this will...
    Valtboy Valtboy 31-35, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I thought I had it all worked out. Everything seems to go great. Yet I can't sleep at night. I feel so bad. I've dealt with depression before and I thought that I had moved past it...
    canudos canudos 22-25, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Ok so I'm back complaining again! So here I am at the beach with the wife. I packed some clothes for the weekend and they are clean. The bag I packed them in now smells of stale...
    harleyman2169 harleyman2169 46-50, M 3 days ago

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    My eyes are open, my body is tired. I want to sleep but I just can't and I have to be at work at 9am and its already 249am... ugh!!!! -_-
    SkateBoardz SkateBoardz 18-21, T 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I'm so freaking tired and my eyes sting. I yawn and put my head in the pillow and sleep just does not want to come. I rode about 55km today - maybe 30miles? I feel good but sore...
    SoberingBabySteps SoberingBabySteps 31-35, M 8 Responses 4 days ago

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    I never felt that I was destined to become a heroin addict. I was one of the good kids but then opportunity came knocking and OMG! I knew right away I wanted to do this again...
    Naominatrually Naominatrually 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    if I don't say the words. it doesn't mean that they are not there. I just want them to land with you the way that I intend for them to. I am sorry that I often say them like two...
    bigheartsmallworld bigheartsmallworld 36-40, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    This is my dilema and the most obvious is that it is NOT a dilema but the feelings I have makes everything feel so wrong. I in a sense do know the person I am inlove with, but I...
    LoveUnite LoveUnite 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Modest Mouse - Bukowski: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r2UCT5ABGa4 I cannot get over this song. I'm sure I've heard it: a long time ago. Like it has a deeper meaning to me than...
    ColdPenguin25 ColdPenguin25 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    Well actually that's not true I tend to express myself openly. I am very upset with my mother. She considers us stating the fact that we very much want to go to school us arguing...
    blahblahblahxoxo blahblahblahxoxo 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I can never say I've been truly happy...ever...I've known this since I was a kid...I've had happy times but I have never been happy for a week straight with no complaints.I use to...
    Gottawannaneedtotalk Gottawannaneedtotalk 22-25, F a week ago

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    So I recently went out with someone I've been crazy about for nearly 4 years (I know cuz she made mention of it) and we had an incredible night together; in the past when I've...
    qeust24 qeust24 22-25, M Aug 25

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    Being able to afford it... This is really the number one reason a lot of people don't travel. But it's worth it if you can save up and make a few trips. Go with people you enjoy...
    INFJguytwin1 INFJguytwin1 22-25, M Aug 25

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    This is not about me but this is my experience that does bother me. So my husband's business partner just broke up with his girlfriend. I used to go out with her sometimes but I...
    VogueChloe VogueChloe 26-30, F Aug 24

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    The the thing with boyfriends' mothers. Oh my God they are so irritating. I'm tired of being lectured. I'm quiet and not a back talker and just nod and says yes or no, and say a...
    reginarose reginarose 26-30, F Aug 24

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    I was just a small 6th grade kid who had terrible self-esteem issues. It comes with the territory when your father used to terrify you, when he would beat you for the most trivial...
    S1NK1LL3R S1NK1LL3R 22-25, M Aug 23

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    I really want to kill myself. My life is going on horribly. My mother has psychotic depression, she has been on an affair for 9 years & has just recently stopped after being...
    mangoseed mangoseed 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    I try my best to keep things at peace. As much as possible, I want everyone happy. I adjust to everyone's needs. I often put their needs before mine. But there are some instances...
    ayamesan16 ayamesan16 22-25, F Aug 22

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    I have people who would stay up with me but I feel like I'm burdening them all the time and I feel like I can't tell them about all my dumbass dreams
    Hayden23 Hayden23 13-15, F 5 Responses Aug 22

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    From the moment I was born premature, 'til about the age of 8 I was in and out of hospitals A LOT! Because of this I suffered a lot of mental medical trauma. One of the side...
    k4rri3w0lf12 k4rri3w0lf12 26-30, T Aug 22

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    This happened 2 years ago. I needed a piece of furniture repaired, so I asked one of my FB friends who builds custom made furniture. He is sort of a renaissance man. I go over to...
    Tejaschick Tejaschick 46-50, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    I certainly hope you find this to be a helpful tip. There is no reason why anyone should be saying, "I love to travel but I can't afford it, unless they want to pay full price for...
    Evabeth Evabeth 26-30, F Aug 21

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    Everyday I face a new wave of challenges that drag me down where I can then be met with returning currents that bring back old insecurities and weaknesses. I like to think that I'm...
    pressurecooker pressurecooker 16-17, F Aug 20

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    As a follow up, my ex got out of jail. And immediately following his release, he started with the incessant calling. Sending cards and poems and love letters everyday. I had a PFA...
    blackbeautygirl51 blackbeautygirl51 51-55, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    Everything was amazing.. I really thought he was the one.. And I love him so much, I don't even understand how I love someone so much, it's weird, the first time I ever talked to...
    erxnio erxnio 16-17, F 4 Responses Aug 17

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    I haven't quite processed my emotions for him yet and I don't want to because I think understanding their depth might make matters worse. He's taken we've been through this my...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F Aug 17

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    The tears just won't come, and this sadness inside feels so suffocating. Even the saddest songs don't make me cry anymore. Do tears ever dry up? But then why does the sadness stay...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 17

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    so earlier today I kinda took a overdose and ended up in the hospital I just want to do I've given up on life I can't cope anymore no one wants me here I will never stop trying to...
    Pedro1202 Pedro1202 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 16

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    It is so weird because crying makes you feel so much better and when you can't cry, it gets worse. I hardly ever get time to myself and I can never cry in front of anyone. I'm...
    Demonizer Demonizer 18-21, F Aug 16

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    let me just die I can't cope anymore there is this girl on here I've got so close to and she wants to end it and it hurts me I just want it all to end LET ME DIE!!!!!!! :'(
    Pedro1202 Pedro1202 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 15

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    There is someone I care about about there. I Think about him a lot. About being with him. About how much he deserves kindness in the face of some pretty unkind people. About unkind...
    notthis78 notthis78 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    I want to, but I can't. At least not in front of you. I care too much.
    CindyLEvans CindyLEvans 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 15

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