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I Can't Quit But Want to So Badly

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    So there's multiple girls who really like me. And being a single guy, I'm not really tied down anywhere, so I flirt and talk to multiple girls. There's 2 specific girls who are...
    KayJayHoeBum KayJayHoeBum 16-17, M Dec 8

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    I can't help but think about my ex all the time. I love her so much after all these years. after everything we've been through. I still can't see a future without her. and it's sad...
    greywolf9678 greywolf9678 18-21, M Dec 20

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    I can't believe I'm saying this but I can't stop thinking about my ex. For some reason, I think about him constantly including the memories and the whole "we should get back...
    WeirdOtaku WeirdOtaku 18-21, F 31 mins ago

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    I love some of my Co-workers but other ones I despise. I will say I am young but the department I work for is brand new and July 2014 and I was one of the 1st employees hired. I...
    kyla1098 kyla1098 22-25, F Nov 29

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    Being sixteen and in love is inconvenient. Add in the factors that I am gay and she is not. She is 18 and leaving school and I am not, and finally the fact that we aren't close (so...
    Kayceyy Kayceyy 16-17, F 5 Responses Dec 13

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    My love is 23 years older than me. We met a few years ago online via AgeMeet.com. It was totally platonic but I broke off contact due to doing other things in my life, I wasn't...
    cassiecc11 cassiecc11 26-30, F Dec 4

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    My love is 23 years older than me. We met a few years ago online via AgeMeet.com. It was totally platonic but I broke off contact due to doing other things in my life, I wasn't...
    candycc12 candycc12 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    My love is 23 years older than me. We met a few years ago online via AgeMeet.com. It was totally platonic but I broke off contact due to doing other things in my life, I wasn't...
    candycc12 candycc12 26-30, F Dec 8

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    Have you ever had the words in your head, clear as day, coherent, logical...but just can't force them out?
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    This is my second post today in less than 30 mins because I have a lot to get off my chest. :) My biggest issue I believe is that I want what I can't have. It's not because I can...
    GhostBride GhostBride 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 1

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    Finally, a place to find some comfort. Thank you so much for your story... of course, I draw such similarity to my experience. I have had an affair for almost 4 years and she...
    hearbrokenandlonely hearbrokenandlonely 46-50 Dec 15

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    I don't have the strength. If they don't want to be helped, then there's really not much more I can do. Except to pray and ask God to help them. I can only tolerate so much from...
    CreoleItalianwoman CreoleItalianwoman 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    I try to ignore you because I know that if I am able to see you, soon enough you will have to leave me again. And that's when I will long for you and my heart will ache. The more I...
    Karinas2 Karinas2 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 4

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    There's so much people are asking me to do, but none of it is really for myself... I don't want to go to school and learn all this useless knowledge. I want to be out in the world...
    WinterIncandescence WinterIncandescence 16-17, F Dec 8

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    I don't know how much longer I can go on. My throat is bleeding again, and I am unable to eat. I don't want to go on if I never get to talk with him again. I didn't even need to be...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 10

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    This has been a problem for me my whole life. I grew up isolated. I wasn't allowed to have friends, go outside or be loved. We didn't celebrate holidays or get stuff for christmas...
    ptsdlady ptsdlady 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    I can't sleep when I want too. That's my issue. I keep falling asleep in the middle of the day or really early in the night and I can't stay up. Then when I feel dead tired and...
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 12

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    Coworker with the same age, higher salary and grade, older in the company, different position, some common work, same office. Although, he is so jealous of me, not only jealous he...
    zolito zolito 31-35, M Dec 12

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    People will judge based on their perception, ALWAYS, but that doesn't make it an absolute for you. People judge, but that's not the reason why you feel "judged", it's because you...
    Jdone Jdone 18-21, M Dec 12

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    Before I was born, my mother was pregnant with my brother and decided to marry my father for the support. She stayed with him for twenty years until now to raise her children...
    bubbleteax bubbleteax 16-17, F Dec 17

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    And it's really bugging me. RANT SESSION (warning):You're in my thoughts. When I'm at different places and I'm reminded of you or memories we've shared. Honestly, I wish you weren...
    xxblasianxx xxblasianxx 18-21, F Dec 19

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    I know what he wants, but I just can't give it to him. It would just make everything weird and complicated and probably destroy the last strand of our friendship. Or whatever this...
    CharleeLuv CharleeLuv 18-21, F a week ago

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    It seems that I care to much of how people think of me, regret too much of my past. Look at how people react to what I say and when It doesn't turn out the why I wanted, I would...
    InsanelyCrazy InsanelyCrazy 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I can't ever. I find it so embarrassing that my friends might realise I have emotions. emotions are embarrassing. I'm not comfortable with letting people know I'm not indifferent...
    stabbedtoceasersalad stabbedtoceasersalad 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 29

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    I haven't stopped thinking about him since I saw him earlier this month. I wasn't going to go to the event because I knew he'd be there, but at the last moment I changed my mind. I...
    SukYoung SukYoung 26-30, F Nov 29

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    I seriously can't wait to fall in love! I want it to be like in the cartoons and movies, I want bells to go off in my head and I want our eyes to connect and fireworks going off in...
    DiamondInTheSkye DiamondInTheSkye 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 1

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    ..distance will never separate me from loving the same man i can't have...i refused to let go and move on..i still want him to be part of my life and in everything i do..a wish of...
    hannagrace hannagrace 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 3

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    Two people now... I can't have either... One does not want to know I exist, the other treats me as a child... I know I shouldn't be thinking of either of them- I have a boyfriend...
    Cheta34 Cheta34 18-21 Dec 5

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    So me and my ex have a lot of history, I see him everyday at college and at every party because he is in my friendship group. He messed me around and I got seriously hurt. I...
    livelifefully73 livelifefully73 16-17, F Dec 8

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    Tonight is the first night I've been alone since me and my partner got together and I'm really struggling to cope. Back when we first met I was in a very dark place and so was he...
    justagirl92 justagirl92 22-25, F Dec 9

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    It's not that I can't, it's that I don't want too. I've almost chocked on so many pills, that I just don't bother taking them whole anymore. The only ones I can take whole are...
    MeowOnMe MeowOnMe 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 13

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    I find it so hard to understand women. In general. Especially when you're not attracted to them at all. One tries to keep a distance and let things work out with , we'll , work...
    kiddishguy kiddishguy 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 14

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    I miss you so much, you are on my mind 24/7. I always wonder if you're okay, if you're safe, sleepy, hungry, happy and every emotion in between. I wonder if all you said was true...
    lovelydisgrace lovelydisgrace 16-17, F 7 Responses Dec 15

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    I have learned if I want to kill myself there is not point on telling someone so they can change my mind. If I want to do it I doubt there's a chance someone's opinion would madder...
    walkinwonder walkinwonder 16-17, F Dec 17

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    It feels like someone is literally holding my heart and squeezing it. It hurts so bad, I feel numb and hurt. My body doesn't seem to be mine, I feel regret and sorrow. What...
    ohida ohida 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 17

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    I talked to this guy for a year, everyday, pretty much almost 24/7 unless one of us fell asleep (although we were both the type that was up a lot of the time). We connected in such...
    chelsieshay2626 chelsieshay2626 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 19

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    All this is too horrible and I don't want to believe it. First of all, my parents are really nice people: they love each other, they get along so well, they love me, and we look...
    cerisesetharicots cerisesetharicots 13-15, F a week ago

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    I can't feel pain anymore. No matter how hard I try to cry, I just can't. There seems to be no happiness no joy no love. Love doesn't exist. Is just something that slowly eats at...
    chameleonvenom chameleonvenom 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    Sometimes I honestly don't know. I'll be talking and having a nice conversation then like the next minute I'm giving one word responses and just feeling like I want to cry. And I...
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    So I have this friend, let’s call him Cody. Cody and I are good friends, we meet at work almost a year ago but didn’t start hanging out until around May. The first time we hung...
    KeepingAnonymity KeepingAnonymity 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    I'm so in love with my fiance he means everything to me if he were to die I would have to die as well he is my soul mate and I don't want to live with out him ever he's saved me in...
    babydollveee babydollveee 22-25, F Nov 30

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    Sometimes, I really just want to die. Why do I exist? I don't see a point in living. I hate myself. Being raped just destroyed me. I really need someone to talk to before I...
    childlover4evr childlover4evr 18-21, F Dec 4

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    Some songs are okay, but I just don't like it. Especially anything that has to do with Tony Bennett or Frank Sinatra or anyone of that nature. Can't stand Ol' Blue Eyes and all of...
    BigBlittleb123 BigBlittleb123 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 4

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    Christmas: I spend all morning rifling through pants and tee shirts, only to decide on a dress with a sweater over it. My make-up is a big process, which includes considering how...
    karrotkace karrotkace 16-17, F Dec 8

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    The firsts of everything after losing an only parent is the worst feeling ever! It's been 7 months n with the holidays fast approaching, I can't stop crying. I just want my mom...
    mbezah mbezah 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 10