It's basically something I only recently figured out.... I just can't relax.... whether it be physical or mental or whatever I'm always under tension....
It's probably something to do with refusing to relinquish control, but in a very subconcious way... although I'm definitely...
They buzz around and around, my head throbs with from the tension.
I can't concentrate, I can't sleep. These thoughts they take over my life.
Worrying and worrying... Worrying about life.
I wish I could numb them.
I just want to be happy