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I Cant Remember My Past

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    Past, What Past!

    I just turned 20 and as you probably realised by now i can't remember my past. Its not that i can't remember any of my past its just that i can't recall any details. Whether its because there's something wrong with my brain or my life was so boring that on a sub concious level i...
    Mhikael Mhikael 18-21, M Aug 1, 2012

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    Rewind... Now What Happened?

    I'm currently 21 and I have very little recollection of my childhood. If I focus on old pictures or watch home videos I can sometimes recall things occurring but not always. I realized this a while ago but it never really bothered me until my sister was telling me about things...
    LoomingHeavens LoomingHeavens 18-21, M 3 Responses Jan 24, 2011

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    I Wish I Had a Time Machine

     It all started over a year ago in the summertime I think, maybe spring. How it started I can't be sure, I don't even remember the first time I tried or why I tried it, but I know for certain why I got hooked. Aderrall, (ADD medication) gave me the most euphoric feeling I've...
    manofconstantsorrow manofconstantsorrow 18-21 1 Response Dec 4, 2008

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    hello.im roshana's bro.

    roshana was sick and now she cant remember past.her doctor said maybe she'll remember after a week or month or year.so if u know sth about her or if u have good memory with her plz text her and say.if its bad memory such as kidnapping or else dont say to her.and plz dont say...
    0oroshanao0 0oroshanao0 22-25, F May 5, 2014

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    Cannot Remember Growing Up

    I AM 24 AND GETTING VERY WORRIED! I DO NOT REMEMBER ANY OF MY PAST (NOT EVEN LAST WEEK) BUT ITS GUTTING THAT I DO NOT REMEMBER GROWING UP. THERE ARE ONLY A FEW INCIDENTS THAT I RECALL AND THEY HAPPEN TO BE BAD EXPERIENCES THAT OCCURED IN MY LIFE. DOES ANYONE ELSE HAVE THIS...
    KERRYED22 KERRYED22 22-25 1 Response Dec 7, 2011

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    Do You Remember The Time.....?

    This is a question that I am asked often; by people close to me - brother, sister, friends, parents. My answer is always a resounding "No." I was there, and it did happen, but it all seems to have been erased from my memory. In one of the last instances, my father remembered a...
    mzurisana mzurisana 36-40 Jan 3, 2013

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    I don't know why. Actually that's probably a

    lie, I'm pretty sure it was my classmates' fault. The only think I can think of to explain the two year gap I have between the ages of ten and twelve are the playground taunts. I have a handful of memories, most of which are me realising that I've forgotten something again, and...
    Ghaughty Ghaughty 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 14, 2014

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    I Dont Remember..

    Im currently 17 years old and i live with the people who adopted me 2 years ago. i dont remember my past. i remember snippetts of it. i have flashbacks but the only way i can trigger it is EMDR. which i hate. i mean it will trigger on its own i just can't make it. growing...
    tiredofptsd tiredofptsd 16-17, F Apr 12, 2010

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    suppression: the avalanche

    my parents' divorce was pretty traumatic for me. one day my brother and i spent the night at friends' houses, and then we never went back home. we went to live with my dad in a tiny house with only the things we had packed for our slumber parties. we didn't have any contact...
    journeyfulloflaughter journeyfulloflaughter 26-30, F 10 Responses Dec 27, 2007

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    Rememberance

    I need some tips about something I have some sort of self-imposed amnesia, or repressed memories whatever you want to call it. I have been seeking professional help for this as a good 3/4 of my memory has been demolished. I know it was self imposed because I remember the night I...
    Ziox Ziox 18-21, M Mar 21, 2012

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    Losing Parts Of Who I Am

    The last several years, I have been suffering from memory loss. I am sure it has something to do with my epilepsy and the medications I am on. And, I am sure it is one of the causes of my depression. Sure, I don't remember what I ate for breakfast last Tuesday, or just how I...
    silentwriter180 silentwriter180 46-50, F 2 Responses Jul 15, 2012

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    I have no recollection of barely anything

    whatsoever from age 11 back :/
    Carlilescobain Carlilescobain 22-25, M Dec 13, 2013

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    Nothing

    Aprrently I did a lot of bad things. Nothing iligal. But I have only one flashback. It's the taramatic event. It explains a lot but... I need to remember more. I want to know more of what I did. It's really akward when people come up to me and say they know me and they talk about...
    MissingIdentidy MissingIdentidy 26-30, F Apr 19, 2012

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    Was It Real Or Just a Dream?

    I can remember some of it. Other parts are just missing or misplaced inside of my mind, maybe behind locked doors. I told my mom about how i see forests, and she says I see them that way because when we were in north carolina we went to the forest and it was dark. I see them as...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F Jul 11, 2008

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    About Two Years

    I lost about two years of my life to an old friend called "lithium". I had a doctor who put me on 1200 mg of it and added a few more drugs as well. It was like a zombie state that took away almost two years. I missed out on my daughters baseball and dance and school...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 4 Responses Dec 27, 2007

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    My Lost Past

    I am a victim of child abuse. I did not tell anyone the details until three years ago. I am still trying to deal with it all. I have memory loss due to the child abuse. I blocked it out. I have flashbacks that are brought on by certain sights and smells. I just wrote and...
    NancyBaker NancyBaker 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 10, 2012

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    kinda scares me... what actually happened?

    why do i feel my resentment to my parents? i do remember that as a kid i would like to read and i remember reading a book that was supposed to be sad about inner struggle and stuff and thinking i should write a book about my life. THAT would make people cry. i remember thinking...
    Anaihsohs Anaihsohs 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 16, 2014

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    Where Did It Go?

    I know several of you   are young, but how would you like to be almost seventy and not be able to    bring up or remember most of your past? I,m not just talking my childhood either. I mean as a teen, a young married mother, a working nurse and past...
    joykay13 joykay13 66-70, F 2 Responses Nov 9, 2010

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    "Hate Love" ~Seth Senrty, on his new album "Strange New Past" One of my friends gave this song to me... If you listen to the lyrics, it's um... Yeah... Very interesting that him...
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    Has some1 ever liked u in the past but u never paid attention to them or did anything about it for whatever ur reasons, then time passes and u see them and think "i really really...
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    I'm not quite sure what my past life was but I have a few memories and stuff I know. I know ever since I want young I had a fear of getting sick and dying of a disease. I Was an...
    Freesia5 Freesia5 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I recently had a past life regression done on me to help me understand everything that has transpired to me in the past 3 years. The man who lead me deeper into my spiritual self...
    Raven9854 Raven9854 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    I remembered that someone with white dress put me inside a blue plastic baby bath tubs. I remembered that I seems short-sighted at that moment. I can only see thing close to me. I...
    PrincessGabrielle PrincessGabrielle 36-40, F 2 days ago

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    life is gonna throw some very tough challenges at you really soon but remember don't stop giving up on your dreams and its not about how many times you get knocked down but how...
    Danielz02 Danielz02 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    I just dont know how to feel anymore. I dont know if I should just let go of it all. I just cant stand it. What would you do if you cant stand the family of the person you love?
    timetravellers99 timetravellers99 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    You two will survive. Marriage has its upsides and its downsides but during anytime always remember the reason you two fell in love.
    purplepas purplepas 41-45, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    The past... It's gone, everything has been done and there's nothing you can do about it. If it bothers you, then try your hardest to change the future as much as you can, don't sit...
    AnonymousJSS AnonymousJSS 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    My whole life I've always looked back instead of forward. I can't seem to get over what could have happened.. I'm not that person that can just "let it go" or be the one to say...
    Escapeyourthoughts32 Escapeyourthoughts32 18-21 4 days ago

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    Never forget the past, it's what got you to the present. What you do in the present will determine what the fate your future holds. Never forget the people that never gave up on...
    liketotalkalot liketotalkalot 31-35, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm married. My husband is verbally abusive quite often, and sometimes I really wish I could get out of this relationship. But I still love him. I also love someone else, though...
    Diipali Diipali 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    I remember the summer holidays I had as a child. Lying in my bed in the But 'n Ben listening to the rats running through the loft and my father ranting at my mother for keeping...
    JoeRidley JoeRidley 46-50, M 5 days ago

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    how do you let go of your past, when u you keep beating yourself up about things that have happened or worse things that could have happened. when I was about 8 I got a half...
    twoface444 twoface444 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    That awkward moment when you think of somebody you used to date back when you had some really good times, partying and hanging out... And they're still your friend on Facebook 3...
    Anonymouscoast Anonymouscoast 22-25 6 days ago

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    I was raised in a home where my dad treated my mum like filth which led to me being with a controlling physically and mentally abusive man. I remember the one time I asked my dad...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I've heard about this years ago but have never really looked into it or have much thought about it. But then i have just recently read an article about past life regression on...
    CrystalSekhmet CrystalSekhmet 22-25 6 days ago

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    an agreement finding common ground in the ways the words are sung familiarised us taught us not to be so scared and to simply let the words come a bond was formed thin and delicate...
    bloodandsoap bloodandsoap 22-25, F a week ago

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    .....long long time ago. I'd had a crush on him for such a long time. We'd pass in the street and i'd get that fluttery feeling....he would occasionally smile at me.....but....I...
    sillysoo sillysoo 46-50, F Aug 25

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    if I hear that I life now from the past or a future not yet foiled I might just vomit. simply let me play and love life. life is a correlation of past,present and future. if you...
    bigheartsmallworld bigheartsmallworld 36-40, M Aug 23

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    I can't forget the past, no matter how much I'm told. The past is there and there's nothing I can do about it. All I want is for it to not restrict my future and my goals.The...
    usernameinneed usernameinneed 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 21

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    I tried so hard Keeping up, keeping my head up For what I thought was so right Guess I'm not right always And I thought love was a fight You could tear each other down Then...
    s0undgarden s0undgarden 16-17, M Aug 19

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    Just because im extra quiet sometimes it doesn't mean I won't speak up. It's almost like I cant hold it in if something has to be said. I remember this girl was giving a speech...
    anonamanda001 anonamanda001 18-21, F Aug 18

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    life is one big challenge.... just remember.... if you dont get challenged then you not living life to the full
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