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I Cant Remember My Past

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    Rememberance

    I need some tips about something I have some sort of self-imposed amnesia, or repressed memories whatever you want to call it. I have been seeking professional help for this as a good 3/4 of my memory has been demolished. I know it was self imposed because I remember the night I...
    Ziox Ziox 18-21, M Mar 21, 2012

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    About Two Years

    I lost about two years of my life to an old friend called "lithium". I had a doctor who put me on 1200 mg of it and added a few more drugs as well. It was like a zombie state that took away almost two years. I missed out on my daughters baseball and dance and school...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 4 Responses Dec 27, 2007

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    Nothing

    Aprrently I did a lot of bad things. Nothing iligal. But I have only one flashback. It's the taramatic event. It explains a lot but... I need to remember more. I want to know more of what I did. It's really akward when people come up to me and say they know me and they talk about...
    MissingIdentidy MissingIdentidy 22-25, F Apr 19, 2012

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    Do You Remember The Time.....?

    This is a question that I am asked often; by people close to me - brother, sister, friends, parents. My answer is always a resounding "No." I was there, and it did happen, but it all seems to have been erased from my memory. In one of the last instances, my father remembered a...
    mzurisana mzurisana 36-40 Jan 3, 2013

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    Past, What Past!

    I just turned 20 and as you probably realised by now i can't remember my past. Its not that i can't remember any of my past its just that i can't recall any details. Whether its because there's something wrong with my brain or my life was so boring that on a sub concious level i...
    Mhikael Mhikael 18-21, M Aug 1, 2012

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    I have no recollection of barely anything

    whatsoever from age 11 back :/
    Carlilescobain Carlilescobain 18-21, M Dec 13, 2013

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    Cannot Remember Growing Up

    I AM 24 AND GETTING VERY WORRIED! I DO NOT REMEMBER ANY OF MY PAST (NOT EVEN LAST WEEK) BUT ITS GUTTING THAT I DO NOT REMEMBER GROWING UP. THERE ARE ONLY A FEW INCIDENTS THAT I RECALL AND THEY HAPPEN TO BE BAD EXPERIENCES THAT OCCURED IN MY LIFE. DOES ANYONE ELSE HAVE THIS...
    KERRYED22 KERRYED22 22-25 1 Response Dec 7, 2011

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    Losing Parts Of Who I Am

    The last several years, I have been suffering from memory loss. I am sure it has something to do with my epilepsy and the medications I am on. And, I am sure it is one of the causes of my depression. Sure, I don't remember what I ate for breakfast last Tuesday, or just how I...
    silentwriter180 silentwriter180 41-45, F 2 Responses Jul 15, 2012

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    hello.im roshana's bro.

    roshana was sick and now she cant remember past.her doctor said maybe she'll remember after a week or month or year.so if u know sth about her or if u have good memory with her plz text her and say.if its bad memory such as kidnapping or else dont say to her.and plz dont say...
    0oroshanao0 0oroshanao0 18-21, F May 5

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    Rewind... Now What Happened?

    I'm currently 21 and I have very little recollection of my childhood. If I focus on old pictures or watch home videos I can sometimes recall things occurring but not always. I realized this a while ago but it never really bothered me until my sister was telling me about things...
    LoomingHeavens LoomingHeavens 18-21, M 3 Responses Jan 24, 2011

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    My Lost Past

    I am a victim of child abuse. I did not tell anyone the details until three years ago. I am still trying to deal with it all. I have memory loss due to the child abuse. I blocked it out. I have flashbacks that are brought on by certain sights and smells. I just wrote and...
    NancyBaker NancyBaker 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 10, 2012

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    Where Did It Go?

    I know several of you   are young, but how would you like to be almost seventy and not be able to    bring up or remember most of your past? I,m not just talking my childhood either. I mean as a teen, a young married mother, a working nurse and past...
    joykay13 joykay13 66-70, F 2 Responses Nov 9, 2010

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    kinda scares me... what actually happened?

    why do i feel my resentment to my parents? i do remember that as a kid i would like to read and i remember reading a book that was supposed to be sad about inner struggle and stuff and thinking i should write a book about my life. THAT would make people cry. i remember thinking...
    Anaihsohs Anaihsohs 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 16

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    I Dont Remember..

    Im currently 17 years old and i live with the people who adopted me 2 years ago. i dont remember my past. i remember snippetts of it. i have flashbacks but the only way i can trigger it is EMDR. which i hate. i mean it will trigger on its own i just can't make it. growing...
    tiredofptsd tiredofptsd 16-17, F Apr 12, 2010

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    suppression: the avalanche

    my parents' divorce was pretty traumatic for me. one day my brother and i spent the night at friends' houses, and then we never went back home. we went to live with my dad in a tiny house with only the things we had packed for our slumber parties. we didn't have any contact...
    journeyfulloflaughter journeyfulloflaughter 26-30, F 10 Responses Dec 27, 2007

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    I Wish I Had a Time Machine

     It all started over a year ago in the summertime I think, maybe spring. How it started I can't be sure, I don't even remember the first time I tried or why I tried it, but I know for certain why I got hooked. Aderrall, (ADD medication) gave me the most euphoric feeling I've...
    manofconstantsorrow manofconstantsorrow 18-21 1 Response Dec 4, 2008

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    Was It Real Or Just a Dream?

    I can remember some of it. Other parts are just missing or misplaced inside of my mind, maybe behind locked doors. I told my mom about how i see forests, and she says I see them that way because when we were in north carolina we went to the forest and it was dark. I see them as...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F Jul 11, 2008

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    Related Experiences

    Over the course of many years I experienced a phenomenon that fits the description of 'past life memories' better than any other explanation or description. I realize that I may...
    MiriamPia MiriamPia 46-50, F Oct 2

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    I become like one big questionmark after the first, second or third date. It feels like hard work, is it suppose to be hard work?. Whos going to take the next step?. And the...
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M 22 hrs ago

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    I have always felt that past lives were real. For the last 10 years I have had dreams that I thought could be attributed to that belief. I have only recently written down one of my...
    psychstudent2011 psychstudent2011 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 8

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    I was a male more often than I was a female. XD My first life I was a warrior, too. >=) I know a lot. The origination of my soul is from the 12th Dimension. All my past lives on...
    ChanelLove12 ChanelLove12 70+, F 5 Responses Oct 8

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    i was at home ,i was 13 years old at the time ,my older brother was a bully ,he used to hurt me ,badly sometimes,one day i said something to him and he threw me on the floor and...
    sandman11 sandman11 56-60, M Oct 8

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    Some good others bad but hey we have these memories so we can pass down
    livelovehopefree livelovehopefree 13-15, F Oct 9

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    Im ready to pay ANYTHING to be back to this date : 15-08-2012 That was a big turn in my life, and friends life, A huge queue of tanks and cannons was going through my city, the...
    OnlyGodCanJudgeMe96 OnlyGodCanJudgeMe96 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 10

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    I have these moment where I have these flash back of the past and all the old emotions come flowing back to the surface. Old hurts now renew Then I start questioning if I really...
    iamnine iamnine 22-25, F Oct 11

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    To make a long story short I was talking to a guy in the summer and you know we were jus talking and talking so much for a good two weeks and the next thing you know it We were...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 23

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    yep!! work on present to build a foundation for better future. but remember life happens. sh (I)t happens.
    LittleCreates LittleCreates 22-25, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I remember that night, I came home from a class and all the lights were on in my house. My mom, stepfather and siblings were in the den watching the election night coverage. I put...
    ChelseaMonroe ChelseaMonroe 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    Hi, I am a 30 year old gay man living in Sweden and i would like to share this with you an the hopes that i might find clarity in my current situation which is that I cant tell the...
    terrasomni terrasomni 26-30 Sep 29

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    First year College. I was new to the City, just moved there all be my self. I lived in a dormroom With 13 other guys, the College i went to there was mostly guys. I remember the...
    KatEmeliaG KatEmeliaG 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 10

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    Well. I have been into past lives for awhile. I've been kind of out of it for a bit due to some circumstances I've been dealing with. Not connected to the topic at hand. I am aware...
    Godfather379 Godfather379 26-30, M 2 days ago

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    I am letting go off the past, it's hurt me but I am also stronger because of it. So from now on I am going to concentrate on helping people, instead of self-pity. People have had...
    Rachael95 Rachael95 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    This is not about the present, nor the past... You may murmur, act like nothing to worry, but at the end of the day...IT's TOMORROW that matters most!
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 7

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    I hate it when I think about it way too much or like I don't know I mean just in general I'll replay stuff in my head wishing I could fix that or wished I never met those people in...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 11

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    That's my motto right there. I can't say i don't like my past. I'm shooting for the stars baby!!! XoxOxoXO God Bless YoU ALL!
    MarGuz5334 MarGuz5334 22-25, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Today is his birthday, and it will be the 1st time in 4 yrs that I'm not going to email him and wish him a happy birthday. He never remembers my birthday, and that's always kind of...
    SirenaVonLee SirenaVonLee 36-40, F Sep 29

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    It was the best day of my life the day I met him, I stared in his beautiful blue eyes, it was the most I've ever talked in 1.5 hours... Someone told me I was making a mistake...
    ForeverAutumnsLove ForeverAutumnsLove 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 2

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    This story is one that I love to retell. As I catch myself adamantly talking about this event, I find that I am always adding new information -- like I am reliving that day. It...
    WetPaper WetPaper 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Ahhh... Alas i made it. I remember my old days when I was eagerly wishing to go to this place "Cochin", when she was in my life. I couldn't make it at that time but now I did made...
    adiscorpion41 adiscorpion41 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    I don't know what it is. I go to bed around 11 and I wake up at 3 and stay up until 5, 6 and then go back to sleep. Like the past couple nights.
    ayoaddi ayoaddi 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 29

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    My dad raped me last week. He was drunk and claimed that he had the right to anything he wanted. Then, all I can remember is extreme pain and waking in a hospital a few hours later...
    ElsaBlack ElsaBlack 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 4

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    I used to stay with my grandmother when I was going to junior high school. When my grandmother went to bed after nine, I would sneak outside and meet by boyfriend on the stoop. But...
    Mynameisleela Mynameisleela 26-30, F Oct 7

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    Everybody in my family used to smoke, I remember being little and sitting in the kitchen talking with smoke blowing in my face, but I was used to it and not in like a 'child abuse...
    Selphira Selphira 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 7

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    I kinda like this "person" well admire the "person" . . . I think.Im not going to name any genders so it may be confusing. I haven't talked to the "person" ever since the first...
    greenmonsterboi greenmonsterboi 13-15, M Oct 8

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    When someone gives you a sob story about there past relationship and how they have been cheated on, how hard it was for them, and how they hate disappointing people because they...
    AnOtHaJaZzYDrEaMeR AnOtHaJaZzYDrEaMeR 22-25, F Oct 9

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    I had my first kiss at nineteen. Yeah, I know, that was late. But I had a strict upbringing and my parents chased my love interests away. Anyway, It happened at my grandmother's...
    Sistahskye Sistahskye 31-35, F Oct 12

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    There was a class in my senior year that I had to take, psychology/sociology. And during that class I learned that you can be born with a natural, unreasonable hatred or dislike of...
    ShizukaRose ShizukaRose 18-21, F Oct 14

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    my ex gf broke up with me about 2 month ago i got upset and angry and i hated her i wish her nothing but pain , i haven't seen her since the break up but few days ago at the...
    comlpicatedguy comlpicatedguy 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I meet friend and after say a week they bully me and use what I said about my life and past against me to upset me :( happened so many times I can't let anyone in e.g a boyfriend...
    Unknown1456 Unknown1456 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago