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I Cant Remember My Past

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    I have no recollection of barely anything

    whatsoever from age 11 back :/
    Carlilescobain Carlilescobain 18-21, M Dec 13, 2013

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    Cannot Remember Growing Up

    I AM 24 AND GETTING VERY WORRIED! I DO NOT REMEMBER ANY OF MY PAST (NOT EVEN LAST WEEK) BUT ITS GUTTING THAT I DO NOT REMEMBER GROWING UP. THERE ARE ONLY A FEW INCIDENTS THAT I RECALL AND THEY HAPPEN TO BE BAD EXPERIENCES THAT OCCURED IN MY LIFE. DOES ANYONE ELSE HAVE THIS...
    KERRYED22 KERRYED22 22-25 1 Response Dec 7, 2011

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    Past, What Past!

    I just turned 20 and as you probably realised by now i can't remember my past. Its not that i can't remember any of my past its just that i can't recall any details. Whether its because there's something wrong with my brain or my life was so boring that on a sub concious level i...
    Mhikael Mhikael 18-21, M Aug 1, 2012

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    I Dont Remember..

    Im currently 17 years old and i live with the people who adopted me 2 years ago. i dont remember my past. i remember snippetts of it. i have flashbacks but the only way i can trigger it is EMDR. which i hate. i mean it will trigger on its own i just can't make it. growing...
    tiredofptsd tiredofptsd 16-17, F Apr 12, 2010

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    Rememberance

    I need some tips about something I have some sort of self-imposed amnesia, or repressed memories whatever you want to call it. I have been seeking professional help for this as a good 3/4 of my memory has been demolished. I know it was self imposed because I remember the night I...
    Ziox Ziox 18-21, M Mar 21, 2012

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    Rewind... Now What Happened?

    I'm currently 21 and I have very little recollection of my childhood. If I focus on old pictures or watch home videos I can sometimes recall things occurring but not always. I realized this a while ago but it never really bothered me until my sister was telling me about things...
    LoomingHeavens LoomingHeavens 18-21, M 3 Responses Jan 24, 2011

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    suppression: the avalanche

    my parents' divorce was pretty traumatic for me. one day my brother and i spent the night at friends' houses, and then we never went back home. we went to live with my dad in a tiny house with only the things we had packed for our slumber parties. we didn't have any contact...
    journeyfulloflaughter journeyfulloflaughter 26-30, F 10 Responses Dec 27, 2007

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    About Two Years

    I lost about two years of my life to an old friend called "lithium". I had a doctor who put me on 1200 mg of it and added a few more drugs as well. It was like a zombie state that took away almost two years. I missed out on my daughters baseball and dance and school...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 4 Responses Dec 27, 2007

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    I Wish I Had a Time Machine

     It all started over a year ago in the summertime I think, maybe spring. How it started I can't be sure, I don't even remember the first time I tried or why I tried it, but I know for certain why I got hooked. Aderrall, (ADD medication) gave me the most euphoric feeling I've...
    manofconstantsorrow manofconstantsorrow 18-21 1 Response Dec 4, 2008

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    kinda scares me... what actually happened?

    why do i feel my resentment to my parents? i do remember that as a kid i would like to read and i remember reading a book that was supposed to be sad about inner struggle and stuff and thinking i should write a book about my life. THAT would make people cry. i remember thinking...
    Anaihsohs Anaihsohs 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 16

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    Where Did It Go?

    I know several of you   are young, but how would you like to be almost seventy and not be able to    bring up or remember most of your past? I,m not just talking my childhood either. I mean as a teen, a young married mother, a working nurse and past...
    joykay13 joykay13 66-70, F 2 Responses Nov 9, 2010

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    hello.im roshana's bro.

    roshana was sick and now she cant remember past.her doctor said maybe she'll remember after a week or month or year.so if u know sth about her or if u have good memory with her plz text her and say.if its bad memory such as kidnapping or else dont say to her.and plz dont say...
    0oroshanao0 0oroshanao0 18-21, F May 5

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    Was It Real Or Just a Dream?

    I can remember some of it. Other parts are just missing or misplaced inside of my mind, maybe behind locked doors. I told my mom about how i see forests, and she says I see them that way because when we were in north carolina we went to the forest and it was dark. I see them as...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F Jul 11, 2008

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    Nothing

    Aprrently I did a lot of bad things. Nothing iligal. But I have only one flashback. It's the taramatic event. It explains a lot but... I need to remember more. I want to know more of what I did. It's really akward when people come up to me and say they know me and they talk about...
    MissingIdentidy MissingIdentidy 22-25, F Apr 19, 2012

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    My Lost Past

    I am a victim of child abuse. I did not tell anyone the details until three years ago. I am still trying to deal with it all. I have memory loss due to the child abuse. I blocked it out. I have flashbacks that are brought on by certain sights and smells. I just wrote and...
    NancyBaker NancyBaker 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 10, 2012

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    Do You Remember The Time.....?

    This is a question that I am asked often; by people close to me - brother, sister, friends, parents. My answer is always a resounding "No." I was there, and it did happen, but it all seems to have been erased from my memory. In one of the last instances, my father remembered a...
    mzurisana mzurisana 36-40 Jan 3, 2013

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    Losing Parts Of Who I Am

    The last several years, I have been suffering from memory loss. I am sure it has something to do with my epilepsy and the medications I am on. And, I am sure it is one of the causes of my depression. Sure, I don't remember what I ate for breakfast last Tuesday, or just how I...
    silentwriter180 silentwriter180 41-45, F 2 Responses Jul 15, 2012

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    My past memories are all negative & painful. As a little girl, my emotions were soooo extreme that I was breaking down on a regular basis while still attending elementary school. I...
    MrsOMS MrsOMS 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 6

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    I become like one big questionmark after the first, second or third date. It feels like hard work, is it suppose to be hard work?. Whos going to take the next step?. And the...
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M Oct 21

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    I remember when we left you here, I remember when we came back for you. And now I have regained contact with my higher state and the Elohim,many who came with us are also...
    Strifepeace Strifepeace 22-25, M Oct 23

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    I'm looking for someone that I knew in several past lives he is a non human ( actualy he might be now half human) if someone knows a way to find someone please help me
    naamainra naamainra 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 8

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    Whenever I hear a rifle fire I experience memories of a past life, world war 1 in the trenches watching my friends die, and feeling helpless to stop the slaughter.
    Scrios Scrios 16-17 Nov 9

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    I am more mature than most people my age because of my past and it makes it hard for me to relate at times.From the age of well 1 to when I was 8 I grew up in a pub which my...
    Roy07 Roy07 16-17, M 8 hrs ago

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    WSL have been a vital sub contractor within the put in place of our new factory. They are actually really amenable and supportive On this ongoing project, which is why we carry on...
    Laurenazrj90 Laurenazrj90 31-35, M 1 Response Nov 10

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    Laurenazrj90 Laurenazrj90 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 24

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    yep!! work on present to build a foundation for better future. but remember life happens. sh (I)t happens.
    LittleCreates LittleCreates 22-25, M 3 Responses Oct 20

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    Doesn't everyone remember their first love? Looking back it was really sweet, but at the time I remember thinking it was the real-deal and we'd be together for ever. Towards the...
    Mick672 Mick672 41-45, M 2 Responses Nov 7

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    I remember my ex boyfriend used to call me Nicki Minaj because he like the size of my *** which was so funny. And its weird because the other boys in my class called me that and...
    LaxingBoy LaxingBoy 13-15, M Nov 9

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    I hope my ex doesn't see this. he's a user here, I've moved on already but I saw his post saying that "girls am I attractive or not". I remember our skype calls and everything. the...
    nicolexo113 nicolexo113 16-17, F 16 hrs ago

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    I don't know why but for as long as I can remember almost nothing in the world excites me more then tickling girls, getting tickled by them or even just watching them get tickled...
    TicklingFixation TicklingFixation 22-25, M 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    This is how I was drawn to the load stone rock that changed the course of my life. When my father returned from his final overseas assignment he was posted to a station in England...
    Pratincole Pratincole 66-70, M Oct 22

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    I have a couple of good friends from since school, they moved away, I don't get to see them much :( They have friends that they've made since they've moved away, I'm happy for them...
    janeellis janeellis 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    Let me disclaim by saying, I'm not one of those Pastors kids who live a double life. I go to a Apostolic Pentecostal church, and I am filled with the Holy Ghost. I love Jesus with...
    imapk imapk 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 10

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    She keeps her music on past 11. I tell her its unreasonable as i cant sleep with it on. Yet she continues. Tonighr its almost midnght. She cliamed i.cant hear it and went bed. I do...
    historygeek11 historygeek11 22-25 Oct 26

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    Ive always had this ability to remember faces, and I mean from years down the past, I can't quite say that about names but I do remember the situations that happened just by seeing...
    Miche1e Miche1e 36-40, M Nov 2

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    when i was younger i didnt have the best life. I lost everyone that i loved, i seen people die, i seen someone commit suicide. My father was never there, i dont even know him. My...
    Nikkii1995 Nikkii1995 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 22

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    "The past" is "the past" for a reason learn from it and move on into your future. Sometimes it's not always how you start the race but how you finish it
    germany100 germany100 16-17, F Nov 10

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    The things which keeps me to move on is now my cosmetics and shopping. I buyed lately for me a full bag of cosmetics. Creams, face masks, make up, perfums. I felt great! I realized...
    angel8i angel8i 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 22

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    I sit here, and run my fingers along where I had my "soul-tee" xD (Just shaven off in support of Movember) And I feel a scar I had forgotten about just under my chin, where I...
    Roninturnedmartyr Roninturnedmartyr 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 2

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    I have been reminiscing a lot lately and more than anything wish I had the chance to go back in time and slap some goddam sense into my younger self. Some of the advice I would...
    EmperorJulian EmperorJulian 46-50, M 3 Responses Nov 11

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    I had several vivid visions and here is my longest most vivid one I ever had.I was laying in bed when suddenly, clearer than any dream I've ever had and clearer than reality at...
    Dayzdreamer Dayzdreamer 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 22

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    I just...I don't know what to do anymore it's been so long since we last talked, the last time i saw him was last month when my friend Zira died. It's been over a month. Eric and...
    AriaDream AriaDream 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 31

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    When i was a kid I use to always think why I'm alone, why don't I have any brother or sister. No matter I was the lonely alone kid of my parents but I experience life almost...
    Lostmyselfinpain Lostmyselfinpain 26-30, M Nov 10

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    I lost focus but I want to be hopeful for my future. I don't want to regret the past" any longer
    greeneyz83 greeneyz83 31-35, F 5 Responses Nov 10

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    I think about you everyday. I look through your twitter to see how you're doing from day to day. It's so different now that we both go to different colleges and you and I are...
    hazellmo0n hazellmo0n 18-21, F Oct 28

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    I am glad to see this blog. I have been meeting past-life husbands for some time now. I have actually married two of them in my present life. I have recently met Myron and we...
    vidabridges vidabridges 51-55, F 1 Response Nov 6

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    Theres things that people say that stab you so deeply that you cant ever forget. My dad, my mom, my boyfriend, and my ex best friend vicente, their all people I love and would do...
    DenSan DenSan 22-25, F Nov 8

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