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I Cant Remember My Past

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    suppression: the avalanche

    my parents' divorce was pretty traumatic for me. one day my brother and i spent the night at friends' houses, and then we never went back home. we went to live with my dad in a tiny house with only the things we had packed for our slumber parties. we didn't have any contact...
    journeyfulloflaughter journeyfulloflaughter 26-30, F 10 Responses Dec 27, 2007

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    I have no recollection of barely anything

    whatsoever from age 11 back :/
    Carlilescobain Carlilescobain 18-21, M Dec 13, 2013

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    Was It Real Or Just a Dream?

    I can remember some of it. Other parts are just missing or misplaced inside of my mind, maybe behind locked doors. I told my mom about how i see forests, and she says I see them that way because when we were in north carolina we went to the forest and it was dark. I see them as...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F Jul 11, 2008

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    About Two Years

    I lost about two years of my life to an old friend called "lithium". I had a doctor who put me on 1200 mg of it and added a few more drugs as well. It was like a zombie state that took away almost two years. I missed out on my daughters baseball and dance and school...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 4 Responses Dec 27, 2007

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    hello.im roshana's bro.

    roshana was sick and now she cant remember past.her doctor said maybe she'll remember after a week or month or year.so if u know sth about her or if u have good memory with her plz text her and say.if its bad memory such as kidnapping or else dont say to her.and plz dont say...
    0oroshanao0 0oroshanao0 18-21, F May 5

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    Past, What Past!

    I just turned 20 and as you probably realised by now i can't remember my past. Its not that i can't remember any of my past its just that i can't recall any details. Whether its because there's something wrong with my brain or my life was so boring that on a sub concious level i...
    Mhikael Mhikael 18-21, M Aug 1, 2012

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    Nothing

    Aprrently I did a lot of bad things. Nothing iligal. But I have only one flashback. It's the taramatic event. It explains a lot but... I need to remember more. I want to know more of what I did. It's really akward when people come up to me and say they know me and they talk about...
    MissingIdentidy MissingIdentidy 22-25, F Apr 19, 2012

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    I Wish I Had a Time Machine

     It all started over a year ago in the summertime I think, maybe spring. How it started I can't be sure, I don't even remember the first time I tried or why I tried it, but I know for certain why I got hooked. Aderrall, (ADD medication) gave me the most euphoric feeling I've...
    manofconstantsorrow manofconstantsorrow 18-21 1 Response Dec 4, 2008

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    kinda scares me... what actually happened?

    why do i feel my resentment to my parents? i do remember that as a kid i would like to read and i remember reading a book that was supposed to be sad about inner struggle and stuff and thinking i should write a book about my life. THAT would make people cry. i remember thinking...
    Anaihsohs Anaihsohs 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 16

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    I Dont Remember..

    Im currently 17 years old and i live with the people who adopted me 2 years ago. i dont remember my past. i remember snippetts of it. i have flashbacks but the only way i can trigger it is EMDR. which i hate. i mean it will trigger on its own i just can't make it. growing...
    tiredofptsd tiredofptsd 16-17, F Apr 12, 2010

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    Rememberance

    I need some tips about something I have some sort of self-imposed amnesia, or repressed memories whatever you want to call it. I have been seeking professional help for this as a good 3/4 of my memory has been demolished. I know it was self imposed because I remember the night I...
    Ziox Ziox 18-21, M Mar 21, 2012

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    Do You Remember The Time.....?

    This is a question that I am asked often; by people close to me - brother, sister, friends, parents. My answer is always a resounding "No." I was there, and it did happen, but it all seems to have been erased from my memory. In one of the last instances, my father remembered a...
    mzurisana mzurisana 36-40 Jan 3, 2013

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    Cannot Remember Growing Up

    I AM 24 AND GETTING VERY WORRIED! I DO NOT REMEMBER ANY OF MY PAST (NOT EVEN LAST WEEK) BUT ITS GUTTING THAT I DO NOT REMEMBER GROWING UP. THERE ARE ONLY A FEW INCIDENTS THAT I RECALL AND THEY HAPPEN TO BE BAD EXPERIENCES THAT OCCURED IN MY LIFE. DOES ANYONE ELSE HAVE THIS...
    KERRYED22 KERRYED22 22-25 1 Response Dec 7, 2011

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    My Lost Past

    I am a victim of child abuse. I did not tell anyone the details until three years ago. I am still trying to deal with it all. I have memory loss due to the child abuse. I blocked it out. I have flashbacks that are brought on by certain sights and smells. I just wrote and...
    NancyBaker NancyBaker 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 10, 2012

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    Where Did It Go?

    I know several of you   are young, but how would you like to be almost seventy and not be able to    bring up or remember most of your past? I,m not just talking my childhood either. I mean as a teen, a young married mother, a working nurse and past...
    joykay13 joykay13 66-70, F 2 Responses Nov 9, 2010

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    Rewind... Now What Happened?

    I'm currently 21 and I have very little recollection of my childhood. If I focus on old pictures or watch home videos I can sometimes recall things occurring but not always. I realized this a while ago but it never really bothered me until my sister was telling me about things...
    LoomingHeavens LoomingHeavens 18-21, M 3 Responses Jan 24, 2011

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    Losing Parts Of Who I Am

    The last several years, I have been suffering from memory loss. I am sure it has something to do with my epilepsy and the medications I am on. And, I am sure it is one of the causes of my depression. Sure, I don't remember what I ate for breakfast last Tuesday, or just how I...
    silentwriter180 silentwriter180 41-45, F 2 Responses Jul 15, 2012

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    If anyone can help me remember more of my past life please message me (I am not a troll/jackass I am really wanting to remeber)
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    I posted something similar to this before and deleted it for no apparent reason. I killed a woman in my last life. I'm sure of it because I vividly remember assaulting her and...
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    I remember a death. It was night, dark clouds had been threatening for a while and it had begun to rain softly. I know I was someplace high up, possibly on an overhang or cliff...
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    I am haunted by who I am. Everyday is a dream compared to my memories. The pain of the past turns my life into a nightmare. No one sees who I really am. I wish for nothing more...
    Afrondae Afrondae 18-21, F 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    The first life I remember is before the first europeans arrived to what they would call the New World. My father was a chief. I was engaged to the son of a neighboring tribe who...
    SkylarPurdy SkylarPurdy 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    I keep going back to that day. Like some kind of sick flash-back fantasy. The frigid air freezes my breath, the odd flake of snow drifting lazily in the silence. I can smell the...
    macabrEnigma macabrEnigma 18-21, T Jul 19

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    I'm blessed with knowledge. Thank you God and angel.
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F Jul 19

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    I am the sole survivor of a massacre. My family, my village, and all those to die before they reached me. Did I survive, am I lucky? No. It was no accident.
    macabrEnigma macabrEnigma 18-21, T 2 days ago

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    Me and my boyfriend have known eachother for years. We have been dating for 2. A few months ago we signed a lease and moved to a new town. A week after moving in together we get...
    angrynhyrt angrynhyrt 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    Well, where do I start. middle school. I have my best friend who I met back then. We've been friends since then, all through high school and even now till college. During high...
    almostblue almostblue 18-21, M 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    "Your past is your past. Even if it remembers you, forget it". <3 My past has been super horrible...some of it was my fault, but a lot of it wasn't. Some of the things that...
    njgirll njgirll 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    So happy I have my phone back!I can honestly say I'm 1 of those people who cant live without their phone!!
    sexycapricorn29 sexycapricorn29 26-30, F 1 hr ago

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    Usually on nights like these when the house is silent and all I can hear is the crickets outside, I would reminisce about the past and wonder about the choices I've made and how it...
    kevin78pham kevin78pham 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    So you guys remember that guy I mentioned, the 28 year old? Well, I'm really starting to like him. A lot. But how do I explain my life to him. My past, my present. I don't want him...
    reneeo11314 reneeo11314 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 7

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    Note to future self: Matt, leave the past where it is. You may never forget what happened, but some of the other people are trying very hard to forget and you should let them...
    MattsShadow MattsShadow 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I don't know my identity, or my name, in my past life, but I believe I remember my death from my past life. I believe I was only 3 years old, and I remember pulling up into a...
    laurennhem laurennhem 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    Anamari :) (means greetings in Tineria) I will keep my name hidden in this post. I never posted again but now i feel an extreme urge to do so. Since i remember my self i knew i was...
    leksoan leksoan 18-21 Jul 13

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    Ive screwed things up with some people, but i know im not a bad person and i wont shed another tear. The past is called the past for a reason. i cant go back in time, and my...
    Breelovely98 Breelovely98 16-17, F Jul 15

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    My baby who I hate to love When I first met him I never expected to fall for him, he wasn't really my type. He came across very arrogant, he boasted about everything he had and...
    shannen4 shannen4 18-21, F Jul 19

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    Its been a while I spoke about you, but I don't know why there is not a single day goes by that you don't pass by my thoughts.In that blurry picture of past I see the crazy stupid...
    lalakhan90 lalakhan90 22-25, M Jul 20

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    When I was about 5, I was in private school, and there was a kid named Ryan. He had blond hair, which is all of his appearance that I remember. He and I were best friends and he...
    GlassRabbit GlassRabbit 13-15, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    There are times when I write something that in a poem or just a small statement, will take me back to a moment long ago. I wrote a status than was just a bit romantic. After...
    LadyLouisiana LadyLouisiana 56-60, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    Cant change the past but im hoping to change the future, he is defenitly not right for her and he really need to get out of the picture.
    desirejanice desirejanice 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I can't change my past. But I feel like my past is changing me.. I am trying not to let my past define myself. But I feel it's hard to sometimes...
    ShadowedLover ShadowedLover 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    So a few years back I had a dream that I think went with my "tabitha story" and that was a place called Skye, and that's how it was spelled. I soon realized the accent was indeed...
    Dayzdreamer Dayzdreamer 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 14

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    This... Paranoia and Jealousy is getting the better of me So what i got ****** around by EVERYONE in the past Friends, Family... My best friend thought itd be a better idea to...
    SingItForTheKids SingItForTheKids 18-21, F a week ago

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    Does anyone know how to help me discover what my past life was? I feel like it might be helpful and I'm also curious. I've always wanted a baby, ever since I can remember I've...
    Annapie Annapie 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 16

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    I'm 21 and I cling to everything I can remember, which isn't much of a good thing... I remember heart break, physical agony, emotional torture, and memories that I wish I could...
    Christuh Christuh 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I use to selfharm. I had 10 scars underneath a purple bracelet that I never take off. I have been treating my scars for 3 years, today I realized that only 8 are still visible...
    SaphiraJane SaphiraJane 16-17, F 8 Responses Jun 29

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    This can be the year that everything changed for the better. Sometimes in order to grow and for us to reach our full potential we have to let go. So learn from the past, let go of...
    Aly00cat Aly00cat 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 5

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