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I Cant Remember My Past

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    I don't know why. Actually that's probably a

    lie, I'm pretty sure it was my classmates' fault. The only think I can think of to explain the two year gap I have between the ages of ten and twelve are the playground taunts. I have a handful of memories, most of which are me realising that I've forgotten something again, and...
    Ghaughty Ghaughty 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 14, 2014

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    Losing Parts Of Who I Am

    The last several years, I have been suffering from memory loss. I am sure it has something to do with my epilepsy and the medications I am on. And, I am sure it is one of the causes of my depression. Sure, I don't remember what I ate for breakfast last Tuesday, or just how I...
    silentwriter180 silentwriter180 46-50, F 2 Responses Jul 15, 2012

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    I Wish I Had a Time Machine

     It all started over a year ago in the summertime I think, maybe spring. How it started I can't be sure, I don't even remember the first time I tried or why I tried it, but I know for certain why I got hooked. Aderrall, (ADD medication) gave me the most euphoric feeling I've...
    manofconstantsorrow manofconstantsorrow 18-21 1 Response Dec 4, 2008

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    Where Did It Go?

    I know several of you   are young, but how would you like to be almost seventy and not be able to    bring up or remember most of your past? I,m not just talking my childhood either. I mean as a teen, a young married mother, a working nurse and past...
    joykay13 joykay13 66-70, F 2 Responses Nov 9, 2010

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    Rememberance

    I need some tips about something I have some sort of self-imposed amnesia, or repressed memories whatever you want to call it. I have been seeking professional help for this as a good 3/4 of my memory has been demolished. I know it was self imposed because I remember the night I...
    Ziox Ziox 18-21, M Mar 21, 2012

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    My Lost Past

    I am a victim of child abuse. I did not tell anyone the details until three years ago. I am still trying to deal with it all. I have memory loss due to the child abuse. I blocked it out. I have flashbacks that are brought on by certain sights and smells. I just wrote and...
    NancyBaker NancyBaker 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 10, 2012

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    hello.im roshana's bro.

    roshana was sick and now she cant remember past.her doctor said maybe she'll remember after a week or month or year.so if u know sth about her or if u have good memory with her plz text her and say.if its bad memory such as kidnapping or else dont say to her.and plz dont say...
    0oroshanao0 0oroshanao0 22-25, F May 5, 2014

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    I have no recollection of barely anything

    whatsoever from age 11 back :/
    Carlilescobain Carlilescobain 18-21, M Dec 13, 2013

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    Was It Real Or Just a Dream?

    I can remember some of it. Other parts are just missing or misplaced inside of my mind, maybe behind locked doors. I told my mom about how i see forests, and she says I see them that way because when we were in north carolina we went to the forest and it was dark. I see them as...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F Jul 11, 2008

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    Rewind... Now What Happened?

    I'm currently 21 and I have very little recollection of my childhood. If I focus on old pictures or watch home videos I can sometimes recall things occurring but not always. I realized this a while ago but it never really bothered me until my sister was telling me about things...
    LoomingHeavens LoomingHeavens 18-21, M 3 Responses Jan 24, 2011

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    suppression: the avalanche

    my parents' divorce was pretty traumatic for me. one day my brother and i spent the night at friends' houses, and then we never went back home. we went to live with my dad in a tiny house with only the things we had packed for our slumber parties. we didn't have any contact...
    journeyfulloflaughter journeyfulloflaughter 26-30, F 10 Responses Dec 27, 2007

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    I Dont Remember..

    Im currently 17 years old and i live with the people who adopted me 2 years ago. i dont remember my past. i remember snippetts of it. i have flashbacks but the only way i can trigger it is EMDR. which i hate. i mean it will trigger on its own i just can't make it. growing...
    tiredofptsd tiredofptsd 16-17, F Apr 12, 2010

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    kinda scares me... what actually happened?

    why do i feel my resentment to my parents? i do remember that as a kid i would like to read and i remember reading a book that was supposed to be sad about inner struggle and stuff and thinking i should write a book about my life. THAT would make people cry. i remember thinking...
    Anaihsohs Anaihsohs 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 16, 2014

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    Nothing

    Aprrently I did a lot of bad things. Nothing iligal. But I have only one flashback. It's the taramatic event. It explains a lot but... I need to remember more. I want to know more of what I did. It's really akward when people come up to me and say they know me and they talk about...
    MissingIdentidy MissingIdentidy 26-30, F Apr 19, 2012

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    Cannot Remember Growing Up

    I AM 24 AND GETTING VERY WORRIED! I DO NOT REMEMBER ANY OF MY PAST (NOT EVEN LAST WEEK) BUT ITS GUTTING THAT I DO NOT REMEMBER GROWING UP. THERE ARE ONLY A FEW INCIDENTS THAT I RECALL AND THEY HAPPEN TO BE BAD EXPERIENCES THAT OCCURED IN MY LIFE. DOES ANYONE ELSE HAVE THIS...
    KERRYED22 KERRYED22 22-25 1 Response Dec 7, 2011

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    About Two Years

    I lost about two years of my life to an old friend called "lithium". I had a doctor who put me on 1200 mg of it and added a few more drugs as well. It was like a zombie state that took away almost two years. I missed out on my daughters baseball and dance and school...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 4 Responses Dec 27, 2007

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    Do You Remember The Time.....?

    This is a question that I am asked often; by people close to me - brother, sister, friends, parents. My answer is always a resounding "No." I was there, and it did happen, but it all seems to have been erased from my memory. In one of the last instances, my father remembered a...
    mzurisana mzurisana 36-40 Jan 3, 2013

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    Past, What Past!

    I just turned 20 and as you probably realised by now i can't remember my past. Its not that i can't remember any of my past its just that i can't recall any details. Whether its because there's something wrong with my brain or my life was so boring that on a sub concious level i...
    Mhikael Mhikael 18-21, M Aug 1, 2012

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    he was a young chimney sweep ("climbing boy") named ollie. he loved his mother a lot apparently. he was illegally trafficked and abused a lot at some point/s (not sure how this...
    cloudylevi cloudylevi 13-15 May 9

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    i can't say i remember past lives (if i've had any), but i believe in reincarnation, and i hope i come back as either a fish or a bird next time. preferably either a coral reef...
    kinkystapler kinkystapler 18-21, F May 11

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    I've been in a relationship with the same guy for about three and a half years. Before we dated, guys never really liked me, and he is my first and only boyfriend. Once we were...
    Anyla Anyla 18-21, F 3 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    5 men raped me and i dunno what to do cause I cant stop thinking about them and what happened. My dad thinks its my fault cause i opened the door when I was alone but I didnt know...
    hollyjollyholly hollyjollyholly 13-15, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    the past was my yeasterday , i can't remember things , nor these things are important to me . when ever some one asks me " what's your story ?" i stay for a while searching for a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 16

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    I don't know, maybe my whole childhood is one big repressed memory. I don't remember hardly anything from when I was born to the time I was about thirteen. I'm currently only...
    SladePrince SladePrince 16-17, T 3 days ago

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    I would probably use a stronger word than "horrible". Obviously I remember my firiends names, but I can get introduced to someoene and even if I'm in a meeting with them for...
    alteregoeleven alteregoeleven 46-50, M 12 hrs ago

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    Okay, so I am 19, and I did a few things in refrence to remebering my pastlife. I don't remember much, but I do believe I died in Jonestown. When I was around 5, my family and I...
    Deadpunk18 Deadpunk18 18-21 1 Response May 4

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    I sang to you Swaying side to side Looking at you smile Remembering words If only they were enough Kissing you ; Like you wanted to be loved ; You laugh in shame Only me to...
    Ymfas Ymfas 26-30, M a week ago

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    I did stupid things in my past that were really immature and idiotic but i hate when people act like a person cant change. Stop bringing up my past its over now im tryna move on...
    violinmaster242 violinmaster242 13-15, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    Ever remember a moment you like to stay in. Mine was when I was much younger than I am now. I was walking through the field fenced in on two sides by trees. As I walked I followed...
    cdhewko39 cdhewko39 36-40, M 17 hrs ago

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    Does anyone remember when we were little kids and we had a crush on someone and we would say that we "like them, like them?"
    myahLynn03 myahLynn03 13-15, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    The lesson here? Don't cross me. I'll remember you forever.
    Ginkofishin Ginkofishin 18-21, F 3 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    I remember most of them. I just started a dream journal in Jan 2014 until present day. It's about 20 pages front to back with tons of details. My favorite dreams would have to be...
    Adrien001 Adrien001 18-21, M 8 hrs ago

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    Almost every year of my life since I can remember I've moved every year. I'm not even 25 years old and I've lived in over 27 different places. Every year I get a new apartment I've...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    I remember I remember the light of the summer sun, embracing my happiness, as I swung higher on the park swings I remember my grandmother, who made magical treats and loved people...
    CaptainMurphy CaptainMurphy 22-25, M 1 Response May 10

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    I like most people have gone through some pretty bad moments in my past .. I have found say the last Ten Years to have taken their toll .. I went through a very rough patch with my...
    saxappeal saxappeal 46-50, F 16 Responses 1 day ago

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    No i won't tell you them to many people wish to remember things that aren't always sweet and loving past lives. i have had around 4 lives but i don't discuss them often with people...
    DriftingLeaf DriftingLeaf 18-21, F Apr 30

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    There's this girl I really like but I'm afraid to get attached bc I'm afraid my past will Mess everything up I'm afraid the people I used to hang with will mess things up I'm...
    Slugboy Slugboy 18-21, M May 12

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    Overnight the world in the UK ended and I am really frightened by it. This morning I was angry. I am not supposed to be political. I couldn't hold back. I erupted all over...
    grommit3 grommit3 36-40, F 12 Responses May 8

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    I could live in self pity and dwell on the past and be bitter my own father stole my childhood from me but I won't allow him to ruin my future as well as my past
    ChloeValintina ChloeValintina 26-30, F 3 Responses May 20

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    First of all, I never had a girlfriend and I'm a virgin. I do have girls that were my friends. I remember them like a vivid dream. Aleah, Crystal, Vanessa, Breanne, Reyna, and the...
    Xemplefied Xemplefied 26-30, M May 19

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    stuck in problems and there is no one to help or even support me emotionally studies are going super bad cant understand a thing from syllabus... then pressure of teachers and...
    loveiseverything18 loveiseverything18 18-21, F 3 Responses May 6

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    The first feeling you felt that could not be identified, what was not logical made the perfect sense right then. We tend to compare all of our experiences to the first love and...
    RestlessFlame RestlessFlame 18-21, F 1 Response May 21

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    The past is a place of REFERENCE, not a place of RESIDENCE.
    RedHwaiting RedHwaiting 18-21, F 9 Responses May 8

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