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I Cant Remember What Its Like To Be Normal

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    Actually.... - I don't remember what it is like to be normal; some days I am not certain that I was ever even anything that comes close to normal. 
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 34 Responses Nov 18, 2011

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    Normal? Me? - That's a joke. I have a slow brain. So If I don't get enough sleep or work my brain too much. My brain freezes.
    mother1983 mother1983 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 18, 2011

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    Normal, What's That? - I haven't been normal since...ever.
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 22-25, M Nov 19, 2011

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    Woo - Ha. Ha! A place I've never been? What is normal? I'm not sure there is one. Does it mean boring? Why would I want to be that!?
    Goslyn Goslyn 31-35, T Feb 10, 2013

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    So? - Nothing wrong with being weird. It's awesome. I'm glad I can't remember being normal, that means I must have been awesome for a long time now ;)
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 19, 2011

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