I Cant Remember What Its Like To Be Normal

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    So?

    Nothing wrong with being weird. It's awesome. I'm glad I can't remember being normal, that means I must have been awesome for a long time now ;)
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 19, 2011

    Normal? Me?

    That's a joke. I have a slow brain. So If I don't get enough sleep or work my brain too much. My brain freezes.
    mother1983 mother1983
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Nov 18, 2011

    tempest tossed midst fire

    and rain. useless flesh, mind dull with pain. feel the colors and taste the sound, memories razors emotions pound. rage of red, fury for the foe, the hated one whos name i know. his ugly face and twisted form, the world a paradise was he not born. rant and scream in his vile...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    Apr 17

    Actually....

    I don't remember what it is like to be normal; some days I am not certain that I was ever even anything that comes close to normal. 
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    41-45, F
    33 Responses Nov 18, 2011

    I swear if I remembered how to be happy I would

    because right now all I am is the shell of a girl I once was
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Oct 10, 2015

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