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I Cant Remember What Its Like To Be Normal

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    I don't remember what it is like to be normal; some days I am not certain that I was ever even anything that comes close to normal. 
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 34 Responses Nov 18, 2011

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    So?

    Nothing wrong with being weird. It's awesome. I'm glad I can't remember being normal, that means I must have been awesome for a long time now ;)
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 19, 2011

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    Normal, What's That?

    I haven't been normal since...ever.
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 26-30, M Nov 19, 2011

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    Normal? Me?

    That's a joke. I have a slow brain. So If I don't get enough sleep or work my brain too much. My brain freezes.
    mother1983 mother1983 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 18, 2011

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