I Can't Say Everything I Think About

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    Mental Constipation!!! Help!!!

    Ok I am stuck in such a cloud of confusion, everyone says I am crazy and my therapist just keeps throwing diagnosis at me.DX's:Bipolar DisorderPsychosisParanoiaBorderline Personality DisorderMood DisorderADHDPanic and Anxiety DisorderAnything else I am unsure of...I have no...
    SombreAmaranthineAmour SombreAmaranthineAmour
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Aug 20, 2011


     Hurt Nine Inch Nails(covered by Johnny Cash)I hurt myself todayTo see if I still feelI focus on the painThe only thing that’s realThe needle tears a holeThe old familiar stingTry to kill it all awayBut I remember everythingWhat have I become?My sweetest friendEveryone I...
    SombreAmaranthineAmour SombreAmaranthineAmour
    31-35, F
    Aug 2, 2011

    I am constantly asking myself "what if".

    Sometimes I go down rabbit holes that have me second guessing myself. If I were to verbalize all of my thoughts, I would be put on a watch list, or have the status of super creeper bestowed on me... Lol
    deleted deleted
    Oct 6, 2014

    People are constantly asking me

    where I go . I just have a lot on my mind and sometimes I get lost in my own little world of what ifs and hows
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies
    18-21, F
    Oct 7, 2014

    It's Above Your Pay Grade

    There are so many ways in which I am not the person people believe me to be.  This is not due to any subterfuge on my part, although I will lie, cry, fight, and die to protect who I am from pillage and capture. It's just that I'm not " nice. "  I actively disdain ' nice. '  It...
    RascallyRabbit RascallyRabbit
    31-35, F
    11 Responses Apr 25, 2011

    I Don't Think That Would Be Wise!

    Cos I mean c'mon, let's face it...we all have thoughts that go through our head we would never want anyone to hear, right?
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    Mar 10, 2011
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