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I Can't Say I Will Never Try to Kill Myself Again

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 16 People

    I Just Saw This and I Had to Say Someting

    i think of it as the trap door...the last time i really tried to kill myself i ate 75 xanax and i almost made it. i was pissed when i failed. but then a whole bunch of stuff happened and i had a spiritual awakening. things still get pretty friggin awful and i wont lie, i still...
    breezybidj breezybidj
    46-50, F
    Aug 8, 2009

    I Can't :(

    I can't say I will never try to kill myself again, because I don't know if I will or if I won't, but I can say this, and mean it, I will do my hardest to reach out to someone if I ever get to that point in my life again. I hope I never do, but if I do, I will try and talk to...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Aug 8, 2009

    Sad But True.

    I have tried in the past....and I can't promise that it won't happen again. I'm not saying I am hoping for that day...this isn't some cryptic scream for help. I'm just saying that I won't promise something if I'm not sure I can keep it..you know what I mean?
    luckypickle luckypickle
    9 Responses Oct 17, 2009

    My Thoughts Consume Me.

    Even when I feel good, I think about death. Sometimes the urges are even stronger. It'd be better to die in happiness than in sadness. I die when I am happy. And then I don't need to worry when I would feel sad again. In this sense, death makes me happier. I know this thought is...
    SomewhereTomorrow SomewhereTomorrow
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 23, 2010

    None Of Us Can

    Here's the thing even on a good day there's that feeling like God I just can't do this anymore i can't breathe. I don't know what my future holds, I don't know what I will be doing or were I will be where or even what I want to be. I know that my life has been saved for a...
    Starbuck82 Starbuck82
    31-35, F
    Dec 28, 2009

    I Am Ok For Now, But....

    It's extraordinary how often the crap you have to deal with seems insurmountable. At the moment I am ok, but I cannot say that in the future the same will be true. I have sunk to lows which are just unbelieveable to the point where it was hopeless, a few times. I prefer not to...
    TheEvilLeaper TheEvilLeaper
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jun 11, 2010

    I Cant Say I Wont Try Suicide Again

    i have had quite a few near death experiences. i have always felt so dark inside. thou death isnt always on my mind iam suicidial more often than anyone realizes. just the other day as i was cutting and i saw the blood i thought wouldnt dieing be great right now. death doesnt...
    echosofdarkness echosofdarkness
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Apr 1, 2011
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